Chapter 0578 - It's Not Easy
I think Fang Yadan may not have realized it, let alone that the law does not allow it, even if it is allowed, if she really lives with me and Lu Yuxin and Yoko Yamada, then she will definitely be angry at home, and the state of life is probably not as good as now.
Of course, I know better that what she is saying now has no idea at all, and she completely blurts out my words, and no matter how I persuade her, I am afraid it will be useless.
I'll have to figure out a way to get her out, and only after she's completely still, will it be possible to weigh the pros and cons sensibly.
"Yadan, you have to think about it carefully, if you really decide to live with us, it will be a lifelong thing, not as simple as choosing a school when you take the high school entrance examination, if life is not going well, it will drag you down for a lifetime!"
Fang Yadan said decisively: "I don't care, a woman like Sister Xin is willing to share you with other women, so why can't I?" Besides, they had made a verbal agreement with me at the beginning, and since she was able to accept this Yoko Yamada, there was no reason to refuse me. ”
"You're not like her!" I explained: "Before she met me, Sister Xin lived with someone else for four years, and after she met me, she was twenty-seven or eighteen, and her age made her feel that time was not waiting for me. And in this case, because Yoko Yamada saved my life and is now pregnant with my child, she can't help but accept it. You are different, not only are you young, but there are countless boys who pursue you, and there is no need to hang yourself from a tree at all. ”
"There are indeed many trees in this world, but I only like you." Fang Yadan said eloquently: "Let's just talk about Sister Xin, according to what you said, she is completely more capable of finding other trees than me." To put it bluntly, isn't she just like me, just like you? ”
I smiled wryly, "She's really not like you, you know?" She's pretty much pregnant with my flesh and blood. And at her age, if she delays for a few more years, I am afraid that she will not even have the opportunity to be a mother in the future, so she reluctantly accepts Yoko Yamada to live with us. ”
"Speaking of which, isn't it because they are pregnant with your child that you have a hard time parting with them?" Fang Yadan hesitated for a while, and suddenly said, "Then you also let me conceive your child, in that case, they won't be able to refuse me." ”
After speaking, her face was not only flushed with a red tide, like a gorgeous and colorful morning glow, which made my heart pound.
Of course, I'm just impressed by her beauty, as for the rest, I've made up my mind, it's not just responsible for her, but also responsible for Lu Yuxin and Yoko Yamada, I really can't let these two women down for me anymore.
People are like this, the more serious they are, the easier it is to trigger feelings, Fang Yadan has already said everything to this point, if I communicate with her seriously, I'm afraid the result is not that I persuaded her, but that she was persuaded in a daze.
I smiled: "You are like a woman giving birth to a baby and a hen laying eggs, as long as she clucks a few times, you can get the next one a day?" ”
Fang Yadan blushed and said, "Don't treat me as a little girl, have people taken physiology and hygiene classes?" ”
"Yadan, do you think this is good? That's all for today, think about it when you go back, but don't delay your exam. I said patiently: "There are still ten days before the school exam is over, and when we are ready to leave the provincial capital, if you still have this idea, we will be together, okay?" ”
Because I thought that people are most likely to lose their minds when they are excited, and according to her current rhythm, even if I immediately threw her on the bed, I am afraid she would have gone, but maybe she will regret it as soon as she goes out.
I will put the words here first, and then instigate Xiaowei to bombard her, I believe that ten days is enough time for Fang Yadan to weigh the pros and cons carefully, and with my confidence in Xiaowei, it is estimated that he will also be able to conquer Fang Ya.
Fang Yadan gave me a blank look: "Hmph, it's another verbal agreement to fool people, a meaningless empty check, I said can you not play like this?" ”
"Yadan, please believe me, I'm serious."
"The last time you sent me out of Sister Xin's ward, it seems that you also said that you were serious."
"Yadan," I explained, "the last time you were in a situation, maybe you didn't realize how serious it was, you didn't just give up on studying, it was almost like giving up on life. Yes, everything I told you last time was really perfunctory, but it was to save your life! You can be much calmer today, and I don't need to be perfunctory, please believe me, give yourself a little time, as long as you are still thinking like this after the school exam, I will take you to talk to Sister Xin. As you just said, since you can live with three people, you don't care about having one more. ”
Fang Yadan watched quietly, and suddenly shook his head: "Why do I think that all verbal agreements are fooling?" ”
"Okay," I immediately took out a piece of drawing paper from my folder, then took out a pen and said to her, "Let's make a letter as a basis, and then sign and draw a pledge, do you think it's okay?" ”
"Don't be funny, from ancient times to the present, are there fewer things in this world that tear up agreements?"
"What do you mean?"
Fang Yadan hesitated for a while, then bit his lip again, looking like that, he mustered up the courage for a long time, and finally lowered his head and said to me: "Let's not talk about conceiving a child, you have to give me a little expression, our current state is not a lover at all." Because of this, in your heart, I am a dispensable person. ”
Her words couldn't be more obvious, and it wasn't hard to get her to believe me, but at least it was enough to make her feel like she was my lover, and to put it bluntly, she just wanted me to give her a hug and a kiss.
If you are someone else, you can hug it, and kiss it, but in the face of Fang Yadan, I really don't dare to take half a step beyond Lei Chi, because her self-esteem is too strong, and this self-esteem is formed by the accumulation of inferiority complex, she seems to be strong, but in fact, she is more fragile than anyone else, it is obviously impossible to be with her in this life, I really don't dare to give her any promises.
Of course, verbal can be had, but physical is absolutely not.
Besides, her beauty is full of youth and purity, and I believe that she has never had her first kiss, and if I kiss her, even if it is only a gentle touch, I believe that it will leave an indelible mark in the depths of her soul, and this is completely contrary to my original intention.
What's more, if you haven't touched a woman, it's a big deal to hug and kiss and let go.
I'm different, I've met more than one woman, I know the beauty of women, and Fang Yadan is a completely different type from other women I've touched, I really can't guarantee myself that after tasting her first kiss, I can still rationally let her go, and I won't continue to go crazy.
To be honest, since I came to Jiangnan City, I no longer pride myself as a righteous gentleman, but I still stick to the bottom line of being a man. If what I'm facing now is any one of Zhu Xiaoping, Zhang Yun and Lu Shilin, I will kiss and get on it, even if I am still the daughter of the yellow flower Zhang Yun and Lu Shilin? Because I've been in contact with them, I know they have enough endurance.
But Fang Yadan is different, she is too pure, too infatuated, and too fragile, which makes me feel like the marshmallow I ate when I was a child, it can melt as long as I put it in my mouth, and I really can't carry a girl's life anymore.
Her words have already been spoken, and if she does not say anything, I am afraid that she will not leave, and I will not be able to give her an eviction order, let alone forcibly push her out of the door.
After thinking about it for a long time, I finally stretched out my hands, held her hands tightly, and said to her: "Okay, let's hold our hands tightly and quietly feel each other's heartbeats, now you should believe me, right?" ”
When I began to hold Fang Yadan's hands and pull her up from the side of the bed, her cheeks were crimson, and her hands trembled slightly, but after a while, I just held her hand and didn't do anything else, she blinked at me and asked, "Just ...... That's it? ”
"Yes, I'm holding your hand, will I still lie to you?"
Fang Yadan twitched his hand vigorously and glared at me: "You liar!" ”
After saying that, he walked straight to the door.
Although my purpose is to let her leave as soon as possible, it is not this kind of emotional departure, and letting her leave like this at this time is equivalent to not solving any problems.
I quickly chased after her and grabbed her arm and asked, "How am I a liar?" ”
"Sister Xin and that Yoko Yamada are both pregnant with your child, should you tell me that you just held their hands, and they are pregnant, right?"
"No," I explained, "aren't they different from you?" Besides, between me and Song Nina, it's really like you're holding hands just now......"
"Pull it down, if you just hold her hand, she will almost lose her life for you?"
fainted, needless to say, Song Nina must have been told to her by a little rich man when she was so thin that I was not human-shaped.
I widened my eyes and pretended to be aggrieved and said, "Yes, I only held her hand at the beginning, presumably because we are both first loves, so she will devote herself wholeheartedly, right?" ”
"Rest, you! Before you, she kissed Liu Kai in class, okay? I said Zhang Guodong, in your eyes, do I belong to the kind of second goods who are particularly stupid and easy to be deceived? ”
"What do you mean?"
"If you don't have anything to do with Song Nina, I won't have the surname Fang!"
Now this scene is really a bit of a sabre-rattling, and I quickly teased: "What do you mean by that?" ”
Fang Yadan's face immediately turned red, and he stomped his feet and said, "Oh, I hate it, you ...... You're knowingly asking! ”