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It is said that youth is a woman's greatest asset, and youth is undoubtedly the jewel in the crown for girls, always so brilliant and dazzling.

Fang Yadan's stomp in shyness was full of the natural expression of youth, and the delicate and beautiful intertwined embarrassment and cuteness really made me drunk.

I looked at her intently, as if I had entered a state of sleepwalking, she glanced at me quietly, the flush on her face not only did not go away, but her whole body trembled obviously, the expression of both expectation and kicking uneasiness, like a glass of sweet wine, I really wanted to hold it and drink it all.

But reason tells me that impulse is the devil, and the desire rising in my body at this moment is definitely a red line that cannot be crossed, and it is a disaster to cross it, and only by sticking to myself can I stand on the moral high ground, so that Fang Yadan can keep the happiness that should belong to her.

Self-control was hard and painful, but I did it.

"Yadan," I blinked, shaking my head so that I could keep my head clear, "you are truly beautiful, suffocatingly beautiful, so beautiful that I feel that even the slightest thought of you that is unhealthy is a blasphemy against your holiness. I know that if I take another step forward, I will lose my dignity in the loss of my mind, please give us each other a chance, let us think about it again, don't sacrifice my most beautiful things so hastily, and don't let me bear a lifetime of self-blame. All right? ”

Fang Yadan looked at me with a complicated expression for a long time, and finally said, "Are you talking to me, or are you writing an essay?" You should study liberal arts at your level, so how can you come to study art? ”

I also felt it, and I definitely didn't mean to be hypocritical, but now that she said this, I was a little embarrassed.

Fang Yadan stared at me without blinking his eyes and asked, "Have you watched "Journey to the West"?" ”

"I've seen it, but I feel too, and I haven't finished reading it."

"Then I advise you to take a look on the Internet when you have free time at night, and don't leave an irreparable regret like the Supreme Treasure."

"What regrets?"

Fang Yadan said: "The Supreme Treasure said to the Zixia Fairy, there was once a sincere love in front of me, but I didn't cherish it, and I regretted it when I lost it, and the most painful thing in the world is nothing more painful than this." If Heaven could let me do it again, I would say three words to that girl: I love you! If I had to add a time limit to this love, I would like it to be 10,000 years! ”

After speaking, without waiting for my reaction, he directly opened the door and walked out.

To be honest, I don't like Stephen Chow's nonsensical comedy, but I have not only read this passage that Supreme Treasure said to Zixia Fairy, but also remember it in my heart.

I think at the beginning, I have spitted the Supreme Treasure more than a thousand times in my heart, and I feel that he is the biggest fool in the world, if I can meet such a beautiful girl as Zixia Fairy, let alone go to the West Heaven to learn scriptures, even if I want to be the Jade Emperor, I will not do it.

To put it bluntly, at that time, I was innocent, and I always felt that love was the only one, but now when Fang Yadan presented her young and handsome love in front of me, I didn't cherish it, but I couldn't have it.

If a few years later, when someone shows the heavy scene between me and Fang Yadan today on the screen, will the audience below also call me stupid? I would even say that I am more stupid than the Supreme Treasure.

Supreme Treasure rejected Zixia Fairy in order to learn the right way, what about me, what is the reason for my rejection of Fang Yadan?

When Fang Yadan left, she didn't close the door, and even when she stood in the door, I could hear her footsteps in the aisle. I really wanted to rush out, so I pressed her against the wall in the aisle and kissed her......

But what next?

I heard the elevator door open and close, and then quickly stood by the window, staring at the hotel door downstairs until her slender figure appeared in my field of vision.

I quickly pulled out my phone and dialed her number.

She pulled out her phone and stopped when she saw my number, but she didn't speak, and I think she must have been expecting me to turn her back.

I really wanted to call her back, but in the end I held back, and tried my best to suppress the excitement in my heart, and pretended to be calm and said to her: "Yadan, you must take the exam well tomorrow, I am waiting for your good news." Remember, don't let me down. ”

Fang Yadan just listened quietly and did not speak.

Just as I was about to say something, she suddenly turned around and looked up at me, and I immediately dodged to the window.

It was she who said, "What to hide, I have seen you!" ”

I smiled awkwardly and reappeared at the window, waving at her.

She looked up at me and said into her phone, "Okay, listen to you, we'll give each other a little time, but don't forget your promise today." ”

I know that she is a persistent girl, and I am nervous when I hear this, my purpose is to make her give up on me, if she stubbornly clings to herself during this time, then what should I do?

I smiled reluctantly at her and waved at her again: "I won't forget, be careful when crossing the street." ”

She looked at me and smiled: "It's just a fake mouth, if you really don't feel at ease, why don't you send it to me?" Okay, let's go ahead and rest early. Bye! ”

With that, she held up her phone and waved at me, then turned and walked towards the bus stop.

At this time, the words of the Supreme Treasure that she said lingered in my ears again, making me wonder if I was really stupid to let her go like this?

Let's talk about Yu Jiaojiao, she is not very old, but she has such a complicated experience and has experienced so many men, but don't the little rich still regard her as a treasure?

Fang Yadan likes me, and I'm not reluctant, is it true that if I possess her once, I will definitely ruin her life and her happiness?

I saw her walk to the bus stop, and it occurred to me that I would call her again and ask her to wait for me there, because it was almost time for dinner, and I could have left her for dinner.

Of course, dinner was just an excuse, and if she really stayed, I am afraid that she would not be able to take the first time in her life.

Just as I took out my phone and was about to dial her mobile phone number, a car stopped beside her, and I saw Xiaowei get out of the car and say something to her.

The afternoon exam is basically over, it is estimated that Xiaowei didn't see Fang Yadan coming to the exam, and he has been looking for her after the exam, and accidentally saw her standing on the bus platform, so he greeted her.

If it weren't for Xiaowei's appearance, my call would have been dialed out, maybe it would have been a different ending, fortunately, he appeared in time, and I was worried that Fang Yadan would come back to see, I quickly left the window, leaned against the wall next to me and lit a cigarette, and after a few puffs, I returned to the window to see that Xiaowei's car and Fang Yadan's people were gone.

The stone that has been hanging in my heart has finally been put down, for me, just now is really a very important level, that level has passed, I feel that I have unloaded the biggest burden in my heart.

Needless to say, no matter what, the departure of Fang Yadan and Xiaowei is a little bit of a sense of loss for me, but what I can talk about is that I feel worthy of the sky, the earth, my conscience, and Fang Yadan's full love for me.

Regardless of whether the matter is finally resolved, after all, Fang Yadan still left with Xiaowei in the end, I felt that my head was big in the contradiction that was difficult to choose, so I immediately went into the bathroom and took a shower, then lay on the bed, dialed Lu Yuxin's mobile phone, and told her what I had just told Fang Yadan.

"How's that, wife," I asked at last, "do you think your husband is getting wiser?" Just like this, Fang Yadan is completely dead? ”

After hearing this, Lu Yuxin sighed: "Guodong, your brain should be clear, you must know that feelings are very complicated, not something you can ask for if you want to, you can refuse if you want to, many things should be natural." In addition to being grateful to you and me, Fang Yadan's girl loves you to the core, I have been in contact with her twice, and I can already understand it. ”

"Wife, what do you mean? I'm helping you eliminate a rival in love, if you're not grateful, why do you still hit me? ”

Lu Yuxin smiled slightly: "Whether you are in love or not, it doesn't matter to me, you kid has a lot of tricks and bad stomachs, but he looks handsome, honest and honest, and he is destined to have peach blossoms." ”

"Wife, why don't you have any confidence in me?"

"Yes!" Lu Yuxin said: "Two days ago, I found a gentleman to tell my fortune, and he told me that I have a husband who can stay with me for a lifetime, but my husband will always laugh in the peach blossoms. Alas, this is my life, I admit it! ”

"Don't listen to his nonsense, what fortune tellers, all of them are cheating money, when I go back, you tell me who it is, I want to tell him fortunes!"

"Okay, I know you love me, it's enough to stay with me for a lifetime, it's past five o'clock, hurry up and go to dinner, and prepare for tomorrow's exam."

"Okay."

After putting down the phone, I pondered what Lu Yuxin meant, I thought she would definitely not find anyone to tell her fortune, she was completely using words to trick me.

But no matter what, her ability to tolerate Yoko Yamada is the most selfless embodiment of me, no matter what she thinks, I will not fail her in this life.

After I left the room, I walked into the Lanzhou ramen restaurant at noon, ordered a beef knife cut noodles, plus a poached egg, ran to the small shop next door to buy a box of cigarettes, just returned to my place and sat down, suddenly felt a girl sitting next to me.

She was also nobody, because it was still early, and there were seven or eight tables in the whole noodle restaurant, so I made one, and the tables next to her were all empty, and she just sat next to me.

I didn't want to look at her, but curiosity prompted me to glance up at her.

I'm going to—

It seems that what Lu Yuxin said is not bad at all, feelings are really complicated, not something I can ask for if I want to, and I can refuse if I want to.

I didn't even dream about it, the girl sitting next to me was actually Fang Yadan.