Chapter 20
When Xu Yan received a call from Xiao Zhengang last night, she hurriedly packed up the things used to accompany the bed from home, packed the package, called a car, only hesitated for a second before going out, glanced at Xiao Ze's room, and finally decided not to tell Xiao Ze, so she went downstairs with a bunch of things......
Xiao Zhengang just lay on the floor next to Xiao Xiao's bed and fell asleep for a while, the mobile phone rang, took out the mobile phone from the pocket of his clothes, glanced at the caller ID and pressed answer, "Hey," Xiao Zhengang answered in a low voice and glanced at Xiao Xiao who was still asleep on the hospital bed, sat up from the bunk lightly, put on his shoes and prepared to answer the call outside the ward.
"Is it Mr. Xiao Zhengang?" Very calm businesslike voice.
"I am, who are you?" Xiao Zhengang walked out of the ward and gently closed the door with his backhand.
"I am a law enforcement officer from the Jingyuan Police Station, my surname is Gu, Gu Chaoyang, what is your relationship with Xiao Ze and Xu Yan?"
"Xu Yan is my wife, Xiao Ze is my youngest son, police officer, what happened to them?"
"Mr. Xiao is like this, at 12:30 this morning, we received a call from the residents of the family home of Hengli Paper Mill, saying that there was a child in the community who jumped off the building, and after we went out to the police, we confirmed that the identity of the deceased was your son Xiao Ze, and this morning when your lover Ms. Xu Yan went home, we happened to be at the scene of the police, and when she took her back to our office to identify the body, your lover fainted at the scene......"
It turns out that when a person's inner appeal is not answered, it can provoke such an extreme reaction, but why? Why do you want to appeal to beings other than yourself?
Song Mo's light brown eyes stared at Xiao Xiao tightly, his eyes seemed to see him through, what about him, why did he quietly give up the lower realm of Godhead and be willing to be reincarnated in the world?
Song Mo's cold eyes were surging with dark tides, and he found for the first time that in the thousands of years that had passed, he had never understood anyone except himself.
Just like at the beginning, he didn't understand why Emperor Xi and Wa Niang were willing to risk the destruction of their godheads, and they also wanted to go to the lower realm to help their tribe. He didn't understand why his father had sacrificed his divine sense, and if he shattered his godhead, he had to divide time and space into the six realms, and now he couldn't even understand this grass......
Song Mo raised his hand and pressed his temple, which had been jumping suddenly, and looked at Xiao Xiao who was sitting on the chair still choking in a low voice, obviously not coming out of the memories just now.
Xiao Xiao's current appearance is something Song Mo has never seen before, I don't know why, looking at Xiao Xiao like this, Song Mo suddenly felt as if a very strange feeling appeared inexplicably in his heart, and his heart seemed to be trembling faintly......
In addition to the regular beating of mortals, will their hearts still be faintly tight and trembling from time to time?
Song Mo didn't know why he walked to Xiao Xiao's side, didn't know why he pulled his shoulders and hugged him, as if these things were not something he was going to do, but this body did it automatically and spontaneously, why did this happen, did something go wrong when he received this body, Song Mo was very puzzled!
Originally, Xiao Xiao's head was lightly pressed against Song Mo's abdominal muscles and cried silently, while Song Mo stroked Xiao Xiao's hair and comforted softly, this posture should be a very eye-catching and beautiful picture.
How...... The stool was too short and Song Mo was too high, so that Xiao Xiao should be against Song Mo's abdominal muscles, and it was attached to Song Mo's waist and crotch, uh, this posture is embarrassing......
But Song Mo pressed the back of Xiao Xiao's head as if he was unconscious, and there was still an indifferent expression on his face that let me not move with tears......
When Xiao Xiao finally stabilized his emotions and came to his senses, he found that his face was pressed against the doctor's thigh, but the place facing him was ......
Xiao Xiao hurriedly pushed Song Mo away, and slid back a certain distance with the chair, only then did he see that the thigh of the doctor's pants was wet with a large piece of liquid that he didn't know if it was snot or tears, Xiao Xiao suddenly lowered his head silently.
Of course, Song Mo saw all of Xiao Xiao's small movements, but he didn't care, after he saw Xiao Xiao's mood stabilized, he calmly sat back on the chair just now, stared at Xiao Xiao's eyes and asked, "You have insomnia?" How long has this been going on? ”
"Yes, it's been half a month......" Xiao Xiao hesitated for a moment but answered truthfully.
Although this doctor's behavior just now was a little strange, for some reason, this doctor made Xiao Xiao feel very familiar, and when he sat in front of this doctor, he felt inexplicably relieved.
There was also a situation like the one that was stuck in the memories just now, and if it was normal, he couldn't get out of it so quickly. Once he fell into the mood, he would definitely not be able to sleep all night long, and it was normal for nightmares to continue, but just now he was dispelled by a simple hug from this doctor.
"Why do I have insomnia?" A cold voice without the slightest emotion.
"I don't know...... I just don't want to sleep, and I can't sleep......" Xiao Xiao's hand that had just relaxed clenched tightly again?
"You're blaming yourself, you think you killed your brother?" Song Mo's eyes staring at Xiao Xiao shot directly into his heart as if they had penetrating power.
"......" Xiao Xiao raised his head violently when he heard Song Mo's words, a trace of contradiction flashed in his dark eyes, and a trace of panic flashed in his dark eyes, and his beautiful peach blossom eyes stared at Song Mo tightly, as if he was very much looking forward to him saying something quickly, and seemed to be particularly afraid of what he would say.
Song Mo looked at Xiao Xiao's eyes as if he was frightened, and thought, this grass can't even handle such a trivial matter now.
"Every creature is an independent individual, and although I don't understand why mortals always have demands or feelings for other beings, first of all, it is important to know that not every creature you appeal to or have feelings for should or must give you a response."
"No matter what you ask for or trust others, it's all your business, and others can't control it and have no right to interfere. In the same way, no matter what others respond to you or what they don't respond to you, you can't control or interfere. Individuals exist independently of each other, and no matter how similar the aura is, it cannot deny the fact that they are not the same body. ”
So whatever you ask for from other people or what other people ask of you, and what you get in the end, it's your own cause and your own consequences. Appeal and sustenance are the cause, and response is the effect. Since it is caused by itself, it is natural to bear the effect by itself, which is the norm. However, although the causal relationship is established, the determination of whether this effect is good or karmic depends on the bond between the two beings, and cannot be changed by human beings. ”
Song Mo calmly and calmly gave Xiao Xiao a lesson, not thinking about what he said at all, whether Xiao Xiao, who is now a mortal in the flesh, can understand it, and only vaguely thinks that it seems to have been a long, long time since he last explained the homework to this grass......
"......" Xiao Xiao was really cooperative, with a confused face, looking at the psychiatrist who was sitting opposite him and enlightening him seriously. Xiao Xiao began to wonder if he had gone to the wrong door, but in fact, he was not in the hospital......
Sure enough, this grass has become even more stupid than before after losing its godhead.
Song Mo looked at Xiao Xiao, thinking about how feasible it was to pour the scriptures and calligraphy he had learned in the past into his mind, and he only thought about it for two seconds before completely giving up this idea.
"It's your emotion that you feel sad for Xiao Ze, but it's problematic to arbitrarily think that you are the cause of this tragedy and blame yourself for all the blame."
"It is Xiao Ze who appeals to you for affection, no matter what kind of response you get, it is the fruit that he should bear, and whether he accepts this result or not, it is his business."
"The affection he asks for you, you don't want to give, this is the bond between cause and effect, and whether this bond is karma or karma, who starts and who should suffer, these can not help you make a conclusion, you can't ask for it, it can't be a calamity, a catastrophe or a calamity, the individual has a personal cause, and the individual has a personal creation."
"Jumping to conclusions about yourself and putting unnecessary pressure on yourself for no reason is why you're scared." Song Mo was rare and considerate, and worked tirelessly, and explained to Xiao Xiao again in the most understandable way in the mortal world.
"......" Xiao Xiao lowered his head, the fingertips of the thumb of the hand clenched into a fist rubbed on the knuckles of the ring finger thinly, silently thinking about what the doctor said, he roughly understood the meaning of these words, although it sounded a little too rational, cold-blooded, and a bit like a scripture book, but it could hit his soul directly, so that the string that had been firmly holding him in his heart broke as if it had been hit hard.
"I'll prescribe you medicine for a week, mainly to help adjust your current mental state and help you solve sleep problems. After a week, I will come to the hospital for a follow-up appointment, and then I will make adjustments according to your condition. Song Mo seemed to finally remember his identity as a doctor, stopped lecturing, rowed a chair to the back of the consultation table, shook the mouse on the table to cancel the screensaver status of the computer, put his hand on the keyboard and crackled and began to prescribe.
"Thank you, doctor!" Xiao Xiao stood up and said thank you, took the medicine list that Song Mo had printed and handed to him, took the medicine list and glanced at it, opened the door and walked out of the consultation room.
"What's going on, is Shaozun's godhead really useless?" As soon as Xiao Xiao walked out of the consultation room on his front foot, a man with a cute baby face appeared in the room on his back foot, automatically ignoring the cold look on Song Mo's face, and asked eagerly.
"The Godhead has been abolished, and he can still stand here so well?" Song Mo raised his eyelids and glanced at Chang right, "He should have sealed the godhead somewhere." Song Mo raised his right hand as he spoke, pinched a magic seal, and pressed it on his left chest.
"Does the Divine Monarch know why Shaozun is in the lower realm?" Changyou continued to turn on the ignore skill, ignoring the disgusting eyes of his family god monarch and continued to ask.
"......" Song Mo didn't pay attention to the long right who kept asking in his ear, he withdrew the mana of the probe with some confusion, and frowned slightly.
When Changyou looked at his family's Divine Monarch and showed an expression that would only appear on his face when he encountered something he didn't understand, the curiosity that had just been wilted because he couldn't learn the reason why Shaozun went down to the mortal world immediately burned again, "Divine Monarch, what's wrong with you?" ”