"It's not until you fall that you fly......" Zhang Liangying's tactful singing woke up Xiao Xiao, who was already drowsy because of blood loss, in this sunset moment at dusk.

Xiao Xiao struggled to remove a hand pressed on his abdomen, stretched it out hard, and reached the mobile phone that he had just thrown aside, his fingers laboriously swiped across the screen and pressed answer, ", can you hurry up, at night, are you going to collect Lao Tzu's body?" Xiao Xiao didn't bother to pull the phone over with more effort, and directly pressed the answer and shouted into the earpiece.

"Brother......" Xiao Ze's voice.

The mobile phone is not hands-free, although Xiao Xiao is an arm's length away from the mobile phone, he still has to hear the voice from the earpiece clearly.

"......" is a mess.

"Brother, don't hang up, please, don't hang ......"

Xiao Xiao took a lot of effort to pull the phone over, and when he was about to press the phone, Xiao Ze cried and begged him from the receiver, and Xiao Xiao's raised hand fell to the ground again.

"Brother, why don't you go home?" Xiao Ze sobbed.

Nonsense, how do I get home with you?

"Brother, is it because of me? Are you not coming home because of me? You're ...... Do you hate me so much, don't you want to see me so much? The sobbing sound turned into a choked voice.

I don't want to, but it's really uncomfortable to face you kid now.

"Brother, brother, can you tell me something? Brother, you can scold me, anything, please say something to me! ”

, if it weren't for Lao Tzu's gasping pain now, Lao Tzu would have scolded you to death.

"Brother...... I like you about this...... Is that really that uncomfortable? ”

"You still have the face to say, because of this, what has Lao Tzu become, and you're not done yet? Don't talk to Lao Tzu about any hellish likes, how far away are you to get out of me, don't let Lao Tzu see you! Is it uncomfortable? That's not ordinary discomfort, I feel disgusting, don't call me......" Xiao Xiao finished shouting these words in one breath, raised his hand and hung up hard, this is done in one go, this is not a stumbling roar.

He finally roared out the breath he had been holding for so many days, but the wound that he was pressing hard with his clothes made him toss and blood leaked out.

"......" Xiao Xiao lowered his head and looked at the large red stained red on his clothes and the blood that had been leaked out of the color again, he couldn't cry or laugh, and said that he was injured, and he didn't know who to blame if he thought about it.

After a while, Xiao Xiao felt that he was starting to ghost, and only then did he see Zhang Yunchen running towards him from afar and the school doctor who was carrying a first-aid kit behind him, "They all said, let him not make a big deal of it, and he will die of worry......" Xiao Xiao muttered and ran to him looking at Zhang Yunchen, who was looking at the ghost, and saw Zhang Yunchen kneeling beside him and shouting at him, he could feel Zhang Yunchen patting his face anxiously, patting him very hard, the magic was that he didn't feel pain, even the wound didn't seem to hurt anymore, Zhang Yunchen ripped off his clothes, The school doctor put something on his stomach again......

Whatever, Xiao Xiao thought to himself, how do you like to do it, so tired, he wants to sleep now, no one should call him, Xiao Xiao closed his eyes and lost consciousness before he heard the last sound, it was the urging horn of the ambulance......

Xiao Ze stood by the wall in a daze, with undried tears on his face, his eyes were empty and unfocused, so he stood stunned and listened to the busy sound of the phone in his hand, but he didn't hang the phone back on the wall.

Xiao Ze knew that Xiao Xiao had hung up the phone, and he also knew that Xiao Xiao would never answer his phone again in the future, but he didn't know what to do next......

Xiao Xiao said that his liking not only made him uncomfortable but also made him sick, he made Xiao Xiao feel disgusting, Xiao Xiao refused to go back because he didn't even go home, Xiao Xiao said let him go as far as he wanted, Xiao Xiao said he didn't want to see him again, what should I do...... What to do...... What should he do, and who will tell him?

'Die...... You're relieved when you're dead......' Suddenly a soft voice sounded and reached Xiao Ze's ears.

The voice was very light and seemed to float, and it was completely impossible to feel which direction it was coming from, as if it was coming from a distant space, and it seemed to come from Xiao Ze's heart.

'If you die, Xiao Xiao will come back...... Xiao Xiao will regret it when you die...... Only if you die, Xiao Xiao will forgive you......' The floating voice kept saying in Xiao Ze's ear, tempting Xiao Ze with demagogic power, making him unconsciously want to continue listening to him, unconsciously wanting to believe it......

'When you die, Xiao Xiao will know that he is wrong...... When you die, Xiao Xiao will know how much you like him...... If you die, the trouble you brought Xiao Xiao will end...... Only you died...... When you die, everything is free......' The floating voice became clearer and clearer, and the tone became more and more urgent......

"No...... It's not ......" Xiao Ze suddenly woke up and threw away the telephone receiver he was holding tightly in his hand, collapsed against the wall, slid down the wall, and squatted on the ground, he buried his head in his knees, and covered his ears tightly with his hands.

Xiao Xiao doesn't answer your calls, doesn't listen to your explanations, he doesn't go back to his house, he doesn't even want to look at you, he doesn't know how much you like him, he doesn't want to listen to you, he just wants to run away from you now, he doesn't want to see you, he doesn't want to listen to your voice, he thinks you're disgusting...... ' The voice said eagerly in Xiao Ze's ear, louder than the other, louder than the other, directly hitting Xiao Ze's soul, with full malice.

"Yes, Xiao Xiao doesn't want to see me anymore, Xiao Xiao thinks I'm disgusting...... Yes...... You're right! Xiao Ze slowly raised his head buried in his knees, his eyes staring blankly ahead, and muttering.

'Go, baby...... Go and make Xiao Xiao regret it, let Xiao Xiao know how much you like him, so that he will never forget you for the rest of his life, go, go......' The voice fluctuated with Xiao Ze's mood one by one.

Xiao Ze stood up slowly with his back against the wall, his unfocused eyes looked blankly ahead, and he walked to the desk step by step and sat down, he took out the tattered diary on the desk, turned to a blank page, took out a pen in the pen holder, lowered his head and began to write something......

After a while, Xiao Ze put down the pen and gently closed the diary, took it to the bed, squatted down and fumbled for a while, put it in, then stood up and walked out of the room......

When Xiao Xiao woke up, he first saw a white ceiling, and then all kinds of voices around him, and gradually he heard the owner of the voice, his father's, Xu Yan's, and two strangers......

"Awake?" With a very gentle voice, Xiao Xiao searched for the source of the sound and found his master.

A middle-aged male doctor between the ages of thirty and forty, with a square face and black-rimmed glasses, was staring at him with a smile and asking, "Can you see what time this is?" The doctor held out two fingers and shook them in front of his eyes.

"Yes," Xiao Xiao realized that his hoarse voice was a little sorry for the public as soon as he spoke.

"Do you feel anything?" The doctor continued.

"Thirsty ......"

"Hey, hey, drink water, drink water, I'll get you ......" Xiao Zhengang hurriedly turned around and went to the table to get mineral water, thought about it, unscrewed the lid again, found a cup and poured water into it.

"Looks like it's going to be fine!" The doctor looked at Xiao Xiao with a smile and said, then buried his head in writing something in the case book in his hand, and handed it to the little nurse standing beside him after writing, "Go and record it, and start changing these medicines in this hospital bed tomorrow." ”

"Okay, Dr. Hu!" The little nurse took the case book and left the ward to do the filing.

Dr. Hu looked at Xiao Zhengang, who was busy around his son, and explained, "Your son may have symptoms of dizziness and nausea in the past two days, this is caused by excessive blood loss, don't be nervous, drink more water, just give him some liquid food to replenish blood, pay attention to the wound, don't make too much movement, if there is any situation, call me in time." ”

"Hey, hey, okay, okay, thank you, doctor!" Xiao Zhengang and Xu Yan hurriedly agreed, and then sent the doctor to the door of the ward.

Seeing that the doctor walked away from the door, Xiao Zhengang walked back to the ward with Xu Yancai. Xiao Zhengang looked at Xiao Xiao who was lying on the hospital bed, closed his eyes and seemed to be asleep again, gently pulled Xu Yan's arm close to her and whispered: "You go back, I'll just guard here, this night is messy, last night you came from home in such a hurry, and you didn't care about dinner, it's breakfast again, Xiao Ze is still at home, he hasn't seen us all night, it's time to worry, you go back, eat something, get some sleep, and have a good rest." ”

"Hey, okay, then I'll go back and make some food for you first, and I'm getting you a few changes of clothes, you came directly from the unit yesterday, and you haven't been able to sleep well for a while after a busy night, Xiao Xiao's bottle of liquid has just been hung up, and when I come back, I can almost catch up with the fight, you relax, sleep for a while." Xu Yan glanced at the bed on the other side of the ward, lowered her head and whispered to Xiao Zhengang.

Xiao Xiao's ward is a double room, in addition to Xiao Xiao, there is a patient who has just had appendicitis, the patient's bed is a terrible one, the snoring last night, except for two anesthetized patients in this whole ward, no one else has slept well.

"I'll make do with breakfast in the hospital, and you can send the clothes over after you rest in the afternoon, don't be busy!" Xiao Zhengang glanced back at Xiao Xiao who was lying on the hospital bed, "Xiao Xiao, let's see how to tell Xiao Ze about this......"

Xu Yan and Xiao Zhengang both had a tacit understanding during this time, and they didn't have anything to do with Xiao Xiao in front of Xiao Ze. Regarding Xiao Ze's current situation, Xu Yan and Xiao Zhengang have not been able to think of any good way to deal with it at present, so they can only isolate and prevent Xiao Ze from seeing Xiao Xiao.

After discussion, the two agreed that Xiao Xiao didn't have much left to take the college entrance examination, first wronged Xiao Xiao for a few days, and when Xiao Xiao passed the college entrance examination, the school must be, as soon as the university people left, Xiao Ze couldn't see anyone, and after a long time, he could let go of this matter.