Jinghu is the county lord and the daughter of the king of Yongning County. Even if she is just an ordinary concubine, it is impossible to be a concubine. In fact, before she met Ke Mingxu, she actually barely thought about this kind of problem.

After getting to know him, Jinghu felt that he was actually growing up very quickly. Before that, she wasn't ignorant, she just didn't want to be sensible.

The wives and concubines in the palace of Yongning County competed, that was a matter of her parents' generation, and as a child, she couldn't say anything.

And her future, every time she suddenly thinks that maybe she can't marry Ke Mingxu in the future, he may not like her for the rest of his life, but just treats her as an interesting sister, she feels that she is almost suffocated.

In the days when she couldn't see him, she actually thought a lot. At lunchtime, her question was actually a projection of her thoughts during this time.

If she doesn't get a response, she will never get a response, and when the day comes when she has to give up, will she be able to turn around and leave in the same style as she is today?

After all, there is a difference in their age, and he may not have so much time to wait for her to grow - he is so good, so smart, so considerate, she may not be able to be like him in her life.

I want to possess him, is it too greedy and too self-conscious. She always hopes that one day she and him can be equal, such as Jing Xun and the princess, or like Huaiyi Xiangjun and Qi Yuanfang.

It's not like her eldest brother and Ke Mingbi, nor is it like her father and mother. Don't have concubines among themselves, and don't have any interest calculations.

She doesn't know if she will be able to get such a love in the future, from Ke Mingxu's love.

Before Jinghu returned home today, he was obviously very happy, and they got along almost all day. The eldest brother is back, and she should be happy that he will be stationed in Yanjing in the future.

But she was in Minghui Hall at the moment, after listening to the words of the princess, waiting for the woman who fell into the water to wake up, she felt very depressed for some reason.

But this mood didn't last long, and the eldest maid of the princess, Lilac, entered the house, "The princess, the little county lord, the lady is already sober at the moment." ”

Now that she has woken up, Jinghu of course wants to go over to see it. The princess is the hostess of Minghui Hall, and there is no reason to sit idly by.

After cleaning up a little, Jinghu and the princess went to the side courtyard of Minghui Hall together.

There was a newly lit lamp in the room, and in the darkest part was the woman. Although she woke up after drinking the medicine, her complexion was still very bad, and there was no life in her eyes.

Jinghu sat on the edge of her bed, and she didn't react at all. She ignored her for now, turned her head and asked the maid standing aside, "What did Doctor Fang say?" ”

The maid lowered her head and replied respectfully, "The doctor said that this lady's body was already very weak, and she was not blushing. If the water falls in such weather, I am afraid that there will be a fever at night, and I need to take care of it. ”

"You can't touch anything cold again, or I'm afraid your life won't last long......," he said, his voice getting lower and lower.

Jinghu's gaze fell back on the woman's face, "Why are you looking for death?" ”

The woman didn't move, and even closed her eyes, as if she didn't want to pay attention to Jinghu.

Jinghu thought for a moment and instructed the maid, "You should step back first." The maid glanced at the princess, and when she saw that she had no objection, she bowed her head and saluted, and turned to go out.

She patiently asked again, "It's not that someone pushed you into the water, it's that you want to die, right?" ”

The woman still didn't open her eyes, but took a deep breath, and then two lines of tears fell down her cheeks.

She is actually very delicate, not as gorgeous as a peony flower like Jinghu, but reminiscent of bluegrass blooming in the deep mountains. In all fairness, if you just look good, if you are not so haggard, I am afraid that you will indeed be stronger than Ke Mingbi.

Ke Mingbi and Ke Mingxu are brother and sister, but they are almost similar in appearance, and they don't have the temperament of an immortal on him.

The princess said: "There is still something in my room, can the third sister stay here alone for the time being?" ”

Just came from the main courtyard, and the princess embroidered flowers in the boring night, what was the matter. Jinghu heard the sound and knew the elegance, after all, she was a person from Dafang, and the princess heard these words, I am afraid it was not a good thing for Dafang.

She nodded, "If the third sister-in-law has something, go and get busy." ”

When the princess went out, Jinghu Wenyan asked her a third time, "Did my sister-in-law do something to you again?" ”

Perhaps because there was no one else in the room, she finally let down her guard a little, tugged at the corner of the quilt, suppressed her voice and began to cry.

Even if Jinghu didn't know what was happening to her, she couldn't help but be infected by such a scene, and her eyes slowly turned red.

To give up her life may be just a momentary thought, or maybe she regretted it when she was struggling in the water. But the moment she jumped, she must have felt bored, everything in this world was not worth it.

In this world, Jinghu has so many favorite things. She has relatives, friends, favorite dominoes, and her favorite Ke Mingxu at the moment.

Even if she still had anything, she would not choose to give up her life. But since the woman had given up, she was afraid that all the things she loved had been destroyed.

Jinghu quietly waited for the woman to hold back her tears before saying, "If you don't want to say, I won't ask." It's just that since you have survived, you can't go to death again. ”

She thought about it again and added, "Or for a while, you don't want to go back to Hejing Hall." It's also inconvenient to live in Minghui Hall, I'll let people clean it up, and you can live in my Fang Shixuan for a while. ”

When Jinghu thought that she would not open her mouth to say anything to herself, she suddenly opened her mouth.

"The little county lord saved me today, no matter what, I am grateful. But I am also reluctant to go back to Hejingtang, and if I have some strength, I will leave here, and I will not be able to get up and kowtow to the little county lord. ”

Her voice sounded weak, but it was also unmistakably determined.

Leaving here, she may not be able to get out of the Yongning County Palace. Naturally, he is leaving this world.

"Since I saved you, I won't watch you die. What happened to you, even if I knew, was just curiosity on my part. ”

"Maybe these things are painful for you, and I have no position to accuse you of being cowardly, but I don't want you to die, at least not now."

"What you have lost, you may not come back, but as long as you are alive, you will have the opportunity to have other precious things. I hope you make it to that day. ”