"Why don't you eat minced meat, little county lord. You haven't experienced this, how can you understand my pain. You are a kind person, unlike any of them, and the slave only hopes that you will never have this day. ”

Jinghu and "them" are of course different. She will not be like Ke Mingbi, watching her husband take a concubine and having a child with the concubine, and she doesn't want to negotiate with her husband, but she targets the innocent child.

If she marries someone who is not human, and her husband cannot be faithful to herself, she will learn from the princess. At least the Yongning County Palace, at least her title of county lord can be her confidence.

The woman in front of her said that she was "why not eat minced meat", she understood this sentence, and perhaps it was not wrong. She has no position to accuse her of cowardice, nor does she have a position to insist that she live.

But if Jinghu watched her seek death again, she couldn't do it.

"You don't have anything else to do but die? Do you have no parents? Maybe my sister-in-law treats you very badly, maybe she's ...... Didn't my brother decide for you in this matter? ”

Recalling the scene this afternoon, Jinghu was a little confused again. Obviously, Jing Shen seemed to be very cold to Ke Mingbi a while ago, and the mother concubine had the same attitude, but today she seemed to care about her very much, as if she had never been in a bad mood at all.

Could it be that she was wrong before, and the change in their attitude towards Ke Mingbi was not because of this incident at all?

The woman only twitched the corners of her mouth slightly, and she didn't even make a sound to laugh.

"The little county lord can't help but think too highly of the slave and maid, but it's just a concubine, and no one has come back to look for the slave or maid after coming out for so long."

"Even if the slave's child can be born, he is just a concubine, how can the uncle really turn his face with the grandmother because of this incident."

Jinghu said: "What about the concubine, since he accepted you and made you conceive a child, what do you have to look down on you and your child." ”

She smiled again, this time with some force, and then laughed later, turning into a cough. Jinghu stood up and poured water for her, and she gradually stopped.

"In the past, although I was also in the mansion, I barely walked out of the courtyard gate of the Hejing Hall. I thought that the little county lord had a brutal personality, but I didn't expect it to be a person like me, and the little county lord could also condescend and listen to me. ”

Jinghu's reputation in Yanjing City is not very good, he is rude and willful, and he is unreasonable. Whoever mentions her will probably say, "It's just a spoiled child at home." ”

She is a little unlearned and unskilled, and she often has to get into trouble, but her mother is not unrestrained in her favoring her, not to mention her eldest brother Jing Shen, an iron-faced Yama. Others can only see her being favored, but they can't see her being punished.

The woman continued: "Does the little county lord know that the slave maid was not originally a subordinate in this mansion? In fact, I am from the north, and I was rescued by my uncle in the early years of my family, and later I followed him to serve him. ”

"At that time, the eldest grandmother had not yet married, and when the eldest grandmother entered the door, she drank the tea I respected, and officially raised me as an aunt."

"I always thought that he brought me to Yanjing from the northwest and thousands of miles, and let my grandmother drink my toasted tea and give me the status of my aunt, it is better than following him without any identity, and he should also like me a little and be sincere."

"But my child is gone, and he knows who killed him, so he was a little angry at first."

"But on Chinese New Year's Eve, I heard their husband and wife arguing, and the eldest grandmother said, 'I will never tolerate such an eldest son before my son is born, and he will try to press him and step on him in the future.'" ”

She smiled self-deprecatingly, and only let go of the hand holding the horns, "That day they broke up unhappily, and in the second year of junior high school, the uncle left, and he didn't even look at me." ”

"When he came back, I was reluctant to let him see the little clothes I had made for my child. He actually told me that I should forget about this child, and that I was not allowed to mention it in front of my grandmother. ”

"He can pretend that nothing happened, and be a loving couple with his grandmother, but I can't forget it."

I also suddenly understood that maybe his anger at that time was not because of my children, but because he felt that the eldest grandmother actually looked down on his status as the eldest son. He was angry that he was being looked down upon. ”

"I've always been too self-righteous, I thought my uncle had at least a little affection for me, not much, but at least there was. He even did not hesitate to quarrel with a noble-born grandmother for the sake of my children, and it turned out that I was also wrong. ”

"I didn't miss my child for a day, and I thought he would feel sad about it somehow, but he didn't. Nothing is more important than the stability of a family, especially when he is making great achievements. ”

"And I don't even have the ability to bring turmoil to him, even my children, in his eyes, they are actually dispensable. It was the jealousy of the grandmother, and it was she who exposed the disdain in her heart, which was the source of the turmoil. ”

"It's a very sad thing to recognize your own incompetence and your insignificance, little county lord. I was also the daughter of a good family. ”

"Since I am alive, I can no longer bring any benefit to my uncle, and the same is true for me, so why do I need to live."

Her words seemed to let Jing Hu know a new Jing Shen. Of course, he was not like this in Jinghu's heart, he was originally a hero, and he was alone at the age of fourteen or fifteen, following the generals of Yanliang, fighting everywhere and making meritorious contributions.

Not many teenagers can do that. Jing Xun naturally became a villain.

For his mother and himself, he has always been a good son and a good brother. But in the eyes of this woman, in Ke Mingbi's eyes, he should be a completely different person.

Jinghu felt a little confused, she knew that people were originally multifaceted, but she didn't expect her brother to have such a big contrast. She never thought he was so ruthless.

Even if they reconcile with Ke Mingbi, the bronze mirror with a crack will no longer be able to illuminate the human figure, and they will not be as good as before. And for this woman, her life was ruined. Those who thought they were affectionate were actually completely ruthless.

Just because they are of noble birth, can they do whatever they want?

She never thought of it that way. Even if Jing Xun was so squishy in the past, he would not do this if he didn't learn and didn't know how to do it.

"You don't give a damn, you're just in the wrong place. If you die like this, your life is really worthless. ”

Jinghu stood up, "Don't look for death again, and don't go back to Hejing Hall, I will find a way to send you out of the mansion to a place where my eldest brother can't find it." ”

She'll have a way.