Chapter 195: The Visitation (5)

Lan Keman's disappointment suddenly flashed in her eyes, she didn't dare to let Situ see her gaffe, and hurriedly closed her eyes tightly, but the frowning of her eyebrows still didn't let go, warm and warm, a soft touch on her brows, Situ's deep words penetrated Lan Keman's evasive voice and rolled into Lan Keman's ears:

"Sister Man'er, I know your hesitation, I know your panic, and I know your pain, you don't need to be afraid, you don't need to be sad, you can rest assured that you will be in my hands, no matter who leaves you, even if the whole world turns its back and no longer pays attention to you, your Situ brother will be by your side, for the rest of your life, never separated."

"Sister Man'er, I don't want you to love me deeply, I don't want you to only have me in your heart, I just hope that you can look back at me from time to time, and rejoice me a little bit every day, day after month, month after year, year after year, is it okay?"

"Sister Man'er, I'm not worried that you love me late, I'm only worried about whether your heart is far away."

"I just found out today that you are willing to look back at me, I don't need to look at your back day after day, month after month, month after month, this remnant of life, for me, is already a great happiness."

……

Two lines of clear tears overflowed along the corners of Lan Keman's eyes, crossed the delicate pale cheeks, and flowed into the ear sockets filled with hot words, only in this way could Lan Keman block the ears that didn't know how to be good, and reduce some of the more psychologically overflowing confusion and entanglement.

The kiss in the dream was so real, but it was a dream after all, Lan Keman remembered Ling Xingyue's coldness, and the psychological pain instantly intensified, and the pain intensified unconsciously, only for Lan Keman to want to curl up and hold the palm of his hand somewhere in pain.

"Oops!"

The intense pain in the tips of his fingers instantly broke Lan Keman's love, Situ hurriedly tore away Lan Keman's hands that were tightly covered in his heart, wrapped the thin wrist in the palm of his hand, put it on his lips, and gently helped Lan Keman exhale, and blamed Lan Keman in the middle of his mouth:

"When is it, do you still have to do it with your fingertips? Don't huddle together, don't dodge anymore, Sister Man'er, you open your eyes, you look at me, I've always been, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, okay? ”

Lan Keman opened his eyes a little tremblingly, and his breath was in his throat in an instant, extremely ethereal and ethereal, as if he had been pumped out of the meridians and went to his heart and lungs, and there was a gossamer.

After a moment of silence, Lan Keman actually brute his wounded fingertips lightly touched Situ's cheek, like an aphid pecking lightly, even so, Lan Keman's already painful eyebrows frowned, and her palms were cold, and then, she actually smiled lightly:

"Brother Situ, don't move, don't worry too much, so I won't be in pain."

Lan Keman moved his fingertips gently, brute force to make his fingertip wound pain, so that the unbearable pain in his heart seemed to be reduced a lot, and at the moment when the wound on his fingertips burst out with blood again, the pain in his heart disappeared all at once, and the corner of Lan Keman's mouth smiled a little hideously again.

Situ's heart was so painful that he could barely breathe, he pulled down the fingertips of Lan Keman who touched his cheek, picked up Lan Keman angrily, and hugged him tightly in his arms.

"Don't do this again, Sister Man'er, wake up quickly, you can do it, don't hurt yourself like this again, you still have me, I am willing to say to you thousands of times to rejoice you, thousands of times I love you, thousands of times you still have me, don't hurt yourself like this, don't torture yourself like this, you are like this, my heart is about to break, don't you see? Sister Man'er, they are crumbling into pieces and dripping blood silently! ”

Situ incoherently hugged Lan Keman and whispered, whispering in a low voice at the root of Lan Keman's ear, begging:

"Sister Man'er, just now you took the initiative to lean towards me and kiss me for the first time, you know, how happy I am, my heart is about to burst with joy, I privately think that you have accepted me, I privately think that you have turned back, I privately think that what I am waiting for is no longer just a back, I think that you have forgotten all kinds of painful past, accept me, but Sister Man'er, why are you still so painful?

Sister Man'er, don't torture yourself like this anymore, we will only have you and me in the future, okay? Let's never let that person's name come back to your world again, okay? ”

Lan Keman listened to the seemingly boundless enthusiastic statement, and suddenly his body shook violently, and the chill that seeped into the bone marrow dripped into his lungs, and a row of fine rashes immediately appeared between his arms.

Situ noticed Lan Keman's trembling, and hurriedly lowered his head, two warm thin lips touched Lan Keman's cheeks, inch by inch, moved to Lan Keman's nose and lips, tracing the corners of Lan Keman's lips little by little, gently and gently comforting Lan Keman's throbbing, and sometimes whispering softly in his mouth:

"From this day forward, we will never mention that person again, mention that name, only you and me."

"From this moment on, Brother Situ will never make you sad again, you believe me, Sister Man'er."

"In this way, I will accompany you all my life, until you and I are side by side in the coffin, and I will never let you leave my side again."

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Situ's warm and soft eyebrows and eyes on weekdays have a decisive awe-inspiring light, the color on his face is unexpectedly vivid and firm, and his cheeks have been dyed with an unnatural glow from the morning sun.

Suddenly, Situ heard a sound of footsteps, thinking that it was the stone coming with new food and snacks and fruits, so he gently let go of Lan Keman, who was holding her tightly, and held her weakly in the crook of his arm, and with the other palm, he grabbed the upper end of her arm and helped her up, as if supporting Lan Keman's slender waist, and helped her to the chair in front of the table in front of the window.

Then Situ turned around, removed the warm quilt on the collapse, took a brocade embroidered bamboo backrest cushion, carefully placed it between Lan Keman's soft waist and the back of the chair, and then got up and opened the door curtain, allowing the stone to bring in the new food box.

Shi Gong's hand-held food box saluted Lan Keman, and he just wanted to take out the porcelain plate in the food box, but was stopped by Situ.

Situ waved his hand to let the stone out, leaned out, covered his warm lips and kissed Lan Keman's forehead between his eyebrows, and smiled towards Lan Keman with a down-to-earth and warm smile, and then placed those light meals on the tables in front of Lan Keman.