Chapter 196: Pain
Situ picked up a pair of tusks at hand and sandwiched a piece of delicate bamboo shoots, somehow, his hands were a little stiff, completely lost his usual perfect and elegant bearing, a pair of chopsticks made it like a murder weapon, and it took a few times to finally pick up the slippery bamboo shoots, but his mouth was not irritable, and he was already very considerate and gentle to Lan Keman and whispered softly:
"Sister Man'er, you come to taste this, it is very fresh and elegant, and now the spring bamboo shoots are flourishing, which is also not easy for my family to purchase from the Central Plains, and the small kitchen in my yard is also specially made according to the taste you like, you taste a piece, see how it tastes?" Whether it's what you want it to be. ”
As he spoke, Situ placed the bamboo shoot on Lan Keman's lips, his eyes looking forward to Lan Keman, who seemed to be thinking.
Since Lan Keman knew that the dream of Huangliang that he thought just now was real, the depression in his heart became more and more irresolvable, but this person turned out to be Brother Situ, and God really made a big joke on himself.
Lan Keman looked at the thoughts that were overflowing with sadness in his eyes, and his heart also hurt, since his pretense could make two of the three people happy, why not?
"I pretended not to be happy with Ling Xingyue, not to love Ling Xingyue deeply, and let him go, doing so would make Ling Xingyue happy and accompany his side lady to live a happy and happy life.
I pretended to accept Brother Situ's wishes, rejoiced with Brother Situ, and let him into his life, which would make Brother Situ happy, and he would lose a lot of the sadness overflowing in his eyes.
In this way, except for myself, the other two people are happy, and it's worth it, isn't it?! ”
Lan Keman thought about it completely, endured the pain in his heart, and quietly pressed the injured fingertips on the side of the table leg again, the sharp pain in the fingertips made Lan Keman smile lightly as if he was in the wind, and then slightly opened his slightly pale lips, and the corners of his eyes were still full of tears like jade, and she obediently accepted the green bamboo shoots that Situ fed and handed over.
The entrance was slippery, but for some reason, it was full of bitterness, and it overflowed to Lan Keman's five internal organs.
"So be it! That's great! ”
Lan Keman sighed softly, his eyes became more and more gentle, but the fingertips at the bottom of the table were unconsciously drenched with pressed blood, seeing that the powder that stopped bleeding had been soaked, and the wrapped gauze had been soaked in faint blood red, it looked thrilling, but Lan Keman had a slight smile on his face.
It wasn't until Situ fed nearly half of the meal into Lan Keman's mouth that Fang looked up at Lan Keman with a tight look, and ran into Lan Keman, who was looking out the window in a daze, and in an instant, there seemed to be a colorful fish swimming in the clear and shallow amber pupils.
Situ looked at Lan Keman in front of him and returned to the "cute" appearance of his previous childhood, and couldn't help but be a little affectionate, so he leaned forward and gently wiped off a trace of white rice grains next to the corner of Lan Keman's mouth, and then stepped forward uncontrollably, and his thin lips warmly and softly pursed the corners of Lan Keman's mouth and the tip of his lips.
Lan Keman woke up and looked at Situ, and Situ Fang also came back to his senses, sat down, and the pink on his cheeks erupted like a sunset.
Lan Keman's face was as pale as before, and when she saw Situ looking a little embarrassed like this, she turned around and wanted to touch the back of Situ's hand with her fingertips as if she wanted to comfort her, and was ready to slowly pat it twice to show comfort, and also showed Situ that she was not angry.
Lan Keman subconsciously poked out the palm pressed under the table from the side of the table, and when he was about to touch the back of Situ's hand, a drop of scarlet blood happened to drop on the back of Situ's white and slender bony hand, and Situ saw that the bright red snow overflowing from Lan Keman's fingertips pierced Situ's heart like black thorns.
There was a crack in the amber eyes, and when the drop of bright red blood slipped down again, it was like glass, broken and messy, and the voice of Situ was heavy, word by word, and the amber pupils were just like a piece of fine porcelain knocked by a sharp cone, and shattered to the ground:
"Lan Keman, why don't you tell me if your fingers are already like this? How can you treat yourself like this?! Are you trying to make my heart ache to death?! ”
Situ's mouth was low, his face was confused, suspenseful, and complicated, and he had a state of sadness and fall, as if he had been hit by a blow to the head, and the pain was so unbearable that he had not yet returned to his soul.
Lan Keman was shocked by the unstoppable misery on Situ's face, and felt a heart-splitting pain slowly spreading to his mind and five internal organs, but it turned out that Situ's pain would also affect Lan Keman's state of mind in this way.
"Brother Situ, don't be sad, I'm fine, I feel better like this, I know you're worried about my fingers, don't worry too much, it's almost well, this is just now when I accidentally bumped into the corner of the table, and it dripped blood again, in fact, it doesn't hurt at all, don't be so sad, I'm fine."
Situ's fingertips retreated into a piece of icy white, his eyes closed, and he sighed, the wisp of breath that gently overflowed, but the corners of his mouth smiled reluctantly at Lan Keman, a little desolate, a little remorseful, a little helpless, a little hopeful, and a little bit of warm anticipation rippled in it, and the gloom was endless.
After a while, Si Tucai opened his elegant indigo eyes again, looked at Lan Keman earnestly, and the intoxicating warmth enveloped Lan Keman's eyes in an instant.
"Fortunately, you are still there, Brother Situ, whenever you look at me so warmly, I feel that the future is no longer so confused and terrible, and I no longer feel that I am difficult to support, thank you, Brother Situ, Sister Man'er will always be your Sister Man'er, if you go to the frontier in the future, be sure to protect yourself, don't forget, and I am eagerly waiting for your safe return."
Situ heard Lan Keman's emotional words, and his eyes were intertwined with surprise, shimmering with water, dazzling.
Situ leaned down, grabbed Lan Keman's little head tightly in his arms, and still complained softly to Lan Keman in unbearable heartache:
"Sister Man'er, don't be angry with my anger just now, and I don't want to reprimand you, but you have always been a person who loves and fears pain, why did you hit your fingers like this this time, is it stupid to hurt it, Brother Situ didn't hear that you have always loved "Ah Yo, Ah Yo! "The cry of pain, it seems that Sister Man'er is really in pain this time, you don't need to explain, Sister Man'er, I understand everything, Brother Situ understands you."