Chapter 119: Confession (2)
Hearing this, Situ trembled all over, and then raised his head sharply and asked again:
"If my heart is broken, Sister Keman, what should you do?"
There was a "crackling" sound of bamboo chopsticks being broken behind him, Situ ignored it, and did not say a word, Lan Keman's eyes were full of worry about Situ's mood and injury, and he didn't notice anything else at all.
Lan Keman heard that Situ's heart was injured, and she stood up in fright, her knee touched the table leg, but she was so afraid of pain that she couldn't even make a sound, and hurriedly put her hand on Situ's chest and atrium, nervously while stroking that place, her eyes looked at Situ anxiously, and she muttered very quickly in her mouth, as if she was asking Situ, and seemed to be talking to herself:
"Hurt your heart? How did it get hurt? Is it heavy or not? It shouldn't be! This doesn't look like a wound to the touch, Brother Situ, don't scare me, you're kidding, are you really hurt? Does it hurt? ”
After speaking, he suddenly put his little brain melon on Situ's chest, and listened carefully to the sound of his heart beating inside.
Suddenly, a drop of hot water fell on Lan Keman's side cheek, Lan Keman was startled, why did it suddenly rain, and it was still in the house?
When I looked up again, I saw Situ's eyes full of tears, staring at him for a moment, the eyelashes trembled, the nose was shining, Lan Keman was stunned for a moment, and he didn't dare to move anymore, so he leaned his head on Situ's heart, and looked at Situ stupidly, and couldn't tell whether it was sad or happy, whether it was pain or moved tears.
I don't know when, the students in the Sijia dining hall have all left, only Situ and Lan Keman are still finishing their meals, and even Ling Xingyue, who has been refusing to eat, say or leave, has already left at some point, leaving a pair of broken bamboo chopsticks on the table and staring at Situ and Lan Keman in the front row in a daze.
Lan Keman was frightened by this tear, she didn't move and let Situ stretch out her tight and warm arms into her arms, she didn't dare to move, she didn't know what it was that made Brother Situ, who had always been elegant and gentle, so moved and sad, so sad and humble, but she didn't dare to ask, she just felt a bitter and faint pain in her heart.
"Brother Situ, what's wrong with you? Don't be sad, I'm still here! Man'er will always be by your side. ”
Lan Keman felt that Situ's body trembled slightly, and hurriedly stretched out his arms to wrap around Situ's chest and abdomen, just wanted to comfort him with some words, and the next moment, Lan Keman was vigorously pulled into his warm and firm embrace by Situ:
"Man'er, I once told you, I think about it, and I am willing to protect you for the rest of my life, this sentence, I will never take it back, and I will not change."
Then, Situ sighed softly, and then lowered his head and touched Lan Keman's hair and said:
"No matter how you hit me, no matter how you don't understand my mind, make me discouraged, however, as long as I see you again the next day, I will have endless thoughts and a lot of shameless courage, I will only be the last, or even if you are seventy or eighty, you will always understand my mind, let go of your insistence, and try your best to accommodate me, I think even if this is the end, I can die with you and sleep, at that time, maybe it is the happiest moment in my life."
Then, another hot raindrop fell on Lan Keman's cheek, and the red lacquer roof that Lan Keman was holding on to softly and softly finally lost its trace, blocked by the handsome face that Situ pressed down, and then two soft, warm and trembling lips fell on Lan Keman's cheeks, extremely gentle, rubbing Lan Keman's pretty and soft red face, inch by inch, just when he touched Lan Keman's lips, Lan Keman suddenly pushed Situ away, and looked at Situ with an incredible expression of surprise on his face, Then his pretty face Feixia muttered nonsense:
"Brother Situ, what are you talking about! It's all ...... What's wrong? You must have been stimulated by something! Your mind is not clear now, I won't tell you first, I'll go first, I'm ...... I...... I'm gone......"
Lan Keman was already incoherent, not knowing what to say, looking at Situ's sad cheeks like a child, that look was really unbearable to look at, Lan Keman finally opened his mouth, didn't know what to say, just paused his feet and ran away.
Situ stretched out a hand, trying to grab a piece of Lan Keman's clothes, but the silk strands were like a bird out of the cage, flying away, leaving Situ in a daze to sit in the dining hall of Sijia Academy in a daze, and the quiet and dark person was out of breath.
Lan Keman returned to the school, her heart was pounding and she couldn't calm down anymore, the scene that happened just now blew up Lan Keman like a bomb and couldn't come back to her senses, her beloved brother Situ, she had always regarded him as her own brother Situ was actually confessing to herself, saying that he liked herself, Lan Keman's mind was banging, and he could no longer listen to Master Zhuang's lecture wholeheartedly, and his eyes couldn't stop drifting to Situ's seat - Situ He never came back to class, and even Old Master Zhuang showed a strange look, Situ missed class, which has always happened in this class.
Not to mention that Si Jinyao himself is very strict with Situ's schoolwork, even Situ himself is very strict with himself, and he will never allow himself to skip class and miss class, this morning's class, Situ looked like he was not guarding, and in the afternoon, the child simply disappeared from the class, Old Master Zhuang sighed deeply regretfully, and said in his heart:
"Could it be that even Situ, a child, has begun to rebel and not want to learn?"
Lan Keman looked at Situ's seat for a while, and glanced in the direction of Ling Xingyue out of the corner of his eye for a while, and his heart went up and down, not knowing what it was like.
Thinking of Situ's appearance just now because of her low appearance in the dust, such a sad and humble heart, the gloomy sadness on her face, like a torrential rain hitting Lan Keman's heart, the heavy bitterness in her chest could no longer be hidden, and her face was pale because of the pain, so that Ling Xingyue could no longer bear to look at it.
Lan Keman at this moment, she doesn't seem to be able to tell what she thinks, how she should think, she has always regarded Situ as her dearest and most trusted person, she will smile when she sees him, and she feels down-to-earth and warm when she sees him, but she has never thought about the relationship between men and women, maybe it is precisely this kind of companionship that she grew up with, but it makes her regard all this as a habit, as a natural, as a kind of existence that should be.