In the past, Lan Keman was not unaware of Situ's feelings for herself, but she always felt that it was her brother's love for her sister, and in Situ's companionship for more than ten years, he never revealed to himself that he liked the kind of love that he was between men and women, so Lan Keman always thought that Situ was the same as herself, and regarded herself as a sister.

Now this layer of window paper was finally pierced by Situ, but Lan Keman suddenly became afraid, she couldn't accept the loss of Situ's brother at all, but she couldn't accept to treat Situ's brother as a lover, thinking of the word "lover", Lan Keman's cheeks suddenly burned, she couldn't bear the throbbing anymore, and raised her eyes to look at Ling Xingyue tremblingly.

At this moment, Ling Xingyue was also looking at Lan Keman with affectionate and enthusiastic eyes, the two of them looked at each other, and their veins were speechless, but from the other party's eyes, they saw a thousand words, full of longing and burning urgency, unswerving cherishment and slight apprehension, in Ling Xingyue's eyes, there was more like a mountain and a sea of love to wrap up Lan Keman, that look seemed to wish that time would stop, the years would be fine, go on like this, and never have an uncontrollable parting, just like this.

Lan Keman settled her mind, she was sure that she only had Ling Xingyue in her heart, and she really only had family affection and companionship for Situ, but she had "love" for Situ in her heart, but this "love" was different from what Situ wanted, she was even willing to give her life for Situ, but she didn't want Situ to kiss her, she suddenly remembered Situ's sadness, and she felt intense pain in her heart, the pain was like a large piece of poison eroding her, making her unable to breathe and unable to resolve.

When Lan Keman turned his gaze to Ling Xingyue again, he found that Ling Xingyue had obviously discovered his pain, and his heart was also full of worry, but in that worry, Lan Keman always felt that there was something faintly, it seemed that Ling Xingyue was trying his best to endure it, and he didn't want to know that he seemed to be arranging something for himself, but this arrangement was not what he wanted.

Lan Keman remembered again, at noon, Ling Xingyue specially reminded himself to go to Situ to eat dinner together, as if he was deliberately cultivating the emotion between himself and Situ, and when Situ hugged him later, Lan Keman seemed to see Ling Xingyue's figure flashing behind the cedar trunk outside the window, and then left, Lan Keman thought he was dazzled at that time, but now he can't be so sure.

Lan Keman looked at Ling Xingyue with doubts in his eyes, but at this time, Ling Xingyue had already turned his head away, and didn't look at himself again, letting Lan Keman turn his head and stare again and again, Ling Xingyue seemed to be serious about Zhuang Xuexue's course, just pretending not to see it.

It wasn't until the end that Old Master Zhuang coughed loudly and slapped the lectern a few times with the ring ruler, and Lan Keman turned his head completely, pretending to listen to the lecture with a stomach full of doubts, not understanding, entanglements, hesitations, and a lot of complicated thoughts that didn't know what to do.

Lan Keman struggled until Zhuang Xue's voice, "Get out of class!" The voice started, without waiting for any words from Ling Xingyue, he quickly packed up the bookcase without saying a word, and left in a hurry with a person, perhaps too anxious, when he turned the corner screen, it seemed that his wrist was thrown on the side edge of the screen, and Lan Keman was in pain, "Oops!" With a sound, I saw that Ling Xingyue behind him was momentarily stagnant, her toes moved forward, and she wanted to go over to help each other, but she finally stopped, and then slowly packed up her bookcase.

In the middle of the night, the clouds are like water, the Milky Way is leaking, in the ancestral hall of the Sifu family, Si Jinyao is pushing the door out angrily, and there is a broken goose down duster for cleaning under the ground, the duster is very strong at a glance, and the things that want to come to the ancestral hall are always exquisite, but now, it is full of messes, goose down all over the place, chicken feathers, under the impact of the moonlight, it is even more terrifying.

Situ slowly cleaned up the mess everywhere, picking up the bamboo cracks with the thickness of the wrist of the child who beat the plush duster that he had shattered, without saying a word, after cleaning up the broken bamboo pieces, he leaned over and began to pick up those goose down chicken feathers, and he never said a word on the white candles that were high in the ancestral hall.

In this way, the moonlight shined into the cold ground through the window of the ancestral hall, the white candles were rooted, and tears fell, just when the azure color slowly appeared in the sky, Situ finally cleaned up the ancestral hall of the Si family, got up, tidied up the clothes, and walked to the side lady's courtyard where Si Jinyao was sleeping, standing at the door of the bedroom, waiting for the transmission.

After a long time, a girl came out to spread the word:

"Master Situ, the master asked you to go back to your own courtyard as soon as possible to rest, you don't need to stand and wait for peace, but in the future, you must not be willful and reckless, skip class and not go to school, this time I will give you a lesson, I hope you will do it a few times, don't do it again."

Situ Gong replied:

"Yes! Situ made a note of it! ”

The girl hurriedly trembled her arms and thought, and then she spoke:

"Since the reason for your absence from class this time, I don't want to say it anyway, although I am very angry for my father, but it also shows that you have the courage to take on a man's responsibility, I won't force you this time, go down!"

Situ then replied with a respectful arm:

"Yes, my son wrote it down!"

The girl hurriedly helped her up again, Situ quietly lowered her arms, took a few steps back, and left the courtyard of Si Jinyao's favorite concubine, originally wanted to go to her mother's room to ask for peace, looked at the injuries on her arms, and felt the hot pain in her back, and finally didn't dare to let her mother know about her punishment, just quietly went to her own courtyard, and then sat down by the window alone, just stroked the heart where Lan Keman was lying on her side with one hand, and thought silently......

Time passes, and finally turns into flying flowers and flows with the water.

More than half a month has passed in a blink of an eye, Lan Keman's birthday has arrived, since that day Situ warmly confessed to Lan Keman, seeing that Lan Keman was afraid to look at himself, Situ was heartbroken, and never mentioned the events of that day, as if it had never happened, and returned to the appearance of accompanying Lan Keman before, and Ling Xingyue didn't know why, no longer got close to Lan Keman in the academy, sometimes Lan Keman could clearly perceive Ling Xingyue's intention to push himself in the direction of Situ, so, Lan Keman became even more puzzled and sad.

And since that day, Ling Xingyue doesn't seem to come to see Lan Keman at night anymore, after all, it's a little daughter's house, and Lan Keman can't ask in person.