Chapter 203: The First Job
When she was leaving, she quietly saw Yingying again, took her white and tender hands and said: Yingying, you work well with your brother Ying, I will hand him over to you, I can't stay here all the time, and I can't get used to it, you can stay by his side for a long time, so I can watch him for me, and I will rest assured.
Ying Ying didn't quite understand the meaning of her words, but for Ying Ying, this ending was what she wanted after all, and Brother Ying was indeed a trustworthy person.
And she had her first job in her life in the magic capital, a very ordinary job, in fact, it was a miscellaneous job in the office, but she was already satisfied.
Although she didn't know all the efforts his mother had made in the process, she was looking for life and death in exchange for the diving bird's sentence: I promised to talk to the boss.
Of course, she didn't know that his mother was so kind to ask her to work here, not really for her work, but just to let her stay by his side and hold his heart for her.
Ying Ying is an extremely innocent girl, she began to plan her life, and happily told all her friends in the circle of friends that she had found a job in the magic capital, and everyone was very envious.
She was also busy buying a lot of clothes for herself, after all, she had to look like she was going to work, although she didn't know what it was like to go to work. However, she thought that Brother Ying was in a unit, and he would definitely help her, thinking of this, she had nothing to worry about.
Ying Ying stayed with the diving bird, and she could go back with peace of mind. Before leaving, my mother did not forget to warn the diving birds: take good care of Yingying, this is the only request of my mother.
For the diving bird, as long as she can go back, she can say yes to any request.
During this time, he asked Feng Yu for a long vacation, saying that his mother was sick.
Seeing his haggard appearance, how could Feng Yu refuse? Who doesn't have housework? Feng Yu promised him that he would arrange the time by himself, when it was done, and when he would come back.
Of course he thought of butterflies when he left, but he didn't know how to say to butterflies, these messy things that happened this time were completely unexpected by him, he knew that his mother had a hot temper, but he didn't expect his mother to look for death and life to make trouble, and he was helpless.
I thought, settle down with my mother first, and then look for butterflies again, after all, butterflies should know more righteousness than my mother. So when he left, he left a message for the butterfly, saying that he was sending his mother home.
He didn't know at all that day when he went out to buy daily necessities and left his mobile phone at home, it happened that the butterfly called, and his mother Yuan Mei said a lot of words to the butterfly, which made the butterfly heartbroken.
When he returned to his hometown, he did not immediately return to the magic capital in order to show filial piety and appease, but temporarily stayed there to take care of his mother, and his mother was very satisfied, and within half a day, he jumped off the bed, Zhang Luo wanted to cook good food for him, replenish his body, and said that he worked hard in the magic capital, how he didn't adjust well, the whole person lost weight, and looked so haggard, but the woman looked at the water spirit and moisturized.
The implication is that she is obviously counting the various wrongs of the butterflies, and she is a woman who can't take care of men.
When he returned from his hometown, the diving bird immediately went to look for the butterfly, but found that the butterfly was missing.
The butterfly didn't know when she had moved away, the house was empty, and even the phone was down. The diving bird was stupid all at once. I couldn't find her, he was a little in a trance, everyone was gone, he went to work every day with his spirits, and used a busy day to pass the depressed mood, but when he came home at night, he went to bed alone and alone, and he couldn't help but feel lonely, and after a week, he felt that he was going crazy.
The most crazy thing for him was that he didn't even know who to go to ask about the whereabouts and whereabouts of the butterfly, he didn't even know one of Butterfly's friends and relatives, and he didn't even know what the name of the butterfly unit was and where he worked...... He didn't even know anything.
He never thought to ask her, ask to understand, care about what her world was like. He is so conceited and confident, thinking that love, just that he has her is enough, and she only belongs to himself. He actually never cared about everything next to her, and he didn't even care about it.
These days of getting along, they actually live a very primitive and idealized life, but they have each other in their eyes, but they never thought that the real two people are together, and it is not enough to have each other in their eyes.
The two worlds of them have always been alone. Operate in isolation from each other. Once the butterfly planet slips out of its orbit, where will he look in the vastness of the universe?
It turns out that they have been dating until now, and there are so few points where the worlds of the two people intersect with each other, and the few are pitiful. As soon as the butterfly leaves, she suddenly disappears without a trace.
He had lost his soul, and the nightmarish feeling of loneliness and wandering came back to him. He didn't understand what it was that made butterflies so resolute.
At first, I just didn't understand, but then I gradually became a little angry, and slowly it turned into an annoyance.
I feel that butterflies are too willful, and I can't actually say that I am suffering, can't you stand on your own position and think for yourself? Who is it for whom I have made such great efforts?
Can't you afford to wait for a few days?
Said to turn your face like this?
My sincerity was abandoned and disappointed like this?
It seems that I really looked at the wrong person?
Could it be that what Mom said is true?
A person can't stand his cranky thoughts, the more he thinks about it, the more he hates, this resentment is just a trace at first, sporadically, and then gradually thickened, unconsciously spreading, stretching to the corners and corners, and then when I think about it, it is full of it.
This resentment is accompanied by endless melancholy and sadness, and there is a feeling of abandonment and isolation.
Diving birds can only bury their heads in their work.
He also faintly sensed in his heart that this separation was a little different from the past, in the past, the butterfly was like leaving, but he was still very sure in his heart, knowing that as long as he worked hard, the butterfly was over there, not far from him, as long as he stretched out his hand and called softly, she would come to his side, and he could see her eyebrows and eyes and see her smile.
But now I feel that it is a categorical end, a separation that no matter how hard I try, I may not be able to get anything back.
This made him very uneasy, feeling his powerlessness and weakness, it turned out that he was so unable to grasp this feeling, he had been blinded by himself, and he had been deceiving himself.