578 Research Studies
Although the night was already deep, Zhang Jin and He Qingqian, because they had regained the tacit understanding they had and the feeling of getting along with each other with warmth and affection, couldn't help but make the two of them who regained the past a little dazed and excited, and they had no sleepiness at all.
So, it wasn't until the two looked at each other speechlessly affectionately for a long time, and it wasn't until the long-term eye activity had made He Qingqian's eyelids astringent, that Zhang Jin reluctantly temporarily stopped 'hooking up with He Qingqian's eyes'. I didn't want to end this warm tension hastily, so I found another topic to talk about.
"Qingqian, since you don't want to sleep either, let's talk about something else, okay?
Well...... What to talk about? What to talk about?
Pregnant! Let's take advantage of this to study how you fell in love with me in the first place. I've been curious about this for years! β
After helping He Qingqian to sit firmly at the head of the bed, Zhang Jinpan sat in front of He Qingqian, and sat opposite He Qingqian. Raising a pink crustskin that had just been pulled out from under his pillow, he asked with a ruffian smile.
This book is one of the several "Qingqian Diary" that He Mother gave to Zhang Jin, and the record time marked on the cover is the years when He Qingqian went from the first year of college to the third year of college. Zhang Jin and He Qingqian finally came together in those more than two years, from acquaintance, to acquaintance, to love!
If nothing else, this period of time should also be the time when He Qingqian has changed the most, and this change is also the most unspeakable privacy for women. Zhang Jin is naturally curious!
But of course, Zhang Jin's unreasonable proposal to read the master's diary and the record of the most private part of the master's journey in front of the owner naturally won strong opposition from the owner. Therefore, as soon as Zhang Jin's words came out, He Qingqian's big eyes were already filled with two words and three symbols.
The two words are 'no', followed by the three symbols that are '!! βThree huge exclamation points. From these three symbols, we can see how strong He Qingqian's will to oppose is.
"Oh! So you agree? Great, shallow and good! β
said, 'I don't understand' Zhang Jin in He Qingqian's eyes. I can't wait to open this diary from nearly ten years ago!
When Zhang Jin and He Qingqian lived together before. I was very curious about this diary that recorded the years of the relationship between the two. However, He Qingqian never allowed Zhang Jin to look at it, and always hid this diary firmly and locked it tightly. The hand of anti-tension is more than the hand of anti-thief!
After careful calculation, Zhang Jin is not allowed to look at his diary, which is probably the only place where He Qingqian, who has always adhered to the principle of 'husband as wife', disobeys Zhang Jin at all.
And Zhang Jin also respects He Qingqian's privacy. Although the curiosity is like a cat scratching,But it's not reluctant.,Even if you know where this book is hidden.,Even if you get the key password, you haven't taken a step beyond the thunder pool.γ
Although during the intimacy, Zhang Jin always ignored He Qingqian's shyness and weak resistance, and 'posed' her in various poses. But this is the love of love, not dictatorship or insult.
In fact, from the bottom of his heart, Zhang Jin still respects He Qingqian very much.
And some time ago, when He Qingqian was unconscious, although this diary had fallen into Zhang Jin's hands early. But because of his heavy mood, Zhang Jin always just flipped through the memories of He Qingqian's most painful time, he wanted to empathize, he wanted to let He Qingqian's pain repeat itself in himself, it was a choice that blamed himself to the point of almost masochism.
And this can be called a warm girl's love past. Zhang Jin, who was pursuing masochism at that time, never read it.
Now. He Qingqian's condition has made great progress, and Zhang Jin is naturally in a good mood. Plus now this book is in his hands.,So naturally,The curiosity that used to be was amused again.γ
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Looking at Zhang Jin's diary cover that he opened despite his opposition, He Qingqian's eyes were angry at first. But then, as if thinking of some passages in his diary, He Qingqian's anger could no longer be maintained, and was quickly replaced by a look full of shame.
The words and things he was going to think about were about to be seen by him, it was really ...... Is...... Shame on you!
said that Zhang Jin couldn't understand the meaning of his eyes, and He Qingqian didn't believe it.
These days, I have said with my eyes: 'hot', 'hungry', 'hungry', 'I want to listen to the piano', 'I want to listen to the guqin', 'I want to go up the mountain', 'I want to see the sea', 'You are amazing', 'I love you', 'I miss you'......
With so many complex requirements and so many complex emotional expressions, Zhang Jin can understand them without guessing twice, so he doesn't believe that he will not understand Zhang Jin's opposition now!
So obviously, the stinky pig is pretending to be confused with himself, just trying to peek at other people's diaries. Necrotic!
There are bits and pieces of my own and him from strangeness, to acquaintance, to like, to deep love, there are all the mental journeys of myself from ignorant youth to a young girl, from a little bored with him to a deep-rooted love, and there are every node and every detail of my own sensory changes for Zhang Jin.
Especially after I became a boyfriend and girlfriend with him, the relationship gradually deepened, and I was moved by the days of Huaichun, just like those shameless women I once looked down on, I thought of a lot of actions that couldn't be seen, oops, ......, ashamed!
Thinking of this, and thinking of the fleshy and explicit words he wrote in his diary, He Qingqian was ashamed! His face is covered with red clouds, and his eyes are covered with fog......
Although his whole body was already hot, He Qingqian saw Zhang Jin open the title page and began to officially read the text, but he did not show any intention to stop it. But he meditated in his heart:
'The mind, the body, the dignity, the emotions, everything I have has been given to you. Why do you care? If you want to see, then watch! β
Zhang Jin, who deliberately misinterpreted He Qingqian's meaning, did not immediately turn the title page after opening the cover of the diary. Instead, he quietly observed the change in He Qingqian's expression with his peripheral vision. When he saw He Qingqian's shy and tacit shyness, but did not object again, Zhang Jin really began to read this pink girl's memory.
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Thursday, September 11, fine
Today, Senior Brother Zhang Jin from the School of Medicine came to our classroom again, and he was sitting next to me. The way my classmates looked at me was really embarrassing.
I've said it countless times, and I promised my parents that I would study hard during college and wouldn't fall in love with a boyfriend. Why doesn't he listen, he always pesters people endlessly.
He also said that he wanted me to see his sincerity and feel his thoughtfulness, and that I would definitely be melted by him or something, which was really annoying.
I don't dare to refuse him too fiercely and too resolutely! I heard from the senior sister of our department that this Senior Brother Zhang is famous in school, and he has not been a good person since he entered the military training. It is said that he and several roommates in his dormitory have had many fights in the past two years. Even those brothers who are bigger than him can't mess with him. I also heard that even the senior brothers and sisters of the school's student union are a little afraid of him.
If I annoy him, will he ......
But I really don't like him!
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Typhoon on Monday, September 22
Today we are closed because of the typhoon. It is said that this is the largest typhoon to make landfall in Fujian Province in decades, and it has made landfall in front of our Lu City, and I heard that the wind power in the center can reach 14 to 16!
I've only heard of a magnitude 12 typhoon before, and it's already terrifying. And now I'm going through a typhoon of more than 14 years!
Isn't that a post-apocalyptic sight?
Oh my God, this is terrible!
When I woke up in the morning, it was already windy and rainy outside. Although this is only a prelude to a typhoon, the real typhoon center will not officially make landfall until two or three o'clock in the afternoon. But now, according to the radio, there are already about 10 winds.
The sisters in the dormitory are all worried and worried, what are you going to eat today? There was no water or electricity in the dormitory, and I couldn't even eat instant noodles. Are we going to be hungry for a day?
Maybe there was food in the school supermarket, but the wind was so strong that we didn't dare to go out. Alas, none of our family members are from the seaside, and we don't know how to prepare for a typhoon at all. As a result, the typhoon came, and we all panicked.
Originally, I should have gone to the big purchase yesterday! Alas!
At ten o'clock, Senior Brother Zhang Jin from the medical school came. He brought us a whole box of mineral water and a big bag of food, snacks, bread...... There's also a big pack of candles and some playing cards, flying chess, and whatever.
It is said that he got up early and went out with his fellow dormitories to store food for us.
Thinking that they didn't have to be hungry, the dormitory sisters cheered and praised the senior brother for being considerate and careful......
But I didn't call it, I saw that my senior brother was covered in wet mud and had messy hair, and I was suddenly a little moved.
Especially when he left, I saw him bent over the window, swaying and stumbling in the wind, I don't know why I was a little sad and wanted to cry!
This is a level 10 gale! Even if the senior brother is so strong, I'm afraid it will be very difficult to go!
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Thursday, October 9, was cloudy
Today, Brother Zhang came to take piano lessons with me again!
Alas! Come on, I can't control him anyway, and my classmates seem to be used to it, and their eyes are not so embarrassing.
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Thursday, April 15 was fine
I feel that my mind is a little confused, and today Senior Brother Zhang did not come to the piano lesson with me for the first time. This is the first time in more than half a year!
I don't know why, I was suddenly a little disappointed. Even in class, I was always distracted, and from time to time I swept the seat next to me with my eyes, and Senior Brother Zhang sat here every time.
What's wrong with me?
Shouldn't I be glad if he doesn't come? But now I'm going to be a little unhappy?
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