Volume 3: The Ghost Bride Chapter 146: Secret Love
What is Love?
Different people have different understandings of this issue.
But we all know that to love someone is to give, not to receive.
Even if we understand this, we will still make some mistakes in love.
There is a kind of psychological distortion of people, and the understanding of love is even more distorted.
This kind of person cannot accept the facts, and if he cannot get the person he loves, or if the person he loves does not love him, he will do something crazy.
Satisfy your heart's desires with an extremely inhumane act of cruelty.
This personality is unhealthy and flawed!
And A-Qing is such a person.
Because of his original family, he grew up in a spoiled living environment, and subconsciously gradually formed a character that he wanted to get something.
As we get older, this personality becomes more and more extreme.
Once you do what you want and can't satisfy your desires, under the powerful blow of an extremely unbalanced psychological gap, you will not be able to bear such pain, so that you will make irritable, crazy, and inhumane behavior.
He and Da Niu and Jin Mei were childhood sweethearts, growing up together in the joy of childhood, although they established a very deep friendship, but at the same time, he didn't know when he became obsessed with Jin Mei.
This girl appears in his sight every day, plays with him every day, and her temperament full of maternal charm makes Ah Qing unconsciously fascinated.
He felt that Jin Mei had a natural motherhood.
It was this maternal charm that made him unable to extricate himself.
He has a love MU complex!
He had to admit it, because his mother had loved him in every way since he was a child.
In the gentle fragrance of the mother, a yearning for affection and love is formed, and the courtship concept is biased towards the hope of finding a girl who is as gentle and considerate as his mother and loves him.
He thinks that's how love should be!
And in Jin Mei, he found this.
In the process of getting along with the three of them, although Jin Mei is younger than him, she knows how to care about people, be considerate of people, and love people.
She often whispers softly to Ah Qing, revealing a natural maternal mind and tolerance, caring for him, loving him and being considerate of him.
Sometimes when he did something wrong, she would reproach him like a mother and then correct his mistakes.
But then he will use endless tenderness and thoughtfulness to tolerate him and warm him.
At this time, Ah Qing's heart slowly melted in the warm sunlight like snow, seeping into the arms of Mother Earth.
When he slept at night, he often imagined himself sleeping in Jinmei's soft and warm arms, smelling her body odor unique to women.
This body odor is not the smell of plants and flowers, nor is it a body fragrance, but a taste that can directly arouse the primordial crazy desire in the deepest part of the male heart.
makes people want to possess her roughly, and at the same time, they can't help but have infinite feelings of pity and love.
In such complex and contradictory emotions, Ah Qing was precocious, and at the age of twelve, he began to do some dreams that made him feel comfortable and relaxed, and he was still unfinished after waking up.
The heroine in the dream appears in the image of Jin Mei in most cases.
In the dream, he is the master, as long as he thinks about it, Jin Mei will immediately become what he thinks.
It's a wonderful, indescribable thing.
A boring boy like him is not good at expressing his inner emotions and love.
So he's been secretly in love with Jin Mei.
Through the relationship of hair and small, I enjoy getting along with Jin Mei every day like a lover but not like a lover.
Because he could smell the intoxicating and obsessive body odor on her body every day.
It was a smell he had only seen in his own mother.
Although he really wanted to get her, he didn't dare to speak because of his thin skin.
By the time he was fifteen or sixteen years old, he began not to be satisfied with the pleasure of dreams.
So he didn't know when he learned to use his hands.
He imagined Kimmelio's ripe, creamy, soft ketone body.
Imagine her breathing in his ear a hot breath that stimulates the expansion of pores all over a person's body.
Even she helped him with her hands!
All this made him full of infatuation with Jin Mei.
made him have some perverted psychological problems.
He felt that Jin Mei had become his woman.
One day, he will have the courage to stand in front of her and express his deep love for her.
It's really not good, let his parents go to her house to propose marriage directly, in short, he must get her.
Jin Mei didn't know what was going on his mind.
Because they grew up together, that kind of intimacy, no taboos, and no barriers to get along is already a natural habit.
Jin Mei has been very sensible since she was a child, so she is more gentle and supple in terms of personality.
Although she is younger than Ah Qing and Da Niu, it does not affect the charm of a precocious woman.
Jin Mei never thought that there would be a spark of love between the three of them.
She has always regarded Ah Qing as an elder brother, so sometimes the contact is too close, too caring and considerate, and it only stops at the relationship between brother and sister.
What she didn't expect was that her actions, words and deeds would have a huge impact on Ah Qing's psychology.
When she was fifteen or sixteen years old, the idea of love gradually germinated in her heart.
She began to be shy and knew how to have little physical contact with boys.
At some point, she began to find that her body was very mature, and the clothes she used to wear were a little smaller, which stretched out her well-developed body with very graceful lines.
Ah Qing discovered this earlier than her, and sometimes when he talked and chatted with Jin Mei, his eyes couldn't help but look at her bulging places.
Under the strong sunlight, Jin Mei's body is more curved and perfect.
By the time she was twenty years old, Ah Qing and Da Niu were already twenty-three years old.
At this time, I have a clearer understanding of the affairs of men and women.
She secretly fell in love with Da Niu.
Da Niu is a very strong man, as strong as a cow.
He is not only powerful, but also masculine and handsome, and more importantly, he is responsible, able to endure hardships, and has always been very good to her.
Ah Qing is much worse than Da Niu.
To Jinmei's surprise, one day she found out that Da Niu also liked her.
Because she likes him, she pays special attention to his words and deeds, even if it is a very inconspicuous move.
She was surprised to find that when Da Niu talked and chatted with her, his eyes were as full of joy and tenderness as her.
This kind of expression only comes out when you talk to someone you like.
Sure enough, one day, when she was happy with a beautiful vision of the future, Da Niu plucked up the courage to confess to her.
This sudden confession made Jin Mei suddenly not know what to do, let out a soft "um", and turned around shyly and ran home.
At this moment, she felt that she was the happiest woman in the world.
Because she got the man of her dreams.
She believed that this man would definitely give her happiness.
She was ready to give her all to him.
The big bull will not live up to her.
Even if the men in the world will be unkind, she believes that the big cow will never be.
After that, the two of them became lovers, but they didn't make it public, they just fell in love secretly.