Volume 3: The Ghost Bride Chapter 147: I can't bear it
Since Jin Mei was with Da Niu, she began to keep her distance from Ah Qing, intentionally or unintentionally.
Although the three of them are together, they still talk about everything, and the atmosphere is harmonious.
But A-Qing is sensitive, and she originally had a crush on Jin Mei in her heart, and on the surface, she was casual, but in fact, she always cared about Jin Mei's every move.
He could feel even the most subtle changes.
Jin Mei avoided him, although it seemed natural, Ah Qing had already sensed some subtle changes between him and Jin Mei.
At first, he didn't know that this was because Jin Mei and Da Niu had confirmed their relationship.
He also thought that he had done something wrong, which made Jin Mei prejudiced him, so that the relationship between the two began to have problems.
But later he found out that this was not the case, but because Da Niu and Jin Mei were too close, so Jin Mei avoided him.
After he had this suspicion, he secretly observed the appearance of Jin Mei and Da Niu when they got along.
Every time Jin Mei faces the big bull, she is always full of affection, and her eyes are full of tenderness and love.
And when the big cow looks at Jin Mei, he also has such a strong love.
At this time, Ah Qing realized that it turned out that Jin Mei and Da Niu had been secretly in love for a long time without him knowing.
After knowing the relationship between the two of them, Ah Qing seemed to have been hit by five thunderbolts, his inner world collapsed, and he was also mentally hit by an unbearable blow.
In his opinion, Jin Mei should be his woman.
He had long regarded Jin Mei as an inseparable part of himself.
He really couldn't accept the fact that Jin Mei and Da Niu were together.
But he didn't know what to do.
Tell them they can't be together?
Or do you want to find a big cow and say that he also likes Jin Mei and let him break up with Jin Mei?
Ah Qing is completely helpless about feelings.
During this period of time, he was miserable, entangled, sad, sad, and tormented.
Sometimes I shut myself in my room all day.
When his parents asked him what was going on, he didn't say anything, and his mental state was in a state of collapse.
Sometimes his parents talk to him, and he seems very irritable, throwing things and cursing people.
There have even been acts of self-harm.
He was in so much pain.
Hearing that he behaved abnormally during this time, Da Niu and Jin Mei came to visit him at home together out of the concern of good friends.
Ah Qing did not reveal his hatred of Da Niu on the surface, but he was extremely cold inside.
He hates big bulls.
Hate Da Niu is better than him.
Hates the big cow and likes Jin Mei.
Hate him for robbing this woman with him.
But when he saw Jin Mei appear in front of him and comfort him gently and considerately, he felt that his dark world was sunny again, and spring flowers were blooming.
He even deceived himself: Jin Mei actually loved him, and she was just confused by the big cow's rhetoric for a while.
He felt he still had a chance to get Jin Mei back.
So he began to muster up the courage to show his love to Jin Mei, but Jin Mei rejected his love tactfully and understandingly.
Jin Mei didn't want to hurt Ah Qing.
She had begun to feel that A-Qing liked her.
Even at a very early age, he secretly liked himself.
She now regrets that she was too close to Ah Qing when she was ignorant, so that he misunderstood herself and made him fall into unrequited love.
The three of them have played since childhood, and their relationship is not comparable to that of ordinary relationships.
The kind of relationship between siblings who are not born to one mother but is better than one mother, Jin Mei really can't bear to break.
He hoped that A-Qing would sincerely bless her and Da Niu's love.
Without the blessing of his good friend, their marriage would never have been perfect.
So she knew that after Ah Qing liked her, she couldn't bear to hurt him, and she didn't refuse very firmly and clearly.
How do you know that her kind thoughts made Ah Qing even more misunderstood, misunderstanding that she actually had feelings for him.
He holds on to a glimmer of hope and is full of illusions about Jinmei.
imagined that she would quarrel with Da Niu one day, and then the relationship between the two would crack and break down.
At that time, he had an opportunity to comfort Jin Mei and get her heart, and the two of them could walk together naturally.
And then get married!
After discovering that Ah Qing also liked herself, Jin Mei soon confessed to Da Niu about it.
Da Niu was not angry, not only that, but he also felt a little pity for Ah Qing.
He understands Ah Qing's emotions.
The three of them have grown up since they were children, and there are not many girls around them, and when they get along with Jin Mei every day, they will naturally have feelings for her.
So he understands Ah Qing very well.
Out of the concern of his good friend, Da Niu, like Jin Mei, is unwilling to hurt Ah Qing.
So the two of them simply pretended not to know about his feelings.
When the three of them talk and chat together, they also try to avoid talking about emotional issues.
Sometimes seeing Ah Qing deliberately getting close to Jin Mei, Da Niu is not angry.
Jin Mei is a very sensible girl and is emotionally conservative.
Ever since she was with Da Niu, she has been very observant.
Ah Qing deliberately approached her, so she deliberately avoided it and kept her distance.
This made Da Niu look at it in his eyes, and his love for Jin Mei was even deeper.
Until one day the two of them discussed getting married.
It took several days for Ah Qing to learn the news from her parents.
At this time, he really realized that all the beautiful fantasies about Jin Mei at the beginning were just reasons for him to deceive himself.
He panicked!
I was so panicked that I couldn't sleep all day and all night.
I panicked as if there was a knife sharpening in my heart!
He couldn't accept the fact that he had lost Jinmei.
He must take Jin Mei back from the hands of the big bull, no matter what way or by what means.
He doesn't care about anything, he just wants Jin Mei.
Because of the unhealthy psychology he has cultivated since childhood, after suffering huge blows and pains, he cannot get correct psychological counseling in time, and he has no ability to restrain his emotions.
so that it evolves into psychopathy and madness.
As long as he gets Jinmei, he is willing to pay and sacrifice whatever the price.
He was so forced to kill the bull.
His mentality had reached a stage of severe distortion and he had completely lost his mind.
When the thought of killing a big cow comes to mind.
Not only did he not think it was a terrible and inhuman thing, but he felt that it was a good method.
Because as soon as Da Niu died, no one would rob him of Jinmei.
All he had in his head was Jin Mei right now.
In his eyes, other people's lives have all become obstacles for him to get Jinmei.
Whoever prevents him from getting Jinmei will die.
Da Niu and Jin Mei couldn't have imagined that Ah Qing's inner world would be so dark and perverted.
They also wanted to find a time to communicate with Ah Qing well, and then tell them that they were going to get married, hoping to get his blessing.
For this small hair, the two of them are indeed well-intentioned.
But where does Ah Qing understand this layer of good intentions?
Amu guessed correctly.
Ah Qing killed people out of love and hatred.
Although Jin Mei guessed this, she still didn't believe that Ah Qing would really kill the big bull, and she didn't know that today's Ah Qing was no longer the Ah Qing of the past.
She was reluctant to talk about it.
Because this secret story is only known to the three of them, no one in the village knows that such a complicated emotional dispute could occur among the three of them.
So no one thought that Ah Qing would kill the big cow, because everyone knew that Ah Qing and the big cow had a good relationship, and it was impossible for Ah Qing to kill the big cow.