After eating the porridge like a walking corpse, with Xu Ying's support, Luo Lingling lay down again, always with her eyes closed, not only didn't say a word, but also didn't react at all, looking like she was dead.

In this regard, Xu Ying was very worried, but she didn't know what to do, so she sighed helplessly, took the empty bowl, and left the room with Duan Zilian.

"Pity, Ling Ling has been in this state for the past few days, and if it goes on like this, it's not a way, even if you ask a psychiatrist to come and enlighten her, it's useless, is there really no way to make Ling Ling cheer up again?"

After leaving the room, Xu Ying put the empty bowl in her hand on the table and looked at Duan Zilian worriedly.

"I don't know, I really don't know ......"

Regarding Xu Ying's question, Duan Zilian is also very distressed now.

Since learning the bad news of Luo Xinyan's accident on Monday, Luo Lingling has been in this state, lying motionless on the bed, not speaking, not reacting at all, no matter what she does, it is out of her body's instinct, like a walking corpse.

This is very normal, Luo Xinyan has an accident, and Luo Lingling's blow and stimulation are undoubtedly the greatest.

But seeing that Luo Lingling has always been like this, Duan Zilian is naturally very uncomfortable, and she can't care about her condition, so she invited a psychiatrist to her home, hoping that the psychiatrist can enlighten Luo Lingling and make her cheer up.

As a result, it didn't work at all.

Seeing that Duan Zilian was also very dazed and helpless, Xu Ying sighed helplessly.

"Pity, don't worry about it first, if there is really no way, I will ask my mother to find a better psychiatrist tomorrow, which will always cheer Ling up."

"Forget it, it's just a waste of money." Duan Zilian smiled bitterly and shook his head.

"Today, when the psychiatrist came to the house to enlighten Ling Ling, he told me that Ling Ling was completely broken down and lost the motivation to live, so she became the way she is now, and if you want to cheer her up, you must prescribe the right medicine to let her find the goal and motivation to live."

"That's ......"

Knowing the meaning of Duan Zipity, Xu Ying also smiled bitterly.

It's no wonder that Ling Ling couldn't see, her legs were paralyzed, and she lost her parents. In this case, Xinyan is the only motivation and reliance to support her survival. ”

"And now, Xinyan has an accident, and she is the only one left, which has caused a very big blow to her, for her, it is no different from the sky falling, and it is natural that she will lose the motivation to live."

"If it were me, I guess I would have completely collapsed, lost the motivation to live, and wanted to die."

"yes......"

Duan Zipian couldn't help responding, thinking about it empathically, he could also understand Luo Lingling's pain.

"So what now? How can we make Ling Ling find the motivation to live again? ”

Xu Ying felt that Luo Lingling was really pitiful, her nose was sour, and she wanted to help her get back together.

"I don't know...... I feel like I'm in a mess right now, like my whole head is going to explode......"

Duan Zilian shook his head, distraught, and felt that the whole person was a mess.

It's no wonder that when he learned the bad news of Luo Xinyan's accident, he himself was very sad and hit hard.

Although Luo Xinyan's attitude towards him has not been very good, they were born together after all

After living for so many years, he naturally has feelings for Luo Xinyan, and even regards Luo Xinyan as his family.

Under normal circumstances, when something happens to a family member, no one will not be sad and sad, and Duan Zilian is no exception.

But when he thought of Luo Lingling, Duan Zilian had to suppress the grief in his heart, reluctantly cheered himself up, took care of Luo Lingling, and dealt with Luo Xinyan's aftermath.

And now, after being suppressed for so long, he really has a feeling that he can't hold on.

Seeing Duan Zilian's reaction, Xu Ying could see that his current psychological state was also relatively poor, so she walked over, held his hand, and comforted him.

"Pity, calm down, relax, if you feel too uncomfortable in your heart, just say it, don't hold it alone, you still have me, I can be your support."

"What if...... If only I could stop the Xenomorph then, then nothing would happen to Xinyan and Lingling wouldn't be what she is now...... It's all my fault......"

Duan Zilian lowered his head, clenched his fists, and felt very guilty and guilty in his heart, and his body trembled uncontrollably slightly.

In the past few days, he has blamed himself for his faults from time to time, and Xu Ying has basically become accustomed to this, and when she saw him like this again, she naturally hugged him.

"Pity, look at you, here again, you're saying this kind of thing again, it's not your fault, you did your best at that time, what's more, who would have thought that Xinyan happened to be around there?"

"So, don't always blame yourself for the fault, and don't blame yourself so much, it's not your fault, if you have to say it, it's all the fault of the xenobiotic beast.

"In that case, you can try to defeat that xenomorph next time, avenge Xinyan and those victims, and you can also make yourself feel better."

"Hmmm......"

Lowering his head and leaning his head on Xu Ying's shoulder, Duan Zilian felt that he was too tired, not only physically exhausted, but also mentally tired.

The heavy pressure even made him feel like he was out of breath.

For a while, he couldn't help but miss his parents and the home he used to have.

But he also understood that everything could not go back to the past, he was overwhelmed with grief, he could no longer suppress the grief in his heart, tears were slowly flowing out, his shoulders were shaking, and he made a slight choking sound.

"Pity, cry out, don't suppress yourself anymore, cry out, your heart will feel better......"

Feeling that her shoulders were gradually soaked, Xu Ying was infected by Duan Zilian's emotions, her heart was sour, she took a deep breath, raised her hand, wiped the tears from her eyes, and gently patted Duan Zilian's back to soothe his emotions.

Luo Xinyan had an accident, and suddenly encountered such a big change, Xu Ying was also sad and sad, so that when she went to school during the day these days, she didn't have the heart to study.

And looking at Luo Lingling, who was like a walking corpse, and then seeing Duan Zi's tired and haggard appearance, Xu Ying's heart was even more uncomfortable, and it was very unpleasant.

In this case, she can only do what she can for them.

Leaning on Xu Ying's shoulder and crying for a while, Duan Zilian slowly raised her head, took a deep breath, wiped the tears from her face and eyes, cheered up, and felt that after she cried, her heart was much more relaxed.

"How? Better, no? Xu Ying looked at him and asked.

"Hmm."

Duan Zilian nodded, although she hadn't completely come out of her grief yet, but at least

It's not so depressing and uncomfortable.

"Why are you shedding tears?"

Noticing the remaining tears in Xu Ying's eyes, Duan Zilian subconsciously asked.

"I'm so touched by your emotions...... Okay, let's not talk about this, hurry up and eat, if you don't eat again, the food will be cold. ”

Xu Ying couldn't help but smile slightly, and beckoned Duan Zipian to come over for dinner.

"Hmm."

In response, Duan Zilian didn't walk over immediately, but turned his head to look at Luo Lingling's room, thoughtful.

"The motivation to stay alive...... ......"

"Pity, what are you still doing standing there? Hurry up. ”

Xu Ying served a good meal, and it was a little strange to see that Duan Zilian was still standing there.

"Oh, here it is."

Retracting his gaze, Duan Zilian didn't want to think so much for the time being, and went over to eat.

Although he was still in a bad mood and had no appetite, after all, his body was important, and he still had to eat a little.

After eating, cleaning the dishes and chopsticks, Duan Zilian sat on the sofa and chatted with Xu Ying idlely.

"Sorry, aren't you going to go to school tomorrow?"

Xu Ying held Duan Zilian's hand and asked him a question.

Duan Zilian nodded: "Well, I have other arrangements tomorrow, I plan to go to the hospital to see my mother, and then, go to the prison to see my father." ”

"That's right...... But the college entrance examination is coming up next week, and you haven't been to school for almost a week, does it really matter? Xu Ying was a little worried.

"It's okay, the teacher knows my current situation and understands me, you can rest assured, even if it will affect my performance, but as long as I adjust my mentality, there should be no big problem." Duan Zilian shook his head, telling Xu Ying not to worry.

"Okay then."

Hearing Duan Zilian say this, Xu Ying didn't discuss much about this matter.

"By the way, I haven't asked you yet, you moved out of the school, did the classmates react?" Duan Zilian asked.

"Well, they've had a big reaction. I don't know if the teacher said that he leaked his mouth, anyway, basically everyone in the class knows your current situation, and there are many people who are worried about you, such as Cui Kairui, I go to school during the day, and he comes over from time to time to inquire about some of your things. ”

"I knew that he also messaged me every now and then to ask how I was doing. And then what? ”

"Then, they also knew that I moved in with you to help you take care of Lingling. Although they don't know that I and you are already dating, after all, we live together, and they think that we are already living together. ”

"They're right, we're ...... now Isn't it considered cohabitation? Speaking of the back, Duan Zilian is a little uncertain.

"Sort of, but I can't be happy at all when I think of Xinyan's accident and Lingling now like a walking corpse." Xu Ying sighed worriedly.

Duan Zilian nodded in agreement: "Me too." Seriously, even though it's been a few days, I sometimes feel like I'm in a dream, and it's a bit unreal that Shin-yeon suddenly says that something happened. ”

"A lot of accidents are like this, they come so suddenly, they catch people off guard, even if it doesn't feel real, but it's really a fact that has happened, and it's just in front of you, you can't face it if you don't want to."

"yes......"

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