After chatting with Duan Zilian for a while, Xu Ying saw that the time was almost up, stood up, went to the room to bring Luo Lingling out, took her to take a bath, and washed herself by the way.

After taking a bath, Xu Ying also gave her a.

During the whole process, Luo Lingling was like a marionette, silent, silent, and did not react at all, at the mercy of Xu Ying, like a vegetative person, like a walking corpse.

When Xu Ying was blowing Luo Lingling's hair, Duan Zilian looked at Luo Lingling's appearance like a walking corpse, and felt very uncomfortable and thoughtful.

"The purpose and motivation to stay alive ......"

"Pity, what are you thinking?"

Seeing that Duan Zilian seemed to be thinking about things, Xu Ying asked curiously while blowing Luo Lingling's hair.

"Didn't think about anything."

Retracting his gaze, Duan Zilian shook his head, stood up, walked to the balcony, and looked at the night scene outside.

"Oh." Xu Ying also thought so much, and continued to blow Luo Lingling's hair.

After drying her hair, Xu Ying combed her hair neatly with a comb, and then took Luo Lingling back to the room and asked her to lie down on the bed again.

came out of the room and saw Duan Zilian standing on the balcony, so Xu Ying walked over.

"Finished?" Noticing that Xu Ying came over, Duan Zipian asked.

"Well, it's over." Xu Ying answered.

"Thank you for your hard work." Turning his head, Duan Zilian looked at her and said.

"It's okay, it's not hard. Pity, what are you thinking? ”

Standing side by side beside Duan Zilian, Xu Ying held his hand and also looked at the night scene outside the balcony.

Sighing, Duan Zi replied pitifully: "I just think about how to make Ling Ling find the purpose and motivation to live again, otherwise, she has always been in this state, and it is not a way, I am really worried." ”

"Me too, so do you think of anything?" Xu Ying then asked.

Shaking his head, Duan Zi smiled bitterly: "If I had thought of a way, I wouldn't have to worry about it here." ”

"Pity, don't worry, you can always find a way."

Worried that Duan Zilian would be in a hurry, Xu Ying comforted him.

Taking a deep breath, Duan Zilian nodded.

"Well, I know. In short, the top priority now is to let Ling Ling find the purpose and motivation to live again, otherwise, if it goes on like this, I am really worried that something will happen to her. ”

"yes......"

couldn't help responding, Xu Ying turned her head to look at Duan Zilian's tired and haggard appearance, feeling sour in her heart, and her vision gradually blurred.

Turning her head to look at the night scene outside again, she took a deep breath to stabilize her emotions, and then changed the subject, her voice and tone of voice were low.

"Pity, I feel that God is really unfair now."

"Why do you say that all of a sudden?" Duan Zilian asked curiously.

Looking up at the stars in the sky, Xu Ying said in a low voice: "Look, you obviously took on such a heavy responsibility, fought so hard and so hard, but God still wants you to suffer such a huge blow and make you suffer so much, so I don't think God is fair to you at all." ”

"I think so too, but when has God ever been fair? Maybe that's my life......"

Speaking of this, Duan Zilian couldn't help but sigh, and then continued.

"Speaking of which, I suddenly feel like I'm a disaster, and the people I have to do with are having accidents one after another, just

At first, it was my mother, now it's Xinyan again, and I don't know who it is next, so if you're afraid that something will happen and you want to break up with me, I won't blame you. ”

Turning her head, Xu Ying had a serious expression and clenched Duan Zilian's hand.

"Pity, what stupid are you talking about? Are you worried that I will be hurt, so you deliberately told me this, wanting me to leave you, and then you have to bear everything alone? ”

"......" lowered his head slightly, and Duan Zilian was silent.

Looking at him, Xu Yingyi said solemnly: "If you don't speak, then I will take you as a default." If that's what you really think, then I can tell you very clearly, I won't leave you alone, and you don't always want to take on everything, even if something really happens, I'm not afraid. ”

"You're not afraid, but I'm afraid...... I'm afraid that the next person who will have an accident will be you, if something really happens to you, then how should I explain to Aunt Qiao and your father? Duan Zi said worriedly.

"Pity, I think you're a bit of a worrisome, even if something really happens to me, I'm sure you'll protect me. Anyway, I don't care, I won't leave you, if you don't want anything to happen to me, try to protect me. Looking at Duan Zilian, Xu Ying was very determined.

“……”

After being silent for a while, Duan Zi sighed helplessly: "Sure enough, I still can't persuade you......"

At this time, Xu Ying shook her feet: "It's a little tiring to stand here, let's go and sit on the sofa." ”

"Hmm."

Back on the sofa, Duan Zilian and Xu Ying sat down.

As soon as he sat down, he turned around and couldn't help hugging Xu Ying, smelling the fragrance on her body.

"Sakura, thank you, if it were just me, I didn't know what to do in the face of this series of blows, I might have collapsed a long time ago, so, thank you for being by my side, comforting me, enlightening me, so that I don't have to be so sharp, so I can hold on until now."

"It's okay, this is what I should do, I will always be with you." Xu Ying also hugged Duan Zilian.

"Sakura."

"Huh?"

"Why aren't you afraid? You know that with me, you may encounter danger, but you still haven't left, why can you do this? Holding Xu Ying, Duan Zilian asked softly.

"Do you need to ask? Of course, it's because I like you, I like it so much. Actually, I'm also scared that I'm going to be in danger, but I like you and want to be with you, so I'm not afraid. Xu Ying replied seriously.

Hearing this, Duan Zipian couldn't help hugging Xu Ying tighter: "Then why do you like me so much?" ”

"What about you? Why do you like me? Xu Ying didn't answer, but asked rhetorically.

After thinking for a while, Duan Zilian said: "I just regarded you as a friend at first, but then I got along with you for a long time, and I was moved by your perseverance, I slowly felt very happy and comfortable with you, even if I didn't do anything, just seeing you from afar, I would feel very happy." I don't know what to say, but I just love it. ”

"Me too."

Xu Ying smiled slightly, put her hand on his back, and stroked it slowly.

"Like you, I like you very much. Like someone, you don't need any lofty reasons, I like you, you like me, it's that simple. ”

"But there's always to be a beginning, right?"

Duan Zilian couldn't help but be a little worried, afraid that if one day he changed and lost the point that Xu Ying liked at the beginning, there would be problems in the relationship between the two of them, and it would be troublesome.

"Let's start......" Xu Ying thought for a moment, then laughed.

"At the beginning, I liked the graceful and serene appearance when you played the piano, I thought talented boys were particularly attractive, anyway, when I saw you playing the piano for the first time, I was attracted to it, and then, without thinking about it so much, I thought about contacting you and socializing with you."

"And in the process of contacting you, I feel like you are like a light, which makes me feel very warm and safe."

"You know, when I was very young, my mom abandoned me and my dad and left me to live in a single-parent family, and my dad was the only one to take care of me."

"Also, because I developed much earlier than girls my age, in elementary and junior high school, people always pointed at me and said bad things about me, so much so that I was subjected to some school violence. Since then, I have been wearing loose-fitting clothes to protect myself. ”

"Because of these two reasons, I'm actually quite insecure."

"I can feel a sense of security from you when I touch you, I feel reassured and comfortable, and I love the feeling of being wrapped in light, just like now. Slowly, I sank deeper and deeper. ”

"Later, knowing about you, and seeing that you are always alone and silently enduring pain and pain when you are unknown, I think to some extent, you are actually very lonely."

"So, I feel like a knife in my heart, I can't turn a blind eye, I don't want to see you always take on all this alone.

"Then, I don't care so much, I think I must be by your side, even if I can only do some small things for you, it doesn't matter, at least I can make you less lonely."

"Luckily, I made it and can finally be with you."

"Really? Sakura, thank you. Listening to Xu Ying's heart, Duan Zilian's heart suddenly felt a great touch.

Indeed, everything can only be held in his heart, and he can only bear it by himself, and he sometimes feels very lonely.

But since he had Xu Ying's company, he could talk to Xu Ying about his troubles, and he felt less lonely.

And now holding Xu Ying, he gradually has a feeling of stability and warmth, and his soft body and slightly sweet aroma make him feel extremely comfortable.

"Pity, after listening to my words, are you very moved now? If you are moved, hold it tight. Xu Ying said with her eyes closed.

"Hmm."

agreed to Xu Ying's request, and Duan Zilian tightened his arms, so that the two of them fit together more closely.

After being quiet for a while, Duan Zilian asked, "By the way, Sakura, what do you like me the most?" I want to keep it up. ”

"No, what I like the most is you, and you're good now." Opening her eyes, Xu Ying said.

"Really?" Duan Zi thought about it.

"But people are always growing and changing, trying to make themselves better, not only for others, but also for themselves, so I think I should be able to make you like it more."

Holding Duan Zi Pity, Xu Ying said slowly: "Pity, you don't have to change, you just need to be yourself." You can get better, even like what I imagined, but if you do become like that, I think you're strange and unreal. ”

"Fantasy is just fantasy after all, what I like is you now, not mine, so you just need to keep yourself, nothing else matters."

"Oh, then I see." Duan Zilian nodded.

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