All this is because she knows that she doesn't have too smart minds, too strong aura and ability, and she knows that she is not very good. She thinks so.

Because the high school entrance examination is the most challenging moment in life and seeing yourself clearly. She didn't want to read it for a while, because it was too bitter and too painful. She wanted to give up several times, but she didn't understand why she had to go to university. For her, eating, sleeping, surfing the Internet, and even doing nothing are more fun than reading. It wasn't for her parents' good words to persuade her, or it was under the influence of temptation to stabilize her, otherwise she would have wanted to stop studying for a long time.

Admitted to a third-rate university, Chaos, lived a leisurely life for four years, went shopping, ate, shopped, chatted with girls in a dormitory, talked about constellations, imagined her boyfriend, and dreamed all the rose dreams of a girl in a wonderful season. In the dream, there are young dreams of Prince Charming, crystal slippers, and purple magnificent romantic style.

Indeed, she is more nourishing than most girls, because she has no burdens and responsibilities, her studies are as she wishes, her family is rich, and her parents are the pearls of their palms, and she can do whatever she wants.

Looking back, it was a really happy time.

Leng Qinghe is not afraid of others saying that she is a girl with no ambitions.

She herself admits that she is a girl with no ambitions and no meritocracy. When she was in college, she always listened silently to those girls talking about their ideals, aspirations, and great futures. All took out the spirit of a heavenly general, and to be honest, secretly, Leng Qinghe was very disdainful.

She seemed very silent. She can only act as an observer in this discussion. But when it comes to clothes, food, or whatever, she is suddenly resurrected and instantly breathed into life. You can chatter and make noise for a long time. That's what she is. She never hides her ordinariness and those simple little girl hobbies.

She herself feels mediocre and incompetent, what's wrong with doing nothing?

People just want to live simply, simply, and vulgarly. Vulgarity is also a virtue.

Women don't need to pretend to be so tall, no matter how noble and wise a woman is, in the end, you will face the same fate of getting married and having children, all the same!

So she has been calmly ready to accept such a fate since the day she became sensible. Just like her mother, be a happy mother, give birth to a cute baby, and live a simple life.

That's what she has always thought, and she thinks this is a person's life.

When she likes diving birds, she thinks about having a good relationship with diving birds, and then she can do whatever she wants, and even she thinks of marrying him.

But the reality played a painless joke with her, the diving bird is not like the prince charming in her reverie, as long as she gives love, she will get the other party's return, even if the other party doesn't like her at first, but in the end, isn't it all sincere?

The reality is that the diving bird's sincerity is not with her. When she realized this, she hesitated for a while, a little confused, because it was the first time that reality had made her understand that everything would not come out the way she thought. Reality is reality, people are people, and people's emotions are not something that you can succeed with unilateral efforts.

And the hardest thing in the world to get is the human heart.

She was dazed, wishful thinking spent most of the year with him, but nothing changed. The distant smile still floated far away, and the monsoon wind could not blow it.

The intact heart of the collection was still tightly locked in the safe, and the ghost knew which woman's name was the password to the safe.

She was even jealous of the woman who had never appeared, ghostly, blocking her every step of her way. No one was there, but it was so powerful that it was so empty that she couldn't get close.

It's not fair, you can't fight, it's doomed to lose. It's not fair. But she has never had the heart to be competitive, and this unfair loss only made her turn into a faint pain, and there was a trace of inferiority complex in her heart.

Yes, I'm not good in the first place, I'm just a simple girl who likes to eat, drink and have fun. He is also understandably disliked by himself. Perhaps, he just likes that kind of very good girl, and she suddenly became distressed about it, why can't she be better? If you study harder, you can get into a better university, and you don't have to rely on your family to find a more high-profile career after graduation.

For the first time, she realized that the ordinary philosophy of life would bring such troubles to herself. It's just that now she doesn't know how to change herself.

Now the ordinary is no longer her philosophy of life, but an attitude to life, to suddenly become brave and progressive, thinking about it is a headache.

That terrible feeling is like graduating from high school in the face of that thick and thick stacks of endless papers, the despair of life, gray, I don't know how to escape from this predicament.

If one less ice cream could change all that, she could do it, but she knew how it could be so simple.

There is no pain in the love stories she has known since she was a child, and there is no pain in the love reality she has seen.

But the reality really made her appreciate what pain is? This feeling surged in all directions, and it seemed to spread from a mouth in her heart, in short, she didn't know where it came from, she just knew that she couldn't solve it.

Her affection for diving birds is like a wall separated by a protective film, no matter how much you brush, you can't brush it.

At this moment, Du Ou suddenly stepped in. Fast, abrupt, tough, and illogical, even Leng Qinghe himself didn't expect that a person he hated so much would actually like him. The point is that a man who is so disgusted will be unexpectedly moved. This feeling came a little whimsically.

It wasn't a variation of her logic, so she seemed overwhelmed. Her three views are shattered, and everything she has learned and known in the past does not conform to the current realistic development. All in all, the story is all, and the reality makes people grown.

She took the initiative to think about refusing.

But if a man wants to get a woman, a woman who is in a period of emotional depression, it is so easy. A date, an affectionate look, a touching word, a hot kiss, a meaningful hug, basically everything can be done.

Yes, Leng Qinghe admits that he was simply dealt with like this.