Soon he left the diving bird and threw himself into the arms of Du Ou, his arms were warm and warm, he would say things that moved her, would make her tremble, and even let her see everything she expected, vaguely like a road being paved.

Her heart is down-to-earth again, it turns out that the reality can be outrageous, but it won't be too outrageous, the reality is always beautiful, and her mother always says so. Forget all unhappiness and find your own happiness, haven't you found it now?

Leng Qinghe's hand holding the knife and fork suddenly trembled......

Did she find her own happiness?

Her definition of joy and happiness is not complicated and ornate, and it can even be said to be humble. Just chat with her and go shopping, buy something you like, and eat something delicious. Then hand in hand, shoulder to shoulder, snuggled up to each other and planned for the future together.

All of a sudden, because of Du Ou's dispatch letter, they fell apart in an instant.

When he received the letter that day, he said it vaguely and concisely, but he didn't say it very clearly, and maybe he didn't want to say it very clearly. Hearing that she was in the fog, she innocently thought that he would leave, and she was destined to never come back.

She was just a little suspicious at the time, why did he become so deep and emotional that night, and he had been looking at herself obsessively all night, wanting to say nothing. She thought about it for a while, but she just didn't expect that if a man was ready to leave, he would become elusive and gentle.

He was indeed very gentle that night, every gesture, every look, every kiss was so gentle, it was the first time after they met that she experienced the tenderness of a man, which could make her completely intoxicated.

However, after sobering up, it may be that you are completely sad.

This pasta meal is a bit unpleasant to eat.

Leng Qinghe wanted to put down the knife and fork several times, but she couldn't eat it. When she thought of this, her heart felt like it was being rubbed mercilessly by an invisible hand. She felt that in the past few days, she had suddenly aged a lot. That white and flawless life began to be mottled, and once it is, it will never fade away. This trace makes your heart no longer beautiful little by little.

On the high-speed train to the magic capital, she has been thinking about a question: What is wrong with me? How did things come to this? Why should I be deprived of so little? Why is it so unfair to me? ……

Du Ou didn't say a word of goodbye and disappeared like this, maybe this is somewhat similar to the way he appeared.

He didn't show up for a week before she realized the seriousness of the situation. Originally, she always thought that he was just going back to the magic capital, but she didn't expect that this time he really went back to the magic capital. She called him frantically, and then he stopped answering and didn't reply to WeChat, he just didn't want to pay attention to her anyway.

With passionate love, there will be a cold turn.

Leng Qinghe felt the yin and yang sides of love for the first time, but in fact, he has been rotating. Reality is a joke full of tears, not only is it not fun, but it will go on unreasonably, even if you are already in tears. So, she felt like she had grown up a little bit, and knew that there were some things that if you didn't have the ability to bear the pain, it was best not to open that fluttering door easily.

She even suddenly understood that a senior sister she knew, because of a broken love, was ruthless, all the way to the entrance examination, and finally wandered to a foreign university, in a group of unknown foreign students, bitterly gnawed on her determination to be an inspirational woman. Every exterminator has a shadow in his life that is unspeakable but cannot be shaken off.

At that time, when she heard this story, she was so scoffing that she really didn't understand, why would a woman do this? Why do you have to embarrass yourself like this? Isn't it enough to live happily?

Now, she found that nothing could make her happy, and her whole life was like a storm, like a storm, and when she woke up, she was in disarray.

She didn't have the heart to do anything, and she couldn't endure a long day at work, guarding her computer and phone, looking through his avatar over and over again, and most of the time he was offline. And most of the time she is in a state of obsession.

Because she was afraid of missing an opportunity for him to log in, she almost didn't want to leave her seat to go to the bathroom, pour herself a cup of tea, and even stick to the computer for dinner, waiting inch by inch.

She had to look at her phone many times a night, afraid that he would suddenly go online one day, and she would miss it because she was sleepy. This day-to-day consumption consumes not only her enthusiasm, but also all her hopes. She felt like she was on the verge of collapse.

When I got up in the morning, I had two deep dark circles under my eyes, in order to cover up these changes in my body, so as not to let my parents notice it, I kept adding more and more thick powder to my face every day, and then I didn't have time to take a picture with my parents, so I hurried to work after eating it indiscriminately.

Of course, a day's work is all about the walking dead.

How to save yourself and regrind your soul?

Leng Qinghe didn't know how to grind her soul, but she knew that she couldn't forget him, she had to find him, see him, and she didn't want anything else.

How many nights she cried alone under the covers. But her mother asked her again and again: Hey, why didn't that young man come here? It's good, it's sunny, it's handsome, and your dad and I often talk about him.

Yes, in the eyes of his parents, Du Ou is indeed a rare good future son-in-law. He is cheerful, enthusiastic, sunny and handsome, and his mouth is particularly sweet, he is good at observing words and feelings, and he speaks smoothly, which is very popular with his elders. Respectful to the elders, quite modest and respectful, with a humble gentleman's demeanor.

In the eyes of the elders, he is a sensible, capable, mature man, who can make money, is considerate of his daughter, and has a good family background.

Leng Qinghe's parents fell in love with Du Ou when they saw him for the first time, and deeply felt that their daughter's vision was good. They did regard him as a homemaker, and often asked Leng Qinghe to bring him back for dinner.

Of course, Du Ou is generous, he is definitely a talent in this regard, every time he goes to her house, he never disappoints her parents, although he doesn't bring many things, but at a glance he understands that everything is very expensive and troublesome, and many of them are not seen in this small city at all. He also bought a lot of valuable jewelry for his daughter, and Leng Qinghe's mother was really happy in her eyes.

How do they know that these things are actually not in his heart at all.