Chapter 607: Resist Everything
"You lied to Ling Ling, but what does this have to do with helping Ling Ling regain her motivation to live? You almost got strangled to death by Ling Ling because of this. ”
Knowing the reason why Luo Lingling strangled Duan Zilian to death, Xu Ying still didn't understand Duan Zilian's intention to do this.
Sighing slightly, Duan Zilian further explained: "Lingling, she is now giving up on herself and begging for death, so no matter what, I just want her to find the motivation to live again, and don't think about it like that...... Even if the motivation is hatred for me......"
Hearing him say this, Xu Ying immediately understood what he meant and what he meant.
"So, in order to let Ling Ling find the motivation to live, you lied to her and made her think that you were the culprit who killed Xin Yan, so that she would hate you and use her resentment towards you as the motivation to live."
"Yes, it's just that that's what I was going to do, but I didn't expect Ling Ling's reaction to be so intense, she almost strangled me to death, but fortunately you arrived in time......"
Touching his neck with obvious pinching marks, Duan Zi breathed a sigh of relief.
"But...... But is it really worth it? Ling Ling must be very hateful to you now, you not only have to bear such a heavy responsibility, but also carry Ling Ling's hatred...... Wouldn't that be too wronged for you? ”
Seeing that Duan Zilian actually took the initiative to bear Luo Lingling's hatred in order to make Luo Ling flexible, and resisted all this, Xu Ying couldn't help but feel that the softest place in her heart was touched fiercely, and her heart was very uncomfortable, and her vision began to slowly become blurred.
It is reasonable that she doesn't want Duan Zilian to suffer such pain again.
However, before the words were spoken, Duan Zilian saw her plan.
"Sakura, it's okay, as long as Ling Ling can find the motivation to live again, and stop being so self-defeating and unthinkable, it's all worth it."
"Anyway, I've taken on such a heavy responsibility, and now with Ling Ling's hatred, it's not a big deal."
"Besides, it's already happened, so don't try to persuade me."
"What's more, I also have a certain responsibility, if I can stop the Xenomorph Beast at that time, maybe Xinyan won't have an accident......"
In the end, Duan Zilian couldn't help but clench his fists.
Knowing that Duan Zi had made up his mind, no matter what he said, it would be useless, Xu Ying couldn't help but hug him hard, and tears rolled down his cheeks uncontrollably.
"Pity, I really don't want to see you in such pain anymore, but...... But why is Heaven so unfair to you? Why do you always have to carry it all the time? It's not fair, it's not fair at all......"
"Perhaps, this is my fate......"
sighed, and Duan Zipian saw that Xu Ying was crying with pear blossoms and rain, so he gently helped her wipe the tears that slipped down and comforted her.
"Okay, okay, don't cry, it's okay, I know you're having a hard time now, but in order to let Ling Ling find the motivation to live again and make her cheer up again, this is the only way I can think of now."
"Although the things I carry are indeed very heavy, don't worry, I can still hold on. It's just that when I'm depressed and unhappy because of some things, I bother you to comfort and enlighten me, otherwise, if I'm alone, I'm afraid that sooner or later I'll collapse. ”
Leaning on Duan Zilian's arms, Xu
Sakura nodded: "Well, mercy, I have already identified you, so, I will always be with you, and I will not leave you alone." ”
Holding Duan Zilian and crying quietly for a while, Xu Ying slowly calmed down and stopped crying.
Seeing that she didn't cry anymore, Duan Zilian deliberately chatted about some light topics to relax her mood, and then she had nothing to do when she was idle, so she took a change of clothes and went to the bathroom to take a bath.
Entering the bathroom, he stood in front of the mirror and saw the pinch marks on his neck.
"The pinch marks are so obvious, Lingling really wanted to strangle me just now...... Hopefully tomorrow these pinch marks will disappear. ”
Touching his neck, Duan Zi smiled bitterly, and then began to take a bath regardless of so much.
More than ten minutes later, he came out of the bathroom dressed neatly and saw Xu Ying sitting on the sofa, waving to him.
"Pity, come here."
"What?" Duan Zilian walked over and sat next to her.
However, Xu Ying didn't speak, and immediately hugged Duan Zilian, raised her head, stared at Duan Zilian, but didn't speak.
"Huh? What are you watching me do? Duan Zilian continued to wonder.
"Pity, I'm not happy." Xu Ying stared at him and said.
"It's normal, after all, it's hard to be happy about what happened today and recently." Duan Zi sighed helplessly.
"I don't mean that, I mean to say that in order to let Ling Ling find the motivation to live again, you thought of such a way without consulting me, so when I say unhappy, I mean angry."
"Uh...... Well, if I told you, you wouldn't agree to it, so ...... By the way, don't tell Ling Ling the truth. ”
"I don't care anyway, I'm just angry."
"I'm sorry I didn't take your mood into account, I was wrong."
Knowing that Xu Ying seemed to be really angry, Duan Zilian's first reaction was to apologize.
"Stupid."
However, Xu Ying was obviously dissatisfied with Duan Zilian's apology, and snorted lightly.
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The night is getting deeper, and before you know it, it's time to go to bed at night.
"Lingling, I'm in, are you asleep?"
came to the room, closed the door, and looked at Luo Lingling lying on the bed, Xu Ying was ready to sleep with her.
"What are you doing here?" According to the voice, Luo Lingling turned over and looked at Xu Ying in a cold tone.
"Sleep, it's late, it's time to sleep." As she spoke, Xu Ying threw off the slippers on her feet, lay down on the bed, turned over, and looked at Luo Lingling.
It can be clearly seen that after crying several times in a row today, Luo Lingling's eyes are already swollen from crying.
"Why do you want to come and sleep with me? Aren't you afraid of me? Luo Lingling asked expressionlessly.
"Why should I be afraid of you?" Xu Ying asked curiously.
"I wanted to strangle him to death just now, and you're his girlfriend now, aren't you afraid that I'll get angry at you?"
As she spoke, thinking of this, Luo Lingling couldn't help but clench her fists, and the resentment in her heart appeared on her face.
"That's what you mean, I'm not afraid."
Xu Ying pretended to smile relaxedly, but when she saw the resentful expression on Luo Lingling's face, she immediately felt in her heart
One sink.
couldn't help but put away the reluctant smile on her face, and she asked tentatively: "Lingling, I asked Xinyan to buy something in Donglin District that day, which led to Xinyan's accident later, but who would have thought otherwise...... Where will the monster suddenly appear? Pity is not intentional, so, you really can't forgive mercy? ”
"Then why did he have to ask his sister to go there to buy something? Can't he buy it himself? If he hadn't called his sister there, his sister wouldn't have had an accident, and he killed her anyway! He is the culprit who killed his sister! Why should I forgive him! ”
As she spoke, Luo Lingling began to get excited again, and the anger and resentment in her heart appeared more obviously on her face, so that it made her look distorted and a little hideous.
Seeing that Luo Lingling really had a grudge against Duan Zipian, Xu Ying couldn't help but open her mouth: "Lingling, it's actually ......"
She didn't want Duan Zi to resist all this, so she wanted to tell Duan Zi that she was actually lying, but she was afraid that after Luo Lingling knew about it, she would lose the motivation to live again, give up on herself, and couldn't think about it again.
Therefore, as soon as the words were spoken, she couldn't go on, and between saying and not speaking, heaven and man were at war, and they were in a dilemma.
"Shut up! I don't want to hear that nonsense from you anymore, or I'll drive you down!" ”
And Luo Lingling thought that Xu Ying still wanted to intercede for Duan Zi, so she was very impatient, and after saying it angrily, she turned over and turned her back to Xu Ying, obviously not wanting to talk to her about these nonsense again.
"Alas......"
Looking at Xu Ying's back, Xu Ying sighed helplessly, turned off the light, and lay quietly on the bed, still not telling the truth, so she could only take one step at a time.
Maybe because there were too many things happening today, Xu Ying's heart was in a mess, and she couldn't sleep after lying in bed for a long time.
"Sister...... Father...... Mom...... Don't go...... Don't leave me alone...... No...... I don't want to be alone...... Why did you leave me...... Why do you want to leave me alone......"
I really couldn't sleep, Xu Ying felt a little thirsty, and was thinking about getting up to drink some water, when she suddenly heard Luo Lingling next to her whispering, talking in a dream, her tone was very anxious and sad, and there was a sound of sobbing.
You don't have to think about it to know that Luo Lingling misses her parents and Luo Xinyan too much, but she had a nightmare that she dreamed that they had all left her, so she cried when she dreamed.
"Lingling, wake up, wake up......"
Out of kindness, Xu Ying turned on the light, called Luo Lingling up, and looked at her sad and desperate appearance, she was very distressed, and helped her wipe the tears that flowed down.
Soon, Luo Lingling woke up, instinctively opened her eyes, but she still couldn't see anything, and immediately reacted and closed her eyes again.
"What are you waking me up for?" slept well, but was woken up, Luo Lingling was a little angry, and her tone was cold.
"You just had a nightmare, and you're still crying in your dream, I don't feel good like this, so I'll call you." Xu Ying explained.
"Go away, don't worry about it!"
And after Xu Ying's reminder, Luo Lingling also realized that she had a nightmare, wiped the tears on her face, and angrily pushed Xu Ying away, turned over, and turned her back to Xu Ying.
Although she was violently pushed away, Xu Ying was not angry, but she was very sympathetic to Luo Lingling, regardless of her struggle, hugged her from behind, and gently comforted her.