Chapter 608 Won't Let You Be Alone
"Lingling, although I don't really understand the pain of losing a family, I really don't want to see you give up on yourself like this again."
"It's okay, you can rest assured, you are not alone, we will accompany you, we will not leave you alone, if you don't mind, you can treat us as your relatives, so that you will not feel lonely......"
was held by Xu Ying from behind, listening to this gentle comfort, gradually, Luo Lingling stopped struggling, but she didn't say anything, and she didn't make any movements, just let her hold it quietly.
"Lingling, are you asleep?" There was no movement for so long, Xu Ying thought that Luo Lingling had fallen asleep again.
"You're holding me like this, it's hot, how can I fall asleep?" Luo Lingling said flatly.
"I'm sorry."
Xu Ying hurriedly let go of Luo Lingling, looking at her back, she felt as if she had calmed down a lot, but she was still a little uneasy.
"I'm thirsty and want to drink water." Snorting hard, Luo Lingling continued.
"Oh, wait a minute." Xu Ying immediately agreed, got off the bed, and took her outside to pour water for Luo Lingling.
After Xu Ying left, Luo Lingling was clutching the sheets hard, expressionless, not knowing what she was thinking.
……
The next day.
Today is the weekend, Saturday.
Originally, Duan Zilian was going to get up to work, but because the college entrance examination was going to be taken next week, this weekend, Qin Qiaoyun gave him a holiday, and asked him to use the weekend time to review for the last time, and adjust his mentality by the way, so as to meet next week's college entrance examination.
Therefore, Duan Zilian inevitably lay in bed a little bit, and didn't get up until eight o'clock in the morning.
Scratching his head, he entered the bathroom, and stood in front of the mirror, and he saw that although the pinch marks on his neck had not completely dissipated, they had almost dispersed, and if he didn't look closely, he couldn't see it.
Coming out of the bathroom, Duan Zilian saw Xu Ying pushing a wheelchair and taking Luo Lingling out of the room.
"Sakura, Lingling, morning."
He said hello and had a friendly attitude, especially to Luo Lingling, as if the thing that was almost strangled to death by Luo Lingling last night did not exist.
"Well, early." Xu Ying responded.
Luo Lingling, on the other hand, didn't react at all, her face was expressionless.
However, Duan Zilian noticed that after hearing her voice, Luo Lingling couldn't help but clench her fists, a little resentment and disgust appeared on her face, and her mouth moved, but she didn't make a sound.
But he could tell from the shape of his mouth that Luo Lingling said the word "die" to himself.
Knowing that Luo Lingling had completely hated herself, to be honest, although this was her choice, Duan Zilian was still a little chilled and uncomfortable.
However, he relaxed his mind, pretended not to see it, ignored so much, went to the kitchen to make breakfast, thought about it, and made a simple porridge with eggs and lean meat.
When Xu Ying and Luo Lingling finished washing and combing their hair neatly, he hadn't cooked the egg and lean porridge yet.
"Okay, no? Cook it for so long, you want to starve me? Luo Lingling waited a little impatiently, and spoke in a very impulsive tone.
"Wait a minute, it'll be right away."
ignored Luo Lingling's attitude, on the contrary, seeing that she wanted to eat, Duan Zilian was still very happy.
After all, this means that Luo Lingling is no longer so self-defeating, and she doesn't have to think about it anymore and find it again
The motivation to live.
Although this motivation is Luo Lingling's resentment against him......
Shaking his head, he didn't think about it so much, Duan Zilian concentrated on cooking porridge.
It didn't take long for the porridge to be cooked, and the three of them began to eat breakfast.
Of course, Duan Zilian asked Xu Ying to eat first, and he fed Luo Lingling with a bowl of steaming porridge.
"Lingling, open your mouth, it's a little hot, you be careful."
Scooping a spoonful of porridge, it didn't feel so hot, and Duan Zilian slowly put the spoonful of porridge into Luo Lingling's mouth.
However, Luo Lingling did not open her mouth, but showed an expression of disgust and hatred, suddenly stretched out her hand, relied on her feelings, and beat Duan Zipian with her feelings, and knocked out the bowl of porridge in Duan Zilian's hand.
With a bang, the stainless steel bowl fell to the ground, and the porridge inside immediately spilled on the ground, and at the same time, some of the porridge was spilled on Duan Zilian's body.
"Hiss......"
The porridge was very hot, and Duan Zilian suddenly gasped in pain.
"Lingling! What are you doing? Seeing this unexpected scene, Xu Ying was taken aback and hurriedly walked over.
"He said it himself last night, even if I tortured him, he didn't complain." Luo Lingling said coldly.
"But ......" Despite this, Xu Ying still felt that Luo Lingling was too much.
"It's okay, Sakura, I'm fine, you calm down, don't be angry."
Duan Zi persuaded Xu Ying, shook his head with a smile, and said that he was okay.
Seeing this, Xu Ying felt even more sad.
"Sakura, you come and feed Lingling, I'll go change my clothes, and I'll take care of the porridge on the floor."
Duan Zilian was very calm, as if for him, what had just happened did not exist.
Seeing Duan Zilian enter the bathroom with clean clothes, Xu Ying bit her lip, feeling very uncomfortable, with mixed tastes, but in the end, it turned into a helpless sigh.
She knew that no matter what she said, she couldn't change Duan Zilian's determination to bear all this alone, so it was in vain.
Picking up the stainless steel bowl on the ground, Xu Ying calmed herself down, took a clean bowl, refilled a bowl of porridge, and then pushed the wheelchair, took Luo Lingling to the other side, and slowly fed her porridge.
"Aren't you angry?" Luo Lingling asked suddenly.
"Angry, and very angry." Xu Ying said helplessly.
"Then why do you bother me?" Luo Lingling asked again.
"Angry is angry, you are angry, these are two different things, they can't be confused, I can't just ignore you because I'm angry, right? In this case, mercy will be angry, and besides, didn't I say it last night, I won't let you be alone. ”
“…… Oh. ”
"Okay, don't talk so much, let's eat porridge, you haven't eaten much these days, now you have to eat a little more, and I will make you something to eat at noon and night."
After changing clothes, Duan Zilian came out of the bathroom, and saw that Xu Ying was feeding Luo Lingling porridge, so she took a mop and cleaned the floor, and then, sitting on the other side alone, silently drinking porridge.
During this period, Qin Qiaoyun came to run the café, and when he came up, he saw Luo Lingling taking the initiative to drink porridge and talking, although it still looked very dull, but he had already cheered up a little, and he couldn't help but feel happy about it.
Because he was about to open for business, Qin Qiaoyun just stayed for a while
, just go downstairs and clean up the storefront.
After breakfast, I was supposed to work today, but now I am idle, and Duan Zilian can't help but feel that there is nothing to do.
Bored, he simply took out his books, workbooks and review materials and began to study.
After all, after Luo Xinyan's accident, not only did he not go to school this week, but he didn't even read and study, but he will take the college entrance examination next week, no matter what, just in case, while there is still a little time, it is better to review.
Seeing this, Xu Ying naturally joined in and reviewed with Duan Zilian.
In this process, Qian Meng, Song Cheng, and Li Nan came up to take a look, and saw that Luo Lingling had cheered up a little, and they were all happy about it.
However, what they didn't know was that when there were no outsiders, Luo Lingling would call Duan Zilian in front of him from time to time, beat Duan Zilian hard, retaliate against him, and vent her inner resentment.
Fortunately, Duan Zilian is in good shape now, and every time Luo Lingling hits him hard, he doesn't feel very painful, at least he can bear it.
Because of this, every time Luo Lingling called him over, he was basically on call, in order to make Luo Lingling no longer think about it, he silently endured and carried all this.
And when Duan Zilian was called over by Luo Lingling and was beaten, Xu Ying couldn't bear it, she was very uncomfortable, and she felt very uncomfortable, and even almost couldn't help but tell the truth a few times.
However, this is Duan Zilian's decision, and this is also to make Luo Lingling no longer give up on herself, thinking of this, she can only endure her sadness and care about Duan Zilian afterwards.
In addition to going out to buy vegetables, on Saturdays and Sundays, Duan Zilian was nested at home, and was called over by Luo Lingling from time to time to be beaten, and occasionally went out to destroy xenobiological beasts.
And just like that, the weekend passed and a new week began.
Then, the college entrance examination was fast approaching.
In the week before the college entrance examination, the school gave the junior high school students a vacation to study at home.
This is for the sake of allowing students to fill in the gaps on their own, and at the same time, it can also relieve the pressure on students.
The day before the college entrance examination, Duan Zilian took the time to go to the hospital to see Zhong Yi and told her mother that she was about to take the college entrance examination.
Although Zhong Yi still couldn't wake up and couldn't hear, Duan Zilian still said to herself, and by the way, she could also use this way to relieve the pressure and depression in her heart, adjust her mentality, and prepare for tomorrow's college entrance examination.
Soon, the college entrance examination came.
The next morning, before the alarm clock went off, Duan Zilian was woken up by Xu Ying first.
"Good morning."
opened his eyes in a daze, and when he saw Xu Ying, Duan Zilian opened his mouth and subconsciously wanted to say something.
However, Xu Ying suddenly covered his mouth with a serious expression.
"Pity, don't say anything else, say good morning first, so that you can bring good luck for the day."
nodded, and after Xu Ying took her hand away, Duan Zilian said "good morning" to her according to her request.
After finishing speaking, Duan Zilian propped up his body and looked at his phone.
"Why do you wake up so early? There was still half an hour before my scheduled alarm went off. ”
"If you wake up early, you will have more time to prepare, and besides, you can't sleep lazy in today's college entrance examination." Xu Yingyi said solemnly.
"Okay, okay." Duan Zi shrugged his shoulders and got out of bed after a yawn.