Chapter 15: Promise Sunset
After Cheng Yuan watched her go downstairs from the balcony, he waited below for a while, and then a car came, and the people in the car hurriedly put on a coat for Su Run and escorted her into the car.
He felt like he had knocked over a high-concentration vinegar jar, sour and bitter, and wanted to go downstairs and follow all the way, but his feet seemed to have roots, and he stood for a long time before he finally understood that Su Runshe really had her own life.
That person looks good, is good, loves her very much, and is mature and steady, believing in her. If it was him, he would definitely be the first to ask, why did she come out of someone else's house in the middle of the night?
So in the end, it's his fault, and he can't blame others.
But what to do, he is still unwilling, or reluctant.
In the quiet night, the tears in Cheng Yuan's eyes were blown away by the wind, and the person also stood as a standing card, if Su Run looked at him carefully from behind, he would find that he had lost a lot of weight, but his posture was more upright.
Su Run got into the car, leaned on his back weakly, and didn't say a word. Sunset looked sideways a few times before finally asking, "What's wrong with you?" So pale? ”
Su Run replied: "It's a little uncomfortable. ”
"You're in a bad mood? Isn't it," Sunset paused visibly before asking, "Falling out with a friend?" ”
Su Run turned his head to look at him, and suddenly felt a little distressed in his heart. Sunset asks herself vaguely, does she want to know who the people upstairs are? Why did you come out of there in the middle of the night?
But he didn't ask, he was afraid that Su Run would mind.
"Sunset." Su Run's pale face suddenly smiled and said, "When I get better, I'll give you the answer in a few days." Good no good? ”
Sunset was so happy that she could barely hold the steering wheel with her hands on her face, and stammered, "What, what's the answer?" You are, are you trying to ......"
Su Run chuckled, "Give me a few more days, a few days will be fine." Sunset didn't ask again, because she already knew what Su Run's so-called answer was. If it was a refusal, she could have told him categorically, so Sunset nodded reassuringly and began to concentrate on driving again.
Su Run stared blankly at the scattered lights in the dark night in front of her, and her heart was in a trance, but she just felt that it was like this, the reason why she had been so sad in the past three years was because she didn't dare to take that step again.
However, Sunset is different after all, and she has rejected several of them, but she can't bear Sunset. But she also tactfully expressed her meaning at the beginning, it was Sunset herself who said that she would not mind, and she would definitely be able to wait until the day when she changed her mind, unless, unless Su Run had a lover.
The mood when she was with Cheng Yuan back then, and then she never experienced it in others, even now, when she saw Cheng Yuan, her heart was still swaying and flustered, so this reunion made at least one thing clear in her heart, she actually didn't love Sunset. With someone she doesn't love, she's sorry for herself and Sunset.
But seeing Sunset talking to her cautiously, she suddenly figured out again, since it was impossible to talk to Chengyuan, then everyone was the same anyway, so it was better to let Sunset go.
Su Run's forehead was sweaty, and the hand covering his stomach became tighter and tighter, and Sunset was shocked and asked, "Xiao Run, what's wrong with you?" ”
"Me, my stomach hurts. Stomach aches. ”
Sunset made an emergency turn and took Su Run directly to the hospital instead of sending Su Run back to the hotel.
Lying on the hospital bed, looking at Sunset's busy figure back and forth, she beckoned to him, "Sunset." ”
Sunset runs over and asks, "What's wrong?" Does it still hurt? ”
Su Run shook his head and asked, "When will you go back to your hometown?" ”
"Tomorrow morning, oh no, it's already past three o'clock, it should be said that I will have a meeting with the leader this morning and go back in the evening." Saying that, he looked at Su Run, felt helpless again, and said, "I don't feel at ease if you are like this, you can't be bumpy, so let's go back another day." ”
"What are you going to do all of a sudden?"
Sunset said, "My grandma is sick, you don't have to worry, it's not a big deal, it's just that the old man has to say that his days are short, and he wants to see me." ”
Su Run nodded, "Well, I heard that you grew up with your grandmother, and the old man was sad when he was sick, so he naturally missed you the most." ”
"Yes, my parents are busy with work, and my grandmother loves me the most since I was a child. But Xiao Run, let's wait for you to get better, and we'll go back together. ”
Su Run shook his head and said, "It's almost dawn, you hurry back and rest, and there will be work later." Also, you go back at the original time, I'm fine, call An An later, don't worry. ”
Sunset sits down and says, "I can't sleep when I go back." When are you going to go? ”
"I don't go back, it's really uncomfortable, and my mother nags me when I go back. I took a two-day break and went straight back to S City. ”
Sunset looked a little disappointed, but Su Run had already planned it, so he nodded and said, "Then I'm going to trouble your friend to take care of you." ”
Su Run said: "Next time, next time I will definitely accompany you back to see grandma." ”
Sunset's eyes lit up again, and she nodded her head again and again, saying, "Then you really can't lie to me." ”
For some reason, Su Run's heart was weak for no reason, and he still stubbornly said, "Well, you can go back and rest." ”
After Sunset left, Su Run did not call An An, nor was he in a hurry to be discharged from the hospital, but recuperated in the hospital for two days with peace of mind, and when he finally recovered, he went through the formalities and went back to the hotel.
The work soon returned to normal, Su Run insisted on being transferred back to the original department, Manager Wu's things had been completed, and Bosheng's orders slowly began to come down, he was busy day and night every day, and naturally he couldn't take care of Su Run. Lao Zheng transferred her back, she was still in charge of the original work, and the time returned to normal.
It's just that Sunset hasn't called her for a week, and it's not that she's not used to it, but with Su Run's understanding of him, when Su Run told him that he would give him an answer in a few days, he didn't contact her for so long, which surprised her a little. WeChat asked, and it took a few hours to reply.
Sunset's grandmother has passed away. Su Run was startled when she found out and quickly dialed him, Sunset sounded tired, sad, and a little hoarse.
"I'm sorry, I also said that I would accompany you back to see her next time, but I didn't expect it...... In short, you mourn. ”
She really doesn't know how to comfort him in this kind of thing, because no matter what you say, he will be very sad.
"Xiaorun, I, I'm really uncomfortable, grandma, she's gone, and when I come back, I'll never see her again."
Su Run's hand clenched the phone tightly and said, "Sunset, you just treat her as if she went to a far away place, she will have a new life, but you can't meet again, but no matter what, don't be too sad." ”
"Xiaorun, I miss you so much, I'll look for you when I go back, okay?"
Su Run hesitated, his palms were sweaty, and he said for a long time: "Okay." ”
The fate between people is really mysterious, and the next thing that happened completely disrupted Su Run's life trajectory. In other words, she and Sunset are still inseparable in the end.
Su Run thought that Chengyuan's matter would be over, and he would not come back if he stayed in Z City in the future, and both of them would eventually usher in a life that had nothing to do with each other. Therefore, when she got off work and saw Cheng Yuan leaning against the tree downstairs waiting for her, she was stunned for a while, and her heart was full of surprise.
Su Run hesitated whether to continue walking, but Cheng Yuan had already stood up straight, and it seemed that he was planning to follow her.
Su Run: "What are you going to do?" ”
Cheng Yuan ignored her indifference and said, "Look at you, don't you mind inviting me up for a cup of coffee, right?" ”
Su Run pursed his lips and said, "Mind." As he spoke, he pointed to the entrance of the community: "There is coffee there, but I don't have it at home." ”
Cheng Yuan's face was expressionless, and he was determined to follow her, "Anyway, I also took you in, and you really won't let me go up?" ”
Su Run rolled his eyes and said, "If you have something to say, just say it here." ”
Cheng Yuan's eyes turned cold, and he asked, "Or is there someone else in your family?" ”
"Yes, of course I have someone else in my family, so it's inconvenient for you to go over."
Cheng Yuan's eyes turned red with anger and said, "I want to see him." Suddenly laughed again, "Don't get me wrong, I'll help you check it, how about it?" ”
Su Run: "I believe you...... Help me turn things off? Just take care of yourself. ”
"My own?" When Cheng Yuan laughed, the corners of his mouth turned into an evil arc, and he said, "No one will let me worry about you like I did back then." ”
Su Run's feet seemed to want to rub a hole in the ground, and when he heard Cheng Yuan's words, he felt aggrieved, but he didn't want to explain.
"Since you also said it, it was back then. Then you really shouldn't have embarrassed me like this today. Cheng Yuan, no matter what the reason, we have broken up after all. ”
"You don't need to remind me!" Cheng Yuan seemed to be offended, grabbed Su Run's hand, and dragged into the elevator without her defense.
Cheng Yuan pressed a number by himself, and the elevator suddenly rose, and Su Run didn't have time to be shocked how Cheng Yuan even knew the house number of his room, so he heard Cheng Yuan say: "I'm just curious, did you really love me back then?" ”
Su Run's five senses were suddenly lost, her throat seemed to be poured with strong wine, her skin was like a blunt knife cutting meat, and her heart was drifting in the vast sea like a raft, she didn't know how to answer, she was afraid that whatever she said would be wrong.
Stopping at the door of the room, Cheng Yuan seemed to be ordering her, and said, "Open the door!" ”
Su Run shuddered, and the key almost fell to the ground.
As soon as the two of them entered, Cheng Yuan pulled her over, quickly turned over, kicked her feet, and the door closed heavily again, Cheng Yuan pushed her behind the door, his voice was low and cold, as if wrapped in frost.
"Why don't you answer me? Don't dare to tell the truth? ”
Su Run felt that the door that was clinging to her back seemed to have disappeared, and it seemed to be moving backwards in infinite time and space, making her dizzy, her legs were trembling, her hands were trembling, and even her lips were trembling a little uncontrollably, she calmed down, rubbed her temples throbbing suddenly, stumbling but also accurately finished this sentence, she said: "Cheng Yuan, I have never loved someone again, like I loved you back then." ”
Her heart seemed to be about to crack, and she felt like she was dead and unconscious, but she had to say it, because Cheng Yuan said that she was good at everything, but this sentence was something she couldn't bear.
Cheng Yuan glanced at her mockingly, and the whole person quickly bounced off Su Run's body as if a glass ball had touched the ground.
"I don't believe it, I can't believe you! You women have always been the same! ”
Su Run couldn't tell if she was trembling, or if Cheng Yuan's action just now was too big and affected her, or if the world was falling apart and disappearing, she saw Cheng Yuan's angry face in the invisible powder dust, and felt that she was a dying prey under the tiger's claws.
Her heart hurt as if she had been torn apart, and she thought in a trance under the shock, Cheng Yuan, is he also heartbroken?
Adults choose to break up for a variety of reasons, but in the end, it is nothing more than a lack of trust and no future.
Su Run thought that when he thought that he was already mourning more than his heart was dead, it was better to have a long pain than a short pain.
As a result, the two of them have been in pain together for three years.