Chapter 14: Don't Go

Su Run slept for a long time, and her dreams were very long, and when the same familiar pain in her stomach hit, she didn't know what day it was.

Feeling that his hand was being held by the other hand, Su Run didn't fully wake up, and muttered, "An An, did Cheng Yuan come to pick me up and discharge me from the hospital?" ”

Obviously feeling that the hands stiffened, Su Run's hands moved, and said, "I forgot, he said he didn't want me anymore." ”

Tears flowed silently from his closed eyes and down his cheeks and onto the pillow, drenching him wet.

Cheng Yuan had mixed feelings and stayed awake all night.

When he first saw Su Run, he didn't have much impression, but out of politeness among his classmates, he sent her to the infirmary. The skirt Su Run wore when he said goodbye was very similar to the one his mother wore when she left, like making Cheng Yuan in a trance.

But Su Run came to him with a smile, and his mother left crying.

The relationship between his father and mother broke down, and he had to quarrel at both ends for three days, and he didn't dare to go home after school every day, because he often heard the noise at the mouth of the alley not far from home, and he often lived in the neighbor Uncle Yuan's house when he was a child.

The divorce verdict came down, and his mother hugged him and cried for a long time, and then he left resolutely, and his father fell into a slump, began to drink heavily, lost his temper, and smashed things in the house, and Cheng Yuan was fifteen years old that year.

He really misses his mother, and even though he understands how difficult it will be for her to survive outside as a helpless woman when he grows up, he has to keep him at home, but he still hates her, blames her, and is even more angry that his father can't cheer up and hates him for giving up on himself.

So he has always grown up in contradiction, until he met Su Run, the more he loved her, the more he felt that she would leave him, so he played a little temper, he let Su Run coax him everywhere and let him. I know I shouldn't, but I indulge in it and can't extricate myself.

Sometimes he even wonders, is it because of the mother's love he is missing, he wants to get it back from Su Run? It's ridiculous to think about it, Su Run is as old as him, and he is a girl, where should he bear his vexatious trouble?

Su Run should be different, right? She loves to laugh, is gentle, tolerant, and moistens him like spring water. He never thought that one day, even she would leave, but she did, and not even like his mother, so he hugged him and said goodbye to him.

When he received the text message, he was going crazy, he didn't go back for two days, stayed at a friend's place, and when he ran over to find her, Su Run was already on the train, and the call never went through since.

He knew in his heart that Su Run had not betrayed their feelings, but at that time, his brain was chaotic and impulsive, and he couldn't think at all, and all the words he said were angry words.

Cheng Yuan remembered that the craziest thing he did when he lost his mind was when Fang Mian was eating in the company cafeteria, he rushed over and beat him. Many colleagues were there, as well as the leaders of the company, when Fang Mian counterattacked, he used the empty beer bottle next to him as a weapon, Cheng Yuan raised his hand to block it, and almost cut the blood vessels, and both of them were frightened.

In the end, he had a scar on his hand, and Fang Mian was also there when he was in the hospital, and the two of them looked at each other speechlessly, and they both became the same sad people.

But he remembered that he had said that Fang Mian was really unproductive like this, just like his father, and he wanted to say that he looked down on such a man the most.

But when I was there, I realized how painful it was.

Fang Mian spread it out to him and made it very clear, and he finally realized Su Run's mood in hindsight.

However, it was too late.

Later, he and Fang Mian both resigned because of this incident, and he went to Bosheng, but Fang Mian didn't know.

He went to the hospital to look for An An several times, but An An said that she didn't know anything, although he didn't believe it, but he was helpless.

Cheng Yuan often wondered, even if he was wrong and blamed her, but if Su Run was sincere to him, how could he leave so quickly? How could he not even be given time to calm down? How come there is no goodbye and no face-to-face?

As everyone knows, in order to see him for the last time, Su Run called him without getting through, and how long he sat at the door of his room, and at that time, she was still a patient.

When Su Run opened her eyes, Cheng Yuan was holding her hand and looking at her quietly.

For a moment, she almost forgot that they had broken up for three years.

"I, I'm so hungry, my stomach hurts." Su Run pouted, and his tone seemed to be coquettish.

"Huh?" Cheng Yuan didn't seem to react, and was stunned for a moment before he suddenly got up and said, "You rest for a while, I'll make porridge, it's almost ready." With that, he got up and went to the kitchen.

The door was ajar, Su Run was lying on the bed, just enough to see Cheng Yuan's busy back in the kitchen, and sighed, Cheng Yuan has really grown up, he has never cooked before.

After a while, he came in with a small bowl of lean porridge, and he was holding a spoon and preparing to feed it to Su Run.

Su Run was stunned, took it himself, and said, "Come by yourself, thank you." ”

Cheng Yuan looked at her suspiciously, hesitated, and asked, "When did you have such a serious stomach problem?" ”

Su Run's hand with the spoon paused, and then he said: "It's nothing, the work and rest time after work is irregular, the south is humid and hot, and I like spicy food, so, well, it's not very serious." ”

"It's not serious that you've fainted?"

"It's okay, it's just that the pain is severe all of a sudden, plus I've been squatting for a long time, and I'm dizzy."

Cheng Yuan paused, watched her put the porridge in her mouth, and immediately asked, "How is it?" Is it tasty? ”

"Huh? Well, also, it's okay. Thank you. ”

"You, you just talked in your sleep, what did you say about hospitalization, pick you up and discharge or something? What happened to you? When was you hospitalized? ”

Su Run lowered his head to look at a piece of meat in the bowl that was stirred by himself, and pretended to be casual and said, "Maybe I'm sleepy." ”

It seems that he is really confused, otherwise how can he be like this? Su Run put the bowl on the bedside table next to her, lifted the quilt and wanted to come down, but as soon as she moved, her stomach hurt again, she gasped and sat back on the bed.

"What are you doing? What are you up for? You lean there, I'll feed you. ”

Su Run smiled embarrassedly and said, "No need, I'm full." Well, where is this? Not far from the hotel where I am staying? ”

Cheng Yuan's face was slightly angry, but he didn't dare to get angry, he sat on the side to block Su Run's body that wanted to get out of bed, and said, "This is where I live, it's night, you rest first, and when it's dawn, if you're still feeling well, go to the hospital to see." ”

Su Run wanted to say no, but it was still dark outside, and it was really inconvenient to go out, so when he looked up, he met Cheng Yuan's gaze, as well as the dark green under his eyes, and asked, "You didn't sleep?" ”

Cheng Yuan didn't answer, Su Run felt that the answer was already obvious, she said, "I'm not leaving, you can also go and rest." ”

"Are you really not leaving?"

"Well, I'll leave at dawn."

Cheng Yuan's face was a little dark, and Su Run said: "After the contract is signed, I have a few days off to rest, and I have to go back to work." ”

Cheng Yuan looked at her for a while, Su Run felt very uncomfortable, he had to go out first, and brought her the door, and turned on a small night light next to the door.

The night light is a faint light and is only for sight. But Su Run clearly remembered that Cheng Yuan said that he couldn't turn on the lights when he slept, and even the windows had to be blocked by blackout curtains, otherwise he wouldn't be able to sleep well. People change, and so do habits.

She was lying on Cheng Yuan's bed, turning over and over and couldn't sleep, at this time she heard the sound of her mobile phone vibrating, but she didn't see where the mobile phone was after looking for a long time, she listened to the sound for a few days, opened the drawer under the bedside table, and Cheng Yuan should have put it in for her. When I picked up my phone, I saw that it was Sunset calling, but it had already hung up automatically.

When Su Run took the phone, he accidentally touched a photo frame, which had been put away, and was pasted in the drawer, knowing that it shouldn't, he couldn't help but pick it up curiously to see, it was a girl, about the same age as her, very beautiful, wearing a red dress, slightly curly hair, sunglasses in her hair, leaning in front of a car, looking bright and moving in the sun. Su Run recognized that it was Chengyuan's car.

Presumably his new girlfriend, right? Su Run smiled bitterly, Cheng Yuan was also painstaking, because he brought his ex-girlfriend back, and the photos of his current girlfriend were put away.

I also felt a little more sour in my heart, thinking that Cheng Yuan must be very different now, not only has a career, but also takes care of others in life, but unfortunately, that person is not her.

Just as he was thinking about it, Sunset's WeChat box popped up.

"Xiao Run, you must have slept so late, right? When I woke up in the morning, I saw the message and called me back. ”

That's good! It's time to start a new life.

Su Run dialed him without hesitation. Sunset is a little surprised, but more delighted.

"Xiao Run, haven't you slept yet?"

Su Run lowered his voice and said, "I slept and woke up again, what's wrong with you?" Is there something wrong? ”

"Oh, that's it, I have something at home, I want to go back to my hometown, do you have anything to bring, ask your aunt to send it to me, and I will send it to the company for you in a few days."

Sunset and Su Run are fellow countrymen, and Sunset's parents are in the same unit as Su Run's aunt, and now although the two of them are not in the same city, they are not far away, and Sunset even drives to S City every once in a while, every time for various reasons, business trips, accompanying things to play, important customers are here, etc., etc., etc., but Su Run knows that he is more or less here for her.

Su Run suddenly smiled a little, and said, "It's such a coincidence, I also want to go back, tomorrow or the day after tomorrow." ”

"Really?" Sunset couldn't hide her excitement and said, "It's a pity that I'm in Z City, otherwise I'll go over and pick you up, and we can go together." ”

Su Run asked suspiciously, "What are you doing in Z City?" ”

"The company's bidding for a new case, the leader has to come with me, but fortunately, it will be busy tomorrow, I plan to leave at night, if you go back from S City the day after tomorrow, I will wait for you, and then return together."

"I, I," Su Runyu hesitated for a long time, and finally made up his mind, saying, "Sunset, I'm also in Z City." ”

Cheng Yuan slammed the door open and said, "No! ”

Su Run's face changed slightly, and he said into the phone: "I'll hang up first, and I'll contact you tomorrow." Then he looked up at Cheng Yuan: "Are you eavesdropping?" ”

Cheng Yuan was noncommittal and said: "My own home, I don't need to eavesdrop." ”

Su Run bit her lip, put her phone in her bag, got up from the bed, straightened her clothes and was about to leave.

Cheng Yuan was anxious, grabbed her, and said, "No, you can't go with him, no!" ”

Su Run sneered: "What qualifications do you have to care about me?" ”

Cheng Yuan was stunned for a moment, his eyebrows were full of pain, "Susu, you have changed." ”

"Don't call me that!" Su Run withdrew his arm and said, "Changed? Oh, each other. ”

"You, you listen to me, I also have something to explain to you, Su Su, it's okay for you to listen to me, don't go with others."

The tone was close to pleading, which made Su Run moved and familiar at the same time, like the night she begged him that day.

But Cheng Yuan, didn't he choose to listen to her explanation?

Su Run didn't look back, her heart and eyes were tired, she gently covered her stomach and walked to the door, sending a position to Sunset. The moment she opened the door, she said,

"Chengyuan, let me go!"