Su Run's mind was buzzing, looking at Cheng Yuan's back standing by the door, he was worried in his heart, for fear that he would really leave like this. Cheng Yuan, raised his foot and did not look back at her.

"Cheng Yuan." Su Run was unwilling, and asked again: "Have you really, really decided?" Please, calm down, calm down and I'll explain it to you, okay? ”

Can't you force it? Won't you explain it again? But what are these compared to losses?

"Su Run, let me go!"

After speaking, he strode out, and Su Run sat on the ground alone, crying silently.

Leave him alone?

Why let him go? She picked up her phone and called Cheng Yuan, and she wanted to apologize and explain until he forgave her.

She didn't want to lose him, just because of such an inexplicable misunderstanding.

But Chengyuan turned it off.

Su Run didn't sleep all night, she sat on the sofa alone, thinking quietly, Cheng Yuan is also cheerful, and he doesn't care about trivial things, when he laughs, the corners of his eyes are bent into a line, always tired of her, calling her "Su Su, Su Su", the only thing that makes Su Run puzzled is that she can't get close to the opposite sex, Cheng Yuan must be angry when he sees it, but he won't be really angry, most of the time he pretended to show Su Run, and coquettish with her, like a child.

But this time it's really her fault, right? Rao is her nerves, if she sees Cheng Yuan hugging and kissing another woman, she will also go crazy, right? You won't listen to him, right?

Su Run was not sleepy, her mind was chaotic, when the sky lit up with the white belly of the fish, her stomach hurt sharply, I don't know if it was because she drank without eating much at the dinner, or because she didn't sleep all night, and the sadness in her heart hurt which nerve, she felt bad, and quickly took the trash can at her feet, and vomited dimly.

After vomiting, my head was a little dizzy, and my stomach was throbbing, and I was in a cold sweat.

Cheng Yuan was still turned off, and Su Run couldn't bear it anymore, so he called An An, who was interning in the hospital.

It was An An who came to pick her up, because of the severe pain and unstable heart, she didn't even remember how An An dragged her to the car and sent her to the hospital. When I recovered a little, I was already lying on the hospital bed for infusion.

An An nagged angrily: "What's wrong with you? Is it sad or hurts the liver and stomach? Do you remember how much you vomited? Oh my God, it's a mess, it's literal. ”

"An An." Su Run opened his mouth and said, "Thank you, Miss An. I just felt like I was almost going to die. ”

"What are you talking nonsense? You're not dead, you almost scared me to death. ”

"Fortunately, I have you, when I get better, I ......" She wanted to say, when I got better, I would invite you to eat lobster, but the words stopped again.

An An didn't think much about it, tilted his head and asked, "Why are you waiting for you to get better?" Eating hot pot? Look at your stomach if you can stand it, die of this heart! Also, you say, is that Cheng Yuan bullying you? You tell me, I'll stab him to death! As he spoke, he raised the pen in his hand.

Su Run smiled and said, "No, it's me." ”

An An put the notebook on the infusion stand and said, "This time my stomach hurts, I have to raise it for a while, but don't eat spicy." Let me see you go to eat hot pot, just, just, just cut off the relationship. You rest for a while, I'll go to the cafeteria and buy you some porridge. ”

Su Run said, "No need, I'm not hungry." ”

An An sighed, looked at her condescendingly, and said, "No, you have to listen to me." ”

An An went out in a hurry, Su Run stared at the infusion bottle above his head, and couldn't slow down for a long time.

She actually wanted to sleep too, and when she woke up, she found that it was just a dream. But she couldn't sleep, she was too tired and lay in a daze, and she didn't know whether she was dreaming or waking up.

Feeling someone grab her hand, Su Run's eyes were closed, she shook her head, tears flowed out of her eyes, and the pillow was wet.

"Su Run, Su Run?" It turned out that An An came back.

She opened her eyes and saw An An shaking her bed a little, picked up the lunch box again, and said, "Come, eat some porridge." ”

Su Run shook his head, "I want to vomit when I see food." ”

An An forcibly handed the spoon to her hand that did not stick the needle, and said, "You can do something good, Miss, how long has it been since you eaten?" I just saw your doctor, she said you have bile reflux, gastritis, are you going to stay in the hospital for a few days or go back? In the hospital, I just took care of you at work these days, and I was alone when I went back, so I didn't feel at ease. ”

An An guessed a little, Su Run must have quarreled with Cheng Yuan, and it should be very serious, but Su Run didn't say anything, and she didn't ask much, after all, Su Run's state was really bad.

"I'm going back." Su Run looked at the water in the bottle and said, "Wait for a little sleep here in the afternoon, and I'll go back in the evening." ”

An An disagreed, and said: "Although you don't have to keep getting injections, but this time it's really a bit serious, and you have to raise it, Su Run, you can stay with me for a few days, so that Cheng Yuan can't find you, and he will die in a hurry!" ”

Su Run shook his head with a wry smile and said, "He won't be in a hurry." ”

"Su Run, you, are you really okay?" An An was still a little worried after all.

Su Run smiled reluctantly and said, "My own business, I will solve it." ”

An An persuaded a few more words, but Su Run insisted, and finally went through the discharge procedures in the evening.

An An sent her to the door of the hospital and gave her a taxi, Su Run sat on it and shook the glass down, and said, "An An, you hurry up and find someone to take care of you, okay." ”

An An laughed and said, "You think I care about you?" Annoying me? ”

"No," Su Run actually wanted to cry, but he endured it and said, "You are so good, you deserve the best people in the world to love you." ”

"Tut-tut, the flesh is numb. Let's go, let's go, go back and get some rest. Also, don't eat spicy food, you know? I'll see you on vacation. ”

Su Run shook the glass up and waved at her.

Goodbye, my Miss Ann!

She didn't go back directly, she went to Chengyuan's residence first, there was no one, and the phone was turned off all the time. She waited for two hours, and finally gave up and returned to the small house she rented.

Because of Su Run's poor state, An An asked the doctor to prescribe medicine, she slept well in the hospital in the afternoon, moved a chair at night, and sat on the balcony with her coat on her coat to watch the stars. I thought a lot about it in the middle, and I also called Cheng Yuan a few times, but she didn't get a word of reply except for the blind tone.

Probably because she was sick, she suddenly felt very vulnerable, so fragile that she wanted to cry, wanted Cheng Yuan to appear in front of her immediately, wanted to lose her temper once, let her vent her happiness, and then Cheng Yuan hugged her and gently coaxed her.

But her eyes were so dry that she couldn't cry.

Even if you break up, shouldn't you at least meet and talk about it calmly?

Once again, I took out my phone and edited a text message.

"Cheng Yuan, this is the last message I sent you, I'm leaving, don't look for me," he wrote this, and shook his head with a wry smile, how could he go to her? I deleted that sentence and continued again.

"I'm sorry for the trouble, I'm sorry, thank you for three years of companionship, no matter what, you shouldn't be resentful, so you don't believe me, and I don't blame you. Beauty doesn't last long, deep can't stay, nostalgia doesn't accompany. But one day, there will be no more nostalgia, it's my fault, I wish you everything you want in the future, happiness. ”

When the text message was sent, Su Run's hands kept trembling, tears dripping down and falling on the screen, and when the display of successful transmission was transmitted, through the water stains on the screen, Su Run felt that one of her hearts was not falling, but shattered into powder.

She stood up and packed her few bags, called her landlord to check out, and texted a colleague to help write a resignation ticket on Monday.

sorted out two boxes, which were full of things that Cheng Yuan gave her, books, bear dolls, and hairpins...... She took out two dolls from it, a rabbit and a little lion, which were dolls that two people caught in the theater after watching the movie. Cheng Yuan touched her hair and said, "What is this, I can give you everything you want in the future." ”

It seems to have happened just yesterday, and in the blink of an eye, things are wrong. She took off a sterling silver ring that she had worn for a long time, put it on the bow of the rabbit doll, and put it down again, the rabbit and the lion leaned back together, she thought, Cheng Yuan will come and take them away, right? This ring is a pair, silver, and it is not worth much, Su Run regards it as a treasure, Cheng Yuan has told her since he put it on her, no matter what happens, no matter how angry he is, he is not allowed to take the ring off until he buys a new diamond ring.

Su Run sealed the box, put it in a conspicuous place, looked around, and finally sat down again to make sure that there was nothing missing.

After all this, I looked up and saw that the sky was hazy and almost dawn. She sat on the side and watched the stars fade into a daze.

The bright morning sun slowly rises from the rows of high-rise buildings, the warm golden yellow sprinkles on her body, and the balcony illuminates every corner of the room through the glass. Su Run's dry eyes suddenly hurt a little, and when he blocked the light with his hand, tiny tears came out from the edges of his eyelashes, stained his fingers, and quickly evaporated in the warm sunlight.

She sat motionless for a long time, clearly feeling the heart in her chest, as if pulled by a pair of invisible hands, kept dragging down. At first, he struggled violently and beat desperately, and finally gradually returned to calm and silence.

"It's good!" Su Run even had a sense of comfort about dying early and surpassing life early.

She took out the mobile phone card, put it in the palm of her hand, whispered a word, and quickly threw it into the trash.

"Chengyuan, I really can't love you anymore."