How can it!

The resentment brought about by those ten years of suffering continued after the rebirth.

Before leaving, she mentioned Wu Xiaojuan, and everything had a foreshadowing.

But for some reason, he ignored it and watched it coldly, and now it has reached this point again, and even ......

Wu Xiaojuan, she, and Li Yuqing were each other's best friends until high school.

Li Yuqing stopped reading in the third year of junior high school, and Wu Xiaojuan stopped reading in the second year of high school, and started working in Jiangshi, but the three never broke off contact.

The torture she had suffered in her previous life, in this life she had let it fall on her friends.

Sun Ziyun didn't dare to look at Wu Xiaojuan, as soon as he pacified and approached her, he could feel his despicability.

And the old man, all their sorrows in this life no longer vented on her, but she could feel their grief even more.

I haven't come out for ten years, and I have a life!

The cold continued to spread from under her body, Sun Ziyun pressed her hands on the ground and was stained with wet soil, she hugged her knees and buried her head under her knees.

The fear of a moment was as intense as hearing the news of Li Yuqing's death in his previous life.

Ten years of growth, ten years of suffering, the heart has become firmer, and it seems to be more and more fragile.

Ten years of grinding seem to have been erased, as if the body returned to the immaturity it was before adulthood.

I'm so scared, my whole body is so cold.

Suddenly, I seemed to understand that my heart was a little distorted in those ten years of suffering......

She didn't dare to think about herself like that......

The sky gradually darkened, the whole body was shivering with cold, and Sun Ziyun walked towards his home as stiff as ice.

Before she got closer, she saw her parents looking at the door, and when they saw her, they quickly greeted her.

Seeing her daughter's wet and sticky mud again, she opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but in the end she just pulled her into the house, closed the door, and cut off the eyes from the outside.

"You ......," the grandmother opened her mouth, and then whispered, "Go and change your clothes." ”

With that, she turned around and entered Sun Ziyun's room, and quickly came out, taking clean clothes and coats.

Sun Ziyun took it, went into the bathroom with a gloomy expression, and came out with water on his body.

The grandparents looked at their daughter, whose eyes were swollen like walnuts, and could only sigh and comfort:

"People are gone, and you don't want to stay like this."

"No, you don't know, there's more to it!"

Sun Ziyun was like a hedgehog, and it was like he was suddenly stabbed in the sore spot, and he raised his head and shouted fiercely.

Her parents were startled and looked at her in amazement.

Sun Ziyun wiped his eyes, didn't dare to look at his parents' eyes, turned around and went to his room, and locked the door.

Another hour passed, and her parents watched the time and knocked on the door.

"Come out quickly, eat some food, it's all warm for you, you can't skip eating."

When her grandmother's soft voice was not answered, and she wanted to continue shouting, her grandfather stopped her and shook his head with a sigh.

The two of them returned to their room, where the meal had been kept warm in the kitchen.

For Sun Ziyun, who was in her twenties and nearly thirty years old before she was reborn and came back, she has matured a lot, she doesn't lose her temper as a girl, and she cares about her parents very much.

But at this time, the overwhelming strong emotions spread all over the world, and she couldn't help herself.

Remorse, resentment, confusion, and violent feelings of disgust with oneself are overwhelming.

She just wanted to be alone.

Just sat on the bed in a daze, hugged himself, lonely until late at night, a small lamp next to the bed.

"So it's well deserved?"

"I regretted it countless times, and I even saw it, was reborn, and fantasized about it, but I didn't expect it to be my turn, but it was......

Well deserved!

After being reborn, the ghost didn't do anything, and watched the tragedy happen again.

No one will suspect me, but can I fool myself?

In my previous life, every time I slept, a light could never be turned off, there was never a peaceful night, there was never a dream until dawn.

It's been ten years, and I haven't felt like that again.

How good it is to have a good night's sleep since being reborn, but driven by that negative emotion, do you want to come back for another ten years? ”

His eyes were dry, he couldn't shed tears, and the black dots were in front of him.

Sun Ziyun looked numbly at the small lamp that emitted a dazzling light, and his voice was hoarse.

"It's really self-inflicted......"

"Go to school, take good care of yourself, call back when you lack money, don't think about anything else, study hard when you get to school."

On the second day, I got out of bed top-heavy, my eyes were sunken, and my steps were floating.

Her parents wanted her grandson to recuperate at home for a day, but she refused, and the two could only tell her a few words before leaving.

Sun Ziyun nodded silently, took a few steps forward, and suddenly turned around and hugged her mother.

The warm and soft touch soothed the darkness in her heart for a moment, but then the pale face flashed in her mind.

Sun Ziyun closed her eyes, and the panic in her eyes receded like a tide, but it was only superficial, and her tone was low.

"Mom and Dad, don't worry about me, I'll be fine, I'll be fine!"

As she spoke, she let go of her hand and stepped back, looking at her parents' relaxed faces.

Sun Ziyun tugged at the corners of her mouth, but her eyes were barren, turned around, and she walked forward step by step.

yes, it would be good.

It's just that it may take a decade or more to get out.

She will no longer dare to fall asleep at night like in her previous life, and wake up as soon as she falls asleep.

It's not that intense, but it's not sharp, it's not intense, it's dense and never stops.

But what can be done?

This is well deserved!

Time flies, the sun and the moon fly by.

The knowledge of high school has almost been forgotten, but the most important thing since her rebirth, she has the ability to change, but the remorse caused by watching coldly, she doesn't want to try again.

devotes himself to learning every day, and Sun Ziyun's understanding is just like that, but he was better than his previous life, although it is not a school of a famous university.

After four years of college career, I have gained experience in my work and am gradually on the right track.

In this way, her life seems to have an end in sight.

The rest of the year is not accurate, but the New Year and Qingming Festival are sure to go back.

It was another year of Spring Festival, packed her luggage and got on the train, and after the New Year, before the Lantern Festival, she picked up two bags of supplements and got on the bus to Fushan Village.

There is no change in Fushan Village, but a few more four-story buildings have been built in the farmhouse, and there are no more yellow mud roads, and all the big roads and small roads have become cement roads.

Several of the houses are not off-white, some have a fine brick façade covered with latticework, and some are painted red.

All in all, the little red building is no longer unusually eye-catching.

Before I walked in, I saw an old man wearing reading glasses in the living room and looking at his mobile phone.

Sun Ziyun walked over with light steps, and the old man slowly looked up and looked at her fixedly, his eyes were cold and silent, and he didn't look at her.

No matter what Sun Ziyun was thinking, his face became calmer and calmer, and his voice was soft.

"Auntie, I'm coming to see you and your uncle."

The old man still looked straight at her, his eyes confused, and it took her a moment to react.

"It's Ziyun..."

Sun Ziyun nodded hurriedly, she put down the things she was holding in her hand, and then walked over and squatted down.

The old man paused for another moment, then patted the position next to him, "Come and sit." ”

Sun Ziyun glanced at the position, but still stepped forward and sat down gently.

"Thank you, for so many years, every year you have to come to see me, old fellow."

"I can't die, old fellow, and let you young man go."

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