Right now, the rhythm of butterflies' lives is completely disrupted, and the whole thing is messed up.

Her life schedule must follow the rhythm of the diving bird, and she simply can't change anything.

Diving birds come to the butterflies every day after work, morning and evening, maybe there is no way to say. The only thing that is certain is that sooner or later, he will come over ironclad anyway.

Usually if it is early, I will take her to visit the vegetable market, buy vegetables, and cook at home.

If it's late, they eat by themselves, but no matter how late it is, he will come over and drag the butterfly home with him.

Butterflies are almost moving to him.

There were times when she wanted to relive the days of living alone alone, staying at home alone, listening to music for a while, watching a movie, and if she could get a call from him saying that she was working overtime today, Butterfly would be inexplicably very happy, thinking that she didn't have to go back with him.

But now he always works overtime lightly, and before ten o'clock, he will come to ring the doorbell. It's rare to add an all-nighter.

But she didn't know how to say it, and when she said it, she was afraid that it would make him unhappy. He thought she was trying to go back with him. This became a little heart disease, very unbearable, and it was blocked there.

Butterflies have been living alone for a long time over the years, and they have slept alone for a long time, such as two people squeezing into a bed today, which really makes butterflies a little uncomfortable.

Diving birds sleep very well, rarely turn over, and may be really tired during the day, generally lie down for a short time to fall asleep, breathing steadily. But butterflies are a different story.

After occasional intimacy, butterflies don't fall asleep easily, and if they don't get intimate, they still don't fall asleep, they just can't fall asleep anyway.

When people can't sleep, they are restless, turning over for a while, and turning over for a while. After a while, I thought about getting up and going to the bathroom. She doesn't sleep honestly, and occasionally wakes up the sleeping diving bird over there, and he will ask her, "What's wrong?"

Or simply pull her into your arms, thinking it will calm her down. The butterfly was thinking about it in his head, Hu Hai was thinking about it, and the more he thought about it, the more he was warm, and this long night turned into a kind of incomprehensible torment.

She was bitter in her heart.

Usually always toss until the second half of the night, she is also tired, gradually lost her clarity, vaguely seemed to be asleep, and suddenly heard that the diving bird had turned over and got up, and began to call her, saying that she was going to work.

Then she got out of bed with a swollen head and heavy limbs, got dressed in a daze, ate some breakfast haphazardly, and went out to work with the diving birds.

Sometimes I feel so tired that I sneak home in the afternoon, fall into my bed, and catch up on sleep. It's just that this way, I don't want to sleep even more at night.

She was worried about whether she would have a nervous breakdown if she continued like this.

She thought: Maybe she is not used to it, but she will get used to it after a while. It's just that, day after day, when will it take to get used to it?

In the past, she was always stuck in time to get to the unit, but now it's good, every day is the first.

But that's fine, she went downstairs to McDonald's to sit for a while, have a morning coffee, and give herself a pick-up, don't look sluggish.

The aunt who watched the finance came, so she took the coffee and laughed and followed her to the elevator.

Sometimes she suddenly began to feel as if she was a little scared of life. It's just that how can she let the diving bird know that she wants to go home and sleep alone.

The heat of each other has heated up too quickly. Just this, this, how to say it? These two people don't want to stay together day and night, but if they are really together, why did they start to retreat?

Butterflies don't dare to look in the mirror every day, for fear of being frightened after looking at it. Because the girl in the office said that day: Wuji, why do you look so haggard lately?

When the butterfly heard this, she was shocked, yes, she has this old bone, how can she stand such an upside-down toss?

She hid in the bathroom alone that day, and shook her eyes, indeed, the bags under her eyes could be seen, and she was faintly blue, and her complexion was not as moisturized as before. Whether this love nourishes or destroys people, butterflies have been completely blurred.

She thought, after a while, she will soon join the queue of those grocery shopping aunts. Every time I think about it, my heart is beating and I am panicked, and I hope that the diving bird can call: work overtime tonight, don't wait for me.

Yes, Butterfly thought, she had waited for him for more than ten years, but now she was looking forward to him every day and said, don't wait for me. Isn't this the most absurd love story in the world?

Butterflies to butterflies thought, and the diving bird still kept his thoughts. He wants to be with the butterfly, since he wants to be together, sooner or later he will be together, so it is better to be together as soon as possible. Now there is nothing to separate the two of them, and everything just goes according to nature. He sometimes distracted himself from the face of butterflies, and he didn't take it seriously.

Every day after work, he ran to Butterfly's house, and then the two of them returned to his house hand in hand, along the way he wanted to hear Butterfly say something about her, such as: What did you do during the day? I met some people and something.

He listened with a smile on the side, and sometimes he would talk about his unit, and he enjoyed the process.

He even thought that this would be the way he would live his life. He was satisfied.

At least, when he used to think of butterflies, it was just a shadow in his thoughts, but now he can really look at butterflies, look at her eyebrows, she holds herself, her head is so close to her, there are her whispers in her ears, she can breathe her gas, everything is no longer illusory, but reality.

He had wanted to give the butterfly a key.

But the butterfly somehow refused.

He looked at her with a stunned expression and wanted to ask her why? But held back.

He felt that there must be reasons for her refusal, and there were some reasons he didn't want to know. He finally got to where he is now, and he doesn't want to change it.

It doesn't matter if you take this key or not, sooner or later you will take it.

Butterfly's reluctance to take the key is due to some selfishness on her part.

She still rejects the current situation in her heart, and vaguely feels that this is not the kind of life she wants. Moreover, although it has been so many years since she broke up with Fan Fan, she has never completely come out. Or, the sense of humility and shame of being abandoned at the beginning made her difficult to let go of in this life, and she has never been able to forgive her youthful debauchery and indulgence.

Life is like this, when you made a mistake at the moment, sometimes it may take a lifetime to make up for and pay it back.

She has been living a life of pure cultivation all these years, thinking that she has repaid it and forgotten. But suddenly, I began to face this familiar pattern of life again, and my memories suddenly fell apart, and the bits and pieces of the past became clear and sensitive.