Chapter 156: Suddenly mentioning the ambiguous past
For some reason, every time she shows her body in front of diving birds, she needs to pay absolute courage. She rejects herself in her heart.
How can she talk to diving birds about this obscure state of mind? How could he understand and understand, although she didn't expect him to understand, but her kind of withdrawal and hesitation, the diving bird was still a little noticeable.
He even kept wondering why he had to start all over again every time he made out with her...... Resist yourself every time, and every time you have to calm her down a little bit and accept your caresses and kisses...... Every time she was advancing, she kept her eyes closed...... He wished she could open her eyes and look at him at this time.
He wanted to see himself in her eyes, wasn't that right? At such an important moment, there should only be each other in their eyes, and she closed her eyes so tightly that her head twisted to the side, making him feel like he was just fighting alone.
He thought that he was not good enough, so he tried harder to make her feel happy, but the more he worked hard and gave like this, the more guilty and disgusted the butterfly felt.
And the difficulty of Butterfly is that she has to face the real problem of living with a man, and this real real problem suddenly puts in front of her, which catches her off guard.
She originally thought that she would get along with him slowly, and the coming days would be long, and she would run in little by little, she knew that she was not easy to get along with, and many habits were difficult for ordinary people to accept.
But the reality is that all the processes in the middle are omitted, and all of a sudden you enter the state of cohabitation. Once in this state, there are two choices left in life: get married, or never see each other again. She became a little nervous.
Butterfly thought: This is too much, too fast.
Looking at the key in the diving bird's hand that day, she inexplicably recalled the situation when she left Fan Fan's house on the last day that day. (See Volume 1 for the specific plot) The faint pain suddenly came out of the depths of her memory, and she trembled all over, unable to speak.
The diving bird watched her silently, and her face turned pale, as white as paper.
He looked at it and really didn't understand: this key made her like this?
He looked at the key, then at her, and was silent for a moment, then reached out again and retrieved it, put it in a drawer, and said nothing. After that, he said lightly: You go wash and go to bed early.
She felt like she didn't have much time to think about what to do, and he took her hand and ran as fast as he could, not giving her the slightest time to hesitate.
Occasionally, she would think about it after he was asleep, but thinking about it made her head start to swell.
Then I told myself again and again: Isn't this the life I want? What are you waiting for? Don't think about it! Remember! The person you want is right there for you, and you should try to cherish him and love him. Wuji, Wuji, you have to remember this!
However, there are also many times when she will happily snuggle up to the diving bird, the two are in the dark, talking at a long time, the diving bird will say some interesting things seen on the Internet, will mention some things in the unit, and once even talked about Du Ou.
Butterfly was very surprised, it turned out that he actually had such an experience when he was in the field, but the diving bird smiled and passed, and said in a shallow voice: It doesn't matter, anyway, I won't meet this person again in the future.
When he talked about Du Ou, he insinuated about the lonely lotus, and vaguely said that there was a girl who used to like him very much, and after speaking, he waited for the butterfly.
Butterfly listened quietly, and then he stopped abruptly, she still wanted to listen, preferably with something concrete. She was hanging in a breath, but he suddenly became a calm lake, without waves.
She smiled dryly and said, "People like you." Is she good-looking?
The diving bird's tone became very unpredictable and said, "Yes, it's beautiful."
Butterfly pondered in her heart: what was his intention in mentioning the ambiguous past so inexplicably? Generally, between men and women, it is too late to avoid it, and he is afraid that the other party will notice, but he is very generous.
The butterfly reluctantly said in a generous and tolerant tone: Ahem, that's not very good.
The diving bird replied in a low voice: It's good?
The butterfly laughed dryly and said, "Yes, it's good." You just stayed there in the first place.
The diving bird replied lightly: It depends on whether I like it or not.
The butterfly let out a soft "oh" and said, "Don't you like it?"
The diving bird didn't discuss the topic any further, and he suddenly moved on to a new topic, talking about children. He said, "You say, if we had a child, what would you give it to?"
The butterfly listened to the whole body as if she had been electrocuted, and after the shock, she became numb, and she really couldn't catch it.
The diving bird said quietly in the dark: Feng Yu's wife gave birth to a daughter two days ago, named Feng Yu. Everyone thinks it's a nice name, and it's easy to call. So everyone started talking about names. I also thought, if I have a child, what kind of name should I choose?
Diving birds talk about butterflies in a serious way.
After the butterfly is numb, it feels very tricky. And that's where the discussion about the kids begins? This leap is simply a thousand miles of swaying.
Butterfly reluctantly thought about it, since he asked the name, could it be that he wanted to test his level of study hours? After a little groaning, a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, and he said casually: stop kites.
The diving bird didn't seem to understand for a while, and asked: What?
Stop kites. Stop, kite. A kind of big bird, the so-called kite flies into the sky, and the fish leaps into the abyss.
The diving bird pondered silently for a moment, chuckled and said, "Well, it's pretty good."
The butterfly was very proud and added: This name can be used by both men and women. I generally hate that girls use that kind of delicate, soft name, and it's better to be neutral. I'll give you this name.
The diving bird seemed to agree with the head in the dark, and said: Makes sense.
Hearing his appreciation, the butterfly was very proud, and secretly thought about it, that is, I have a level of naming, and Fang Yunwa's name is all, cough cough, it's not just taken below, haha.
Butterfly yawned, strange, today it was actually himself who yawned first, how did he start to get sleepy when it came to children?
The diving bird touched the butterfly and said, "Are you sleepy?" If you're sleepy, go to sleep.
The butterfly is indeed sleepy, rare, it is simply rare, it will be sleepy before he sleepy, she is a little sleepy, and soon the sleep will follow, one after another, vaguely in the dream, someone kissed herself gently, very light, very distant......
It was the first time that a butterfly had been able to sleep so peacefully until the next morning.