Volume 1 Letters! Chapter 15: Intellectuals!

He walked for a long time last night, and it wasn't until he was too tired that he stopped his busy pace and began to look for a place to belong!

He didn't go back the way he came, because he couldn't remember the way he had come!

He didn't choose a convenient means of transportation either, because he didn't want to lie in the car and fall asleep!

He chose a familiar path and walked back, even though his legs had begun to disobey him!

His heart was let go, but it was precisely because the tight thread suddenly loosened that he felt extremely tired after squandering his already small energy!

He can't think of anything at the moment, he just wants to find his place and get some sleep!

Fortunately, there have been a lot of twists and turns along the way, and it doesn't seem too far to pick up the shortcuts! So, in the alternating black and white sky, he returned to his home! Then, he fell headlong on the bed, and there was no superfluous movement!

Time flies, and in the blink of an eye it's night! The hard work of many days has already melted into the bone marrow, in the bones of his body!

By the time he rubbed his eyes and barely stood up from the bed, the bones in his whole body had become extremely soft!

Coupled with his already hungry stomach, he is really in dire straits at the moment, and he feels extremely tormented! Fortunately, after years of being a detective, he has long been used to this masochistic feeling!

Knowing that some energy had to be added, he walked out of the room; I came to a roadside stall, ordered some food, and replenished the seriously missing energy!

After a while, he finally had his fill, but he didn't mean to leave! He doesn't have much to do anyway, so he might as well be idle! So, he was rarely at ease!

It's completely dark, and there are more people coming and going! When night falls, people are more inclined to relax and release, and dreaming is certainly a good choice!

He watched the pedestrians coming and going with interest with his own eyes, and suddenly felt that some thoughts that were different from his previous ones mixed into his brain!

He frowned slightly, and then a smile appeared to sweep away all the gloom!

It seems that he really wants to open it!

It seems that he is really relieved!

It seems that he can really feel the letter that the murderer will come with a normal mind!

As soon as he thought of the letter, his heart couldn't help but get excited! Looking at the increasingly noisy streets, he finally stood up and began to walk towards his detective agency!

Coming to the door, he subconsciously glanced at the mailbox, expecting to find a letter or two or something! I didn't have much hope, but unexpectedly, a letter appeared there!

Although it was only a lonely one, it was enough for him to be excited for a long time! He hurriedly took the letter and walked into the detective agency!

As soon as he entered, ready for everything, he began to open the letter, which began with the following words:

"Dear Detective Fu,

Hello!

What I'm going to tell you today is about Wang Yuanyuan! ”

Seeing such a beginning, he didn't rush to read it, but couldn't help but think of the scene when he met her parents in the process of investigating Wang Yuanyuan's case...

The one who came to report the case was Wang Yuanyuan's father, who was very good-looking, and exuded a unique atmosphere of intellectuals!

In the face of the cruel fact of his baby daughter's disappearance, although he forcibly controlled his words and deeds, some subtle changes still exposed the anxiety in his heart at the moment!

He tried to keep his tone of voice as unhurried as possible, and tried his best to recall all possible clues!

After he told Fu Sinian everything he knew, he walked out of the detective agency with great difficulty after repeated advice and please!

Soon after the secret in the secret room was discovered, the father and his wife paid another visit to Fu Sinian!

This visit made Fu Sinian feel extremely sad, and he could only sigh secretly there, "pity the hearts of parents in the world"!

The steely man, armed with knowledge, immediately became helpless when he learned that his daughter might have been killed! And his already delicate wife couldn't stand it and fainted!

On the way to say sorry, he had already picked up his wife and walked anxiously in the direction of the gate!

When he arrived at the door, he couldn't help but turn his head and admonished with a sad face: "Please be sure to bring the murderer to justice!" ”

After saying that, he walked towards the street without further delay, stopped a car, and anxiously rushed to the nearest hospital!

Relatives and friends who heard the bad news came to comfort him, and he knew that most of these people's visits were limited to formal politeness, and few of them were truly sincere!

However, he still saluted each other's greetings one by one, even though he sometimes hated such a form in his heart!

And even if he could vent all this through the pain of losing his daughter, his wife would not agree to him doing so! Her reason is simple, because that would be rude!

He knows that they are all cultural people, so all behaviors should not be too casual!

The delicate nature of his wife allows her to avoid many of the forms of the world, while he, who is strong and a man, can only face again and again forms that he does not actually like!

Originally, he could endure all this, as long as his beautiful wife and lovely baby daughter were healthy and happy, everything he did was worth it!

But the damn murderer was so heartbroken, even such a delicate Yuanyuan couldn't bear to be hurt, and his heart couldn't help but feel a strong hatred for the murderer!

It's just that he still has to stand up, but he still has to puff up his chest to face what has happened!

So, he forcibly shook off those negative emotions, armed his not strong heart with knowledge, and then accompanied his heartbroken wife while dealing with relatives and friends from all walks of life with a smile!

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Fu Sinian met with the two of them a total of three times, the first two times were the other party's initiative to find themselves, and the last time was Fu Sinian took the initiative to find them! I just can't bear it, I want to come and see the couple of them!

The third time, Fu Sinian only saw her husband and did not see her wife, because her wife was already lying on the hospital bed at that time!

When I saw them before, there was infinite sadness and a strong hatred for the murderer! And now when I think back on all this, I only have a deep sense of helplessness!

This feeling once became the main theme of his life!

For Wang Yuanyuan's question, he also has some expectations in his heart, because he is quite interested in the knowledge of the two couples!

He knows that knowledge is a double-edged sword, just like the humanity guarded by Mifeng Gomer! Jiang Haibai realized this in the process of cultivation! Because of this, we will agree with the embodiment of the evil of Mifeng Gomer's human nature!

Of course, he did not agree with such experimental methods and practices, although in many ways it seemed that this must be the way to verify the evil of human nature!

The sharpness of the hurtful side of knowledge is mainly reflected in the kind of arming and strength of intellectuals! And the sharpness of the self-hurting side of knowledge is mainly reflected in its form and routine!

Just like Wang Yuanyuan's parents, because of the intellectual breath in them, they have formed a model of dealing with people! Walking in this pattern, they will feel comfortable! But sometimes, you get tired of the negative effects of this model!

He doesn't know much about knowledge, and he wants to go deep but can't! So, at this moment, he is very much looking forward to the letter written to him by Mi Feng Gemo, and the questions about Wang Yuanyuan in the letter!

"Dear Detective Fu,

Hello!

What I'm going to tell you today is about Wang Yuanyuan!

Without further ado, let's jump right into today's topic!

Wang Yuanyuan is quite a bit of a person, coupled with the squeamishness brought from the bones, it is easy for a reckless man like Deng Fukang to fall in love, and make protective moves under the impetus of instinct!

Since she was a child, she has never encountered any major setbacks, and she has never been able to overcome the hurdles!

Her parents are educators, and they have never dared to relax in the slightest when it comes to their children's education! Coupled with this child's natural quietness, Wang Yuanyuan is one of the candidates who are loved by others almost everywhere!

In such an environment, she herself has gradually formed a sense of seeking the love of others! Whenever she encounters a problem, the first thing she thinks of is not how to solve it; It's about who you should seek the love of whoever you want, so that the problem is solved!

This consciousness of hers, I call it the consciousness of dependence! This is actually a consciousness based on human nature, but it is more obvious in her!

For this reason, I intend to discuss with you about her dependence!

Her dependence has existed since she came into this world, first on her mother's giving, then on her father's heart, and then on the care of relatives and friends; In the end, she began to not let go of even strangers who could rely on her!

Naturally, in the special atmosphere I created, her first thought was to find her dependents!

Years of dependence experience made her judge at a glance that the object of her dependence was not Deng Fukang, who was tall and tall, but Ma Tianjue, who held the control!

She did this instinctively, and took it for granted that the other party would willingly provide the dependence she wanted!

But Ma Tianjue's attention has never been on himself, and all his attention is overwhelmed by the pleasure of reasoning!

Realizing this, she began to feel anxious in her heart, she had never encountered such a situation before!

Based on instinct, she began to look for new possible dependencies, and Deng Fukang was a good candidate! Because the other party has always had a good impression of himself, which can be seen from the other party's obsessive eyes!

It was at this time that Mi Luoxue gave her such a hint and opportunity, so she would break Deng Fukang's conspiracy so coincidentally!

And when Deng Fukang died by his side in order to protect himself, an unprecedented sense of fear swept through his body; Especially when Ma Tianjue chose to believe Tao Tianyu, the uneasiness in her heart became more and more obvious!

It's just that after years of dependence, she still chose to rely on Ma Tianjue, although the dependence at that time actually didn't bring her the sense of security she wanted!

When did she really break through the realm of dependence?

It was when Fang Yue died in the fire, when Ma Tianjue went crazy, and when Ma Tianjue pretended to have an extremely guilty expression!

At that time, she knew that in such a special environment, she could no longer have the so-called external dependence! Therefore, she must choose to rely on herself!

This was something she had never thought before, but the special environment made her have to face it! And the behavior made under this thought also brought her an unprecedented pleasure!

She gradually became so captivated by this pleasure that she finally died under this pleasure!

Next, let me tell you the details of her death!

What dealt her the fatal blow was the dagger that fell to the ground!

This dagger appeared so suddenly, in such a tense environment, no one would bother to think about the origin of the dagger!

Therefore, when Mi Luoxue picked up the dagger and hurriedly stabbed Wang Yuanyuan, Tao Tianyu only felt a sense of relief, which was also mixed with the pleasure of revenge!

You can also guess that Wang Yuanyuan's death was due to Mi Luoxue's planning and Nie Yu's secret help!

At first, the two did not belong to the same front, but with the ingenuity of the two, they were able to make the plan still go smoothly! And at some point, there was an almost perfect fit!

This is what I'm going to talk about later, a Supreme Being in my philosophy!

This kind of existence, I realized through the ending of my daughter and Nie Yu!

If this existence is expressed in words, there is only one word! This word must have been swirling in your mind for a long time, so please shout it out loud!

Love!

That's right, it's love!

You and I both know that the power of love is infinite and can change anything!

It is love that changes the world, but the word love is a very empty word!

People have tried to concretize it into fatherly love, maternal love, friendship love, love between men and women, and love and love between elders and juniors!

But even if love is so concrete, it is still so vague and elusive, let alone looking for the so-called laws of love!

Some people say that love is actually very simple, no matter what type of love it is, it is just a word, a man-made word; Moreover, what is concrete or not, you just have to feel it!

And what I want to say is that I am feeling, but many things in real life cover up the original brilliance of love, making many people unable to understand the true nature of love, making the explosion of the power of love seem so powerless and fragile!

That's what I understand and confuse about love, and that's why I make it the core of my protection!

In the end, why should I sacrifice myself to fulfill them?

It shouldn't be influenced and influenced by emotions such as family affection and master-apprentice affection, right?

So, what made me do such a puzzling act? At this moment, you already have the answer!

All of this I do is still for my protection, and they are all just pawns for me to protect it!

And from the fact that I left them at the end, I can see how important they are! Without them, my guardianship would not have been possible!

All the previous processes are just a foreshadowing of the final scene!

Without everything in front of us, the concept of guardianship will not come out, the consciousness of guardianship will not be formed, the concept of guardianship will not be strengthened, and the belief of guardianship will not change! More importantly, the core of protection will not be reflected!

Only my sacrifice and their safety can achieve that true protection!

The moment I got up with the blood on my chest, I was extremely excited, extremely excited, because I... I've finally achieved my own protection!

At that moment, I couldn't help but leave tears of joy after not shedding tears for a long time!

After talking about Wang Yuanyuan, I also complained and threw my hole cards in advance!

I really don't know how you feel about those hole cards thrown in advance, and I really don't know what you think about seeing too much of the world in the ocean of love!

You've been talking to me for a long, long time, and you must have reached a certain level of understanding of me and my guardians! Well, you should be able to understand the meaning of my hole cards!

That's right, I couldn't help but throw my hole cards in advance, and I was acting a little gaffe! But as long as you can feel it, I've done it!

This letter is mainly about Wang Yuanyuan's dependence, when, for the knowledge revealed by Wang Yuanyuan's parents, I don't think I need to introduce more, right?

Because your direct contact with them is far better than my indirect story! So next, I will only talk about Wang Yuanyuan's dependence!

Man is really a very strange animal, just because it can think, it has thinking, so it has become a contradiction, it has become a carrier of desire!

As a carrier of desire, there are actually a lot of problems in people!

Because of the understanding of the role of circulation, there is a distinction between male and female!

Because there is a distinction between men and women, there is the principle of "the same sex attracts and the opposite sex repels each other"!

I call it the principle of complementarity, and it's about the character part of human nature! So, to be specific, it should be the principle of complementary personalities!

But the principle of complementarity is not only complementarity of personalities, there is another complementarity, which I call the principle of dependent complementarity!

Due to the natural selfishness of human beings, people are accustomed to the direction of inertia when thinking about problems!

So, what comes to mind at the beginning is not selfish diligent thinking, but selfish lazy thinking! Thus, the consciousness of dependence on others is formed!

As the selfish consciousness progresses, the consciousness of dependence on others will also change, and the direction of dependence on oneself will also change! After the change, the sense of dependence becomes stronger!

But it is also easy to create another problem, that is, the increase in self-centered desire for performance, which in turn leads to a sense of competition!

In fact, in the final analysis, the sense of competition exists in order to better consolidate the position of selfish consciousness! Like Wang Yuanyuan's abnormal performance before her death, it is such a situation!

That's the end of today's conversation, saying a lot of things that should be said and some things that shouldn't be said!

Probably because I was lonely, that's why I did such an irrational thing under the control of emotions!

Loneliness is an emotion, not good or bad! But I'm gradually discovering that it's becoming more and more of an emotional representation of my heart! Does it have something to do with my loneliness? Or is it just a side effect of my guardianship?

Don't think about it so much, leave some time for you to think! We'll see you again soon, so look forward to seeing you again! Goodbye, my friend! ”

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After reading the letter, his doubts were not necessarily released!

He couldn't understand why the other party didn't talk about the problem of knowledge! Of course, this reason has been given by the other party, and it makes a lot of sense!

Therefore, if you blindly rely on others to live, your own thinking will become dull and lazy!

He doesn't want to be a lazy thinker, because the activity of his mind has always been a tool for him to prove that he is alive!

Suddenly a little thirsty, he made a cup of coffee, used to no milk and no sugar! He took a leisurely sip, and suddenly he couldn't help but spit it out!

"It's bitter!" He couldn't help frowning!

The tongue had already fled the bitter coffee in the cup as if in protest, making him want to drink it but he didn't dare to drink it! After struggling for a long time, he finally decided to go out and buy some rock candy and come back!

He began to get up, and then carefully put away the letter he had received today before leaving! ……