Volume 1 Letters! Chapter 14: Fang Yue!

Like Bai Fangli's letter, this letter was sent directly to him; Only this time, the other party changed the way the letter arrived, and no longer sent it in the form of an express mail, but directly in the form of a letter!

The letter had the address on the cover, but he wouldn't bother with it! Of course, there is still a necessary investigation, this is only a matter of procedure, just a means to make one's heart at peace, so as not to regret it because of the slightest omission!

After he arranged the investigation, he began to sit on the hard chair and began another conversation between the murderer and him!

It's hard to tell what he felt when he opened the letter, but there must have been an element of excitement in it!

With some mixed emotions, he began a wordless conversation between him and the murderer!

"Dear Detective Fu,

Hello!

We meet again, I don't know if you have any emotions in anticipation of the content of this letter, if so, then I will feel extremely honored!

I can't change my name for you, even though I know it's just a heavy shackle to you, and you don't know how much you want to take it off!

But you know you can't do it yourself! The reason is simple, because we all have to live in the eyes of others!

Just like in people's hearts now, you are still the famous private detective - Fu Sinian, and I am still the murderer in black who is vicious and vicious!

But who would have thought that it was we who knew each other best?

So, we don't have to care what others think!

So we don't have to care if we get rid of the names that are put on us, do we?

Those so-called hermits, the so-called indifferent fame and fortune, one by one through the way of seclusion to achieve their own good name! This is not a real letting go, but just a clever pick-up!

That's what I'm doing now, to make a name for myself by disappearing, even if it's not a good name!

Today's letter is to discuss with you the other victims in the future!

The one I want to discuss today is the girl who died after Deng Fukang, her name is ...... Fang Yue!

She is a very ordinary girl, and she can't find a trace of sparkle in her body! It's just that she doesn't realize that her ordinariness actually makes her special!

She just feels inferior because of this, and she can't always hold her head up when dealing with others! In this way, a vicious circle was formed, deepening the special aura of such an ordinary body in her!

I discovered this trait of hers, and she became one of my dozen targets!

She was neither smart nor beautiful since she was a child, and in the eyes of her peers, she couldn't attract attention!

When others are praised and praised by others like the prince and princess, she can only hide in the corner silently by herself, secretly melancholy!

She doesn't have a prominent family background, her parents are just two very ordinary people!

All they want to do every day is to do the job at hand, support their family, and send their daughter to college!

Now that Fang Yue has been admitted to the university as they wished, their only wish has come to the ground! As for the future life, they don't plan to take care of it, and they can't manage it!

After four years of college, they will discuss with a fellow villager in their hometown, and then marry their daughter!

Originally, their own family was a family of duty, so they also hoped that their daughter could marry a family of duty, and then live an ordinary life! That's their greatest wish!

Let's talk about Fang Yue's scene in college, although Fang Yue is not smart, she is willing to work hard, so although she can't be outstanding, she has a share in the scholarship every year! In addition, it is easy to find a part-time job in college, so she has no difficulty in life!

And what she thinks about all the time is how to make herself able to attract the attention of others and become an extraordinary person! It's just that the ordinariness of the years has made her seriously lack confidence in herself!

Whenever there is such an opportunity to perform, she will be afraid and twist, and as a result, she will let go of the opportunity to perform several times!

There were a few times when she finally mustered up the courage to behave, but she was stage frightened halfway through, and she became a laughing stock in the eyes of others! After such a few failures, if she wants to regain her confidence, she has to rely on strong external forces! It would have been impossible to do it on her own!

So, in the secret room, I arranged a role like Xu Liang for her! Xu Liang's task is very simple, just talk to her a few times, give her a few encouragements, and then die after completing her revenge!

He did his job brilliantly, and he left the world he had no nostalgia for with satisfaction! But what he left for Fang Yue was more than a few words of dialogue and a few words of encouragement!

What he gave her was the confidence and affirmation revealed in the language! These are what she has always lacked, and what she has always wanted!

She thought that this was the end of her life, and she was destined to be ordinary for the rest of her life! Unexpectedly, I, the murderer, gave her a chance, so that her ordinary life would no longer be ordinary!

I changed the living environment she was familiar with, and it was easy for her to change her self-confidence in such a strange and dangerous environment!

Therefore, I am not worried that she will not be able to raise her self-confidence with such a low level of self-confidence! Of course, in order to make sure that my plan was foolproof, I deliberately assigned Xu Liang those tasks that seemed inconsequential to him!

When Fang Yue first appeared, even her voice seemed so unconfident! If Xu Liang hadn't given her an encouraging response in her mosquito-like opinion, I'm afraid no one would have paid attention to her!

Therefore, such a simple response actually played a key role in opening the door to self-confidence for Fang Yue! From that moment on, something else existed in her consciousness!

These things have never been seen before! These things are some feelings, some feelings similar to joy!

With this feeling, she started her journey with Xu Liang to find food! And the joy of finding the food instantly overshadowed all her other emotions, and she became extremely happy!

The seeds of self-confidence also began to take root in her heart! However, there is a big problem with her self-confidence, that is, it comes from Xu Liang!

As long as this person exists in such a special environment, she can't really be confident! So, I arranged Xu Liang's death!

On the one hand, it is to create a more tense atmosphere, and on the other hand, it is to give her a chance to really feel confident!

She really didn't disappoint me, and in the increasingly severe situation, she finally mustered up the courage and began to express her opinions loudly, even Ma Tianjue, who was in control, was not afraid!

I can imagine the apprehension in her heart when she spoke loudly at first, but when she saw the casualness in Ma Tianjue's eyes being replaced by attention, her confidence came up with a bang, and she couldn't go down again!

She relied on this confidence to the end, and she finally became the focus of everyone's eyes! It's just that her self-confidence is actually not strong and hard, of course, if nothing happens, she can be truly confident from now on, and she can be redeemed because of it!

But accidents will always happen, and the accidents she least wants to face, she will face sooner or later! That's why I put that accident in front of my daughter's hand in front of her! And she really can't accept it!

That was the only thing she could rely on now, and she couldn't tolerate others trampling on her source of self-confidence, especially when her self-confidence rose!

Seeing Ma Tianjue trampling on those hard-won grains, her anger couldn't be controlled! That's why she will push the other party desperately!

And when she saw the whole pile of grain being burned by the fire, the edifice of self-confidence in her heart collapsed in an instant!

She couldn't stand it anymore, she was crazy, she was desperate, she was buried in the flames, and with the source of her self-confidence, she was reduced to ashes!

She died, and with her self-confidence was gone! But her death brought me one, a realization of self-confidence!

It is this realization that has lit up a point in my guardianship concept and made my guardianship concept more solid!

Self-confidence is never innate, and of course there are some genetic factors! But the acquired environmental impact is the most critical to the formation of self-confidence!

There are many examples of this, a person is often very confident when he is young, but a small thing when he grows up can change his self-confidence!

Over time, people will become unconfident and inferior! Of course, there are also examples of people who were not confident when they were young, but became confident when they grew up!

What I want to explain here is that among the many factors that affect the formation and transformation of self-confidence, the external environment is the main factor!

Therefore, the edifice of man's self-confidence can easily collapse, because it relies on unreliable external things! Therefore, when experts treat patients who lack self-confidence, they often use internal suggestion, that is, let the patient generate a self-confident consciousness in the subconscious!

In this way, it can lay a good foundation for one's self-confidence!

Over time, as long as the person's external environment is well controlled and those situations that hit the source of the person's self-confidence are avoided, then the person's self-confidence will take root from the inside out!

In a situation like Fang Yue, it is a situation where the source of self-confidence is hit or even destroyed, so it's no wonder that her self-confidence edifice doesn't collapse!

You also saw how desperate and crazy she was in the end! This is the inevitable result of a person's momentary loss of self-confidence!

That's all I want to say about Fang Yue's self-confidence! The main purpose of writing this letter today is to discuss this issue with you, and I really look forward to talking to you again! Goodbye, my listener, my adversary, my... Friend!

Friend?

As soon as Fu Sinian heard the other party say this word, he felt very uncomfortable in his heart!

He has never forgotten his identity as a detective, and has always adhered to the obligations and responsibilities that he should fulfill as a detective!

But the crux of the matter now is that no matter what means are used, no matter what efforts are made, he will not be able to touch the shadow of the other party at all, and he can only rely on the mercy of the other party's seemingly friendly behavior to survive!

Putting down the letter in his hand, Fu Sinian's heart was very irritable, thinking that he had been able to face all this! But the more he talked to the murderer, the more he couldn't calm down!

On the one hand, he doesn't want to be assimilated by the other party's thoughts, and on the other hand, he finds all kinds of excuses to feel the so-called impact of the other party's thoughts on himself!

Recently, he has found that this kind of impact is getting weaker and weaker, and that kind of struggle is getting weaker and weaker! What kind of sign is this?

This is clearly a sign that he is about to be gradually assimilated by that guy's thoughts!

He doesn't want this, and he can't do this!

There was already a human orator who had been assimilated by that guy's thoughts, and all that affected him was a letter! Now that I have felt so many letters, I should have produced a certain amount of antibodies! But in fact, I seem to be getting deeper and deeper!

He couldn't calm down, and after a long sigh, he carefully put away the letter and put it together with the previous letters! The action is light and has a pampering flavor! It's been a long time since he's been out and about, and he's going to go for a walk tonight!

Walking down the street where there were not many people, his pace of progress suddenly slowed down!

I can't remember how long it had been since he had been walking around the outdoors like this, as if there had been fewer moments like this since he decided to become a detective!

His daily life revolves around reasoning, and he repeatedly hones his thinking and logic, looking for a masochistic pleasure from it!

To be honest, he wanted to be a detective at the beginning, but he simply liked the unprecedented excitement brought to him by reasoning, and he wanted to make himself out of the limelight through reasoning, rather than for what to do justice!

Before that case, he had never considered what it really meant to be a detective! It was because of that case, because of his repeated setbacks in the process of investigation, because he could not experience the pleasure brought to him by reasoning, but was tortured by reasoning to death, and almost collapsed!

In fact, he had already collapsed, if it weren't for Jiang Haibai's sudden visit, he would definitely have been sobered up by Mi Feng Gomer's serial case!

It's hard to imagine what kind of path he would take in the future! Probably like a ghost, just floating around, I can't find a place for my soul to stay!

The wind was not strong tonight, but it felt cool on people's faces, which made his originally heavy brain a lot easier!

Looking up at the scattered starry sky, he suddenly laughed, as if something he had been unable to figure out had finally figured out!

His eyes retracted from the starry sky, and he couldn't help but fall on the dark street, looking at the few people walking around leisurely, he actually felt a trace of comfort in his heart!

His feet moved again, and he walked in the direction that made his heart feel good! Tonight, he's going to take a good walk and take a break! Because he's looking forward to it too, and he's looking forward to the next conversation with Mifeng Gomer! ……