Volume 1 Letters! Chapter 5 Choice!

There are four slightly hasty red eye-catching words written on the cover of the file: "Top Secret, Unsolved Case", remembering the scene when I wrote the words "Top Secret, Unsolved Case" on the cover of the archive after reading the dozen or so letters, I couldn't help but feel a trace of bitterness in my heart!

The sky outside was still overcast, as if it never wanted to be clear; His eyes were always fixed on those four red eye-catching words, as if he could never get rid of the magic encirclement they revealed! Then those eyes began to drift, began to wander, and began to move into an inexplicable distance, but he himself could not distinguish between east and west, north and south. He only remembered that the memories were painful to him, turning into sharp arrows and piercing his fragile heart. The whole person seemed to have lost his soul, staring at the void in a daze, motionless.

Time passed little by little, and he always maintained the posture of lying limply on the back chair; Then suddenly, his body shook violently, and then there was a rough panting sound from his mouth and nose.

"Drink!" A turbid breath wafted out of his mouth, stenching in the dim atmosphere.

He began to slowly stand up, leaving everything in his file bag and slowly walking to the window, his body already showing an old posture, even though he was only in his forties!

The sky was still overcast, and the world that was supposed to be day was as dark as night; Looking out the window at the pedestrians running back and forth, he knew it was raining!

The rain is getting heavier, and you can feel it clearly from the window!

Pedestrians ran for their lives, and some of them couldn't help but hide in the corners of their houses to take shelter from the rain, their eyebrows furrowed, and their mouths kept complaining: "What the hell weather! ”

But they didn't realize that in this heavy rain, there was a special pedestrian who was suffering from such a ghost weather!

"How can they have such a consciousness, they don't realize it at all, human nature is inherently selfish, isn't it?" He couldn't help but think like this, and then asked self-deprecatingly!

Then, his brow furrowed, and he sensed a strange intention. He wondered how he could have such negative thoughts, since when did he see no hope in the world. Although he is not a victim or a family member of the victim, the impact of this serial murder on him is quite profound.

The pain is self-evident again, and I can't bear this torment. His brain also became heavy, and he shook it a few times before he could barely make it easier. Looking at the letters in front of him, he had to make that difficult choice, should he read or not? In reality, however, he simply does not have the right not to look. Pulled by a powerful force, he had to read it, even if every letter brought him a piercing pain.

Suddenly there was a muffled thunder outside, and it seemed as if a heavy rain was about to pour down; He hid indoors, lifted the corner of the closed curtain, and saw a terrible lightning flash in the sky, revealing a hideous face, tearing the sky, like a naughty child, trying over and over again what seemed to it to be fun and interesting. The murderer is like such a terrible lightning bolt, tearing his heart through and over again!

Seeing that the sky was forcibly torn apart little by little, Fu Sinian's eyes also returned to the table under the mischievous flickering of lightning, and sighed heavily:

"Hey, it looks like we can't run away anymore!"

There are a total of twelve letters, except for the private letter written by Ma E, the rest are written by murderers! Four of them were sent directly to him, while the rest were sent to a representative family member of the fifteen victims!

The content of the letter is an unacceptable existence for the families of every victim! Therefore, they delivered these letters into his hands in different forms and gestures, and in this way they chose to escape the unacceptable truth; After a moment of inner peace, they live selfishly in a disguise they don't realize!

Although the letter was very thin, it was very heavy in the hands of Fu Sinian; The weight weighed on his heart, and he couldn't breathe for a long time, just like this dreary damn weather!

Still, he couldn't turn down the invitation to write these letters! This is his helplessness, and it is also the helplessness of being a detective!

So, in the dark atmosphere, under the dilemma of the power outage caused by heavy rain and thunder and lightning, he began to light the candlelight for a short time, and read the contents of the letter, and his mood did not seem to be much warmer because of the warm candlelight!

The letter was already in hand, and the two mournful bodies finally came into contact face to face! However, from the sad letter, Fu Sinian, who was even more sad, could not experience full of sadness, but sadness with sadness, and sadness with a unique sense of helplessness! Before reading this first letter, he couldn't help but think of the day Jiang Haibai came to him......

At that time, the sky was very blue, but it felt extremely dull! Ever since he came out of the secret room, he had been in a depressed and irritable mood!

The days passed, and he lived all day long in a restless mood!

Although he will be unwilling to study the serial disappearance case of Mifeng Gomer from time to time, it is obvious from his external behavior and external expression that his life has lost its direction and has no purpose!

Coming up with the results of such a secret room investigation made him very shocked, and at the same time, he felt a lot! And from his next performance, it can be seen that the blow is obviously deeper than the feeling on him!

He revisited the magic revealed in that conclusion over and over again, and willingly fell into the mental hell it weaved!

He didn't want to pull it out, he would rather live like this! If Jiang Haibai hadn't come to visit his detective agency at that time, he would have gone crazy a long time ago!

On the day Jiang Haibai went to see him, he couldn't see any human appearance anymore!

His eyes were so sleepy, his appearance was so poor; Even the limbs that should be firm will inadvertently appear to have continuous small tremors!

When has Jiang Haibai seen each other like this!

Jiang Haibai couldn't help but sigh, as a human nature orator, he knew very well how that case would have a profound impact on the heart of the great detective in front of him! And myself, why not?

thought that everything had been looked down upon, but when it came to the end, he couldn't get rid of the suffering brought to him by the nature of human nature!

He has studied a lot of human nature, and has formed a fixed mode of thinking! However, that case caused his fixed pattern to begin to be turbulent and less solid!

During the investigation of the case, when he looked at the eyes of the demon who had captured him, he had the illusion that his soul had been touched in the depths of his heart!

That feeling made him feel extremely panicked, and it was also the first time that the edifice in his heart was shattered, and although he tried to rebuild it afterwards, it was obvious that the broken mirror could not be reunited, and it was impossible for him to succeed!

He didn't want to accept the advice revealed in Mifeng Gomer's protection, but not long ago, the arrival of a letter made him completely shake his inner insistence, and he reluctantly chose to give up and... Accept!

He's here today for that letter!

Seeing Fu Sinian's performance like this, he sighed helplessly, then shook his head, looked at each other with a pair of powerless old eyes that had gone through vicissitudes of life, and said earnestly:

"The eye of man is the mind of man, and your mind is chaotic, but his mind is ethereal and detached! He is not a demon or a god, but a man in a higher sense! ”

After saying these words, he put the letter in his hand in front of Fu Sinian, who was touched, and slowly turned around, and left here step by step with staggering steps! Next, he's going to do something that will never change!

This is what the higher sense of the word has given him, and it is what his mind has been avoiding and ignoring!

Fu Sinian's eyes fell on the letter, driven by curiosity, he got up and picked it up and began to read it, and was immediately strongly attracted by the contents!

This was the scene when he first saw this letter, and it took him a long time to digest the contents of the letter, and finally a glimmer of light appeared in those chaotic eyes!

At that time, his mind was still quite clear; Therefore, the eyes that left the letter began to make a gesture of recollection!

He remembered the profound words that Jiang Haibai said when he was leaving, looked up at the closed door, and lowered his head impatiently for a long time! At this moment, he no longer knows how to express his inner feelings!

"Jiang Haibai must have some understanding, otherwise he wouldn't be able to say those profound words, and he would never have been able to rescue me from the sea of suffering!" Thinking like this, he couldn't help but imagine the scene when Jiang Haibai received this letter! But what is the real situation? He may never know!

This is the secret, it is the existence of Jiang Haibai!

Of course, he could inquire and understand the details of that day, so that he could understand the whole thing clearly with his reasoning brain! However, the feelings that appeared in the other party's heart at that time were something he could not know anyway, although their original friendship was not shallow!

It's hard to really understand a person, and you may not be able to do it yourself! Therefore, self-knowledge is clear, and sentient beings who need Buddha's purdue are confused! The so-called rare confusion is actually a!

He returned to reality from his memory, the letter was already tightly held in his hand, and his eyes finally settled down, and he began to feel the message that it had felt countless times!

It knows it can't dig up the superfluous, but it still does! This has a lot to do with the stubbornness and confusion of its owner!