When he woke up, the clock had turned to eight o'clock! I got up in a hurry and washed up at the fastest speed and the most steady pace! After about half an hour, he got dressed and stood in front of the mirror with a smile on his face!

The clothes he wears are not fashionable, but look a little quaint, but a bit of a match with him, he doesn't like complexity, he likes simplicity! However, he seems so simple on the surface, but in fact it is not simple at all!

Not only because he has an amiable appearance, not only because of his steady demeanor, but more importantly, he has a clever tongue and a wise mind! Because of this, he was dubbed "Speaker of Human Nature" by the public! And he himself is happy to do so!

He has been studying language and human nature for decades, and he has mastered the art of oratory! And for human nature, he also thinks he has a good grasp of it!

In each of his speeches, he was able to wrap the hearts of his listeners with his expressive language, and poured the idea of humanity into the hearts of the listeners!

Every one of his speeches is full of passion, full of infinite hope for life, and the strong positive energy revealed between the lines made him quickly popular, and with the momentum of a prairie fire, it instantly spread all over the country!

When he first debuted, he was considered a genius by the public, and he was still young at that time, so it was inevitable that he would do something excessive when he was high-spirited! And to everyone's surprise, in his peak year, he chose to retire!

A year later, he was released, and since then he has been presented to the public not only as a genius, but also as a true master!

His calmness, calmness, wisdom, and calmness all have the qualifications to make the public bow and worship! It was at that time that he chose the profession of teaching, with the aim of preaching, teaching, and dispelling doubts!

Because of his strong strength, he was immediately hired as a professor by a famous university in the city with a high salary, and his life became dull! In the years that followed, he began to marry and have children, and lived a fairy-like life!

He thought that he would only have one retirement and further study in his life, and that there would never be a similar situation again! But no one thought that disaster would befall his son! And because of this, he made the decision to retire and study for the second time!

Jiang Yiyan, like his father, has a talent for oratory, and is also a young man, outstanding among his peers; And Jiang Haibai himself is also proud of his son!

But I don't know when the child began to become less talkative! It should have been a polite greeting necessary in life, but he was so impatient, and sometimes even deliberately chose to escape!

Jiang Haibai began to understand his son, and he tried to understand, but he always felt that there was a gap between the two! This estrangement seems to be natural, stemming from the blood relationship between the two, and it is also greatly related to the similarity between the two!

After a few attempts, with his son's coping attitude and evasive attitude, he chose to give up, but the reason was: "Maybe I should let him solve this problem himself!" ”

He boiled it all down to the sorrow of youth, which is the necessary suffering that youth brings to a person! Others may be able to guide him, but in the end, he still needs to rely on himself to make a breakthrough!

Thinking about it like this, he chose to let it go with peace of mind! But he does not admit that this is his own irresponsible approach, in his own words, he is selectively laissez-faire, not to ignore, but to mobilize his son's subjective initiative on the basis of better care, this is called grasping the degree of education!

Yes, everything is harmonious! However, everything in the world is in the dynamic equilibrium of degrees all the time, how can it be so easy to grasp this degree and control the balance?

Despite his self-confidence, judging by the facts in front of him, he did not succeed! He failed, and his self-confidence was diminished because of it!

He walked all the way to school, thinking about the bits and pieces he had with his son along the way! Feeling the emptiness beside me, a trace of loneliness and sadness can't help but come to my heart!

His old eyes couldn't help but moisten, and if that look of wanting to cry without tears was seen, he would definitely be deeply moved! He picked up the grief of losing his son and walked to the school building!

Originally, because of his son's accident, the school allowed him to repair for a while! But he himself knows very well his state at this moment, he can't rest, let alone stop!

Because of the pain of losing his son and the impact of that case, he will take advantage of the situation when he is unprepared and instantly break his heart! So, he chose the way of the god Sisyphus, to enrich himself with constant busyness in order to escape what he was supposed to endure!

He thought that would be the case, even though he knew he was doing something extremely stupid! But a kind of shackles of being born as a human being forcibly pressed on his body, and he couldn't break free and couldn't bear it!

He disguised his appearance, controlled his heart, and walked into the classroom with his usual steady posture! He ignored the natural expressions of his classmates, and continued his previous work with a no-nonsense attitude!

Because his language has a strong wrapping power and appeal, after a few classes, the students have returned to a normal state! After all, those things were not directly related to them in the first place!

They are no different from the spectators in front of the big screen, they are all unrelated people; Therefore, no matter how sympathetic they are, it is impossible to fully understand Jiang Haibai's disguise and evasion at this moment!

In addition to feeling a burst of loneliness, he also felt infinite sadness! This kind of complex emotions will always come out to harass his already not very calm heart in between work!

Time flies, and the class is out before he even knows it! He was still unfinished, and he felt the urge to keep talking!

But looking at the audience who couldn't wait to pack their things, he knew that this wish was impossible to come true! So, looking for an opportune moment, he announced the end of class!

As soon as he heard the order to end class, the students began to feel casual, and the atmosphere instantly became lively, even more lively than when he proposed a discussion in class! That's because there is an indisputable fact that no matter how the teacher creates, the atmosphere at the end of the class is always much more relaxed than the atmosphere at the end of the class!

He started to pack his things, because he didn't have classes next, so he had to choose another way to be busy, which is why he started reading a lot every day after that case! Nominally to increase knowledge, in reality it's just for the unwillingness to face!

He walked on the way home, maintaining his usual steadiness and calmness, because time passed very slowly, so those things that he didn't want to face would always appear in his mind as thoughts! He has no way to erase it, so he can only choose to transfer!

But this method is not clever, so every time he comes home, he is extremely irritable and restless! Only through the prolonged effect of books can his suffering be relieved!

Today, too, in the uninhabited corridor, he has long since stripped off his exterior decoration and hurried towards the door of his home!

When he finally reached the door, he took out the key that he had put in his pocket with a trembling hand, and put it into the hole with the smell of sweat; He heard a click, the door opened, and his heart slowly settled down as if he had found a place to belong!

He wanted to rush in, but he was caught by a letter in the mailbox at the door! He hesitated for a long time, but finally took the letter in his hand and walked into the house!

He didn't know who sent it to him, and he didn't realize the significance it was about to have for him! He just found such a thing to do when he was bored and had nowhere to go! After all, he was meant to do some reading, too!

He began to sit down on the soft couch, made himself a cup of tea, and began to unpack the letter under a leisurely disguise; After just one glance, all his disguises suddenly fell apart! Because at the beginning of the letter, it is written:

"Dear Mr. Jiang Haibai,

Hello!

I am the indirect murderer of your son, my name is Mifeng Gomer! ”

His truth was exposed in broad daylight, and he never thought that he would be able to escape the package of words after dealing with language all his life!

Driven by instinct and wrapped in a sense of helplessness, he chose to face it for the first time, and a pair of eyes began to browse the contents of the letter hungrily, showing expressions of contemplation and shock from time to time!

"Dear Mr. Jiang Haibai,

Hello!

I am the indirect murderer of your son, my name is Mifeng Gomer!

I'm sure you've found that secret room, right? Then you must have discovered the cruel truth of your son's death! Known as a 'human nature speaker', I don't know what kind of extraordinary thoughts you have about this incident that you have personally experienced.

Remember the first informal meeting between the two of us across the camera? I wonder what kind of opinion you will have about my eyes?

I've listened to your speech, and it's very good, and you do understand human nature to a certain extent! We are both human beings, but the difference is that you are a veritable master, and I am nothing more than a criminal in the eyes of the public!

You praise the beauty of human nature, and that is because you have not had the unforgettable experience of being tormented by the evil of human nature! You haven't been, but I have, so the effects of human evil that you don't feel can be experienced by me!

Now the problem is clear, I did an experiment with the fifteen teenagers, plus my apprentices, and my daughter, who are related to me by blood, these unintelligent and simple college students! I am very satisfied with the results of the experiment because it just validates my theory!

I don't know how you, as a family member of the victim, will feel about this incident! But in any case, since you are now looking at this letter that I have written to you, first of all, you must have become interested in the contents of this letter; In other words, you're driven by curiosity to do what you're currently doing!

Am I right? Then you should know exactly what a sharp double-edged sword curiosity is, and how difficult it is to grasp! And you make your own choice with the typical selfish skill of laziness!

There is nothing inherently wrong with you choosing to believe in the good; But at the same time, you choose to ignore the ugly, and that's a big mistake! On this point, through the case I committed, you should have a deeper understanding of it now, right?

Don't think that my purpose in writing this letter today is just to show off to you! Of course, this is one of the purposes of my letter, and I do not deny it!

But the main purpose is to make you clearly and truly aware of the importance and great harm of the ugliness that you have ignored!

That is, to realize that the choices you have been making all along are actually imperfect! Your theory is actually flawed, and mine is perfect!

You might think that I'm just a murderer, and no amount of justification can change this ironclad fact!

Yes, although I didn't do it myself, I was indirectly responsible for all the deaths!

Therefore, I have said all this not to justify my actions, nor to shed the shackles of murderers and criminals in today's society! I'm just here to illustrate my theory to you, that's all!

I'm so lonely, how many people would do something like me? Don't they know about the dangers of the evil of human nature, the so-called masters? Don't they understand?

They understand, they know, but they all subconsciously make the same choice as you, because they know very well that the evil side of human nature can never be experimented with by the ignorant masses in society! So, no one wants to be this wicked person!

And I, who committed that case, became such a wicked person, and after being deeply harmed by the evil of human nature, I willingly became this wicked person!

The world may still not be able to accept and understand such thoughts and concepts, and I do not think that I can change the minds of all mankind! What I want to change is only people like you who can and have the potential to be changed by me!

Maybe seeing this, your heart will be touched a little! So good, that's enough! And I will not be verbose, for I know very well that any more will be empty and futile!

So, next, I'm going to show you something special! And the presentation of this thing will be the most powerful weapon for you to change!

Of course, you still have the initiative in your thoughts; But sometimes some original things will involuntarily push you to deviate in the direction you are inclined to, and you can't be stubborn!

Well, let's take a look at the special gift I present to you!

It was a confession written by your son!

As for the authenticity of this gift, you must know very well as his father, right?

……

'I slept again today, didn't I?' When you wake up, you must be very sleepy and ugly, right? The most important thing should be my mouth, the mouth wrapped like a spring, it is slightly cracked, and it has long lost its proper moisture!

Before I know it, I have grown up, and I have gone through more than 20 years of life under the eyes and words of others!

In these twenty years or so, I have gained and lost; I have dreamed and disappointed; I've cried and laughed, I've slept and I've woken up!

It all went by so fast that I didn't even feel it! All this passed too slowly, so slow that my whole body was enduring boundless suffering!

I couldn't survive the ravages of time, so I learned to escape, and my dependence on dreams is a manifestation of how I learned to escape!

I don't know when I started to like to be in public, and I was no longer used to talking about the necessary greetings in daily life!

Dad said this is the beauty of language, it can adjust the distance between people! But how do I feel more and more that language is no longer so beautiful?

How can the inner beauty of the language vaguely reveal the ugliness? What the hell are those ugly things? I don't know, I'm also confused!

I've been walking on the road of confusion for a while, this time is neither long nor short, but it is enough to change my whole being!

I started to become less talkative, less sun-loving and always in the dark! Therefore, since I discovered the little classroom in the school, I have never been able to live without it, and it seems that it has become my soul's home!

The outside world is colorful, yes, but it's so noisy that I can't even find myself! I want to stop this only knowing how to keep moving forward, and find myself well! But when I started doing it, I realized how tiring it was!

I sometimes even feel that I am the biggest fool in the world, doing the most thankless thing in the world! Moreover, this displeasure is not only for others, but also for myself!

In the process of trying to find myself, I gradually became lazy, and every day as long as I had free time, I would always sleep in the middle of what I had to do, and I would definitely come to sleep in that small classroom! It's really much quieter than outside!

People come and go every time, and most of the people who can sit down are here to sleep like me!

Do you think I've had company ever since? In fact, what I felt was not the steadfastness of companionship, but the loneliness of being even more lonely!

At that time, I instinctively chose to try harder towards the dream, even though I knew it was just a dream!

It is said that people's dreams can reflect reality, so what kind of reality will be reflected in my dreams?

Yes, I once dreamed of giving a speech, I also dreamed of confronting my father with human nature, and I even dreamed of confronting the whole world! So, what realities do these dreams reflect in me? I really don't understand, and I really don't understand!

I'm in my third year of college this year, and it won't be long before I will be in contact with society! What a horrible and cruel reality it would be for me!

But I know, there's nothing I can do!

So, under the effect of unwillingness in my heart, I chose to confide; It's not confiding in someone, it's not confiding in a certain group, it's just confiding in pieces of paper that don't understand human nature and don't know what to say!

I wrote down all my thoughts in order to leave something truly my own before I was about to be assimilated into this society!

I remember it was a sunny morning more than twenty years ago, and it was a wonderful day, and I was born into this world on that day!

When I could express my thoughts, I knew I came into this world crying! But what I have never understood is, why did I come into this world crying? I don't understand why my relatives laugh so happily when I cry?

I knew they were welcoming a new life, but they didn't seem to realize that this new life was born and came into the world crying, as if the baby's cry had become everyone's laughing stock! What a sad phenomenon!

I know that my thoughts are very negative, and if my father was here, he would have stared at me with very serious eyes and started reasoning with me!

I understand all of his truths, and science itself has given the answer from the physiological level that new life comes to this world crying! But I still can't let go! I didn't think about it that way before, but now that I'm grown up and still growing, that's what I thought!

I came to this world and began to grow up healthy and happy under the double wrapping of other people's eyes and words!

My dad is a well-known human nature speaker, and I grew up under my dad's influence and enjoyed it! Because every time I come into contact with these things, I feel happy!

These pleasures seem to come from oneself, but in fact they come from others, from all the feelings that others give them!

These feelings are wonderful, but who would realize the enormous deception that lurks behind them?

Dad said that people are group animals, so feelings must come from others! But it is this inevitability that makes me feel very distressed and confused!

I didn't know where to go, especially when I found out that the source of my wonderful feelings was so ugly!

Dad always admired the beauty of human nature, but why did I see most of the ugliness of human nature?

Dad always praises the good language, but how do I feel that most of the bad language is? It is bad in all its realities, in its deception, in the evil of human nature that comes out of it!

Today my emotions are a little out of control, but by the time I write this, I have been properly released! That's enough, and I'm grown up, and I'm still growing up and living with difficulty and pain......

His confusion comes from the idea of a speech about human nature that you instilled in him from an early age! He grew up wrapped in humanity, and what you have always shown him is always the beautiful side of humanity and the beautiful side of language! But what he himself experienced was that there was more evil than good, and ugliness more than beauty!

……

Your son's confession and my assessment of your son's intellectual predicament are presented to you, and my letter is nearing its end!

I don't dare to ask for too much, but I just hope that this letter will touch you to a certain extent! What I desire is that this touch energy is externalized into your actions as you gradually digest them; Not to affirm my crimes, but to defend the true guardian of humanity!

Thank you for listening, Mr. Jiang Haibai, a human nature speaker!

Payment: None

Date: None

”

……

This is the end of the content of the letter, and Fu Sinian, who revisited it again, fell into contemplation again!

He imagined that Jiang Haibai's reaction after reading this letter must be the same as the feeling he had when he first read this letter, and his irritable and abnormal heart suddenly became calm!

He could understand Jiang Haibai's intention to leave this letter when he came to him, firstly, to show him that as a family member of the victim, he had a letter prepared in advance by the murderer, and secondly, to help him get out of the sea of suffering, so the other party would leave such a profound sentence before turning away!

His back did not disappear in Fu Sinian's eyes, because Fu Sinian did not pay attention to the other party all the time! By the time he was about to let his attention down, it was too late!

There will always be regrets of one kind or another in life, but in addition to regrets, he is still grateful for the help of the other party!

He will seriously and carefully think about the information revealed by Jiang Haibai during this trip, not to further break through the case, but to help himself truly get out of the sea of suffering!

He knew that after Jiang Haibai read the letter, his whole person fell into deep thought! It must have taken him a while to digest it, and he actually had a decision in his heart before deciding to come to Fu Sinian!

He put away all his bad emotions, began to face up to the criminals in his eyes, and also corrected his posture of listening to Mi Feng Gemo! Finally, he decided to retire and self-study!

All this speculation was confirmed one day two or three months later!

Fu Sinian should have looked into the eyes of the second letter, but he couldn't help but cast his eyes on the speech in the corner, and couldn't help but think of the scene of that day!

He was in the middle of a crowded crowd that day......