There is a pond in the 'flower' garden of Shangshufu.A row of peach trees is planted on the side of the pond.The peach 'flowers' at the end of March in Xijing are in full bloom.' There was no other sound in the garden, only monotonous syllables came from the pavilion of the water pavilion. I smiled at the 'girl' child's frowning eyebrows, and my heart was like ice and snow melting.' The spring breeze softens and softens.

.Teacher.How long will this fingering be practiced?I really want to play a whole song.. She raised her head, looked at me with clear eyes, and there was a hint of helplessness at the corner of her mouth.

I 'touched' her head and laughed. Just like when you practice dancing, you have to press your 'legs' first.You have to practice the basic skills solidly to be able to play freely.However.Your talent is very good.As long as you practice diligently.One day you will play better than the teacher.。

.Are you sure.. Her eyes were bright, black and white, her eyebrows were raised at the corners of her eyes when she laughed, her charming oblique flight into her temples, and her pearl-like teeth in her lips were glowing.

I nodded, sighed for no reason, and I didn't understand anything.

The wind passes, the pink peach 'flower' and 'flower' petals are fluttering like rain, the ground next to the peach tree seems to be paved with a layer of splendor, the calm water surface also floats a layer of 'bright' and 'color', the clear water surface except for the falling 'flower' and no other impurities, so like this 'girl' child's pure and flawless eyes.

A few 'flowers' rain drifted into the gazebo and fell on the tips of our hair and shoulders.

I picked her up, sat her in my arms, reached out and brushed off the petals of her hair, she looked up at me and chuckled. Hurry up and grow up.

She leaned softly into my arms, a hint of confusion in her eyes, and she still lowered her head, and the monotonous syllables flowed out of the crane chirping.

The royal brother wanted to marry me, but I refused. He smiled and asked me if my vision was too high. There is no 'girl' in the world who can enter my eyes. I just smiled and said that fate has not yet arrived, but my mind drifted to the 'girl' child with a soft face and crystal eyes.

It's a pity that I can't wait for her to grow up, and even if she does, she has become the 'woman' of the royal brother.

Most of the hibiscus outside the window is mostly open, red like fire, almost burning out life.

I suddenly laughed, stopped my fingertips, raised my head to look not far away, and called softly. Auntie..

It was the first time we met since she became the concubine of the royal brother, and I thought that with her beauty and wit, she would live happily, because she was a contagious person wherever she was, at least, I was so happy when she was by my side.

But she cried in my arms.

I never thought of a harmless 'spirit' like her, who would guard against her.

In fact, what the imperial brother wants to guard against is not her, but the 'daughter' of the Ministry of Shangshu.

I was determined to help her, no matter what she wanted, and what she asked for was only as a 'woman' - a child.

This 'girl' always has a hot eye when she looks at me, sometimes shy, sometimes passionate, sometimes 'confused' and sometimes distressed. I know that this gaze is the same as many 'girl' children in the past, but I can't give a response, my heart doesn't belong to me anymore.

The road to the Western Regions is very difficult, the place is dry and cold, there is not enough rain, and no matter how much clothes you wear, you will feel the cold wind pouring into your bones from all directions.

Ming Susu pointed to the top of the mountain and said. The "girl" and "flower" are in that place, but the terrain is very steep, and even the best climbers are not sure that they will be able to pick it and return safely. She looked at me seriously and asked again. You're really going to..

I also answered her seriously... Yes..

She gritted her teeth. You're going to die....... Is it worth it for her?

I smiled. When you stop asking if it's worth it, you'll understand.

I resolutely climbed to the top of the mountain.On the way, I was on the verge of despair several times.But I didn't give up.There is only one belief in my heart.Pick that 'flower'.Achieve your wish for Ala.

When I arrived at the top of the mountain, it was the afternoon of the second day, even though it was afternoon, but the dense fog on the mountain still did not dissipate.

The moment it fell, I held the brilliant 'flower' tightly, and it was a pity, but it was not my life, but ......

I don't want to give up on Ala, just like Ming Susu doesn't want to give up on me.

She did her best to save my life, and I asked her why, and she replied, she wanted to be with me.

I smiled helplessly, supported my body and returned to the palace to hand over the antidote to Ala, and then went to Lingnan with Ming Susu to recuperate.

But when I returned to the capital, I found out that the twelve princes born to Auntie were actually ...... The fate of their mother and son is so short.The child that Aroo has been waiting for so hard has been lost.How sad she should be.

I wanted to be by her side immediately, so that she could be a little relieved, but at that time she was with the royal brother, and I laughed at myself, even though I was her teacher, but ...... She's my nominal sister-in-law, and the person who should be with her is the royal brother.

But the royal brother is ...... I frowned slightly.

At this moment, Ming Song came to me and took the initiative to mention my marriage to Ming Susu.

What else can I do? I can't do it with Ala, and Ming Susu ...... It did save my life and was in love with me.I could only nod my head when I looked at her hopefully.But.I couldn't convince myself to accept her.So I told her.I could only marry her.But I couldn't treat her like a wife.I was sorry for my heart..

She didn't care.

She believes that one day I will fall in love with her.

She said she waited for me to forget about Auntie.

How could it be.

On the wedding night, the royal brother was furious with me, and I knew that my friendship was too obvious.

I stayed in Shu for seven years.I didn't know the situation in the court.Ah Rao became the queen.gave birth to a princess.The Zheng family was exterminated.The emperor's health became worse and worse......

The imperial brother ordered me to go back to the palace and had a private conversation with me alone.

He asked me to assist the emperor and grandson, and swore that he would never have delusional thoughts about Ala.

I can do it by assisting the emperor and grandson, but A'rao...... I'm ...... to Granda Looking at the imperial brother's sharp gaze, my heart is full of pain, the imperial brother's health is really bad, maybe it will be ...... soon. When the time comes, I want to protect her, but I won't have delusions about her.

For the sake of the royal brother's peace of mind, I swear, never, never to do anything wrong to Ala.

But my brother and I have forgotten one person—Enlightenment.

I know that Qi Min is a very smart and scheming person, but his scheming is not only used in the court, but also on Aroo.

The new emperor ascended the throne.I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to deal with too much government affairs.So please Qi Min join me to listen to the government.His talent really impressed me.But I have been in the capital for so many years.I am not by Ah Rao's side.Qi Min has replaced everyone and stood behind Ah Rao.

I'm disqualified, but if Enlightenment can take care of her, I'm willing to fulfill them.

But it doesn't seem to be so smooth between them, first the restrictions of identity, and then the interests of each other...... Enlightenment's ambition is too great, and what Auntie is guarding is something I can't understand, there should be a big secret between them, which I don't know.

Ming Susu became very irritable to me who often stayed in the palace.

But with one of Aro's illnesses, she became silent, as if she was afraid of something, and every day she was suspicious and terrified, and I asked her many times what was wrong, and she couldn't say anything except crying and fear.

With the sudden arrival of war, I had no time to care about her.

Ah Rao had to evacuate the capital with the emperor, and I and Qimin defended it, but we didn't want the Turkic troops to attack the east and west, and at the same time sent troops to attack the capital, besieged Yongzhou.

The situation in Yongzhou is unclear, but Qi Min was hit by a stray arrow in the battle, and his life hung by a thread.

Just when I was at a loss, the news from Yongzhou crushed me - Aroo was taken captive by the Turkic soldiers, and her life and death were unknown.

At that moment, I felt as if I had fallen into an ice hole, my whole body was cold, my brain was roaring, and the words were echoing in my ears......

Now that the regent is injured and the Queen Mother has been taken captive again, you can't have anything to do anymore.

I can't be okay. I can't be okay.

If even I fall, this country will ...... After death, what kind of face do you have to go to see the ancestors of the Li family?

I took a deep breath and my eyes sharpened. Blocking the news, just say that the Empress Dowager is seriously ill, no one is allowed to disturb, who dares to leak 'dew', and be killed immediately.

Regardless of whether she lives or dies, she will not let the world know that she has been taken captive by the Turks.

There was no news from the Turks that the Empress Dowager had captured our dynasty, and Liang Jiushan also said that the Empress Dowager had decided in despair......

Desperate self-judgment...... Self-cut......

You're not going to die.

I looked at the big 'gate' of the Changqing Palace, and suddenly fell down.

Auntie ......

I tried to catch her, but she wouldn't even give me a back.

I sat up, turned over and got out of bed, and the palace attendants were stunned one by one, and the copper basin in my hand fell to the ground.

Their eyes were so frightened, and I was stunned, and then I looked in the mirror.

The green silk is no longer as good as ink, but it ...... Falling like snow.

It was just one night, and it made me gray in hair.

I was stunned for a moment, silently walked to the mirror, pulled up my gray hair, even if I wanted to make my head white, let me know if Aroo was still alive.

The doctor said, "I'm too scared, I'm afraid that the dark won't come back."

I can't help but laugh at myself, I became the second Wu Zixu.

Wu Zixu is for himself.

If my white head can make Grandma come back, it will be worth it.

Two months later, Qi Min recovered and decided to go to the Western Turks to rescue Ah Rao, because during this period, we found out the news.

It's a pity that Qi Min returned in vain, and after he came back, he decided to be the emperor.

It's not that I haven't thought about it.If I let Qi Min be the emperor.Then I'm ashamed of the emperor.But ...... Saving Auntie is more important than anything else.

But Qi Min told me another thing, Ming Susu hurt Ah Rao, although not directly, but she was an accomplice.

I got confirmation from Ming Susu that she really killed Ala's child with spices.

I can't tolerate it.

I didn't see her when she came back, I didn't want her to see me like this, and I was ashamed of her.

No matter what Ming Susu says, she is my princess, because of me, she hates Aro, and has the opportunity to get close to Auntie......

She knew that I had learned of her crime, and she could no longer stand the condemnation of her conscience.

I said my final goodbye to Ala.

She never saw me like this.I didn't know that my gray hair was born for her.I hope she never knew.She's been through so much suffering.Just let her live happily.."

Goodbye.

Never again.