Chapter 100
Zhong San's third year only deeply felt at this moment, and experienced what is called the torture of passion.
Thinking about the more than 20 years of time he has spent, it is sad to be faced coldly.
If you have met such a person for so many years, it is better to ascend to Bliss as soon as possible.
For half an hour, Li Yuehe talked about various family relationships with her family from home, and talked about the main knowledge points of Eastern philosophical thought and theory, as well as the introduction to literature.
Zhong San's three years until now, it is difficult to imagine how he picked up the other party's words.
Even the next thing that is hard to say, why is he a science student who fully understands today's literary topics.
The ultimate gist of these theories, and the philosophical assertions between thinking and being considered, are constantly in my mind.
She gently rubbed her temples, and she couldn't feel that she was dazed, and there was a trace of confusion in her eyes, but now there was a strange thoroughness in her mind.
It's too late!
The last dignity of my science students seems to have been crushed, why do I keep wandering in my mind, about the tone of literature.
Why did I start thinking unconsciously about how to write a literary essay?
Li Yuehe's face seemed to be a little tough, and the corners of his mouth twitched twice unconsciously as he saw that the person in front of him fell into deep thought.
"Zhong three years? Zhong three years? ”
"Huh?" Zhong Sansan withdrew from his thoughts, and said to the other party with a little spirit, "I'm really interested in the question of whether the person you just mentioned is alive or dead. ”
Li Yuehe: "Huh? ”
Zhong Sansan nodded seriously and said: "Yes, you just told me that after people die, there is a carrier of thought, I agree with your current idea, after the death of the person's body, disappear into that time and space, and his thoughts have passed in the current society, there is a certain theoretical knowledge, as well as the various things he has to face, and the traces of time left behind." ”
Li Yuehe was slightly stunned, and nodded stupidly.
Zhong Sannian sat down in front of each other.
"The value of human existence, whether it is self-pleasure or long-term significance, whether it is to use one's own existence to leave a mark on future generations, or to live a true self in a short period of one hundred years, is indeed a question worth considering."
Li Yuehe nodded and looked at each other silently.
Zhong Sannian lowered his eyes, "But in my thinking, it seems too difficult to give a sincere self, quickly called, tightly bound, confused and a little information wrapped around me and unable to break free, and what is called the real self?" ”
The topic that the other party brought to himself seemed a little heavy.
Standing in Zhong Sansan's own perspective, it is difficult to sort out such traces.
What exactly is the true self? How do you spend your life in order to be considered a 'me'?
Zhong Sansan's plan for his future originally thought that after graduation, he would quickly leave the city, get a new place he didn't know at all, and start his own stable and stable life.
It seems to be a very solemn plan, every time it is tightly fitted, and his future plan is arranged extremely properly, but now that I think about it, it seems to have an inexplicable fluctuation.
What does it mean to have a stable and stable life?
Exam teacher? Or go to a stable company and spend your future time like this.
Such a recent comment, whether it is what I desire in my heart, or this external world, has left an indelible shadow on myself, and I can only seek such a stability to stay the desire I expect in my heart.
In this distant age, I longed for a stable position.
And after getting that stable position, will you have the kind of desire to see the outside, the crazy world, the existence of brilliance, and the chaos that can never be touched?
Or stay in an ordinary forever, and gradually go through the rest of your life.
A hundred years later, at the last moment of dying, will you regret that you are as stable as a stone?
Unpretentious through the torrent of time.
Zhong San's eyes were a little confused.
She seemed to turn to the person next to her with a longing, and slightly hit the other person's wrist.
"Can you give me an answer?"
Li Yuehe swallowed quietly, "I'...... I may not be able to do it right now. ”
"Hmm."
Zhong Sannian nodded seriously, and this was the only way to break free from that fantasy.
What is she thinking?
Since a little time ago, I stepped into that glorious and fluent existence, that superfluous alley, and I have already finalized my life that I can't avoid.
There is no object in my previous cognition, but now it is really placed in front of me.
Demons, demon removal?
Things that I thought would only exist in the space of imagination are now truly experienced around me.
What else can be said to be ordinary and extraordinary, originally planned for himself, in the ordinary and stable world of life, there has never been a demon.
He seems to have communicated a long time ago, and Pandora's run-in will open a little gap for him, so he has never really experienced it, but he has already left a unique figure in it.
Maybe the people who once hated themselves and their parents who never cared about them will completely cut off contact with them after moving out of this city, and there will never be any shadow in their hearts again, deeply branded with life.
But what about demons?
As an existence of a race, if you touch such a trace, will there be no trace of such a figure in another city?
From time to time in his future life, such a bizarre existence will appear, and not every demon is as cold as a cold autumn and warm heart.
Even if it is a golden cite who has been living in his own house now, I still meet from the beginning, don't want to tear myself to pieces, take people's lives, and don't do anything about it.
Zhong asked himself if he could survive, and most of them were still blessed by the cold and cold.
In just a hundred years, if the other party was really willing to bless himself at that time.
Life is not peaceful.
Yes, it seems to be the knowledge in my heart and the life I have been looking forward to for a long time, but in fact, it is vulnerable in the face of real reality.
I can't really touch the dream, and it slowly dissipates.
Where is the true self, it seems that it has long been extinguished in the torrent of time and world, the two forces collide with each other, like a tornado squeezing each other, it is lucky to be able to barely survive, what else can you look for?
Zhong Sannian smiled indifferently and patted the other party's palm gently.
"Thank you for what you said, I probably understand that about the path of life, maybe I can really, be able to experience my own sadness and happiness, so I can't find my true self, it's just that everyone is looking for the vast truth in the world, isn't it?"
Li Yuehe: I just want to talk to you, do you believe it? I discussed philosophical issues with you, just because I studied Chinese, and I am better at these words, but you have realized that there is something terrible true.
Zhong Sannian bowed his head and said, "Thank you." ”
"Oh..."
Zhong Sannian stood up, but he had already lost his original worries.
With a natural smile on his face, he looked ahead and walked in the direction where the light came.
"What did she see you said?"
The old voice, like the wind, sounded slowly from the shadows, and the dull mouse-like skin gently groped the lines of the edge of the door frame.
Li Yuehe's eyes were a little dazed, and he reluctantly turned his head away.
"Patriarch... Originally, I thought that the two of us would get closer and talk about some topics, but I said something, why can't I understand what he is saying? ”
Mr. Li walked over slowly, frowning slightly.
"Child, you are a junior I value very much, don't come to deceive me."
Li Yuehe stood up with a swish, pointing at the sky, and the three fingers were tightly together.
"Patriarch, I, Li Yuehe, dare to swear to the sky, take my own life as a guarantee, I just want to talk about some topics of family affection, to see if the other party will have any loopholes in his words, and I can see reliable information......"
She said that here, even she reflected an indescribable confusion.
"I just talked a little bit, I didn't talk about schoolwork, I just wanted to confuse the other party...... You also know that I didn't learn well at all, but I didn't expect the other party to suddenly come to my senses. This Zhong three-year's brain is not a normal person at all. ”
Mr. Li's cloudy eyes stared at the pair of girls who swore to heaven.
After looking at it for a while, I saw that the other party's face was covered with cold sweat.
"Wake up and see that you kid is nervous, can I still not believe that you can't do it? Okay, okay, I can only say that the woman has a share, it seems that we should think about it exclusively. ”
Li Yuehe breathed a sigh of relief, "Thank you patriarch, what is the third year of the clock, it looks quite normal on the surface, it is really not so suitable for chatting sometimes, and I don't know how to say it, I always feel that the other party has a little family spirit." ”
When Mr. Li heard this, he raised his eyelids slightly and glanced at the other party.
"Little family? It's really a joke for you to say that other people's petty family is angry, your own emotions are there, are you embarrassed to talk about others? ”
Li Yuehe was stunned for a moment, and immediately lowered her head, even though she was not angry in her heart, she didn't dare to reveal it on her face, "What you said is that my own pattern is not enough, and I will definitely work hard to change it." ”
"Hmph." Mr. Li sneered and said, "What should you do, it's enough to be beautiful, do you still expect you to revitalize the family?" ”