One hundred and one chapters
"Three years."
"Huh? Autumn cold? Zhong Sansan replied, "I'm sorry, I didn't see you here." ”
Leng Qiuhan said: "Three years, what are you thinking about?" ”
Zhong Sannian was slightly stunned, but smiled and waved his hand, "It's not a big deal, I think about it randomly in my mind, at most, it's just some nonsense of my daughter's family, it's not serious." ”
Leng Qiuhan bowed his head, "So don't ask." ”
Zhong San nodded, the other party's speech and demeanor were always under an extremely comfortable behavior, and he never embarrassed anyone.
It's not that she doesn't want to talk about the tangled troubles in her heart, but these words are impossible to say.
To be honest, it seems that I want to complain and complain, with a lot of words, I am entangled back and forth, but I can't really express this thought.
Life has already stepped into the quagmire, slowly sinking downward, always struggling, but only speeding up the pace of today.
Even I can't figure out what this point of thought is, and how it can be more distant from what outsiders say, adding this trouble.
Maybe you can figure out what kind of perspective you should stand on, this is not really the same today, and how to say it more ingeniously.
Zhong needs a period of time for three years, even if it is extremely short, to slow down his mind and no longer jump in confusion.
The two walked slowly along the path in front of them, their footprints gently stepping into the dust, leaving a shallow mark, and the two did not communicate with each other, but walked forward calmly with each other.
A wisp of wind mixed with peach blossoms gently wrapped.
Zhong Sannian smelled the elegant breath, and couldn't help but be a little stunned, and suddenly thought of Li Tao'an, who died unexpectedly.
When I go on an adventure, I seem to be participating in all kinds of dense clouds, and I seem to be told that it is the will of God, but how can I do this?
But...
Zhong Sansan pursed his lips slightly.
Maybe you shouldn't, be too optimistic about your future life, maybe disappear in a short time, or maybe you slowly pass this long hundred years.
"Qiu Han, I... I have a question for you..."
Leng Qiuhan bowed his head and said, "If you have something to say, it's enough." ”
Zhong Sansan said: "Qiu Han, in your opinion, what is a person's life like?" ”
Leng Qiuhan lowered his eyes and said: "How to go through your life, there is indeed an interesting question, have you ever had any ideas for three years?" ”
Zhong San's voice was extremely floating, and it was difficult for him to really hear each one.
"I don't know, I originally thought that I would have a certain plan for my future life, but after talking to someone today, I realized that my plan seems to be too empty.
Now, autumn cold, is a person's life going to go, some meaning, leaving their own unique traces, or is it lost in time, just for their own walking? ”
She paused slightly, and said for a moment: "Or just for yourself, but there are many choices in it." ”
When Leng Qiuhan heard the words here, he fell into a cold and lonely silence, and glanced at it meaningfully.
Zhong Sansan was not in a hurry to wait for an answer, but walked forward slowly.
"Three years." Leng Qiuhan called her name softly and said, "If you rely on your own nature now, it seems that you can spend your life in peace, or follow the thoughts in your heart to think of some different paths." ”
Zhong Sannian pursed his lips.
Tangled thoughts, once ran in front of him.
Now I feel my heart to choose, what kind of path should it be.
Zhong Sannian looked at the walkway where the two of them were walking, and the winding road was in front of him, a dirt road that had never been built.
There was some dust that crept up between the walks, but the slightest flutter returned to the ground.
She didn't know where she would go, and she didn't know where it was.
It's just going along with the situation.
This is not a path that has been prepared for a long time, but I have already walked it.
Her life has changed when she walks in the alleys where she hides from the rain.
At this moment, even if you are trying to return to peace, you are already on the waves of other life paths.
With the original thoughts in my heart, this is not a real path to choose, but the courage to move forward.
"I think I'll follow my heart's desires, always letting people know that there will be many obstacles, but I won't stop myself."
Even if you are reluctantly pushed forward, you have to have your own life in the end.
Leng Qiuhan's eyes flickered slowly, and some thoughts quietly wandered between the ancient well-like eyes.
"It's so good."
Zhong Sansan nodded and said, "I think it's pretty good." ”
The haze buried in the mind, the darkness dissipated, even if there are many worries lingering in the heart, after all, it will slowly disperse, even if it is a surprise in front of you, with the transfer of time, it is still moving forward step by step.
A smile slowly hung on the corner of Zhong Sannian's mouth, "I figured it out myself." ”
"Hmm."
Leng Qiuhan looked at her, not forgetting to make a cold face for the softness, so that what seemed to be a slight smile slowly flowed, but that gentleness was fleeting, and he was quietly hidden in the depths.
"Three years, why did you think of such an idea?"
He was slightly stunned when he saw Zhong San, and said, "Thinking about life, will it be a little early for your age in three years?" ”
Zhong Sannian smiled and told him what he had encountered, about Li Yuehe's emotions that he was too familiar with, or the philosophical issues discussed in it.
Leng Qiuhan lowered his eyes, "Li Yuehe? What are the children of the Li family doing with you? ”
Zhong Sannian relaxed his shoulders slightly, "If you suddenly talk to me about such a topic, I will feel quite strange, but...... Compared to the previous politeness, I think it's better to talk about this. ”
Leng Qiuhan was silent.
The footsteps stepped slowly, and the resting dust was pressed tightly to the ground.
A little mixed with the aroma of peach blossoms, slowly turned around.
Quietly walked through the slightest entanglement of thoughts.
Zhong San's hands were over, and he walked forward in his slightly wide sleeves.
Some distance away, I saw a few small earthen bags, my feet were not tired, and there was a pause, but I looked at the brand-new earthen bags in front of me, and there was a name that was too conspicuous.
'The Tomb of Li Taoan
Cousin Li Taoyuan Li'
Zhong Nian faintly knocked these two lines in the dust and breeze.
Unconsciously there was a sad breath that slowly wound up.
It's just a young and frivolous age, so he confessed his name in the mountains.
Even the tombstone is actually just a cousin, how much sadness there is, it is often difficult to tell, the environment in this family is complicated, how can there be a way to sort it out.
Zhong Sansan stepped forward and looked at the other party's dusty tombstone.
He used his sleeve to sweep up the heavy dust on it.
"Three years, but do you know this one?"
Zhong Sannian bowed his head, "I haven't seen this one, his cousin Li Taoyuan, once talked to me about his story." ”
Leng Qiuhan was slightly short, his fingertips crossed the lines of the stone slab, and in an instant, a hurricane slowly hovered along the stone slab, quickly blowing the dust away.
And the two who stood not yet a step away were surrounded by a trace of dust.
"Thank you." Zhong Sannian said.
Leng Qiuhan shook his head, "It's just a gesture, there's nothing to thank." ”
Zhong Sannian turned his gaze to the tombstone, after the wind and rain of the stones, it is inevitable that there is a slight wear, no matter how far the time is located, in the end there are traces of broken edges.
Vaguely from this direction, revealing a little peach blossom smell, on the brand new soil bag, a little rain after bathing the forest breath, quietly entangled.
Maybe Xiao Tao has already come to see it, the ethereal and gentle figure, nostalgic for the friend who has left early.
It's just that seeing the friends in his past die young, and now he is just a handful of bones, the sadness and sorrow in it can naturally be imagined.
A fragile and soft voice, which kept tapping softly on his ears.
In the chaos of the night, the pink veil through the moonlight in the window crack contains a sad trace?
Zhong Sansan stood aside and bowed seriously.
It is for Li Tao'an, who slept underground early, and for the friendship in time and space that can no longer be seen.
Zhong Sansan straightened his waist, folded his hands in front of him, and was silent for a moment: "Qiu Han, do you know? He has a demon friend. ”
Leng Qiuhan frowned slightly: "The Li family, with the demon, although it has eased up over the years, it is not that it was incompatible in the early years, but now if you say that as a friend, it seems to be a bit overstepping." ”
Zhong Sannian lowered his eyes, and somehow wanted to refute the other party's words: "It is precisely like this that is extraordinarily unique." ”
Leng Qiuhan said: "It's true, it's just that demons and people, no matter how deep their emotions are, they can't resist the passage of time, compared to all the interactions between ordinary people, this kind of relationship is too fragile." ”
"yes." It is inevitable that Zhong Sannian mentioned such words, and there was a little sadness, "Li Taoan didn't have it in the end, and when he came to say goodbye to his friends, he stayed alone in the mountains and forests, and gave the last trace of his figure to the rain and waves, and fell into the mountain stream." ”
Leng Qiuhan's fingertips touched Zhong San's sleeve, crossing the lines of the other party's sleeve, and he didn't dare to bring any traces gently.
Zhong Sansan supported a smile, "I'm just a little pity, maybe he will think that he has too many things to complete, and some people can't even say the last confession, there must be a lot of thoughts." ”