That day, Xiao Du still didn't eat the apple on the ground, and that day was still the same, calm and windless, but finally ushered in such a tragedy.

I asked my grandfather, and when I looked up at him, his eyes were full of tears and his eyes were scarlet, but he still said to me with a smile on his face, "Xiaodu will come to eat, even if you don't eat it, you can see it when you come back." ”

Saying that, Grandpa sighed heavily, and his voice trembled, as if an emotion was about to spread.

"Alas......... I won't be able to feed it when I peel apples after that. "I could clearly see that my grandfather's eyes were getting redder.

I wasn't as strong as my grandfather, and the moment my tears were about to fall, I turned around and left my grandfather's room.

Grandpa has always been a humorous person, he usually loves me very much, and he is the calmest one in the family when he encounters anything.

There is only one male member of the family, my grandfather, who works outside the home all year round and can't return home a few times a year, and every time he comes back, he leaves in a hurry the next day.

After returning to the room, I thought back to what my grandfather said, tears couldn't stop flowing down, and I really felt sorry for my grandfather.

I know that Grandpa likes Xiao Tu very much and loves it very much.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have fed Xiao Du apples for nine years, one every morning, and took Xiao Du for a walk.

The apples that Xiaodu eats every day are personally selected by his grandfather, and we all see them.

I know that my grandfather's heart is more uncomfortable than anyone else's, and my grandfather's face looks like he has aged by more than ten years in an instant, his face has more wrinkles, and his eyes are sunken.

His eyes were a little cloudy and yellow, but at the moment they were more red, and tears were imprisoned in his eyes and did not fall.

I can't imagine how Grandpa felt when he put a small half of an apple on the floor under the table today......

I took a deep breath, my body trembling as I exhaled, and I tried to keep myself calm, but I couldn't.

It's been nine years...... Xiao Du has been with us for nine years! It really was like being part of our family!

It doesn't feel like a pet to us, it's more like a person, it has its own little temper and character, it's also very smart, it knows everything it says, and it's very obedient.

But it's too fierce, biting, protecting food, these points are not likable, and everything else is good.

That day, I went to check the surveillance video on the roof, and Xiao Du appeared in the picture.

As soon as I saw it, tears flowed like a spring.

In the surveillance screen, Xiao Du shook his body in the chair a few times, still looking leisurely.

The stool was covered with unwanted clothes, and Xiao Du rubbed his head against his wet head.

After rubbing it twice, I saw that it also sneezed, and it looked a little cute, obviously I don't usually feel like this at all, but at this moment it is in my eyes, and the whole body is shining.

The disadvantages have become a little, and the advantages have become more shining.

After Xiao Du finished rubbing his head, he shook his small body and tried to break it dry.

But at this moment, Xiao Du's hind foot stepped on the air.........

It fell, and the little doo in the surveillance video struggled for less than a minute before it moved, and it struggled violently, trying to put its front feet on the stool.

But its feet were wet, so it couldn't hold on to them.

I could tell that it really wanted to live hard, but its feet were only six or seven centimeters shorter than the ground.........

After the video, the little body is no longer struggling, and Xiao Du has a problem with his throat, and he can't hold it up at all like this.

Even if it doesn't have a problem with its throat, it won't be able to hold us up.

If the rope can be longer, Xiao Du will be able to survive, it's really just a little bit close, and after watching the monitoring, I'm more atmospheric.

I didn't want to talk to my grandmother at all, usually whatever I told her at home, she had to rely on her own ideas, and she told her no, no, but she just wouldn't listen.

often do the opposite of you, and when she really knows that she is wrong, she will have a long memory, but the price of her long memory is too great, if I have to make my grandmother understand in such a painful way every time, I can't bear it, and I don't want to go through it.

Grandma also blames herself these days, she has to put an apple in front of Xiaodu's grave every day, and grandma also loves Xiaodu very much.

Grandma prepares three meals a day, and it's also grandma who cleans Xiaodu's feces and bathes Xiaodu.

She has to be responsible for cleaning the house all day, and at the same time she has to cook and wash clothes for us, and she is tired every day.

The big and small things in the family are left to the grandmother to manage, and it is not so much that the father is the pillar of the family, but that it is the grandmother.

Our family, because of our grandmother's presence, will live a happy life.

Although my grandmother's personality is not likable, she is short-tempered and has a tendon, and she only thinks that her knowledge is right and ignites at a point, but she is good to our hearts.

She is a knife-mouthed tofu heart, and she doesn't know how to express it to us in the future, so what she says sometimes seems so hurtful.

Often such people are the least likable, but they are the best for you.

Time will heal all hurts, as long as it's long enough......

For her grandmother, she blamed herself and felt guilty for a week, and of course she felt sorry for her.

But the time will only be controlled in such a short time, and grandma will fade this matter, after all, she is an old man, and the old man has never seen anything in his life?

Sometimes their healing power is a hundred times stronger than that of young people.

On the other hand, the loss of Grandma may be a relief.

Since then, she has lost one less trouble in her life, and she has extra time to spare, so she doesn't have to worry about the food that Xiaodu wants to eat every day, she doesn't have to bathe it, she doesn't have to clean up her feces, etc.

Isn't this a good thing for grandma herself?

But now that I want to understand these truths, I can say that I am playing the harp to the cow, because now I don't care about anything but sadness and anger.

If this matter were someone else, it would be the same, but some people have not experienced it personally, and they will only judge a matter with the attitude of an authority and a bystander.

In fact, I think there is a very good saying, don't persuade others to be kind without others suffering.

If such a thing falls on him, I am afraid that he will be a hundred times more excited and angry than me at this moment.

I said I would forgive grandma, but at least not now.

In the end, I walked out of the monitoring room crying, and the security guards in the monitoring room were feeling sorry for us.

My mind kept coming back to the painful appearance of Xiao Tu at that time, I really didn't dare to imagine it, and I didn't want to accept it leaving us in such a way, I really couldn't stand it.

Now I don't even want to go home, the whole house feels like I am missing someone, and when I come home and see the place where Xiao Du used to stay, my heart is uncomfortable.

It has slept in every part of the house, it has its breath in every part of the house, and it seems to be accompanying us in another form.

But this form of yin and yang separation only makes me more uncomfortable.

There was a long, long river between me and Xiaodu, and that river separated us on the opposite bank, with yin on one side and yang on the other.

The name of the only river I remember living in, and it's called Lethe.........

This thing seems to be like a butterfly effect, but it is not, it seems that it is because of the tent that caused Xiao Du's death, but the real culprit is the rope.

Even if Xiao Du didn't fall this time, then who could guarantee that it wouldn't fall next time?

It's obvious, it's obvious that it can be prevented, it can be avoided, and sometimes I really don't know what she's obsessed with.

On the same day, it still lived in the tent that she had been thinking about, but this time it lived in such a silent and quiet way.........

In the past, when Xiao Du was here, a lot of the past was forgotten by me, and I can't remember its benefits at all, only the bad things about it.

I also left out the joy it brought me......

But now after the loss of Xiaodu, these memories have flooded into my mind like the rising tide of the sea.

In those long nine years, I vividly remember the scene of me playing with Xiaodu.

Now when I think back to the time when Xiao Du bit me, I still have some nostalgia, and I don't know if I have a brain problem to think so.

People are like this, everything is only when they are lost, they know to cherish it, and they regret it.........

It seems that only in this way will you discover its merits, and you will know that it is so deserted and silent in the room without it.

In the future, you will never be bitten again, you can wear slippers at will, you can walk at home, you can also tease the ashes at will, and your ears will no longer have to be noisy.........

These things were things I had been expecting before, but now that they had happened, I was not happy at all, and my throat was choked and I couldn't speak.

The tears never stopped, the eyes were red and swollen from crying, the tip of the nose was slightly red, and I was constantly sobbing.

I want to hear the little noise, if I can bring it back to life, I am willing to be bitten by it every day, and I am willing to be in pain.

I'm most afraid of being bitten by it, but now I can't wait for it to bite me.

When I realized how important it was to us, I just felt that I understood it too slowly, really too slowly.

I really regret it, I regret it, if I could have given it a chance, I would have prevented this tragedy from happening, and I would have told my grandmother that her perception of this was wrong and wrong!

If I could really do it all over again, I would be a thousand times better to Xiao Du, and I would never let it encounter such danger again.

It should have been a peaceful end to life, not such a painful and hideous end.