Chapter 7: Tents (6)
Xiaodu's matter has become a knot in my heart, a knot that can never be untied, as long as I think of it, I will feel very helpless and angry.
If you want to untie the knot in my heart, unless Xiao Du is resurrected, it will be the regret of my life and the unhappiness of my life.
It's been five days since this happened, but I don't feel relaxed or relieved at all, I don't know what I want to do all day.
I am absent-minded about everything, and even distraction has become commonplace.
I didn't say a word to my grandmother for five days, I didn't want to see her or talk to her, and she could see that I was avoiding her.
These days, I feel that my grandmother has become very haggard, her eyes have no light at all, and she is listless.
In normal times, I would have felt very sorry for my grandmother, but now I don't feel distressed at all, and the knot in my heart has not been untied.
In the final analysis, grandma is the culprit who indirectly killed Xiao Du.
When my grandmother opened her mouth at dinner that day, she put down the dishes and chopsticks, her face was haggard and gloomy, "This matter should also pass, Xiao Du is dead, no matter how sad it is, it will not come back to life." ”
"In the past few days, you haven't spoken to me one by one, ignoring me, and I didn't mean to kill Xiao Duo."
"Do you think I don't feel sorry for Xiao Duo? Are you guys usually taking care of it or am I taking care of it? You don't do anything but call it by name, and sometimes tease it. ”
"Besides, did you clean it once or bathe it? Or give it daily meals? ”
"I'm seventy-five years old this year, have any of you ever felt sorry for me?"
"I'm managing all the big and small things at home all day, and I'm a dog for three years!"
"I'm harder than any of you, and I'm tired, and if I fall down one day, you'll only be able to drink the northwest wind!"
"Is it the person or the dog that is important? Am I no match for a brute? Grandma slapped the table in an angry manner.
With that, she walked back to her room, and the three of us sat at the table and were silent for a while, and then we went back to our respective rooms.
Grandpa entered the house and saw grandma secretly wiping her tears, he sighed, and then stepped forward to comfort grandma, grandpa is talking to grandma these days.
I went back to the room and buried my head in the quilt, feeling very uncomfortable and aggrieved, it was obviously her fault, why did she talk like this, Xiao Du was already dead, why did she still say this?
Tears fell silently again, and this time I really lost my patience and patience with my grandmother.
What she said was really too much! I was angry and wanted to go to my grandmother, but when I got to the door, I heard a conversation between my grandfather and my grandmother.
"Didn't you just say that to make them misunderstand you even more? You are a person who obviously wants to pull into the relationship, but the words you say will always hurt people. Grandpa said.
"That's my character, and you don't know it!"
"They think if they have a black face, I won't?"
Grandpa listened to grandma's words, and he said a little angrily, "Look at you, talking like this again!" ”
"That's how I speak, it's been decades, aren't you used to it!"
Grandpa didn't talk to grandma anymore, the room was the sound of grandma constantly talking, and finally her blood pressure went up, grandpa gave her medicine, and her blood pressure returned to normal.
She has high blood pressure, and her blood pressure rises when she is excited, and she herself is acute and easy to get angry, so we usually try not to argue with her.
Grandma is the type of person you reason with her and she doesn't listen to her at all.
I saw my grandmother lying on the bed behind the door, her face was very red, haggard and listless.
Seeing this scene made my heart thump, as if I had been hit by something.
I turned around and left my grandmother's and grandpa's room and went back to my room, and I calmed down.
Grandma is indeed so old, she manages everything all day, and it would be difficult to live at home without her.
For a while, I didn't know whether to feel sorry for Xiaodu, or to feel sorry for grandma, the palms and backs of my hands were full of meat, and no matter who had a problem, I would be sad.
Later, someone introduced me to this shop, so I came to find it, and if I could really resurrect Xiao Duo, I would be willing to manage everything about it and not let my grandmother worry about it.
Help her share some of the pressure, grandma is so old, the burden on her shoulders is too heavy, the burden on grandma's shoulders needs me to help her carry it, I am not small, and I should be sensible and distressed.
Some truths can only be understood after something has happened, and the mystery can be understood.
"I'm done." Xiaoyu's eyes were red, and her tears never stopped when she was talking.
Bai Ranning handed Xiaoyu a pack of paper, and after Xiaoyu took it, she showed a very distressed smile, "Thank you." ”
"It's fine." The corners of Bai Ranning's mouth hooked up a light smile.
Bai Ranning crossed her hands together, her hand joints propped up on the table, her head rested on the backs of her two hands, and her clear and bright eyes were looking at Xiaoyu, "So, do you still hate your grandma now?" Bai Zhanning asked.
Xiaoyu was stunned for a moment, her hand wiping her tears stopped, and when Xiaoyu hesitated, Bai Ranning knew the answer in her heart.
"I know your answer, the moment you hesitate, I know."
"Because your heart is already biased towards that answer, you will hesitate, you will not know what to choose."
"In fact, deep down in your heart, since you really know and understand grandma's hard work, in fact, you are not very angry in your heart."
"Your grandmother's words are indeed excessive, and they are not likable, but she treats you with a good heart, but she doesn't know how to express it."
"In addition to her impatience, what she says will inevitably hurt people."
"This incident is indeed grandma's fault, she is the one who indirectly caused Xiao Du's death." Bai Zhanning looked at Xiaoyu with a serious face.
"Xiaoyu, in this matter, it's useless for you to quarrel with grandma."
"Not only will she not listen, but if she gets excited, her blood pressure will rise again."
"You don't want to see grandma like this, do you?"
Xiaoyu nodded without hesitation this time, "Hmm." ”
"People are like this sometimes, as you grow up, your temper must also be restrained, and some people you know are the most wrong, but you just can't debate with her."
"Because you can't communicate with such people at all, their personalities are the same."
"The word forbearance is simple to write and easy to understand, but in practice, it is far more difficult than you imagined."
"Xiao Du's death is a knot in your heart, even if you forgive grandma, but every time you think of it, that sad memory will come back again."
"Then you'll be estranged from your grandmother again."
Xiaoyu looked at Bai Ranning seriously, she felt that everything Bai Ranning said was reasonable, as if she knew what she was thinking in her heart.
"Boss, did my story move you?" Xiaoyu's nervous hands clutched her pants tightly, and the pants were wrinkled by her.
The smile on the corner of Bai Ranning's mouth deepened, "Well, your story did move me, but before I do that, I have a question to ask you. ”
"This question is crucial, I want you to answer me with your true thoughts, and if the answer is not what I want, then please go back." Bai Zhanning smiled.
Xiaoyu was even more nervous now, her forehead was covered with beads of sweat the size of beans, the cold sweat on her body was rising, and the clothes behind her back were wet with sweat.
"Hmm." Xiaoyu responded.
Bai Ranning's eyes rolled and said, "Do you still want to resurrect Xiao Du now?" ”
"Yes."
"Then do you still hate grandma?"
"Half of each."
"Do you feel sorry for grandma?"
"It's distressing."
"Xiaoyu, if I help you resurrect Xiao Du, you said before that you would take care of Xiao Du by yourself, can you do it?" When Bai Ranning asked this question, her good-looking eyes narrowed slightly.
Xiaoyu didn't hesitate to say, "I can do it!" ”
Bai Zhanning probed Xiaoyu's true thoughts, and her answer was the same as she thought, she didn't lie.
Bai Zhanning nodded, "Very good, then the transaction between us can begin." ”
"Before proceeding, I want to remind you again, whether it is a god, a demon or a human, there is only one chance, not a second time."
"So think clearly and answer me, if you change your mind, then pay me two hundred for a long time, and you can leave, if you continue, then we will immediately start the rescue phase."
"So, what is your answer?" Bai Zhanning asked.
Xiaoyu's eyes were firm, there was no trace of wavering and hesitation in her eyes, her expression was crisp and neat, "I am willing to continue, I want to save Xiao Du back!" ”
"Well, then now I'll explain to you that the rules of space-time reincarnation are warnings." White Dye Condensation.
"You have to listen carefully, if you break what I call a ban, then you will probably be left on that day forever, repeating the same thing over and over again."
"You can't leave it, you can only stay there forever."
"Or maybe the Time and Space Reincarnation Mirror will charge you for twenty years of life, and it can kill you if it's serious!" Bai Ran said in a deep voice.
Xiaoyu was startled by Bai Ranning's sudden increase in volume, she shook violently, and Bai Ranning continued, "I will always be by your side after entering inside, you need to do what I command." ”
"You can't be in charge, you can't tell them who you really are, you can't tell them you know what's going to happen, you can't reveal why you're doing it now."
"Not only will you pay a heavy price, but you will also disrupt the order of time and space."