Chapter 187
"Forget it."
The golden vine kite sighed softly, and the moment of silence and confusion in his eyes was instantly covered.
Breathe gently again, and the dullness will dissipate in the heart.
"I think the girl is a little special, at least compared to other people, she is bolder, she has the courage to face it, and I don't see anything afraid, this is really a unique person, maybe human beings, are especially in these places."
Speaking of such words, there is a kind of inexplicable irony, and even if I re-tell it at this time, I can figure it out, why I was so stupid in the first place, it is like I don't use my brain, and there is no reason at all.
The monsters of the era were rampant between heaven and earth.
There are only a few demon extermination families barely supporting it, and the rest are all relying on human beings, occasionally a few outstanding people come to resist, but in fact, those who can really stand on the opposite side of them, that is, how many real resistance forces do those few have?
In such a situation, humans are naturally very afraid of youkai.
It's really a monster fighting in their own nest.,In order to grab a territory with each other.,Attack each other even more powerful.,The return of killing a monster is too great.,There aren't too many monsters.,Or it's a monster that has become famous.,Put all your thoughts on snatching the position of human beings.,Occasionally, some meanings are at most a temporary fun.,There's no wanton destruction.。
Even so, the damage to the average human being is very severe.
As for the reputation of youkai, as long as you hear that others are afraid from the bottom of your heart, who is not a little afraid.
It is not for nothing that life is scared to death, and even in that sad era, this ordinary quiet can be regarded as lucky.
The golden clay couldn't understand why she hadn't thought about it in the first place.
The girl saw that although she was afraid, she kept fighting back, without any other expression, even if her legs had no strength to move, but she kept hitting herself, who gave her such a gut?
A monster is just a weak woman in laundry, so why isn't she afraid? Aren't you afraid of death?
In the chaotic era, there was not too much displacement, the virtual and the real were shrouded in fear, but it was not so comprehensive to experience the mass death.
In such a general background, most people still cherish their lives, and they don't care if they are beaten red-eyed, nor do they forget how to be afraid.
Human beings are naturally afraid of monsters, especially when they have an absolutely comfortable life, but they always feel the fear of life, and monsters appear in front of them, and they can deprive themselves of happiness in an instant, which is really terrifying.
If it was true that he couldn't even survive at that time, being killed had become a reward, and it was only right not to be afraid of death.
But in the original era, the ground under her feet was not soaked in blood, but sad and peaceful, the girl was afraid of herself, but she didn't think about escaping at all, but kept attacking the things around her, obviously useless, but still to resist such an ordinary mind, is it really an ordinary girl can do it?
Trapped in that house, he was supposed to be weaker than a man, and even if he really tried his best to exercise, he was actually a little inferior in terms of physical fitness.
The golden kite can still remember clearly, the girl looked a little tired from washing a bucket of clothes by the river, but in the blink of an eye, she was able to resist herself fiercely.
Even...
He just showed his face, without revealing any malice, and the desperate strength at that moment really made himself appreciate, and now he feels ironic when he thinks about it.
At the beginning, my mind was really big, maybe it was the glory of the past that made me proud, and I have forgotten what it means to be cautious.
I was really a little defensive about that girl, and I didn't mention it, but I felt that I appreciated it, and now that I think about it, I only feel that I haven't seen it.
Jin Zhu Kite said: "I turned into an ordinary person to approach the girl after a while, in fact, the fault of what I did, I was arrogant at the time, and I didn't want to really understand at all, and this girl is the first level I understand, naturally there are many verbal loopholes, the girl I think has already found out that something is wrong, and it is even very likely that I am not a person at the time of meeting." ”
He smacked his lips, always feeling that the last sentence was a bit unpleasant, but the truth was not so.
Although the scenery of the golden vine kite has changed, it can't change that arrogant mind, it was the moment when he was famous and a little tired.
The arrogance of the moment can't resist at all, and he still maintains a contempt for human beings, like ants.
For the girl is just the first step to understand herself, naturally there are more loopholes, and I haven't even discovered it until now.
Maintain a weird attitude, and want to understand it all, how sad it is to walk into it and find yourself ridiculous.
There are many humans around, but they just despise it, and they remove those who have no bones on the side, and they only feel that they are not happy to even look at it in their hearts.
From the bottom of my heart, I still worship the strong, even if I don't look down on human beings who want to understand, I am looking for the strong man in an instant.
Even if he doesn't have this huge power, on top of his mind, he still needs to find a more tenacious girl, even if he is scared, he will resist, that is the human person he wants to understand.
Perhaps fundamentally, at the moment from the bottom of my heart, I have already made a mark on myself, in that deep world, I have built shackles for myself, and the cage has not even found itself, but in fact, it has already been decided, even if there are thousands of denials, the real thing has already been placed in front of you.
Looking for the strong will naturally touch the strong, and if you go to the dark abyss, you need to step by step in the end, which is so easy to fall directly, but you make it yourself.
"I thought I was perfect step by step, walking my own logic and thinking I was very good, everything I did was perfect to the limit, so I had already been blinded, I couldn't see my own stupidity, and I caused a lot of trouble to the girl, maybe at the beginning, the girl was still a little indulgent to me, and we went through a lot of time."
In fact, he doesn't remember much about what he did at the beginning, but he remembers that he did cause a lot of trouble to the girl, which makes people feel very annoyed.
When I think about it, I think it was really accurate, but what I really did was...
But I really can't remember it, too much time has passed, and under the washing of that memory, I have long forgotten it, and I have dissipated clean in the dark difficulties, just a few vague impressions.
But...
He thought that the girl might not have too deep malice towards herself at the beginning, and perhaps at the very beginning, she also had a lot of tolerance.
What they have done is indeed unbearable.
A lot of times indiscriminately, it is difficult to ensure that there is no slight obstacle in the heart of what is done, after all, the thinking between people and monsters is different, and it is too normal, and the golden vine kite, at that time, could not comprehend any kind of concept at all.
After all, his existence in the monster is not too popular, and for a while, his mind is up, and he goes out to fight at will, and killing a little is just for fun, and it's not a big deal.
The youkai were afraid of his power and didn't dare to say anything, and in fact, they knew it in their bodies, and most of them didn't approve of their actions.
However, the golden cite itself has a strong strength, so naturally it can't see the shortcomings of the past, only under the changes of the times, only the time that has gone through the times, can now be barely understood.
At the beginning, the girl's malice towards herself as a whole was not too big, after all, the second aunt has also gone through some years seriously, and she has left some traces, footprints, if it really changes from the beginning, if you want to cure yourself to death, what bad thoughts are there, why wait for so long.
"I think the girl hated me, from the bottom of her heart, and she felt disgusted, and she didn't have much pity for me, but disgust from the bottom of her heart. There is a difference between humans and youkai, and there was no way to see it at the time. ”
In fact...
I don't have the ability to see it very clearly, but I can barely understand some major rights and wrongs, and in fact, some small details I can't figure out what is going on.
That's what a paper trifold.
It's a thing, and it's clearly a heinous existence, and he's just a spoof.
That's right, what's the matter, the two of them can't even get off the stage at all.
hate each other very much, if it wasn't for the fact that he acted in a play at that time, this matter would not have passed, and now there is no serious way to talk about it, and the contradiction between the two people still exists.
The golden clay has passed through the sealed time and space, and has walked through the loneliness of darkness, and now it is still not necessary to think about what kind of thoughts it was back then.
"At the beginning, I couldn't find out, I was blinded by my pride, and I didn't think at all, there would be someone who could beat me, even if it was a person, even if it was a demon, in fact, I was still arrogant at the time, I didn't take anything to heart, I felt that I was invincible in the world, there was nothing to resist, so I naturally slackened."
When the golden cite said such words, it seemed to be sarcastic about herself, and this sentence finally fell silent.
Zhong Nian listened quietly to the other party's words.
Somehow, between the helplessness and silence, I heard a little lightness.
Maybe...
The girl who didn't witness it with her own eyes turned from a beautiful girl's youth to a handful of white bones, and from some points of view, it is indeed a lucky one.
Is the golden wine kite also glad in his heart, he didn't see such a scene with his own eyes, and whether he was also a little grateful from the bottom of his heart, and he avoided the cruelty of time and space in that instant.
She didn't know how to comment on such a mood from the perspective of a short-lived human being, but she seemed to feel a sense of relief between the words, and perhaps she was also sighing in those moments of time and space, not seeing the disappearance of the girl, whether there was also a little relief in her heart.
The golden cite said: "It's a little ridiculous to say. I met a girl who got along seriously for some time, and never had any defense, he thought in his heart that humans would not take me half a point, but I still fell into the hands of humans, and was fiercely sealed. ”
He looked at the girl opposite, as if he had seen the girl he had been through time.
"The girl attracted the old way, and while I was unguarded, she sealed me in the dark..."
He paused at this point, swallowed some of the words, and swallowed them in his throat, without saying anything to the girl in front of him.
"I looked at the girl in surprise at the last moment, looking at the calm face on the other side, I only felt ridiculous, it was very different from when we first met, a short time has made the face stained with a little maturity, I only remembered at that time that it was really changed, she looked at me calmly, without any change, her eyes looked at me coldly, and walked into the maple leaf."
What is the attitude towards the passage of time?
The golden kite once couldn't understand and couldn't get out, only before walking into the darkness, looking at the girl's face, it seemed that her life had really changed and the appearance of the other party.
For the golden libie, it is really a little strange, and there is no way to describe it, for the monster lifespan is always a ridiculous object, and it has lived for tens of millions of years.
It's only a few days, and he died in a short period of time, if he can really fight there, this kind of survival is to have an absolute lifespan, and it is not so easy to die.
I've never heard of old death.
Old age is also a rare word.
The golden purple kite has never been seen in the world of monsters, but I don't know how, looking at the girl's face in an instant, I seem to understand something, but I can't understand what it is.
To this day, listening to someone in the past, the friends who used to be companions were chic and in time and space, and I couldn't even remember the other party's face, and suddenly I felt that time went so fast, and I seemed to be forgotten by time and space.
Is it aging? Or old and dead?
Could it be that in the long life, the other lives are too short, and the passage of time sounds a little ridiculous, but it is not a mockery of oneself.
The golden cite grabbed Zhong San's wrist and told the other party that he once knew a human girl, and that his stupidity had triggered the time spent in the darkness in the later period, but somehow there was a little lightness in his words.
Escaping is shameful, but it is indeed useful.
He escaped the birth, old age, sickness and death of the girl in that storm, escaped the ruthlessness of the years in the world, missed his former friends, and did not experience the old turn of time and space between chic and heaven and earth, nor did he experience the taste of loneliness in it.
It's just that when I woke up from this dream, I suddenly realized that I had been abandoned by the times a long time ago, and it turned out that I was no longer the self-righteous teenager I was at the beginning, and I was still stuck in the time and space of my youth, and I couldn't get out of it at all.
He couldn't go.
Can't leave him in this juvenile period He is still a teenager, there is nothing to deny, his life is very long, and the accumulation of demonic power has continued to his life.
The speed of growth has changed to a slow speed, and the mental changes have not been so fast, in the growth of this year, he still looks like a teenager, and there is still a considerable amount of time waiting for him in the future time and space, and in that long journey, the passers-by in his life will soon disappear, and he is just a relatively long attachment in the torrent of time and space.
Zhong Sansan held the other party's hand and gently touched his wrist.
I couldn't say what I wanted to say, I just stared at that face.
The golden purple kite lowered his eyes and said, "Zhong three years, I ...... I have forgotten what it was like to be a person, even my best friends have disappeared in the years, what do I remember in that memory? ”
At a loss, he even doubted his existence.
He gently grabbed the other man's hand and pressed his palm against his face, looking at the pair of black pearls with golden glass eyes.
"Zhong three years, I want to remember your face in the decades of this life."
"Okay."
How can you say what a quick knife can say, you already have an inch of feelings, how can you throw it away in your life so casually, and how can you drop a warm hand to yourself, and how can you quickly push it out.
Zhong Sansan knew that he was a greedy person.
I have never felt the time of care, and I have never felt much of the warmth.
Coming into contact with the glorious and fluent world, encountering a few points of warmth in front of him, how can he give up so easily, the grievances he received when he was a teenager seem to have reached a reliance at this time.
At least it's rare that no one points to their forehead and scolds, no one brings inexplicable disgust, not a passerby, they will have a disgust for themselves, it's not that the whole world seems to be aimed at themselves.
The golden kite is a rare friend he has made.
Even after staying, there was no harm to himself.
For Zhong's short twenty years of three years, they are all precious and pitiful.
How could she let go of these hands so easily, since the other party didn't want to let go of herself, how could she easily push people out.
"Stay, I have always been with you, raising you, just like treating my own relatives... Friends."
The golden kite reached out, grabbed the other person's shoulder, and placed her chin on top of her head.
"I sensed some subtle behavior in what you said, but I know you mean me."