"Zhong three years."

The golden claw kite held the girl's hand, "I can see that you are thinking nonsense, you are too good at hiding your emotions, even I can see it, I have to pay attention in the future." ”

Well...

Zhong San promised in his heart, but he couldn't say a word, for fear that he would cry out in pain as soon as he was born.

She rarely cries, not that she hasn't cried, but rarely cries, when she was drunk by her parents, she also cried when she was young, and she also cried when she was left outside by her mother, but in that slow time, she has already learned to cry, and it may not be of any use.

When he was beaten by his father with a belt, he also understood that crying without any result would only lead to a large amount of ridicule.

It's useless to cry when you're beaten and scolded by your mother, and it's even a heavier slap.

It is even more useful in front of outsiders, and no stranger sees his crying, and the best attitude is to care.

Some people even stop to say, this child is not sensible and disobedient, parents should discipline this kind of child well, not disobedient, only to teach a good lesson to understand what is the truth, what is the discipline of adults to understand, obedient and listen well.

Some of them even stopped and started their hands.

Weeping tears will only bring more pain to yourself.

Zhong Sansan already knew.

After the beating, I learned not to cry.

No matter how depressed you are, you won't cry in the world, no matter how depressed you are in your heart, you will grit your teeth tightly and endure it, tears will flow into your stomach, don't let yourself suffer more pain, don't let yourself be depressed and don't be too uncomfortable, at least the sarcasm in words will not hurt more than the slap on your body.

But...

But why now...

She felt that she was a little uncontrollable, the habit she had developed over the years could not be disintegrated in this moment, it seemed that there were tears lingering in the tear ducts in her eyes, quickly crowded, as if she wanted to jump out and she was desperately suppressed, and the tears remained tightly in her eyes.

What to do?

A rare friend in life just disappeared, maybe it's best to let go yourself, but you understand the truth, how to repay the emotion, for the other party such a choice is the best route, for yourself too, why do you have such a general depression in your heart?

The golden kite took the girl's hand and said, "Listen to me and tell me about my past." ”

Good.

Zhong San nodded.

suppressed the dull emotions in his heart, looked at the other party, looked at the bright young man, and listened to what the other party said.

The golden purple kite stared at Zhong Sannian and said, "I met a woman and met... Time is not to say, I'm afraid that your cranky thinking is not the time you can see. ”

Zhong San was quiet, listening and listening, the young man's words slipped in his ears, listening to his familiar voice, and said words that confused him.

Jin Purple Kite said: "At that time, I was young and vigorous, yes, I still have the face to say that I am young and vigorous, but the temper at that time was indeed more rampant, more ironic, not everyone can control it, with the mind and act in vain, more than now even more jumpy, if the people at that time saw me now, I have to praise me, calm and atmospheric, and I have to say that I have grown a lot older." ”

Zhong Sannian didn't know how to imagine what it was like to be younger and more vigorous than now, and he only felt that today's teenager was enough to be young enough to be so far.

It's not that an impact suddenly flashes in my mind, it's the ethereal dream, it's a dream that I can't even say has any basis.

The sky was dark and blood-red, and all the clouds were that rich black, exuding the smell of blood, red, and terrifying.

Leng Qiuhan's memories of watching by himself are also so ordinary.

The true color oppresses the heart, there is no hope, the thick orange-yellow sun shines down, on the earth and its sparkle, constantly flashing light, but every time it reveals the gloom, the gloom in the red sky shines on the earth.

Wait a minute!

It's just something I encountered, and the shadows in my brain have nothing to do with real life.

That dream of the golden kite was just her own dream.

and Leng Qiuhan's scene to himself only overlapped in the scene.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, it is not excluded that there are some relevant scenes in film and television dramas, and they are reflected in my mind, after all, there are many TV series, or other video literary works, there will be relevant research, and the state may not be good in the test, or which person from the demon family has changed his career to literature and art.

The golden vine kite's voice was very low, he was very sad to jump into it, and he always had a bit of jumping, it was rare to see him so low and calm.

"At that time, I was even a little bored, for the battle between the monsters, I felt a little boring, few people can win against me, saying that those who can beat me are those who are world-famous, and I am not stupid enough to provoke others, it seems that there is no one in my field who can match me, except for the existence that has been hidden in the world, I am already invincible in the world, at that time I was young, and then suddenly I felt full of nothingness."

When he said this, he reversed himself in his heart with a few bitterness, but looked back at the past time with some sarcasm.

Who doesn't think that when he is young and frivolous, he thinks that he is invincible in the world and peerless.

He just didn't have an equal opponent in that era, and even if he did, he would have already been famous all over the world, and there were even many who were tired of the world, hermit, mountains and forests.

The golden kite jumps, arrogant, but not stupid.

It doesn't have to be provocative, it has almost become a legendary existence.

And the monster walking in that human world has long been no one who is his opponent.

Alone killed many, arrogantly walking through time.

Slowly, I felt a little emptiness and emptiness, as if it was difficult to afford fun in life, and I wouldn't do it for a long time, but I was always drifting alone, looking at the various states of time.

Watching the fighting between the monsters, and looking at the little benefits of those monsters, those gadgets that are difficult for them to see, the whole head is bleeding.

Just as a bystander, I watched indifferently, watching the rise of the new power, watching the instant conclusion of the edifice, watching the collapse like a dream.

Wonderful emotions spread in my heart, in those barren years, after a hundred years, but I couldn't find my true mentality.

There are some turbulent moments when there are rising stars, why just the belief that I want to kill in my heart, but I seem to have been depressed, I watched those people walk in front of me, but I didn't have the heart to go forward to fight, and I always couldn't raise the strength to talk to these people.

He may have had a shadow walking around him alone, but he just went back and forth, and there was always some time to wither.

"I really have some burnout, and I don't know how to think about it, and I want to see what it is like to be in the human world, and I have never been in contact with humans. I was very curious in my heart. ”

It's really a bit meaningful, fragile and small, and you can't grab a finger to be crushed into mud at a glance.

Why is it that such an ordinary race has been able to multiply and grow, and even the monsters have to cultivate to become adults in order to improve their cultivation faster.

There's always something fantastic.

The golden wine kite did it out of curiosity, he acted recklessly, and he remembered that he went.

"I have such a general idea, but because I really want to contact that human being, I bought a thousand gold and set up a big house there to live in, and spent a little money to find someone to take care of my food and daily life, but in fact I haven't even looked at them properly, I just want to enjoy it."

When the golden cite said this, she somehow became a little timid, and looked at the girl in front of her without showing any uncomfortable expression, and then breathed a sigh of relief in her heart.

"I was curious about how humans were, but there were so many servants around me, but in fact I didn't look at them, but wanted to go outside to see what people were like, it was really strange and arrogant at the time, and I didn't look at them at all."

At the beginning, I had a rare idea in my heart, wanting to wonder why the monster cultivator was able to cultivate better as a person, and how good it was.

But he is more competitive and has a strong mentality.

The servants I am also by my side have never controlled their own abilities, and even their lives are in their own hands, even if they don't use any strength to crush them, just a simple piece of paper can make the other party doomed, it is really weak to the extreme, very ridiculous.

The golden kite wants to see how strong humans are, but it really can't look down on those existences.

If you have to look around, it is precisely because of this that you are looking for yourself and causing a lot of trouble.

"Walking along the stream, this is the instinct of animals, there is always a little flow of life near the river, after all, water is the source of all things, without water can not live, I should be thinking about the same thing, that is, go forward with the small stream."

The golden vine kite seemed to be talking nonsense, and she was stunned.

He smiled and said: "I didn't really think that I would stumble into the ground by mistake, but I really met a girl, she looked at me for the first time, and threw the bucket in her hand on me, and the yelling monster was scared half to death, but she kept hitting me with things, and I don't know where this girl's guts came from." Obviously, my legs were trembling, and I couldn't move, but I kept struggling. ”

The golden purple kite lowered her eyes and whispered: "There are really few such people. ”

Memories are indifferent and painful.

The golden kite couldn't even remember what the girl looked like, and what she called it was not so clear, just like those monster friends at the beginning, dissipated in her memory.

Gradually, only a shadow remained, saying that it didn't hurt himself too much, I'm afraid that even the existence of this person has long been forgotten.

What has happened is just a shadow in his mind, but in fact, the words he once said have long been forgotten in his mind, he originally felt that his memory was quite good, and sometimes he could even remember what others said, but as time passed, he couldn't even remember the words.

"That woman is really grumpy, and she's not afraid of my Mingqiao, I'm a monster and I'm still shivering there, and I'm going to hit me with something, and I'm running to the side with a roll, that look is really ridiculous."

The golden cite doesn't know what kind of words to use, the things that were once interesting, and the things that he has forgotten a long time ago are brought up again, but his heart is not as good as the original feeling.

"She... A very special existence.,Other people see that I'm a monster and a demon.,Fear is very effective.,Or it's a quick escape.,Only this woman actually has to resist.,But there's no strength to move at all.,It's really a little unclear.,I think this woman is always a little special.。 ”

In the era of his domineering, human beings are always slightly shorter, and the fear of monsters comes from the depths of the heart, and the fear has long been carved into the bone marrow.

Youkai have absolutely powerful power, and it is easy to kill a human, even if it is an extremely weak small youkai, it is too easy to hurt a human.

It's just that the number of monsters has never been too large, and even if a family is completely formed, it can't keep up with the speed of human reproduction, otherwise it might be what kind of world it is.

The woman she saw at that time was the only human being who dared to resist herself in the thousands of years she had walked in her life.

It's a little ridiculous to say, even if it's a monster, there are few people who dare to really resist themselves, and a little weak woman dares to do such an ordinary thing, which is really a little fun.

He thought it was funny in his heart, others wanted to say more about these words, and the woman was really scared, and she couldn't help but make some changes.

"The woman I liked at the time should be the reason why human beings have those little powers, that woman is special, and she is also the person I want to contact, but even I can see that scene at that time, it is really stiff, and I can't turn this occasion around, so I gritted my teeth and left first."

He didn't mean much to run, just to avoid that embarrassing occasion.

I wonder how human beings want to have a serious conversation and explore the mysteries.

It's not good to get people back and study what the hell is going on.

It's not too tough to make trouble, even if he knows how to have a relaxed scene, he just leaves.

"After a while, it seems that there is about half a year, I can't remember clearly, the years at that time were just a flick of a finger for me, it was really nothing."

The golden clay didn't care too much about the flow of time, half a year seemed to be a blink of an eye, and even a little short, he felt a little short, but he was thinking, the woman shouldn't recognize herself and didn't want to hide and wait.

If it weren't for the fact that after the seal, he re-met his former friends, and they resented the monsters they had met, until the other party had already disappeared into time, and even his own memories gradually dissipated, I am afraid that he would not feel that there was anything strange about the change of time, nor would he feel how fast the flow of time was, and he would even walk according to the original route, but it was a change in an instant, and it was difficult for him to find any rules in it.

"I deliberately changed my appearance, taking myself from the appearance of human beings, and then I went to meet the girl, it is a little strange, the girl I met before was still washing clothes by the river, and when I went to look for it, it was actually in a big house, it seems that she is still a big lady in the family, it really makes people feel a little wonderful, what is the change of identity, I didn't ask at all."

The golden kite paused at this point, "I should have asked carefully at that time, and it would not have come to the end later." ”

In the end, there was still an irrepressible affection for human beings at that time, even if there was a change of identity, it looked a little strange, but he didn't really take it to heart, and the monster might have a carp to fight and instantly transform into behavior, what kind of change can human beings have and be strange?

The golden cites didn't take it to heart at the time, but they buried a huge hidden danger in their past.

"When the girl saw me, she was not afraid, nor did she ask me where I came from, but talked to me about the world, and the words they spoke to each other were really a little fun, and it seemed that my time had changed with it, and there were always these things that I could not see through in that conversation, so I was more curious and talked more with the woman."

If it weren't for the curiosity at the time, it wouldn't have continued to be a deep friendship, and it wouldn't have led to the end of being sealed, but the facts show that if it was when he came back after not going through these words, this kind of mood would just sink into that lonely time, and I was deeply confused about it.

"Coming and going is chatting with friends, and the words are always a little good, and I also remember in my heart that there is this person, and I also think about whether to take him out for a walk and where to see."

The golden cite lowered her eyes and said: "I told her, and the girl also happily agreed, and said that the two of them went to the river together to see the stream in the water, and to see the goldfish swimming away... Oh, in the wild river, where do the goldfish come from, no one raises them, where do those beautiful views come from? I still deeply remember that I was ready to go in first, don't let the two of you pass, and look at the void. I forgot that the girl used to wash clothes by the river, and how could she not know where the wonderful scenery came from in the river! ”

Gnashing your teeth or raging?

He didn't know what kind of emotions he should hold, what happened back then, and what he thought about the past.