Chapter 177: The Journey of Sin
Tian Wenwen is very diligent, and he works overtime at night. Conan couldn't survive and fell asleep.
Who knows that in the middle of the night, there are three urgency, one of which is this, if you don't solve the problem, how can you sleep peacefully until dawn? Conan wanted to rely on his youth to resist the past, but he had more than enough heart and insufficient strength, so he had to solve it in order to sleep soundly.
It's better to act than to be tempted, solve it early, rest assured as soon as possible, and you won't feel uneasy.
Stunned, Conan walked through the living room to the bathroom.
He didn't know the toilet switch, so he had to look for it as he went. He's not familiar with this place either, so he can't help it. The identity of the guest is decided, after all, it is not his own home, and he can find the right position in the dark, and it is normal to run into walls everywhere at this time.
Her parents are already asleep, Conan finally found the light switch, turned on the light, it was very bright, there were some toiletries, and cosmetics, dazzling, very rich, it seems, Tian Wenshu is the pearl of the palm, only this one, no brothers and sisters, since childhood, he has been regarded as a parent's pupil, very precious, the conditions are good, and the family is solid, but it has also cultivated some of her character, which seems a little out of place.
Seeing Tian Wenwen's clothes hanging in the bathroom, they were neatly placed, she had already washed them, and the strange thing was that the moon was bright tonight, and the stars were gone.
It's a sunny day, so why not hang your more personal clothes indoors? What does that mean?
Conan's sleepiness hit, he could barely stand it, he didn't bother to think about it, he just wanted to sleep.
Solved the small problem, flushed, turned off the lights, passed through the corridor, the moonlight outside, reflected into the house, relatively clear, quiet night, it was the time of boredom, except sleeping, there was nothing to do.
Conan left the bedroom, the light was not turned off, when he came back, found that the light had been turned off, Conan was wondering, by the moonlight, finally found the switch, turned on the light to see, startled, Tian Wenwen leaned there.
Conan was surprised and said, "Are you mistaken?" ”
Tian Wen covered his mouth with his fingers, meaning not to make a sound. She turned off the light, and it turned out that there was also a switch near the pillow, which Conan didn't know, and thought there was only one switch.
Tian Wenshu whispered: "I want to ask you a word, just leave, don't make a fuss, be quiet, I can't sleep, I hope I didn't bother you." ”
Conan said, "It's okay to ask questions, but not anything else." Don't make a mistake. We need to pay attention to our identity. ”
Tian Wenwen said: "Look at you, let's talk about the big truth again, no, I have been afraid of the dark and lonely since I was a child." I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life, as long as I have companions. But after marriage, it is subject to the jurisdiction of the husband. ”
Conan was dumbfounded, and he said, "I understand your question. As the saying goes, 'the big woman carries the father, the son carries the mother', the meaning is very clear, that is, the daughter grows up, pay attention, don't always want to be with the father, this is not good, in fact, it is not good for your man, and if you are not satisfied, it is easy to have problems. When you are a son, you should also pay attention. Although she is a biological mother, she is also said to be pregnant in October and give birth once. When the son grows up, unlike his mother, he is naturally curious, and he may do embarrassing things. ”
Tian Wenwen whispered: "Talking about the big truth only makes me feel sleepy!" Do you leave the house, get used to it? ”
Conan relented when he saw the moonlight shining on her face and his eyes glistened with tears.
She didn't continue to ask for anything, the two chatted for a while, she said: "My husband, I can't talk to him, I don't understand anything, I don't study, I'm honest, it's awkward that I'm with him, but for the sake of the old man, I can only endure it first." ”
Conan asked, "What do your parents mean?" ”
"I think they're against my divorce and I'll wait until they're gone," she said. ”
Conan asked, "I don't know, why did you marry him." ”
She smiled and said, "Do you want all the women in the world to be swallowed by you?" ”
Conan shook his head and said, "Where, I mean, you don't look like a good match. ”
She said, "This is fate!" God often makes do with people who are not a good match. Some marriages seem ridiculous to God, but people live happily. Pan Jinlian and Wu Dalang are living very well, if it weren't for Ximenqing, they wouldn't have been broken up that marriage. ”
Conan said: "Ximen Qing is rich, he is also an official in the government, he has fame and fortune, he is full of warmth and takes the evil road, Pan Jinlian is not taken captive, but other women are suffering." ”
She said: "You don't have to suffer, you are innocent to the outside world." In fact, I was so happy that I was dying. This is called not wanting to be a woman of a good family, but also wanting to set up a memorial arch, to gain fame and fortune, fame and fortune, happy to die, what are you crying about? ”
Conan said, "So, is a woman's fate miserable in the end?" ”
"Not necessarily, women think they are bitter, some moralists or columnists say they are bitter, where are they suffering? Marry a man, marry a man, dress and eat, sleep at night, and work during the day. She said.
Conan smiled.
She stared at Conan up and down for a while, and said with a smile: "No wonder you found a beautiful wife, and you are still reluctant to give up, it turns out that the hero is here!" ”
Conan said: "Where is the hero, it is the 'old man of peace', the husband and wife quarreled, fought, quarreled over there and reconciled here, this together, not a good harmony, it is a cooperative union, the ancients were very wise, subtle, it is really unattainable." ”
She said: "If you want to commit a crime, you don't act, you make a mistake in your thoughts, you don't do it, or are you a good person, right?" Are you a good person? ”
Conan said, "No, I'm sorry, I'm not really a good person yet!" ”
She smiled and said, "Hehehe, it's really yours!" ”
Conan didn't dare to say anything, thinking about how to get rid of it, and wanted to leave this ghost place quickly, but in this barren mountain and wilderness, the mountains and roads outside are dangerous, there are no cars, and there are no people, so it is a desperate situation.
She was silent, not talking or laughing, and the air seemed to freeze and could not flow.
When she went down the mountain to return to her house, she deliberately fell on Conan, and she was puzzled at the time, but at this time, she really saw the true face of Lushan. Her domineering, Conan has never seen before, just like Mu Guiying captured Yang Liulang, Conan has now become a dish in people's mouths.
The distant mountains in the distant mountains are reflected by the moonlight, and the milk-like color reflects her more charming, and the milk-colored moonlight outside the window shines through the glass and scatters all over the ground, and the stars are like some broken silver.
Conan thought of his wife and wanted to stop this, but now his feelings seem to be unable to brake, like a large truck that has failed to brake, and he can't control it anymore.
Conan's mind seemed to have an extraordinary power bursting out, and this criminal thought made Ji Conan feel very guilty.
"I'm talking about you, really! How timid are you, so uncompetitive? I can't walk halfway through, ridiculous, it's ridiculous, you did it on purpose, are you afraid that I will look for you in the future? She said.
Conan said: "Where, where, there are some things that cannot be controlled by man, such as natural disasters such as earthquakes, there is no way. ”
She said: "That can't be helped, but we can figure out a way together, there should always be a way, right?!" If you don't get home when you buy a ticket, you have to send the car to the station at least to complete the contract when you get home. You're giving up halfway, and you're really disappointed. ”
"Forget it, can you rest for a while? Let me be quiet! Conan said.
She couldn't help it, and if Conan didn't want to, she really couldn't make it.
After an hour of tossing and turning like this, the chatterbox opens, like Pandora's box being opened, and all the sins come out. After about an hour, there was a rooster crowing outside, and Tian Wenwen said softly to Conan: "I'm back to the room, you can sleep for a while, and I'll cook for you in the morning." ”
Conan said, "What rice?" ”
"How's the noodles?"
"Well, don't do anything bad!" Conan said.
"What could go wrong? If it's wrong, it's your fault. ”
Conan said, "Oh, that's right, it scared me. Okay, thank you! ”
When Conan saw her tiptoe out to her next room, Conan thought to himself, what kind of woman is this? It's amazing, the energy seems to be replenished in an instant, and there is still a use, but this kind of guilt makes Conan feel guilty and afraid.
Why can't you stand the temptation and become her captive? The sin of thought made him feel a little convicted.
It seems that women are victims, they are the mainstream point of view, men are victimized, no one comes out to defend and speak for men, especially those handsome men, who are young and uneducated, uneducated, and do not know how to defend themselves, shouldn't they suffer for a lifetime?
Once a woman becomes domineering, she is better than a man, and the man is still hard, but he is willing to exhaust himself for the woman, and pour everything he has until he is unable to provide it, and the woman seems to be never satisfied, just like the shop is open for women, because clothes, jewelry, cosmetics, etc. can never fill the river of greed.
Then again, what is Conan called? Although it didn't deteriorate further, don't worry about anything, in the same room, a sleeping bed, while talking, seeing her giggle, Conan's heart ached faintly, I don't know if it goes on like this, who can save him?
On the one hand, he is pursuing holiness and fairness, and on the other hand, he is swimming in the mire of sin, singing happily on the one hand, and wailing in pain on the other, is this the life that Conan wants?
It turned out that his wife was not around, thousands of miles away, and he could go home to reunite with his family in a month and a half, be close to his wife, and be excusable, but now that his wife has arrived in Guizhou, she is no longer out of reach, just one night, she embarked on the road of sin, how can Conan be embarrassed?
Perhaps, in Tian Wenwen's view, this is human nature, she has been like this since she was a child, until she got married and had a husband, which was caused by her unique growth environment, which made her sleep inseparable from people, and developed this bad habit. If her husband can tolerate it, that's it, needless to say, the family knows that she has this problem, after all, she is a daughter, there is no fuss, but she and Conan have not known each other for a long time, that's all, apart from Conan's handsomeness, what else? Could it be Conan's charm as a young father?
Even so, Conan was haunted by his sins. Thinking like this, Conan couldn't sleep anymore.
However, sleepiness prevailed, and Conan rolled over and fell asleep again.