Chapter 205

Zhong's three-year 'love' is no longer simply his own feelings.

It is IP, a tool for transferring traffic, the love in the hearts of netizens, the emotions they crave in their hearts, and their granary.

It's not an emotion that a simple protagonist can touch.

Even if you are the protagonist of the story, you can easily touch your feelings, you know what love is, and you know what it means to be in love?

Netizens know that the writers of the same humanities understand what true love is.

Zhong Sannian himself can understand the words, and I believe that the monster in front of him can also understand it.

Sure enough, the other party's face instantly turned cold, his face was slightly deformed, his teeth were clenched, but he took a few breaths back and forth, and didn't say a word.

Zhong Sansan, as a person who was almost killed, felt panicked in his heart for the other party, what kind of anger did he have to be, so he could have such an expression.

Be careful, don't get angry, what's wrong?

"What..."In the end, it's still a little unbearable.,As a monster being pressed by a message.,There's no way to find the feelings in your heart.,It's even possible to be angry and sick.,How do you feel a little pitiful?

Zhong Sannian took a step forward appropriately, "Actually, I will leave in a few days, and when I wait until that time, I will have nothing to do with the president of your family at all, and there will be no intersection in the future, after all, I am also an ordinary student, Jinxi let him... President, huh! ”

She raised her hand high forward.

"What kind of net worth is that, look at what kind of person I am, you say yes, I really think this Cinderella story is true, I tell you that the real society is realistic now, so everyone has no little entanglement in their hearts, am I not like you said to be like the president of your family, how do you have to find a white rich beauty!"

Zhong Sannian carefully cocked the cold face of the monster, and he was still distorted, and he saw that he was talking about it, but he turned back in the cold for a moment.

The face-changing industry needs talents like you.

"You say, I'm just a poor and white student, you must have checked before I came to you, and I don't deserve your president at all, right? At your level, how can you find a connection with each other, right? ”

Sure enough.

The monster's expression slowly shifted downward, quietly suppressing from Fang Cai's rage, and the anger fell down in the slightest.

Zhong Sansan breathed a sigh of relief and said, "So don't worry, I will definitely not have any undesirable thoughts?" ”

Thinking about it?

How does it sound a little weird, but what kind of adjective is that?

"I'm Hong Yuqing."

"Huh? Yes. ”

Zhong San was cold for a moment before he reacted, and the monster in front of him said his name.

Didn't you do it yourself? Why did you suddenly start exchanging names?

The two of them aren't familiar, are they? Although he said that he seemed to be quite familiar with people.

It's like I've seen it somewhere.

"We've seen it before." Hong Yuqing said: "You get on the bus to the monster conference, and I am also on it." ”

Ay?

What?

Zhong Sannian tilted his head and looked at the monster in front of him in a daze, and looked at it carefully, how could he not match the shadow of the people and people in his memory, and looked back and forth, "You? ”

Hong Yuqing was slightly uncomfortable with such a gaze, looked at each other with a wooden face, shook her eyes and said, "The last row?" ”

The last row?

Zhong Sansan carefully fell into the memory.

Except for the two sitting next to him on the bus, the most distinct, the others are a group of enthusiastic young boys and girls, although it is a little bitter for themselves, but it is indeed a bit simple and natural to put it in the monster.

And sit in the back row?

Shhhh

The impression is really not very deep, except for one who floated on the car, how can I not remember the others?

Hong Yuqing said: "I was dressed as a woman at the time. ”

Zhong Sansan nodded and said, "Oh, it turned out that it was a girl's dress at the time, no wonder I can't remember... Well! ”

No... What's that?

Are you so good at playing as a youkai?

Looking up and down at the person in front of him, he really looks manly, his face is supreme, he can't see it, and he is cold and strong in his speech and demeanor.

But there is always a feeling that she is like a girl.

I didn't expect this cold and stiff appearance in front of me, but in fact, I like to dress up as a girl behind my back.

But I didn't recognize it, why was I suddenly exposed this time.

Do you have any special hobbies?

Hong Yuqing lowered her eyes and said: "I sometimes become a woman, don't think nonsense, don't think that I can't see what you're thinking." ”

"This... Ha ha. ”

Zhong Sannian covered his face embarrassedly and quickly dodged the other party's eyes.

Wait a minute!

He blocked his reddened face and covered his embarrassed eyes before he reacted.

The big brother in front of him seems to have said something terrible just now.

Sometimes it becomes a woman?

Is this feature really quite special?

Are you all youkai made for this? Or is it a separate middle group that waits for what kind of monster you are? How can you change your gender yourself? Is there such a thing?

Snail?

Look at the temper is not like ah, do you usually eat salt?

But... This kind of thing must be unquestionable, so he simply blinked, looked at the other side, nodded seriously and said, "So that's what it looks like, I understand." ”

Hong Yuqing threw a cold look, "The things you just thought about will be forgotten immediately." ”

Zhong Sannian blinked innocently, only to see that the other party threw this face and eyes like a blade, and nodded hurriedly.

Hong Yuqing said: "I have seen a lot of the eyes of you people, just in the blink of an eye, I know that why don't you arrange me in your heart." ”

"I'm sorry."

When Zhong Sannian heard such words, he unconsciously felt a trance in his heart.

It's also true, after all, it's not common to think about it like this, and it's fed up with other people's cold words.

Isn't it the same for me, since I was a child, I have acquired all kinds of targets, and I am very sensitive to this kind of thing, but I can react instantly whenever there is a little sign.

But it's just this cheekiness that has been practiced, and he doesn't care about what those people say.

Except for the harm caused by the words of his parents, he did not care about anything else.

It is only when faced with the problem of survival that I will worry about it and be afraid, and if I say a few ugly words between words, I don't care at all, and I am used to it.

Zhong Sansan's mind was thinking, gently pressed on his heart, lived to such a big time, flattened his own sound, how is it not a bitter emotion, and no one has ever felt distressed, he has long forgotten what pity is like.

I don't want to be pitied by others, but if I relax to a little attitude, I will be less targeted.

The people around me have a slightly better attitude towards themselves, at least they don't bring scolding, and they are enough to be satisfied.

It is not a kind of sadness that such a mood exists, but under the precipitation of time, even this sadness seems to have been forgotten by oneself.

Zhong Sannian nodded silently, and then delusionally thought about the other party.

"I'm sorry, it's my cranky thinking for a while, I didn't take care of your emotions, it's my fault, please don't take it to heart, I didn't mean to, I didn't have too many monsters in contact with before, it's only the first time I've seen such a situation, it's my own problem."

Hong Yuqing was surprised to see such a short scene, looked at her fingers carefully, and gently rubbed the tip of her nose.

"Pour... It's okay, I've seen a lot, and your eyes are much better. ”

When Zhong Sannian heard such words, he felt even more sorry for himself in his heart, this kind of look was already good, what was it like to experience it before?

The things I have experienced have been quickly turned over in front of me over and over again, and the pain of that moment swept over, how is it not the sadness that I can't restrain myself, I have never made any mistakes, but I have been targeted for no reason, and I have done something wrong.

It seems that it is already a mistake to be born, how to tell such emotions.

The two of them sang together, and they were not in the same way.

Zhong Sansan felt his heart tremble when he thought of this.

What did Fang Cai do himself, didn't he invisibly hurt the person in front of him, and when he saw the person who had hurt him, he didn't care about that emotion at all, or didn't pay attention to it at all, and felt that it was not a big deal?

Is this the case for everyone in this world, or is your heart too fragile?

Zhong Sansan's hand gently patted his heart, and pressed it back and forth a few times, before he could barely suppress it, and the pain in his heart squeezed over for a moment.

Hong Yuqing frowned slightly, seeing the girl in front of her like this, she pushed back slightly, glanced around and said, "You... What's ailment? ”

A wry smile appeared on the corner of Zhong Sansan's mouth, and he shook his head lightly and said, "You don't think about it much, I'm not sick, I just remembered the things I sorted out before." ”

When Hong Yuqing heard this, she rolled her eyes impatiently, lit the kettle in her hand, turned around and walked to the balcony and said, "I don't know how your routine is for other people, but it's useless for me, you tell those sad stories, for me can't arouse any sympathy, believe it or not, I will find out a more painful one in minutes?" ”

He seemed a little angry when he said this, and snorted coldly.

"No, I don't want to trade my grief for the mercy of others."

When Zhong Nian said this, his throat was bitter.

"I just think... Never mind. ”

She shook her head.

If you really explain it, isn't that pouring salt on other people's wounds and saying plainly that I pity you? Even if you've experienced something terrible, you're piled up with messy things in front of you, even if you haven't had any warmth since you were a child, and youkai come to be good to you when you meet youkai.

But this kind of thing is awkward to say it, and how to say it is also an empathetic thing, and it can't be said so easily in the face of this kind of words.

Zhong San waved his hand and said, "It's nothing, I'll go first." ”

As she spoke, she turned and stepped into the elevator.

"Huh?"

The red rain was watering the flowers, and suddenly she was unhappy. The kettle in my hand was suddenly uncute, and the two pots of flowers planted on the roof suddenly became unsightly.

Jumping forward under his feet, he swayed into the elevator in an instant, clinging to the wall beside him.

"I'll go!"

I saw a figure staggering into the elevator.

Zhong Sansan's whole body leaned back, his fingers pressed tightly against the reflective wall, he refused to let go, and the sweat in his palms spread out in an instant.

No matter how experienced you are...

In the face of this style of monster, there is still an indelible sense of fear in my heart.

No matter how well she adapts, she can't easily adapt to such a monster.

couldn't help but shudder, Zhong San barely cheered up, and looked at the person in front of him, "You... Something else. ”

Hong Yuqing's entire figure floated around the elevator, turned her head and asked, "What other miserable way do you have?" Hurry up and tell me. ”

"What?"

Zhong Sannian frowned, and looked at the man in front of him inexplicably, "What? ”

"It's not that I'm going to behave awkwardly, it's just that you monsters are really incomprehensible when you speak, can you change it to the language used by the humans on Earth?" ’

Hong Yuqing frowned tightly, her words were mixed with impatience, and she said almost to the point of jumping to her feet, "Do you have any story to tell me quickly, did you want to suffocate someone just now?" Hurry up and confide all the words! ”

The rebuke was mixed with a coldness, a loud roar, and an irrepressible anger.

Zhong Sannian leaned tightly against the wall behind him, and couldn't help but shiver, and the palm of his hand couldn't be tightly fixed in it because of the cold sweat coming out of his hand, and slowly slid down.

"I..."

"Hurry up!" Hong Yuqing roared angrily: "Tell me everything almost all at once, hurry up!" ”

Zhong Nian's voice was trembling, "I... Actually, since childhood..."

The heart of fear filled his whole body, and the trembling in his words had no way to hide his brain, and it seemed that he would not turn around at that moment, and under the loud roar, he couldn't help but pour out all the things he had experienced.

Zhong Nian nested himself in a small corner, and for 4 weeks he was all reflective lenses, and he could see the ethereal and irritable figure from any angle.

Who knows if this brother has a bad temper, but it's really a little scary if it's so bad.

Zhong Sannian tried his best to narrow his sense of existence, watching the elevator go down one by one, staring closely at the floor he was about to enter.

She slowly rubbed outward with the smallest range, moving forward step by step, clinging to the wall of the elevator, trying to drill into the doorway.

"You're done?" Hong Yuqing swayed in the middle of the elevator, and her eyes swept over coldly.

Zhong Sannian couldn't help but swallow his saliva, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

If it is said that it is over, will this brother destroy himself all at once?

After all, he has no use value, and seeing the other party's temper is obviously unreasonable.

I will no longer think about the reputation of the company and the influence of the external network.

But if he didn't finish speaking, would he be able to let himself live in the elevator door?

Zhong Sansan's whole person lay on the bottom of the elevator, trembling, and the cold sweat on his forehead was dripping down.

After all, the other party's style is a species that responds to the diaphragm from the bottom of his heart.

The fear that comes from the bone marrow, the meaning that does not need to be covered up at all, knocks into it deeply, and I can't even hide, it's just simple fear.

And the other party is a monster, and as a fragile human being, it is too easy for him to pinch himself to death, and now this brother is in a situation where his mental condition is not very stable, and he can't reason if he wants to.

Now there is really no way to survive, and there is no way to die.

No.

It is true that there is no way to survive, and it is completely up to the other party's mind to change, but if you want to die, there is.

Zhong Sansan stretched out his hand and touched his face.

The cold sweat on his face fell on the ground of the elevator in an instant.

"Red rain clears me..."

Zhong San's words were stuck in his throat, and he wanted to jump out, but he didn't have the courage to jump out, he blinked at the other party's eyes, and reluctantly squeezed out a stiff and weird smile.

Hong Yuqing held her hands in front of her, floating up and down.

There was no wind flowing in the elevator, but the ethereal figure seemed to be drifting up and down with a wisp of wind, swaying with the wind.

Zhong Sannian stubbornly suppressed the fear in his heart, and wiped his eyes tightly with his sleeve to wipe the sweat accumulated on his eyelids.

I knew that my unfortunate fate was not suitable for taking the elevator, and I didn't take it in my own community, and I still ran to the company to take the elevator, is my brain sick? It's all a monster company, and you can still make yourself good? ’

Seeing this rebounding appearance, Hong Yuqing frowned tightly, "What's so scary?" ”

Well?

You're good! You savor it!

Do you say yes?

What is there to be afraid of? I don't have to say what I look like in my heart, you are staring at a fragile human being on the earth like this, you are still tired and not afraid, do you have a little conscience? Do you have a real sense of yourself?

Zhong Sansan's hands tightly supported the ground, and he had the strength to stand up, staring at the figure in the middle with his eyes, and gritted his teeth.

has come to this point, what other road does it belong to, since they have all walked into a dead end, there is such a monster in front of them, it is better to be tough.

It's really not as weak and insignificant as others