Chapter 206

But...

Can't be cowardly.

Since you have reached a dead end, what is the use of cowardice?

Zhong Sannian looked at the other party and waved his hand directly, pointed to the reflective mirror next to him and said, "What do you look like yourself?" Can I not be afraid? Don't you have any points in mind? Do you look good at yourself? Does this look good? Do you look good? ”

Zhong San didn't have anything to give, so he rolled up his sleeves, pointed to the mirror over there, and nodded fiercely.

"See for yourself! His face was pale, there was not a trace of blood-colored footsteps, and he was floating in the air, as if there was a rope hanging from you, do you think this looks good? The clothes on your body are fluttering, I don't know, how your suit floats, do you think it looks good? Isn't it scary? Can't I be afraid? ”

I was really scared, and the instant roar made me forget what fear was, and I had never seen this breed of monster, and I could roar loudly.

Zhong San's whole person is about to be soaked in cold sweat, and now the instantaneous rebound has reached a dead end, there is no way out, seeing such a monster, his heart is afraid, and he has the power to crush his eyes, looking at the other party is already angry, without any reason, he has almost no way to live, it is better to be happy before he dies.

When Hong Yuqing heard this, her eyes followed the other party's fingers to look at the shadow that was reflected, blinked, and quickly drifted to the mirror in a daze, carefully touching her face.

"I... Ugly? ”

"It's not just ugly."

Zhong Sannian was pressed to this point, so he simply ignored it, hugged his hands in front of the mountain and sneered, "That's just scary, if I see you at night, I will scare myself to death on the spot!" It's fluttering, it's not good-looking at all, and I'm in the mood to raise flowers! ”

She has no scruples when she lies down, and she can go out with anything, after all, this Hong Yuqing in front of her really doesn't leave a way for herself.

The first time I met, I almost took my own life, and I finally used words to stabilize it was just a simple sentence, and even I was still in a well-intentioned perspective, and even for fear of hurting the other party's self-confidence, I swallowed all the words, and I was so forced to chase all the way to the elevator, forcing myself to lift all the pain I had had.

What's wrong!

She has been in the clock for three years, does she have to be cowardly, waiting to die like a coward?

I've been suppressed for so many years, why do you have to endure it by yourself?

Everything can live, and it's okay to be wronged, but now it's clear that you don't want to let yourself live, and even the other party has no scruples, and even the other party doesn't care what the price of this monster is exposed to people, and what do you care about.

Arouse?

No, it's fear!

Solid fear, the most real fear, but what to do if this is fear, even if it is afraid, it will eventually lead to the same path, it is better to release your heart at the end.

Zhong Sansheng almost took out all the grievances he had suffered in his life at this time.

Some even threw themselves away from each other unhindered.

"I look like this, and I still have the face to go out? It's cold to look at, no wonder you have to dress up as a woman, oh, by the way, you can still become a woman, why don't you become a girl, you look like this yourself, and if you become a man, someone will throw a stone, okay! ”

When Hong Yuqing heard this, her whole person trembled, and she slowly turned her head to look at the angry girl.

"You..."

"What am I, I!" Zhong Sannian frowned and said, "Do you have the face to talk about me like this?" At least I'm much better looking than you! ”

Hong Yuqing's hand pointed to the opposite side with a little trembling, and her fingers trembled and redirected the position on the elevator.

"You... As a human, why is there no shadow in the elevator? ”

"Huh?"

Zhong Sannian glanced into the elevator mirror, "Normal, I don't have a shadow at home, and the mirror generally can't reflect me." ”

Ever since I was unlucky, after encountering these caring and fluent things, and since there was a stinking monster in my own home who lived in a mirror reflection, I had never shown my face in the mirror.

No, when the other party disappears, he will still see the tired and vicissitudes of life in the shadow.

To be honest, it's better to watch the monster reflect itself, add a layer of filter to yourself, and your skin is a lot better.

Zhong Sannian is too accustomed to such a scene.

It's a bit strange to be able to reflect it.

"Ahh

A scream pierced the sky.

Hong Yuqing crashed into the elevator in an instant, quickly grabbed the elevator door, and wanted to run out.

"I'll go! What's the situation? ”

Zhong Sannian thought that he could encounter such a thing, but he was at a loss, and he couldn't figure out what the situation was, so he raised his hand and looked at the shadow, running around in the elevator.

'Ding'

The elevator door slowly opened a gap.

Zhong Sansan didn't even see what was happening in front of him, only a white shadow missed it instantly.

I was even stumbled by the shadow.

"Alas! Red rain and sunny! ”

Jin Xirang led the open elevator door with a confused face.

Zhong Sannian also looked at the president of the company in confusion, gently wiped the sweat on his forehead, and gave a thumbs up to the other party.

The two looked at each other, and the atmosphere was slightly awkward for a while.

Fortunately, the elevator closed in time broke the awkward scene.

"So... Hong Yuqing is a monster born from the human heart? ”

Zhong Sannian pulled his newly changed clothes, his original body was soaked in sweat, and he couldn't wear it at all, as if it had passed from the water, and Zhong Sansan's stingy people couldn't stand it.

The original secretary naturally took it away and washed it, and sent a new set by the way.

Jin Xirang looked the girl standing in front of him up and down, "I told you a long time ago, you look very good in brand-name clothes." ”

Zhong Sannian pursed his lips and was helpless, "Whoever wears brand-name clothes looks good, is that just me?" Isn't that just unaffordable? ”

Jin Xi let him spread his hands, "I said I gave it to you a long time ago, you don't want it." ”

Zhong Sannian touched his nose by himself, and wanted to say something to the other party, but he still didn't say it.

Some of my own words are not so easy to explain and clear.

Generally speaking, it's my own inferiority complex.

Jin Xirang did not continue the discussion on this topic, but turned back to the previous topic.

"Red Yuqing's character... Well,It's a little weird.,But it's usually cold.,It's a little hard to get along with.,But the ability to work is particularly strong.,Colleagues can probably understand.,Is it a special monster in the end? There is still something different about it. ”

Zhong Sannian sat aside, took a sip of hot coffee.

The gentle breath contaminated his throat, slowly calming his helpless heart.

Fear and backlash were dispatched in an instant, and after that scene passed, only the disengagement between confusion and transience remained.

Zhong has never experienced such a scene in three years, he is originally a submissive character, plus he has the characteristics of a good old man, and he is particularly easy to be bullied.

It's really the first time I've experienced such a situation today.

"Hong Yuqing, yes, I don't have anything cold, but I think he has a big opinion of me."

Jin Xirang smiled and said, "Oh, this is also not the right thing for people. ”

"Hey."

Zhong Sansan raised his eyes and looked at the other party, "Is this the truth you are talking about?"

Jin Xirang tilted his head and smiled: "Hong Yuqing is a monster with this characteristic, there is no standard for the attitude towards anything, but there is a person who has it, if you don't look for what you like all the time I don't know, I can't change it, this has already penetrated into his heart, and he has already deeply fixed the place where his body is formed, and it has already been set up in a grid, even if he is broken, he can't pick out the constraints." ”

This description...

Zhong Sannian gently rubbed his arm, "That's a little scary, isn't it?" ”

Even if it's a monster, you have to have a little bit of your own growth process.,How can there be a pattern that has been set from the beginning.。

What did those years leave behind? Isn't it true that the experience of a person increases, but the personality does not change because of it? That's a bit weird, isn't it?

Jin Xi spread his hands and said helplessly, "I don't have people arranged, it's really like this, they are conjured up by people's emotions, this emotion is more and less able, but so controllable, you can't be completely complete as a human being, control your mood." ”

Zhong Sannian took a sip of coffee with a strange face, grabbed a handful of snacks and looked at the other party and said, "Hong Yuqing, what kind of existence is it?" How did he come to be, it's too strange for you to describe it like this, I thought I just understood, and now I'm confused when you say that? ”

Jin Xi let naturally sit next to each other.

Grabbing the small snack on the girl's plate, "He, it was in that panicked era that the thoughts in the hearts of the innocent dead gathered together in a single area, there were too many deaths, and there were many desires in the heart, if the time is right, the good thing is that there will be the birth of living beings." ”

He was also a little dazed when he said this, he had not experienced that era, and he had only heard word of mouth, and it seemed unimaginable to have such a scene.

"It is said that there were times when there were too many things like this, and when you stepped on it, it was all white bones, and it was densely white, and I thought it was snowing."

"There are more natural places, and there are more conditions for this condition, and this opportunity is even less."

Jin Xirang said such words, not so impressive, more like an endorsement, "After all, before death, most people still have some resentment in their hearts, or they hate many dead people, but the thoughts before death in their hearts remain together, and there are still many fewer positive thoughts." ”

Zhong Sansan nodded blankly in the same way.

I have encountered too many injustices in my life, but I have no way to understand what kind of resentment the people who died in large numbers, what kind of bitter feelings they contained in that era when they could not resist, and what kind of bitter feelings they contained in the era when they were unable to decide their own life and death.

Jin Xi said: "It is said that in that era, there were still quite a lot of monsters like him, but most of them had no reason, and there was no big monster or an old way on the other side, it didn't look pleasing to the eye, and it would be okay if it was broken with a slap, Hongyuqing... It's better to have a good fate, and I have self-esteem, so I have lived until now. ”

When he said this, he patted his leg and looked blankly at the sky outside.

"Monsters like this have not been produced in the last few hundred years, but they were formed in that terrible era under the pressure of time, and they can be regarded as a special product of a certain era."

Zhong Sansan nodded dumbfoundedly, somehow mixed feelings in his heart.

Jin Xirang stretched out his hand and patted his shoulder, "Hong Yuqing, emotions can't be thought of according to our normal logic, you don't have to care about him, in fact, because he has hurt people, he is sometimes unlikable, so you should not see him." ”

"yes, okay."

Zhong Sannian also patted the other party's hand and pressed it on his shoulder, and looked forward with a somewhat vacant gaze.

Wouldn't it have been a bit too much for yourself?

But...

Never mind.

It was also his attitude towards himself first, and he could only be regarded as a counterattack.

He lowered his head, held the coffee in his hand, sipped it gently, looked at the dark shadow, reflected his dazed face, and finally sighed, and the gentle breath disturbed the surface of the coffee, making it send out a few shallow ripples.

Footsteps gently walked down the hallway, and the vamp made a few soft clicks.

Zhong Sannian praised his small bag and walked down.

"Wait."

The sound is very soft and thin, and it is a little small.

Zhong Sansan recognized it at once, it was Hong Yuqing, who had just had a conflict with him.

His footsteps unconsciously stopped, and he slowly turned his head away.

Hong Yuqing stepped in, her external mood was obviously much more stable than before, and she was still holding a kettle in her hand.

"Before... I'm sorry. ”

Zhong Sannian blinked, looking at him in front of him, he lowered his eyebrows and pleased, and patted his hand lightly and said, "It's okay, I didn't go to my heart, your president also told me, you didn't mean it, and I didn't want to blame you, we don't have any enmity." ”

"Nope."

Hong Yuqing lowered her eyes, "You are so miserable, I am still embarrassed, who am I?" People like me don't even deserve to live! The existence of me in the world is to discredit the world. ”

Zhong Sansan: "... That one... I wanted to persuade you, but I didn't know how to persuade you for a while. ”

She covered her heart a little contrivedly. "Actually, I'm okay now, I'm not particularly miserable, and I've come out of a weird whirlpool before, so you don't have to worry about me."

Hong Yuqing slowly raised her eyes, and quickly lowered them, her eyes were a little red in her sockets, and she seemed to be still in these tears.

Zhong Sansan's expression stiffened, and he took two steps forward, patting the other party's shoulder with a tentative hand.

Seeing that he didn't make any other moves, he breathed a strange sigh of relief.

"Okay, I'm really not polite to you, I'm quite satisfied with my current life, after all, I'm about to get out..."

Are you sure?

Zhong Sannian pursed his lips and said: "You don't have to pity me, and you don't need to have any dislike for yourself, it's all normal." ”

Hong Yuqing quietly lowered her head when she heard this smoke and rain, her chin was tightly pressed against her heart, and her entire neck seemed to be about to break in half.

"Alright, alright."

Zhong Sannian saw this angle, his heart couldn't help but beat secretly, even if he knew that there was a monster eye in front of him, looking at such a move, his heart couldn't help but fan.

"You calm down a little, you're really good, you're pretty... The ability to work is also very good, right? ”

Zhong Sansan stopped the other party's arm, "You don't need to feel sorry for yourself so much, you have a lot of advantages, why bother to hit your hope of survival for one thing?" ”

Hong Yuqing raised her head slightly, her eyes quietly knocked on this side, and quickly retracted it, shaking her head quickly, as if she was about to throw her head out.

Zhong Sansan's arm stiffened, and he quietly pushed back a step.

"You just have to calm down and don't dislike yourself."

Hong Yuqing said: "I was originally a waste, and I had a bad temper, and I hurt you, so it was naturally bad." ”

"Don't say that." Zhong Sansan said: "I understand you and completely forgive you, why do you want to hurt yourself for such a thing as me, right?" ”

Listening to the other party's words, she couldn't help but feel a little helpless.

It's more like two people going around in a circle, and there's no way to get out.

Zhong Sansan suddenly had a flash of inspiration and said, "How can you be a waste?" The company has always appreciated you. ”

Hong Yuqing tilted her head slightly, her eyes blinked to look this way, and she couldn't help but flash a few rays of light in that look.

Zhong Sansan nodded, "That's right, if the company doesn't appreciate you, how can it allow you to plant flowers on the rooftop alone?" Does anyone else have such a right? You are unique, and Jin Xirang even praised you to me! ”

"Really?" Hong Yuqing asked in a weak voice.

Zhong Sansan nodded and said: "Naturally, the Jin Group also wants to make money as a company, if you don't have a good work ability, how can you be hired." ”

"Kind of makes sense." Hong Yuqing nodded seriously.

Zhong Sansheng was relieved to see this class.

Wait a minute?

Why should she care about this?

I shook my head helplessly, after all, I was too nosy.