Chapter 208: Pouring Out Your Heart (Three Watches)

After Zhao Ruxi saluted, she stepped forward to help her up personally, and said with a smile: "Tong'er has always praised me for your smart and capable child. When I saw it today, it was true. ”

Zhao Ruxi originally thought that when Princess Zhennan saw her, she had something to tell her. But she didn't want to just say a few words, so she said, "Okay, you go and see your Master Xiao." ”

Princess Zhennan originally came to visit her daughter, but when she heard that Zhao Ruxi was coming, she stayed to see her. When Zhao Ruxi followed her mother-in-law to Xiao Ruotong's house next door, she also returned to the main courtyard.

Seeing Xiao Ruotong, Zhao Ruxi was startled.

After only a few days, Xiao Ruotong lost a lot of weight, his eyes were red and swollen, and his spirit was haggard.

Thinking of the princess of Zhennan that he saw just now, Zhao Ruxi vaguely guessed that it was not the Zhennan palace that had an accident, but the conflict between Xiao Ruotong and her husband's family.

Mama Yun sighed lightly and patted Xiao Ruotong, who was lying on the bed: "Miss, hello, talk to Miss Zhao, slave maid go out." ”

Xiao Ruotong nodded slightly.

Mama Yun not only went out by herself, but also took the other maids in the house out. Seeing this, Mama Zhou also took Qingfeng out with her at the right time.

When Zhao Ruxi sat down on the vulture in front of the bed, she and Xiao Ruotong were left in the room.

"Master, ...... are you" Thinking of Xiao Ruotong's situation that the system had told her, Zhao Ruxi sighed.

Xiao Ruotong smiled bitterly: "I'm fine." Thank you for coming to see me. ”

Zhao Ruxi smiled: "This is as it should be." ”

She persuaded: "No matter what, the body is skinny, and the parents who receive it dare not destroy it, and filial piety is the beginning." You are like this, the prince and the princess don't know how to worry about it. You have to relax and get better as soon as possible. ”

Xiao Ruotong nodded: "What you said is true." I shouldn't worry about being a man and letting my parents worry. ”

Zhao Ruxi's heart moved, and he raised his eyes to look at Xiao Ruotong.

"Xiaoxi, although you are young and young, you haven't said kiss yet, but I usually see you talk and do things, and you have a lot of insight, and you are much better than me."

Seeing Zhao Ruxi, Xiao Ruotong suddenly had the desire to talk.

In the past two days, many kind elders and peers have come to visit her, but she can't listen to a word of what these people say. It was her mother, and she also persuaded her to swallow her anger. It was never what she wanted to hear.

It's Zhao Ruxi, the two have had a lot of contact because of the Yinlou matter, and she found that although the child is young, he doesn't talk and do things conventionally, and the two can talk about it very well. So she had the urge to pour out her thoughts.

"Say, do I want to maintain this marriage? He actually ...... Hide it from me and let the maid give birth to a child. Some time ago, he didn't come to pick me up, just waiting for the child to land. Now he says he wants to go to the mother and keep the child, and let me raise the child as my own. He also said that it was for my own good. Xiao Ruotong's tears fell again.

"I've known him since we were four or five years old, we played together and grew up together. He said that he was the only one in his heart, and he would not take a concubine for the rest of his life. But now ......"

She shook her head: "My mother, other elders, and my former sisters all advised me to take a step back, go back to the British government, and raise the child well." It is also helpless to say that he is doing this. After all, there are three unfilial pieties, and no queen is great. If I couldn't give birth, why would he take this step? It's all for me. He can do it to keep his mother and son, which is already the greatest friendship for me. ”

"But I'm not reconciled." She shook her head and covered her mouth with a handkerchief, "The old vows are still in my ears, and in the blink of an eye...... And he bore sons to another woman. Hide it from me for so long. ”

Seeing Xiao Ruotong crying uncontrollably, Zhao Ruxi patted her hand comfortingly.

Xiao Ruotong continued: "Everyone told me to endure it, saying what if I couldn't bear this breath? Even if my mother's family is in power and the British government allows me to reconcile, what will I do next? Do you have to remarry? I can't have children, do I have to marry someone to be a stepmother? Instead of being a steproom and a stepmother, it is better to raise this child, at least I am the original partner, and the child has no mother or even knows his own mother, I just need to raise him as my own child, the prince feels guilty about me, and he will treat me better. ”

Zhao Ruxi heard this and sighed in his heart.

Xiao Ruotong's mother's family is rich and powerful, and Princess Zhennan is also a daughter, so she must have invited the best Lang Zhong of this era to take a look. If this is the case, Xiao Ruotong still can't conceive a child, and most of them will not have to give birth.

When encountering Xiao Ruotong's situation, it is in the 21st century, when women should be self-reliant, mothers-in-law and mothers will still tell her to endure and still persuade her to leave. If a woman does not have a husband and children, no matter how successful her career is, she will be pimented and pitied by those people. Not to mention this antiquity.

This kind of thing depends on what you think.

For example, Mrs. Cui of the academy, her husband died, her mother-in-law was unkind, and she had no children, so she did not remarry, but went to the girls' academy to be a master and steward. Who knew that in the dead of night, when the family was happy, she would not be bitter in her heart? But when she changed her mind to get married, when life was not smooth, did she miss the freedom she had when she was in the academy and regretted her marriage?

This kind of thing really varies from person to person, from time to time, and is more complicated than anything else. Even if you can't figure it out yourself, how can outsiders interject and come up with ideas? How can those who persuade and do not know the suffering? But I am afraid that if I am persuaded to leave, then the person will regret it, blame himself, and feel that he has mistaken someone else's life by talking too much.

Fortunately, Xiao Ruotong was just uncomfortable in her heart, and she confided in Zhao Ruxi, and she didn't need her to give her advice or comfort herself.

She cried a lot, and when she said the words in her heart, she wiped her tears and smiled: "Look at me, I'm confused, I'm telling you this." You are a little girl, and your relatives have not yet been decided, and you are afraid of getting married. ”

After a pause, she added as if she were tending: "Not all men in the world are like this." ”

As she spoke, her tears began to flow again.

Zhao Ruxi couldn't help but open her mouth when she saw her like this: "Master, you should still have feelings for the prince, right?" Otherwise it wouldn't be so sad. If you have feelings, just try again. If it is not satisfactory, it is not too late to reconcile. ”

Xiao Ruotong was stunned for a moment, raised her teary eyes and looked at Zhao Ruxi.

"If he breaks your heart, you have no feelings for him, it doesn't matter if you are separated from him, you can just be happy. But if you still have deep feelings for him, and you can't forget it when you leave, then wait first, don't rush to conclusions, lest you do something that you regret. ”

"Whether your marriage survives, don't think about anything else, just look at your own heart." Zhao Ruxi said again.