Chapter 1178: Identity Disparity
Qiu Ling wanted to ask the truth after knowing the truth, but when she walked to the door of Zijun's study, she stopped, how could she ask him? But I just feel that my illness has not yet healed, and I want to take medicine for a few more days.
Even if she knew about it from Dr. Zheng, what could she do? Besides, Zijun fell ill because she saved her two children, shouldn't she have taken pictures here? Even if Zijun told a little lie, it seems that she doesn't have the right to say these things.
So Qiu Ling turned back again, but she began to pack her things and prepare to go home, listening to Dr. Zheng's words, Zijun's illness is not a big problem, and it is not helpful for her to continue to stay here, it is better to go back and take care of the two children.
After being away from the children for so long, she missed them so much that she should have gone back a long time ago.
Zijun didn't know that she was going back the next day, and he was stunned, "What are you doing here, didn't I say you can stay here as long as you want?" It's good, and no one is driving you, why do you want to leave? ”
Qiu Ling smiled and said directly, "Doctor Zheng said, your body is no longer in serious trouble, it won't help me to stay here, I miss the two children very much, I should have gone back a long time ago, do you have anything I need to bring back to Siqi?" ”
She had already packed her luggage and decided to leave, but Zijun thought that she was angry when she found out that she lied to her and lied to her to stay, so she just smiled and said something insincere, so he immediately began to apologize.
"I didn't mean to lie to you, I'm just used to having someone around me talking, and I don't want you to go for a while, I shouldn't have done this, it's my fault, can't I apologize to you? Don't go. ”
Qiu Ling blinked, "Why don't I leave, this is not my home." ”
Zijun immediately said, "It can also be your home, you can bring your children over, anyway, I am also alone, you and the children will stay here in the future, okay?" ”
Qiu Ling was suddenly blindsided, "What did you say?" ”
Zijun was clumsy, he didn't know how to speak, and he didn't even figure out what he was thinking in his heart, so he could only take Qiu Ling into his arms.
"I said, I want you to stay here, I like to see you every day, if you want to have children, just take the children together, anyway, you live in his son's place, and it is the same to live in me, we are fellow villagers, and it should be like this."
Qiu Ling immediately pushed him away, "What nonsense are you talking about?" I live in Siqi because I am Tiankuo's cousin in the end, and there is still a layer of relationship, and now I have no choice but to trouble them temporarily, but what is it if I live with you? Don't say such things again, people will be misunderstood. ”
Zijun didn't know if it was a sudden enlightenment or something, and immediately said, "What about the misunderstanding, isn't this very unsightly?" Also, why is it a misunderstanding? ”
He grabbed Qiu Ling's hand again, "I don't know what's going on, I just want you to stay here and don't go back, I'll go and tell her there, she will understand." ”
Qiu Ling felt that he was confused now, how dare he say too much to him, and shook off his hand again, "We'll talk about it when you sober up, I really want to go back, you take good care of yourself, and you will have a chance to meet again in the future." ”
She was inexplicable in her heart for a while, her heart was about to jump out, what was going on, all of a sudden it was like this, she couldn't look at Zijun's eyes anymore, she couldn't wait to leave this place immediately, stay any longer, and say what would happen.
As a result, it was normal for her to go back, because they had an argument and suddenly it became a bit of trouble.
Zijun always felt that if she let her leave now, she would not be able to explain it clearly, and she would not be able to say her mind again, so she must be made aware of it.
Qiu Ling wanted to leave, Zijun had to let her go, and he didn't arrange for someone to send her, but he didn't send it, so Qiu Ling had to leave by herself, so it was a stalemate.
Zijun also has to deal with the official affairs of the yamen, and there is no way to stay at home all the time, so she can only let people keep her first, and wait for her to come back, Qiu Ling also wants to make it clear to him, she has two children herself, and there is no possibility between Zijun, Zijun is so good, how can she be worthy of him?
Just when she was staying in the house, she heard the voices of the two mothers-in-law in the house, to the effect that Zijun was blind and blinded by lard, and he would fall in love with such a woman.
Although she is not bad, gentle and sensible, and her appearance is passable, but in the end, she has married a family, and she has two children, and her family doesn't care, she is an ominous person, Zijun has an official position, if she marries such a woman and goes home, she may not be laughed at by others.
Qiu Ling felt very uncomfortable when she heard these words, she was not angry that others were chewing their tongues behind their backs, she was angry that what others said was true.
She didn't know this, how could she be worthy of Zijun.
She didn't know why Zijun suddenly said those words, but she should see her identity clearly, she had decided to live with her own hands and two children, so she shouldn't have any other thoughts.
She even wondered in her heart, if she didn't have two children, would she reluctantly match Zijun?
And the words of the two mothers-in-law were like a slap in the face, which completely woke her up.
She really deserves to die, not only gave birth to these unrealistic ideas, but also thought about how good it would be if she didn't have children, those two children are her lifeblood, and the two of them are only her, if she knows that her mother thinks so in her heart, how sad should the child be?
She didn't want to stay here and fight Zijun for a stalemate, anyway, she wanted to go back, Zijun asked her to keep her, and she didn't say that she was going to tie her up and tie her up, she had to leave, and her family couldn't stop her.
The things that she wants to bring back are ready, Qiu Ling will take them directly and leave, Zijun is not in the yamen today, she went outside, and she will come back later, she wants to leave, and the family can't just look at it, so she will arrange for someone to send it immediately.
After Zijun went home, he knew that she had left, arranged the things at hand overnight, and then set off to find her to make it clear, which became the current situation.
The two of them arrived in Lu County one after the other, and when they heard Zijun say what happened between them, they could probably know what Qiu Ling was thinking in their hearts, and they couldn't help but sigh.
In fact, this matter is really troublesome, and she herself is very hesitant, not knowing what kind of position she should be.