Volume 1 Sleepwalking for the Male God 005 - Can't Find It
Looking at her distant back, he moistened his eyes. This is a psychological test, he saw in the newspaper the other day, and the choice of Little Thumb means to treat her only as a friend, and no other feelings. In fact, what he wanted to hold was her ring finger, and he wanted to give her a lifetime of promise.
A few days later, he received a message from his brother: "Brother, I'm getting married, buddy must come for a drink!" ”
He only felt that the world was spinning for a while, and when he opened his eyes again, there was no color around him, and the world had turned gray and black, like that old black and white television set.
Two months later, he received a courier, and when he opened it was a pitch-black card, and through the white lettering, he could tell that it was an invitation, which should be in bright red. He couldn't read the black handwriting on it, but he knew it was from her.
He tried to make out the handwriting, he wanted to go to her wedding, he wanted to see her in her wedding dress, to put her at her best, to put her smile on her face, to keep her voice in his heart. He wanted to say to her in person: "You must be happy!" Otherwise, he would blame himself.
He hoped to see her happiness with his own eyes, so that he could be relieved. Wanting her to be happy has always been his goal, but the person who gave her happiness was not him. Originally, he was the right person, but God likes to play tricks on people.
She wouldn't know that he loved her no less than she had ever been, even though he had shown that he didn't care about her throughout.
"I've always loved her, it's not that I don't want to love her, it's that I can't love her, so I choose to hurt her, just so that she can let go of me and find someone who can love her and give her happiness."
"What is my happiness, her happiness is my happiness. I just want her to be happy, and if she succeeds in her transformation, my efforts will be worth it. I am willing to exchange everything I have in this life for the happiness of her life, and I am willing to exchange everything I have for the happiness of her life. ”
"Did you go, then?"
"No, I can't read the handwriting clearly, and I don't dare to ask her, for fear that she will regret it when she finds out about my situation."
"I'll show you it!"
"It's late. By the time I thought about showing it to my attending physician, it was that day, and I didn't have time to get there. I sent them a red envelope to apologize. They didn't accept it, and they didn't reply to me, for fear they were complaining about me. ”
"Do you want to go to her wedding?"
He looked at the person in front of him curiously, not understanding why she would ask such a question, but still answered truthfully: "Of course I want to, but ......"
"If you believe me, I'll help you!" Xi Xi said seriously, "Remember, sometimes, dreams are more than just dreams. ”
There was a sudden glimmer of light in his eyes, and inexplicably, he just felt that the girl in front of him who he had never met was worthy of his trust. Even if it's a dream, even if it's a dream to see her.
He has been wandering in this dream for many days, he has always been alone and sad, this time there is a girl and a cat appeared, although he does not believe in any ghosts, but he also knows, cats are psychic, this person and a cat are not simple, maybe it can really help him.
The orange cat rubbed in her arms, Xi Xi understood, and said, "You close your eyes now, try to think about what she looks like, imagine what she looks like when she gets married." ”
He followed her words and closed his eyes.
Suddenly, a bright light flashed, and the two and a cat appeared on a meadow, which was lined with objects for the wedding.
"Sit down and wait, it may be early for us."
He nodded, and sat down with her. However, until the sun set, no one else appeared. The hope he had lit was dying out, and he became even more lonely.
"What's going on?" Xi Xi couldn't help but lift the orange cat up.
The orange cat shook his head.
"You believe me!" Xi Xi grabbed him, "There must be something wrong, you go back first and let me think about it." Tomorrow, tomorrow you are still waiting for me by the river, and I will definitely help you make your wish come true! ”
Seeing her solemn look, he nodded vigorously.
"By the way, what's your name, and ...... her"
"My name is Xu Sheng, double Xu, Ri Chengsheng. Her name is Ouyang Mi, the Mi of Sumeru. ”
Another flash of light flashed, and they returned to the river.
Xi Xi once again said solemnly: "Tomorrow, at the same time, you must wait for me here!" ”
Xi Xi woke up, it was already dawn, fortunately there was no class in the morning.
"Xiao Tang, aren't you a dream tapir, you have great powers in your dreams, why can't you help Xu Sheng dream of his sweetheart?"
"Things in dreams are the same as reality, they are also changing rapidly, since he can't dream of it, there must be something else happening in between." The orange cat thought seriously, and suddenly said, "Also, don't call me Little Orange, it's ugly!" ”
"Oh! What do you think will happen to the big orange? ”
"It should be that there was an accident on Ouyang Mi's side...... Don't call me Big Orange!! ”
"You're an orange cat, what more name do you want?" Xi Xi gave it a roll of the eyes, she was now completely accustomed to this second-class gluttonous cat, how could she have the appearance of an ancient beast, "If I call you Dream Tapir directly, I won't scare people to death." ”
"Then you also give me a nice name, you are a writer of novels, don't you even know how to name it?"
"Think about it, you're chubby, do you want to call Qiuqiu?"
"You're a ball, your whole family is a ball!"
Xi Xi was full of black lines, and he wanted to kick this open-mouthed cat to death: "I'm the only one in our family." ”
"Uh......" The orange cat also realized that he had gone too far, and changed the subject, "Actually, I seem to have a name......"
"What's it called?"
"I want to think about ......"
"Think about it slowly, I'm going to the cafeteria!"
"By the way, my name is Chu Tapir, and the previous owner called me Chu Tapir!"
"It's good that you don't have the surname Xiong! You still have to think about how you want to help Xu Sheng, when I come back, I'm going to find him again, I don't have any confidence at all. ”
"Then you still dare to pat your chest and promise?"
"I couldn't see his sad face, even the sky was gray. And his world could turn into darkness at any moment......"
The first tapir jumped on her shoulder: "I'll go with you, you can discuss anything, maybe you can meet someone who is destined." ”
"You're crazy, a cat goes to the cafeteria, and you're not afraid of being beaten to death."
"A well-behaved, smart and cute cat like me must be loved by everyone." The tapir raised his head triumphantly and puffed up his chest.
"You better come down, go to the cafeteria, Auntie still thinks you're going to steal fish to eat, you have to go, don't blame me for not reminding you if you were beaten."
"I'm a divine beast, a divine beast! No one can beat me but my master! ”
"Good, good, if you like it! Let's go, I'm going to be late! ”
The orange cat followed him to the cafeteria, and he really didn't get beaten, good guy, as soon as he arrived at the cafeteria, he rubbed at the feet of several aunts, and he was well-behaved and doggy. Auntie gave it a little fish scrap, and it rubbed it even happier.
Xi Xi ignored it anymore and began to busy himself. When she was done and finished eating, the guy showed up to her on time, rubbing her round belly and burping a few times. Seeing that Xi Xi was disgusted for a while, he hurriedly took out wet wipes to help it wipe its mouth and paws clean, otherwise it would rub it, and the newly bought clothes on its body would be scrapped.
After wiping it clean, it jumped on Xi Xi's shoulder unceremoniously, putting on a cute and well-behaved look, which provoked the female classmates in the class to have stars in their eyes, scrambling to hug the little fat cat.
It is also not afraid of life at all, anyone wants to hug it, as long as it is a girl, it will rub it into someone's arms, if it is a boy, it will directly give a proud white eye, a turn, and a tail flick. Seeing it like this, the girls couldn't put it down.
Xi Xi watched coldly from the side, and her contempt for it was even more in her bones, but she could see that it was rubbing against other people's chests. What an ancient beast, it is not only a lazy cat, a gluttonous cat, but also a big cat!
After class, the orange cat was still unsatisfied, and couldn't help but sigh: "Alas, people are different, look at people, how soft, look at you, so shriveled!" ”
Before she could react, when she heard the word "shriveled", she suddenly became angry: "If you don't want to be caught and dissected, shut up!" ”
"Humph!"
"You perverted cat, if you dare to mess around again, be careful that I throw you ......" Xi Xi's words suddenly stopped, and his eyes were attracted by a figure, "Senior......"
"Hey, everyone is gone, why are you still in a daze?"
"What's the matter with you?"
"If you want to see him, you will catch up!"
"Don't you see that he is talking to someone else, it's not good for me to go up and disturb him."
"I don't think you dare, it doesn't look like they're talking about something important like that."
"What do you know about a cat?"
"I knew someone who was as timid as a mouse, and only dared to dream. But...... I seem to have seen your senior somewhere, and it feels very familiar. ”
"The first day you went to my house, in my dreams."
"No, I felt it that day, but my attention was on you, so I didn't think much of it."
"Okay, don't think about it. You are a dream tapir, maybe one day you accidentally fell into his dream, and you forgot about it. ”
"I guess so."
It's still that gray world, it's still the willow bank, the depressed figure, the sad breath. The only difference is that compared to yesterday, there is a little more wind, adding a little vitality and dynamism to this gray world, which is caused by a trace of anticipation in the heart of the owner of this dream.
Xi Xi was even more panicked, if she disappointed him again, she didn't dare to imagine what he would become.
"Are you ready?"
"Ready."
"This time, you don't want to think about the wedding, you just miss her, try to think about her, think about the situation when she separated from you that day, and use your love and thoughts for her to find her resonance."
"Okay." Xu Sheng closed his eyes and began to sketch her appearance, gradually revealing a heartache expression.
A strong light flashed, and it was still this willow bank, but at this time, half of it was colored, and half of it was gray.