163 - Illusion
Yu Xiaole closed his eyes, leaned on his body, and quietly felt the warmth of this moment.
He Bin felt the change in her movements, and the mood that had been slightly nervous a moment ago was instantly surrounded by joy.
Only then did he realize that she was wearing pajamas, although she was not revealing, but in this ambiguous environment, it seemed to be an invitation to him. Her half-dried hair hung down between her neck, and her skin was extraordinarily fair.
He swallowed and slowly moved forward with one hand as he lowered his head to kiss her.
Yu Xiaole pushed him away: "I said that I would go and meet everyone after changing my clothes, don't let everyone wait too long." Xiao Wang and Xiao Li should also be ready, if I can't ask for leave, I can also hold on. β
He Bin paused for a moment, and quickly regained his senses. If neither of them shows up in time, even if it's okay, it's okay. The so-called rabbit doesn't eat the grass next to the nest, even if he really wants to develop other relationships with her, he must hide people's eyes and ears, and he can't be so blatant.
He let go of his hand: "You rest, I approved your fake." Xiao Wang and Xiao Li and I will take a taxi right now. β
Yu Xiaole nodded silently, and after sending him away, he dried his hair and lay on the bed, his heart was in turmoil, although he was dizzy, he couldn't sleep.
After that, Yu Xiaole began to deliberately avoid He Bin, although she pretended to be natural and had no flaws, but she still couldn't escape He Bin's eyes, since he showed her his intentions, he always paid attention to her state, and became more sensitive, and quickly captured her changes.
Of course, he won't let her succeed, he has already let go of his worries, she still hesitates about something, and even hides from herself. He thinks that he is better than her husband Zhu Yong everywhere, and she is not without feelings for herself, so there is no reason not to agree.
So he deliberately approached her, Yu Xiaole didn't want to show too obvious rejection, and he didn't want to get too close to him for fear of losing proportion, and he was in a dilemma for a while. She began to complain to herself, what kind of rafting to choose, if she went to Elephant Trunk Mountain, there would be no such thing, everyone was still good friends.
Fortunately, the next morning's itinerary was to move freely in a scenic spot, which saved a lot of embarrassment, and took the bus back to the company in the afternoon.
Yu Xiaole stood on the glass plank road and looked into the distance, then stared at his feet again, and suddenly felt a burst of dizziness, and his legs and feet were weak. She couldn't help but think that if the glass under her feet cracked and fell, she would be shattered. There is also the swing on the cliff not far away, even if there is a slight accident, the consequences are unimaginable, much more dangerous than rafting, why are so many people still playing?
Maybe everyone's pressure is too much, so if she wants to pursue excitement, let's just say that herself, although she is very scared, still walked on this glass plank road, that is, the swing, the paraglider, she also wants to try it.
"Little music."
She knew who it was without turning around, even if he didn't open her mouth she knew that she could feel his approach. Her hands trembled and she pretended to be calm, "It's really beautiful here." β
"You know that's not what I'm trying to say."
Yu Xiaole turned to look at him: "Then what do you want to say?" β
"Xiaole, you know me best, you know what kind of person I am. But yesterday, I saw you fall into the water, and I jumped off before I had time to think about it. I felt like I was going to break down when I thought about what might happen to you, and I only had one thought, that you must not be okay. When I got ashore, I knew they were watching, but I didn't dare to let go, I was afraid that as soon as I let go, you would be gone. β
He took another step forward: "You know I'm afraid of heights, I don't like thrilling projects, I just find a place to sit and drink tea and watch everyone play." But I'm coming up now because you're here. Xiaole, I can change for you and become what you like. β
"And then? Are we sneaking together under the pretext of a business trip, or are you hiding in a golden house after my divorce? He Bin, although I have a hard time now, you know that this kind of life is not what I want. Yu Xiaole asked his soul.
He Bin hesitated for a moment and replied: "You give me some time, you divorce first, and then I will find a way to transfer the property to your name, I don't want to cheapen their family, and I will divorce when the transfer is almost done." Xiaole, you know how much I care about money, my money is for you, this is my greatest sincerity, with this money, you don't have to worry that I will not keep my promise. β
Yu Xiaole shook his head with a smile and asked calmly: "He Bin, if you go back to yesterday, time can be frozen and give you enough time to think, will you still jump in to save me without hesitation?" β
He Bin hesitated for a long time, and finally admitted: "I don't want to lie to you, as long as I give me a little time, I will figure it out, yesterday was just a false alarm, and you will not be in danger." β
"Yes, so you will choose to keep a low profile and will wait for the scenic staff to come and save me." Yu Xiaole was not surprised by his answer, "He Bin, as you said, I am the person who knows you best in this world, and I know you even better than yourself. I believe that what you are saying now is true, and I also believe in your feelings for me, and your kindness to me in the past two years will not be fake. But after two years, you've done a lot of work, I almost thought I was thinking too much, why did you say it this time? β
He Bin said frankly: "After yesterday's events, I found that your position in my heart is more important than I imagined, and I need you." β
"No, Hebin. That's because you feel that as long as I'm by your side, it doesn't matter how you get along, what you need is my mental support, not physically, and physically you can have a lot of options, and I don't have an advantage. But after yesterday's stimulation, you don't want to limit yourself to mental communication, you want to go further. β
Yu Xiaole stared at his eyes, and his words hit the bottom of his heart: "He Bin, what you really want is not a wife, although you and your wife have a bad relationship, but she also has a role that others can't replace." What you want is a caring lover who can be on call, who can chat with you when you are bored, cook for you when you are hungry, sleep with you when you need it, and wait for you silently in your golden house when you don't need it. You will take her to socialize, but you will not take her to meet your relatives and friends. β
"I can change for you, I can get a divorce. You know, I'm a person who never changes because of someone else, you're the first. He Bin argued.
"Yes, you won't change for anyone, but you will compromise for the sake of profit. You just went to the headquarters for an interview a while ago, and it is very likely that you will rise one more level, but if you get divorced, your development will come to an end. Now you will say that you are willing, but we are really together, and you will regret it, because by that time I will no longer be a solution flower, but a stumbling block on your development path. Let's not say that I can't let go of my family, even if I can ignore it for you, I don't want to become a grudge with you in the future, I'd rather be best friends with you. β
"Then you can be my lover and always be my interpreter flower. I won't treat you badly, you have what my wife has, and you have what my wife doesn't have. He Bin finally said what he really wanted to say, "Xiaole, don't you have any feelings for me?" β
"She has the status of the main room, I don't, then I will be a third who can't hold his head up. He Bin, I Yu Xiaole has nothing to be proud of in this life, there is only such a little bit of self-esteem and bottom line, I will not break it. Don't mention the lover's matter in the future, we are still good friends. β
He Bin's eyes flashed with a hint of unhappiness: "Xiaole, when did you become so naΓ―ve, once the relationship between the two people has changed, how can it return to the original state?" I didn't say it before, I just didn't want to upset the balance between us. But yesterday's accident has broken the original balance between us, and we can no longer go back to the past, but to establish a new balance. β
Yu Xiaole was silent for a long time and suddenly asked, "Are you really willing to change for me?" β
"Yes, every word I say to you now is sincere, not half false. You think about it. β
"Okay, you go sit with me there." Yu Xiaole pointed to the paraglider in the sky, even if it was far away, he could still hear the screams coming from above.
He Bin was puzzled: "Xiaole, I don't like this kind of exciting project. β
"It's okay, then you go have tea, I'll find someone else to play." Yu Xiaole slowly walked over there.
"Little Fun!" He Bin quickly stepped forward and grabbed her hand, "I'll go with you." β
This kind of paragliding is a team of two, Yu Xiaole watched the staff tie ropes for them, listened to the screams in the sky, and whispered: "I'm a little scared." β
He Bin tightened her hand and whispered in her ear, "I'm scared with you." β
Jumping down with his eyes closed, the wind blowing on his face like a knife, Yu Xiaole hugged He Bin tightly and let out an unbridled scream. The umbrella bag opened and the speed of landing slowed down, Yu Xiaole opened his eyes, looked at everything around him curiously, and smiled happily. [This is pure fiction, for the needs of the plot, don't take it seriously, the author has no experience in skydiving, but I plan to try it on the weekend, but it's definitely not right to hug each other, or you should follow the instructions of the on-site staff]
When he landed on the ground, Yu Xiaole's feet were really soft, stepping on the ground as if he was stepping on cotton, and he fell down directly, He Bin was led by her and fell down, and the two of them fell on the grass with their arms, and the parachute gently covered them.
On the bus back, He Bin sat diagonally behind Yu Xiaole, always paying attention to her dynamics, but for motion sickness professionals, there was nothing else but sleeping.
Even if she was just sleeping, He Bin was still very happy, she should have accepted him, and it was time to think about how the two of them would get along in the future. Divorce is not impossible, but she is right, he will regret it, and it is the last choice that he has no choice. If you can be promoted, why don't you want to earn more than 100,000 yuan a year, and use it as pocket money for her.
When he arrived at the door of the company, He Bin asked: "Seeing that you are haggard like this, I will send you back, right?" β
Yu Xiaole shook his head: "You still don't let me take the car, I'll only go back two kilometers, just blow the wind and walk back slowly." β
He Bin was not reluctant, and said, "Then be careful on the road, and send me a message when you get home." β
"Hmm."
On the way home, He Bin's wife sent a message saying that her son was going to eat Burger King, and turned around and went to the city. Passing by a gold shop on the way, he thought that Yu Xiaole had never had jewelry on him, so he went in and chose a necklace for her, went to buy a hamburger, and went home satisfied.
The next day, He Bin came to the company early, sat in the office and fantasized about Yu Xiaole's expression after seeing the necklace, whether he could take advantage of her happiness and mention the next things by the way.