164 - Withdraw

The next day, He Bin came to the company early, sat in the office and fantasized about Yu Xiaole's expression after seeing the necklace, whether he could take advantage of her happiness and mention the next things by the way.

When I heard the phone vibrating, I clicked on the WeChat sent by Yu Xiaole, saying that I was not feeling well and wanted to take a day off, and I would come back to make up for it. He Bin only thought that she was tired, and replied: "Agreed." You have a good rest. ”

Putting the necklace in the safe, He Bin called the managers of various departments to hold a temporary meeting, telling them not to forget their work when they are crazy, and to grasp production and quality, and he received customer complaints as soon as he came.

Everyone can see that the boss is in a bad mood, and as soon as the meeting is over, he tells his subordinates to be cautious and not to hit the muzzle of the gun, you must know that the boss has a bad temper and is famous in the company.

At noon, He Bin went to the cafeteria to take a brief look, he had no appetite at all, his stomach had already been spoiled by Yu Xiaole. He returned to his office and found the key to her locker, found some snacks inside, and handled the mail as he ate. If Yu Xiaole was there, he would definitely have to nag again, saying not to look at the computer while eating.

When He Bin clicked on the email from an unfamiliar mailbox, he looked at it twice in disbelief, before he was sure that he was not dazzled.

"Mr. He:

Since I joined the company, I have been supported and cared for by you. I am very grateful to the company for cultivating me, and I am grateful to Mr. He for his expectations and entrusted me with important responsibilities. However, due to personal reasons, I had to choose to leave my job.

I am reluctant to the factory, reluctant to Mr. He, and reluctant to all colleagues, I am ashamed of Mr. He's love, I have nothing to say except sorry.

Here, I formally submit my resignation to Mr. He and ask Mr. He for approval.

Finally, congratulations on the grand exhibition.

Yu Xiaole: Sincerely

xx/xx/201x"

Not only did she send an email, but she also attached a handwritten photo, and she couldn't find the slightest mistake.

He Bin was so angry that he wanted to scold his mother, but he held back his temper and forced himself to calm down and analyze the whole story. Soon he thought of a self-consolation possibility: rabbits don't eat the grass next to the nest, which is taboo in the group, and she chose to leave so that she could be with her openly.

But soon he denied his idea, if it was for the future of the two of them, then why didn't she discuss it with herself, and said that she was reluctant to say anything to Mr. He, and had nothing to say about Mr. He's love except for being sorry.

He Bin pinched off a pen, broke a cup, and replied, "Everything will be said in person tomorrow." Only then did he calm down and continue to process the mail. The latter was a complaint email from a customer, and he immediately became angry and called the production manager and quality manager to the office to criticize him.

The production manager and the quality manager lowered their heads and didn't dare to squeak, and the colleagues outside also heard the boss go crazy, and they didn't dare to play and chat anymore, and each returned to their seats to face the computer, even if they were fine, they pretended to be very busy, but the constantly flashing WeChat showed the fire of gossip that everyone was burning.

The next day, when He Bin arrived earlier, he stood by the window and stared at the door, until he saw her figure enter the factory, and then sat down as if nothing had happened. After he calmed down yesterday, he figured it out, the more this happened, the more he couldn't force her, otherwise it would only stimulate her rebellious mentality. Don't look at her usually soft and weak, he will bow down when he is tough.

Seeing her walk in, he said without raising his head, "Go and make me a pot of tea." ”

"Oh." She picked up the teapot and went.

When she came back to pour him water, he smiled and said, "Come, I'll show you something." ”

"Okay." Yu Xiaole took the box in his hand, opened it and said in surprise, "Why can I send a necklace to a customer now?" This kind of headquarters won't approve it, right? You're not asking me to find an invoice again, are you? ”

He Bin picked up the necklace and put it on her, and said gently: "Customers who send the company need invoices, and customers who send me don't need invoices." ”

Yu Xiaole held his hand: "Mr. He, I have already proposed to resign, and I am not eligible to participate in the selection of outstanding employees, so I should use this when I draw a lottery at the annual meeting." ”

He Bin said angrily: "I have compromised, what else do you want to make trouble?" What resignation, I don't approve! ”

Yu Xiaole was anxious and argued with him: "I proposed it in strict accordance with the legal process, and you have to approve it if you don't approve it!" ”

He Bin wrenched her body fiercely, stared at her and mocked: "You are bold, you have learned a little bit of legal knowledge and use it against me?" Seeing that she didn't squeak, he said helplessly, "What do you want?" What exactly are you not satisfied with? ”

Yu Xiaole raised his head and looked at him squarely and said, "He Bin, you are right, the original balance between us has been destroyed, and it is impossible to return to the way before, we can only establish a new balance." I don't want to have an extramarital affair, I don't want to be a junior, and I don't want to be ambiguous with you all the time. I thought about it for a long time, leaving is the best way, maybe it will be a little unaccustomed at first, but it will be fine slowly. ”

"You ......" He Bin wanted to get angry again, and when he saw the people coming and going outside, he forcibly said, "You go with me to meet the customer first, and then talk about it when you come back." With that, he strode out the door.

Yu Xiaole hurriedly followed, this is her own job, as long as she is still in office for a day, she must do a good job.

He Bin drove the car to the riverside and chose a relatively remote place to stop, which is close to the mouth of the sea and few people come to play. For the locals, there's not much to do by the river either.

Yu Xiaole got out of the car: "Didn't you say that you were going to meet customers, why did you come here?" ”

He Bin stood behind her: "You mentioned several times that you wanted to come to the riverside to find memories, but I promised but didn't take it seriously, and now I have fulfilled it." Xiaole, I am really willing to change for you. ”

Yu Xiaole sighed and said slowly: "He Bin, I don't think it's easy to come to the riverside, the reason why I often mention it to you is because you are more depressed, you always feel depressed and heavy, and you often have a nameless fire, full of complaints, and will transfer this suppressed emotion to other people or things." The river is magnificent, you often come to see it, listen to the waves crashing on the shore, the birds chirping, and the steamer whistle, you can relax. ”

He Bin couldn't help but be moved, what she really did was for his good, he hugged her from behind and rested his chin on her shoulder: "Xiaole, no one understands me better than you, and no one treats me better than you, let's be together." ”

Yu Xiaole struggled and said, "He Bin, don't be like this. ”

He Bin hugged her tighter: "Xiaole, you say, what do you want me to do before you are willing to join me, as long as you say I will agree." ”

Yu Xiaole closed his eyes: "He Bin, I have already made it very clear that day what I should say, we all have families, and we all have our own worries that we can't let go, and we will not be happy if we are barely together." Since I can't get back to the best way to get along, I choose to leave. I have no regrets about being able to get to know you, fall into the water together, and jump over the parachute together. ”

"But I have." He Bin completely encircled her, greedily sniffing the unique fragrance around her neck.

"In addition, while I am still in the company these days, we can achieve them one by one."

"I want you." He Bin said.

Yu Xiaole broke his hand: "He Bin, except for this." ”

He Bin pretended to let her succeed, and suddenly dragged her over, who was just about to withdraw, and forced her to face him. Yu Xiaole didn't go along with him, she lowered her head and twisted her body in protest.

He Bin had the thought that as soon as he let go, she would disappear and never be caught again. He can't let her disappear, since he broke up with his first girlfriend, for more than ten years, although he has had many women, this is the first time someone has really been able to enter his heart. It's just that he wants too much, and she's not the only one.

He Bin did something he had never done before, he pulled her into the car, grabbed her cheek, forcibly kissed her, and tore at her clothes. He believes that she has herself in her heart, but she can't get rid of the world's eyes, as long as she breaks through the defense line in her heart, she will obey.

"Smack-" Yu Xiaole saw that the struggle was ineffective, and slapped him hard.

He Bin only felt a hot pain on his face, and Yu Xiaole's slap shattered his self-esteem and extinguished all his desires. The two of them still maintained an extremely ambiguous posture, but there was no ambiguous atmosphere.

He Bin's face became gloomy, and his eyes were cold: "I thought you were different from others. ”

Yu Xiaole stared at him without giving in: "If I give in, I will be the same as others." To do that would be an insult to you, to me, and to our feelings. ”

It's just that He Bin, who was furious, couldn't listen to her explanation, and he retreated outside the car: "If you don't want to get out with me!" ”

Yu Xiaole also got out of the car when he saw the opportunity, and it is definitely not a good choice to get along in a confined space at this time.

The two men stood like this, and neither of them spoke. Suddenly, He Bin turned around and got into the car, and with a "boom", the car drove away, leaving Yu Xiaole alone in the wind.

As soon as he left, Yu Xiaole's tears broke the embankment, there was only the river here, she didn't need to pretend anymore, she didn't need to suppress her emotions anymore, she sat on the embankment and let herself cry like a child. After so many years of hard work, she has experienced too much injustice, and she gritted her teeth and walked over step by step, thinking that she had already looked down on everything except for the child herself, but in fact, it was not.

Crying enough, she wiped away her tears, and slowly walked back, the road in front of her seemed infinitely long, there was no end in sight, she only walked forward by instinct, and just kept going, never to the end, no longer have to face so many troubles, it is not a kind of happiness.

Yu Xiaole suddenly remembered the first time he sat in He Bin's car.

It was her first New Year's Day in the factory, because the performance of the factory was very good, He Bin proposed that everyone go out for a walk together and have a New Year's Eve dinner by the way, but they couldn't leave too far and came back to stare at the output.

The administration quickly submitted a plan, a hundred kilometers away from the ancient town self-driving tour, the date was selected on the first rest day after the New Year's Day holiday, which can not only stagger the peak of traffic jams during the small long holiday, but also because it is close to the Spring Festival, it does not affect the atmosphere.

The specific itinerary is: the day before, everyone got off work one hour early, drove to a century-old restaurant in the ancient town to eat the famous local whole sheep banquet, and then went to sing K, and stayed in the farmhouse hotel for one night after the end. The next day, we will have a half-day tour of the ancient town in the morning, and go home in the afternoon. Breakfast is at your own expense, and lunch is in another five-star restaurant on a review network.

He Bin immediately approved, and at the same time proposed that for the convenience of travel and green environmental protection, it is recommended that everyone carpool, refuse one person and one car, and the company will give the driver oil stickers according to the number of people, which is the time to test the character.

Yu Xiaole's biggest fear is team building, it's okay to have a meal nearby, she is afraid when she sees a car, and she really doesn't dare to compliment the driving skills of several people in the company. On two occasions before, she had to go to the city because of an urgent matter, and He Bin approved her to find someone to drive her by bus, but it was only 60 kilometers back and forth, and she returned to the company with a pale face, as if she was seriously ill.