Chapter 184

"Drink!"

Zhong Sannian gasped, watching the dozen or so existences disappear, turning into a wisp of dust in an instant, and not even a shadow was encountered.

She didn't feel any pity, and even knocked on the scene just now, she couldn't wait to applaud.

It's just that he sighed at the huge power in an instant, but with a flick of his fingers, the dozen or so monsters turned into dust in an instant.

Leng Qiuhan said: "This is my quibble, as the saying goes, seeing is believing." The past time is in front of me, and after three years of watching, I naturally know what happened at the beginning. ”

Zhong Sansan nodded seriously, turned back, lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry, I really blamed you before." ”

She didn't say a word about the other party, nor did she have any panic from the bottom of her heart, hearing those rumors, he had a defense in his heart, telling that the times were wrong, the hardships of life, and the competition between monsters was too cruel.

Subconsciously I seem to be thinking on the side, maybe there really is such a thing.

Maybe that person, who is wholeheartedly good to himself, has indeed done those cruel things, but he was forced, not solved from the bottom of his heart, and he didn't think that the other party was innocent.

Leng Qiuhan has been two or three times, and he has saved himself, but there is a human being who has a relationship, and the two of them are not even of the same race.

However, I saved myself again and again and was in trouble.

Such an ordinary kindness, but he left it behind for himself, and he had forgotten what he was good to himself at the beginning.

In the face of such a thing, I even thought about quibbling without losing, thinking about the truth of this matter, what it was.

She was ashamed of herself.

Leng Qiuhan gently stroked the other party's hair and said, "For three years, it is a great blessing in my life that I have not shown an expression of disgust. ”

Zhong Sansan shook his head quickly and said, "How could I possibly have any dislike for you? You have saved me so many times, but my savior I am weak and unable to repay it, and I have always wanted to repay such kindness, and I have always kept such thoughts in my heart, how could I have an expression of disgust. ”

"Kindness."

Leng Qiuhan chewed these two words carefully, and his voice was very low, and the people around him couldn't hear it clearly.

Zhong Sannian said: "I'm sorry, I didn't think that you were innocent before the moment I heard it, but I found all kinds of excuses to quibble, maybe at that time I already felt that these things had happened in my heart, I didn't have the first time, I believe that you are an absolutely good existence, I'm really sorry, but no matter what happens, I won't be disgusted with you." ”

Leng Qiuhan lowered his eyes and said in a low voice: "Three years, you are wrong. ”

"What?" Zhong Sansan only felt that his heart was tightly grasped.

Yes.

He saved himself twice and three times, but in exchange for his own state of complete distrust, such a general emotion, how can it be easily concealed, maybe the other party has already been disappointed in himself, he has done too many wrongs, for such a person, he can also live up to what he is, he is simply not worthy of living in this world.

Zhong Sannian closed his eyes tightly, not wanting to see such a general reality.

Maybe I should disappear, or I won't be able to see each other again.

Either one seems to make you feel pain, but the latter will make you miserable for the rest of your life.

The cold and clear voice of the cold autumn is like a drop of ice water falling into the ancient well.

His voice is cold to the bone, but his words are mixed with an imperceptible tenderness, which is not too obvious, but moisturizes things silently.

"For three years, I am not absolutely good, I have also done many wrong things, I have touched many people for the death of my lover, monsters, are animals without intuition, they are even innocent just stand by and watch, and I am involved in it."

Well?

Zhong Sansan didn't feel relieved in his heart, such ordinary words.

It doesn't seem to be the same as I imagined.

However, the lover of the cold autumn cold?

By the way, Jin Xirang seemed to have seen in his words that he had once fallen in love with a woman, and I heard that she was still a human woman, dressed as a bride, and threw her life in a forest.

Why died? Why did that girl leave this world, and what was the reason?

The girl Jin Xirang said about the forest, where even the monsters couldn't enter, the girl broke in, but when she came out, she only left a lifeless shell.

What the hell is going on?

Has Leng Qiuhan been thinking about that girl all the time?

Whether I have been remembering the girl's death in my heart and can't forget it.

"The one I love died a thousand years ago."

Zhong Sannian listened to the cold voice in his ears, and only felt that it was mixed with indelible sadness, and there was lust in the sadness and coldness, and there was a nostalgic sadness, which slowly penetrated into his heart, and instantly turned into a blockbuster, somehow just listening to a simple sentence, he felt that his heart was pierced by a knife.

Leng Qiuhan lowered his eyes and said: "The person I love is a human being, and it is not a monster that is completely different from me. The person I love is simple and kind, full of expectations for life, but he falls in love with me, giving other lives to his lover, bringing death to existence. ”

Zhong Sansan raised his eyes and looked.

Leng Qiuhan lowered his chin slightly, lowered his eyes and whispered, and the red light fell from above, shedding a layer of dim and thick shadows.

It was a snowflake-white complexion, falling by the dazzling red light, and there was no blood red, but it was extremely sad, and the hue confrontation between cold and heat laid a shadow under the eyelashes, covering the sadness in the eyes.

He's in pain.

Pain the loss of a lover, pain yourself brought harm to a lover.

Zhong Sannian only felt that every heartbeat of his heart was painful with the other party's sadness, and he couldn't tell what such emotions were like.

It's just that every moment, I feel as if my heart is about to be torn apart, looking at that sad emotion, I can't wait to rush forward and soothe that sad emotion.

How can you do this?

She is just an ordinary earth, and human beings do not have too deep a relationship with each other, just one-sided kindness, and what ability does she have to soothe the other party's grief and the pain of his lover's departure.

Remembering the emotions that have been transformed for thousands of years, how can he be mixed in, he can only wait by the side.

Leng Qiuhan said: "My lover is like a light, always in the depths, in the mire will also show his own light, moving towards the direction of life, even in the face of the blame of life, the existence of monsters, but has been walking forward, my lover may not have encountered life, will go to a better ending." ”

Don't say that, what's wrong with love?

What's wrong with meeting someone in your own life? If it is really the moment that I love the most in my heart, how can it be beautiful if I miss it.

Zhong Nian was in that moment, this sentence popped up in his mind, and he couldn't even suppress the feeling he wanted to say, but he gritted his teeth tightly, and didn't reveal any of these words, what qualifications did he have to say such ordinary words.

Leng Qiuhan said: "Maybe I haven't been involved in my lover's life, my lover will not leave at a young age, but looking for a young talent who is equal to spend a peaceful and peaceful time in the future together." ”

No, if you really love each other, if you really want to be destined, you can just make do with other people.

Why implicate others, but make yourself miserable, why don't you meet the person you love to be happy.

Calm and peaceful, if the people around you are just barely making up for work, it is only painful torture, and it is only when to make yourself miserable and other people sad.

Zhong Sannian kept denying it in his heart, looking at the other party's sadness, wanting to touch but telling himself deeply that he couldn't move forward without that right, and he couldn't even move a finger, and he couldn't take another step forward.

He is thinking about his lover who has left.

In the memory of the person who is now in love in his heart, what right do you have to come forward and say, what ability can you persuade the other party to relax their minds.

Leng Qiuhan said: "If it were me, my lover would not have provoked the attention of those monsters, nor would he be confused by those monsters, mistakenly thinking that I was deep in the jungle, and walked to the woods that I couldn't walk out of at all, and was confused in it, and lost my life, if it weren't for me, my lover would have lived well and for a long time, instead of being randomly seized of the chance to survive by the monsters." ”

To be willing to give your life and get out of the jungle where you dare not go in as fast as possible.

Maybe she loves you more than she ever thought she would.

Zhong doesn't know for three years, but if it is really one day to give his life for a love, it is love to the extreme, love to the bones, without the other party is not good, only by watching him live can he be considered at ease, even if he is gone, it doesn't matter.

Maybe she was at ease before she died, at least looking for her lover, and at that moment, she might reverie in her heart that her lover was fine.

Zhong couldn't restrain himself for three years, and his confused heart in the jungle couldn't be clear, running in the jungle, looking for a trace of his lover, how frightened he was.

It's just that for the sake of the person you love, you can walk into the terrifying existence, and you have always been ready to give your life, maybe before you die, as long as you see a shadow for a moment, you are satisfied and there is nothing to do.

Zhong couldn't say anything for three years, but he felt that the girl should be satisfied.

At least live up to your youth.

I really wanted to take a step up and stop the other party's shoulder, hugged him deeply and said: Don't care.

But what right do you have to say such things for another girl?

A girl who has nothing to do with herself.

She, Zhong San, has no right to say such ordinary things.

I could only look at each other, at that calm man, and fell into a sinking of sadness.

Leng Qiuhan's fingers lightly buckled the other party's sleeve, "The death of my lover, many of them are the shadows of monsters, I am angry and resentful in my heart, and I have been hating those monsters, so there are many things that have been done biased, looking for the enemy to destroy them, and I can't suppress the sand Yi that grew in my heart, I did a lot of wrong things back then." ”

Zhong Sannian grabbed the other party's arm with his backhand, grabbed the opponent's wrist tightly, and shook his head gently.

She has any right to say anything.

can only accompany each other, and express that he agrees with each other's actions in this moment.

Leng Qiuhan's eyes fell on his arms, looking at the hands that were clutching his arms tightly.

There was a slight twinkle between his eyes.

opened his arms and gently took the person in front of him into his arms, his arms were trembling, trembling slightly, as if Cherno was timid, he didn't dare to approach, but in that moment he hugged the person into his arms and gently buckled it.

Zhong Sannian didn't have any resistance, he threw himself down and felt the silky cloth in his arms, hiding his face, and the cold breath instantly stained the tip of his nose.

There is a faint fragrance on the cold autumn cold, and it is not good to say, what kind of flower fragrance it is, cold and transparent, like a snow lotus in the cold ice, a melancholy monument in the ancient well, and a drop of snowflake in the dew flower city in the cold winter wax moon.

She sniffed the smell gently, and put her face close to the fabric, her face, slightly downward but extremely cowardly, not daring to get too close, not daring to be too heavy, just a little contamination seemed to be lucky for herself.

The two of them didn't say anything, leaning against each other tightly, and at the same time they were afraid of the scene at this moment, and with a copy, they couldn't say anything to Cherno, they wanted to get close and were afraid, they wanted to get close but didn't dare.

Leng Qiuhan pressed his palm on his back, without any movement, his fingers overlapped each other and hugged the girl's back.

Zhong Sannian's grip on the other party's hand had already been released, and he slid along the arc to the other party's arm, holding himself gently, not daring to make too many movements.

Leng Qiuhan was slightly close to the tip of his nose and touched the other party's hair.

The girl's life is poor, and the smell of the shampoo is not so gorgeous, but it does not bring any aroma after washing.

It's like morning dew, which doesn't smell anything after washing, only a little smell of its own, but no other smell is contagious.

Leng Qiuhan closed his eyes slightly, and even his eyelashes couldn't help but tremble, timidly and fearful, scared, and gently sniffed the taste of that moment.

"Alas!"

"Hey, hey." The golden claw kite sat on the sofa with the whole person in his hands, leaning against the big fox behind him, "You have only been back for a while, how angry you have been talking about it, but after saying what happened, you make people panic in their hearts when they look like this." ”

After Zhong Sannian heard the words, his face turned red instantly, and he quickly patted his cheek and said, "No!" There's nothing to do, it's just going to work, and it's inevitable that there will be some other emotions, so don't think too much about it. ”

"Oh."

The golden kite leaned back slightly, half-closed eyes.

Zhong San's spirits perked up, and he looked at the ordinary happy and jumping boy, "What's wrong?" Did you encounter something unhappy? Why don't you feel very good? ”

The golden kite quietly grabbed her arm and raised her eyes to look at the girl opposite.

The golden glass eyes, I don't know when Jingyi was stained with a deep color.

When Zhong Sannian saw such a look, he suddenly had a mood in his heart, walked over quickly, and carefully looked at the silent face.

"Tell me what's going on, maybe I can help you, even if I can't, I can talk to you."

The golden kite raised her eyes a little bitterly, looked at the girl, and took a position beside her to sit down.

Zhong Nian looked at the other party obedient and sensible, and even looked like he wanted to be reasonable, and he was even more flustered in his heart.

hurriedly grabbed the other party's arm, "If you have anything to say, just tell me quickly, isn't this look panicking?" ”

The golden cone pulled his collar with his hand, pulled the zipper to the very top, and said with a slightly straightened attitude, "I... I used to know a girl before. ”

Well?

What's the situation?

Zhong Sansan looked at him dumbfounded.

What's going on? Could it be that the eldest brother in his family is in love?

Is the other party a human or a youkai?

By the way, there seems to be a vague impression before, when did you mention it? That's before the other party was sealed.,How many years have passed.,It should be a monster.。

"She's a human."

Oh...

Zhong Sansan looked at him in a daze, and instantly understood what he meant, human life is just a hundred years, time flies, and the golden cite seal has a few hundred years, so the original girl has already disappeared, right?

In the long years, the person I once liked has long been turned into white bones, and such a general painful emotion is really painful to think about.

The golden kite raised her hand and patted the other party's head, "You guy, don't use your thoughts to think about me, I had already had a falling out with that girl, there is no topic to think about, I was already about to hate it." ”

Zhong San blinked. I was surprised for a while, and some couldn't react, what was going on, just stared at each other stupidly.

The golden cite cleared her throat with her hands in front of her and said, "When I talk about the people I once knew, I just said that the two of you are about the same, both human. I haven't been in contact with many people.,The girl I once knew is one.,You're also one.,I think the length of your two lives should be about the same.,Time passes in a blink of an eye.,It won't be long.,You'll die too.。 ”

"Uh..."It was difficult for Zhong to talk about such a topic for three years, "For me, I am just passing adulthood, and there is still a long period of time, my idealized state, and I still have fifty or sixty years of life, but people have good and bad luck..."

But I couldn't say anything more.