Chapter 185

She...

Why don't you know what the golden kite means?

He is now just a young man who has jumped out, with a jumping personality, no calmness of duty, a very free and easy temperament, and a handsome and immature face.

If you really convert the age, I'm afraid it's the age of sixteen or seventeen to go to high school, and I'm also in my twenties.

But in fact, how many years has the other party passed, and how long has the other party lived? How many years have passed, how many traces have been shed in these years, and how many years have you walked in this time?

Zhong Sansan didn't dare to make a conclusion, but according to the age of the other party, I am afraid that being his own ancestor can be regarded as his own advantage.

Time wandered and sealed in the darkness for many years, and the flow of time did not show any traces on the other party, and the young man looked much younger than himself.

She also said that she had fifty or sixty years of life expectancy, but what was this short few decades for him?

It'll be the same in a few days.

It's like raising a kitten and a puppy, and it disappears in an instant, and even this kind of time still has to shorten some of the other party's long life, can you take up a short time for your own decades, and after many years, will you still recall that you have your own person in your life After many years, can you still remember your name?

Zhong three years.

The ordinary can't be more ordinary, and it's even a little boring, and it still looks a little old-fashioned and weird in such an era.

Can such an ordinary name really leave any shadow in the other person's heart? After many years, can you still know that there is a person who exists?

Zhong Sannian knows his face, what kind of general appearance he is, not how beautiful it is, but not ugly, it is beautiful enough, but it is not enough to make people amazing, at most it is more comfortable to look at, slightly eye-catching, but in fact, it is not too memorable, so that it will not be remembered for thousands of years.

Maybe after two or three hundred years, the other party can no longer see what he looks like, and he can't recognize it.

It's strange that this person has changed time like this, and his shadow has completely disappeared into the world.

And the boy on the other side is already so ordinary, maybe his face will change slightly by then, as if he has graduated from high school.

Such general words sound heart-wrenching, but I have to admit that wine is the most straightforward reality.

The corners of Zhong Sansan's mouth turned up with bitterness, he looked at the face opposite, how could he say the bitterness in his heart, only looked at the pair of golden glass eyes and saw the calmness and pain in them, why not be the same?

To tell the truth, the two people have known each other for a very short time, and they are not too familiar, but somehow, they seem to have known each other for many years, and they spend each other's lives in their lives.

Zhong three years she...

Since I was a child, there were not many people who had good intentions for me, and even a few of them dissipated in those strange things.

His former best friend is also crazy.

At that time when he was at a loss and didn't know the truth, he was only one person between heaven and earth.

What broke into his life turned out to be a monster with a strange glass.

Leng Qiuhan saved his own life, continued to help without asking for anything in return, selflessly dedicated to himself, and even made people doubt that such a general seriousness would be so good to himself, but there is really such a person's imprint in life, and there is no way to erase it is a light in life.

But...

It's too far, it's too far away from your own life, it's the existence you look up to, it's the immortal above the nine heavens, it's the light you don't dare to approach.

Even if there are some other ideas, they have to be quickly suppressed, and they don't dare to take a step closer at all, just watch from a distance.

I repay this kindness in my heart, hang this grateful heart high, and always remind myself to remember and remember the general thoughts.

The golden libie, which is also an intruder, is indeed a little reckless in his own life, and has raised a large number of debts for himself, and completely changed his life.

But it is true that it has broken into its own life, and there is a lot of shadows all the time, and a crack has been opened for a dull, even depressing mood like wanting to leave this world.

Zhong has never been suicidal in three years, even if he is targeted to the extreme, he still thinks about himself, and finally has a good time to leave the city and live another peaceful life.

It's just so depressed, but I keep thinking about myself and keep pushing forward, and the dull and dark pounds tightly on my backbone, like a hammer cracking my bones.

The golden libie, like his own appearance, is generally like a little sun, even if it is constantly hot, but the flea's character really illuminates his life, and it is inevitable that there will be no such joy between quarrels. When such an ordinary person appears in his life, isn't there really a little joy in his heart?

People who are looking at it at that moment, will there really not be a little wave in their hearts?

I just want to raise a child.

It's like raising a friend, putting your heart in front of each other, teaching each other's minds well, and waiting for each other to grow up.

Well?

This sounds a lot wrong, but that's what it means in terms of the main idea.

She wants to be a bright teenager in her heart.

I remembered it shallowly, but I didn't know when it took root in my heart, and it flowed down fiercely, and I couldn't keep it in my mind if I wanted to throw it away.

There's no way to throw it away, I want to hang it all the time, and I've always left a deep shadow in my heart, but I don't know what happened to it, why such a heavy shadow was shed.

Zhong Sannian gently asked his heart, maybe he had thought of it subconsciously, but he subconsciously sent out the idea of escaping, how could he not understand.

The life course of two people is completely different.

When his life came to an end, for this teenager, it was just a blink of an eye, or even a short few days, like raising a small pet.

It's just hard to say, why is there no shadow in an instant, there is no way to meet again, just fall into the dirt, and never get out again.

Zhong Sannian knew in his heart that he had already experienced the difference between humans and monsters, but he didn't want to admit it in his heart, he didn't want to know, even if he had been telling himself deeply about this matter, he quickly avoided it, and he didn't want to face his dodge from the bottom of his heart at all, so he kept talking about a mind and avoided it fiercely.

Now...

The golden cite solemnly told the matter, and quickly uncovered this scar, which is what he wanted to dodge...

It seems that there is no way to hide, and it is deeply placed in front of you, even if you want to disperse, there is no way to throw away this shadow.

I want to face it head-on but I don't know where the courage comes from, I can only grit my teeth tightly, but I don't know what kind of face I want to make.

The bitterness in her mind was expressed on her face, and she slowly looked back at the other species, but she couldn't say a word of her own words, looking at the other party to extend this species and wanted to escape, but she stared deeply, and finally turned into a little bitterness.

Maybe it should really be said, if there is no way for two people to go to the same path, maybe the two of them should really sort out their minds, let go of some moods quickly, don't waste too much time, maybe the mind that should have been given up from the beginning should be rearranged at this time, and let go if it can be thrown away.

Zhong Sannian couldn't help but feel a little painful in his heart when he thought of such thoughts.

Maybe sending your child to college is what I thought.

In the end, he still has to be separated from the young man in front of him, a long pain is better than a short pain, a short few months is good for the other party, it may be a few minutes for him, if it hurts for decades, if it leaves any marks, wouldn't it be a long pain.

Zhong pondered for three years...

For a human being who has a short life, this period of time together will make his memory but will not become a shackle to life.

I will not wait until I am old and gray-haired to sit in a rocking chair, and I will think that such a person has appeared in my life, and I will not forget it for such a short time because of an encounter in the past.

Maybe one day I suddenly remember that there was a young man in my life who was like the sun, but it didn't bother, maybe at this time separation is the best ending.

For both people, they should cut off the bond at this time, and don't leave too deep an impression, just throw it away may really be a good choice, let go is the real love.

Zhong Sannian could feel the pain of his heart being wet and numb, and the bitterness of that moment had already occupied his heart, but he couldn't really pour it out, looking at each other deeply, a pair of black pearl eyes fell into the shadow of the little sun, and he kept shaking his head when he looked at the golden hair.

She with the Kim family.

It's really fate.,The first monster I spoke to,It's the boy in front of him.,The place where I work now is the home of this young relative.,The two don't have much intersection.,But they are also burning like flames.。

Yes, even if Zhong Sannian wanted to dodge again, he had to admit that the dazzling boy in front of him was the first monster he knew.

The hazy drizzle made him want to dodge, and the dark clouds rolling in the sky threw him in front of the alley.

ran in in a panic, but stepped on the node of that time, and fell into the world of light and monsters, so that he couldn't believe the existence of monsters.

The golden kite was the first monster she encountered.

It's a little strange to say at first, until he was a human being, the golden purple kite wanted to tear himself apart, and the disgust of that moment had already fallen in, and it was not much to meet again, and the friendly never thought that now the two of them could sit on the sofa and talk calmly.

I don't even dare to imagine that one day I will have any reluctant emotions for this monster, just like with a child, and I am still at the age when I haven't graduated from college, and I haven't even talked about a boyfriend, but I suddenly have the mood to raise a child.

Without himself, will he suffer, will he starve, will he go somewhere, fall into the quagmire, will he encounter anything bad, the thoughts in his mind will quickly come up, just like the care of an old mother for her child.

Zhong Sannian knew that his thoughts were weird and ridiculous, and even a little nervous, but he had such a general worry from the bottom of his heart, even if he told it ten thousand times before, it was a friend's feelings, but he had to admit that his worries were too much.

The golden libie's detached personality, and even some presumptuous emotions, had already been burdened with life in the early years, perhaps so that the other party's pride had not been detained at all, and had always been wanton and presumptuous.

Maybe the only blow in life is the time when it was sealed, but I don't know what the general scene was back then, but I can always see it in my words, not a direct response, and the pride in that power has never been converted by the other party.

There are no setbacks in life, what kind of things can such ordinary people encounter when they go to the top of society, and what kind of situation is the monster society encroaching on now? Even if they have started a large number of companies, what does the real situation look like?

Li Yu, the child who gave the make-up class by herself, as a mixed-race child, was always worried about the safety of her life, and she also had to obey other people's orders for her parents' marriage, and her name could not be reported at any time.

The two parties I met all value their own lives, and they are like grass for the people, but do they have any feelings for the monsters themselves?

The golden cite has carried hundreds of years of time in that seal, re-stepping into the modern society, facing all kinds of machinery, and many different times when the operation is not sensitive, and even saying that their own money, so that the other party is not in contact with a new high-tech, and it is not so fast to fully understand the changes of the times, today's human society is so long, what about the monsters of life?

What kind of appearance has developed in the worldview of the monster, and the other party's provocative personality will not be bullied when going out, or will the name be dangerous, and won't it provoke something more powerful?

What kind of strength is the current youkai in? Will this one of your own family stand on the same level when you go out? Will it be excluded?

The attitude expressed by Jin Xirang. At least the Jin family didn't welcome the golden liboid too much, and even from the bottom of their hearts, they had heard a letter before they were disgusted, and then there was no news, so they didn't think about it, so they threw away the free development of the other party, and there was no other news later.

Abandoned by his own family, will such an identity be frightened in the world of monsters, will anyone see the child who is unhappy and deliberately provokes his own family, his personality is very irritable, if it is really a fight, will there be any danger?

Zhong Sannian had noticed that he had been wandering in his heart repeatedly on this topic, thinking about every possibility, and even more worrying himself.

The golden vine kite kept watching by his side, and there was such an incident before, and the two of them almost couldn't get off the stage.

If you don't see that there are discounts, how do you take advantage of the temperament, will it have anything to do with it?

Zhong San's mind fluttered rapidly, his heart became more and more nervous, and his urgent emotions were squeezed fiercely, but there was no way to come up with a better idea, maybe at this time he was guarding against the other party, aura walking was the best direction, and giving the other party freedom was a better ending.

But ask yourself, how can you let the other person walk freely in the world so happily?

In this dazed world, how will he live?

Zhong Sannian only felt so painful, and he had no way to rest assured, but at this time, he always had to make a choice, looking at the other party and holding the hands deeply.

The golden vine kite is as hot as the sun, and even the temperature on the hand is slightly painful, gently touching, only to feel that his fingertips seem to be melting, the heat is indeed extremely warm, and the bones feel warm.

She got a little closer, kept integrating words in her heart, and wanted to say all the troubles in her heart, but she couldn't reveal a word, just looked at those beautiful eyes, biting her lip slightly, the worry in her heart was not increasing rapidly, but she didn't say a word.

He is very old, much older than himself, and he is not even able to imagine himself, maybe he can take care of himself, but it takes a short time to adapt to the development of society, and what he doesn't need is the idea of his mother-in-law.

Zhong Sannian quickly comforted himself before he spoke, but this sentence made him even more depressed.

He hasn't had time to adapt to the development of the current society, has not adapted to the changes of the times, he has been waiting for many years in the wind and leaves at that time, and he has already changed when he wakes up.

The more she wanted to let go of her heart, the more panicked she became, the more she wanted to give the other party freedom and avoid the pain, and the more she seemed to beat.