Two hundred and seventy-eight
Dad, Dad never understood, I never did, so I was a little nervous when I said this to him, because I was afraid that he would start laughing at me.
"It's okay, it's not going to get better slowly, isn't it that you proposed to go back to Fasili Elementary School yesterday, and then the two of you will still be classmates, I think the relationship has become bad and can be cultivated again, but don't lose the playmates who grew up together, this time Dad took the initiative to call him back, that is, for this reason, I think your previous relationship was not very good, and now you have been studying in that school for so long, separated for so long, the two of you should also have a good chat."
"The two of us don't have anything to talk about, it's really not appropriate today, or you will send him away when you go back to work, I don't know how to talk to him, anyway, when I see him for the first time, I don't feel like I was a child, and now that I'm older, you also said that you have been separated for two weeks, and it's really different from before."
I saw that my father didn't speak, I know that this matter let him give it to him, after all, he is also a child, and then take it back at night, and it is a matter of a while, how to tell people's mothers after they get it back, the relationship between people is not as good as before, because of the children's affairs, everyone is in conflict, it is indeed very ugly for Dad, but I can't help it, this is Dad's own opinion, he is also for my good, But I really don't know what to say to Lin Mai, even if two people do it at home for a morning, I will feel that he is a burden, he will sit at home I will be uncomfortable, and this home is not as big as before, there is only one living room and two rooms, do I want him to be in the living room, I live alone in the room wall, that is absolutely not good, finally only such a long vacation, finally Dad can have me willful for a while, so Dad does not help me much.
When I saw that my father didn't speak, I ran out at once. I locked the door on my phone, and I saw me like this at another glance, but he didn't say a word, I knew that this matter didn't matter to him, so he didn't want to get involved, I glanced at him when I passed by, he didn't change anything as before, I don't know if he still has it in his heart, I don't know what he thinks of me in his heart, but when I left with premature ejaculation, the day he left, he didn't say a word, so I still hate him a little in my heart, I always feel that he sees my friend as too secondary, Because he has new friends, after having Shu Peipei, I don't even have a little status in his heart, I'm about to leave, he doesn't even have the desire to speak, and he really hasn't explained anything to me, even if he just says I wish me peace, I will be happy for a long time I will only know that he is thinking about me now, but he didn't say anything, so when I entered a school, when I encountered all the difficulties for two weeks, I never thought about him, because thinking of him was my mother's sadness, He and Shu Peipei wanted to put down school together.
I just returned to my hands after a while when I heard a knock on the door, the sound was the same, so I thought it was my father's, I thought my father was trying to convince me again, and I had to play with Lin Maiyi, but the matter between me and Lin Maiyi was not as simple as they imagined, they adults have their adults' unspeakable secrets, and we children also have children's unspeakable words, so no matter what my father said this time, I refused to play with Li Manyi all morning.
"Open the door, we haven't seen each other for so long, you just say there, do you want to say anything to me?"
It turned out to be Lin Maiyi, he is even less qualified to say this to me, I really don't know what their boys think, when I leave you and go to school, didn't he leave me a word?
"Hurry up and open the door, what do we have to say for me to go in, shall we make it clear?" I know you have some resentment against me, about the collection of scrap, I have already told you before, explained, this time I really came to apologize to you, please forgive me Okay, your father has always thought that the two of us have been close together since childhood, and we can come together when we grow up, so I don't want him to misunderstand, you better let me in. ”
It's not that I won't let him in, I really haven't figured out how to face him if I come in. What can two people do in the bedroom, and even if my parents go to work later, he stays at our house, but what do we two talk about? Don't ask, and even a word of comfort to me when I leave, it is not as big as something in our family, doesn't he know how much pressure I will be at that time? The boy who doesn't think about me at all, why should I keep him by my side? And when he came back to me this time and my dad was going to pick him up, if my dad didn't pick him up, when was he going to be home? My dad still has to know that for my sake, that I am going to Faxilin Primary School soon, and that why I chose Mage Primary School may be because of Lin Maiyi, so he called Lin Maiyi over. He doesn't understand anything. Even if I make it clear to him today, it's just that I have to do more things in the future, do I want to explain it to him one by one? So I regret it a little, I don't know if I should open the door for him, they came in and I couldn't explain to him that so much had happened, how could I explain it to him one by one, and the way he felt about me was not the same as before, I liked that feeling when I was a kid he was behind my ass, but since he had Shu Peipe, he has changed, and I am no longer alone. It doesn't belong to me anymore, so I think I talk to him anymore, and there is no result in any further relationship, this kind of thing is better to wait until I grow up and have fate, I know that I am not there, and his dream depends on him to come true, but if he has always had this attitude, I can only choose another path.
After a while, I heard the sound of the key inserted in the collarbone, probably because my father heard Lin Maiyi talking at the door of my room, and then directly took the key to open the door, I was afraid that they would come in and see me in such an embarrassed way, so I planted my head in the quilt, without saying a word, after they came in, no matter what they said, I didn't say anything.