In this relentless and endless darkness, time often passes the fastest, and this is me. The reason for staying in this place, if time flies too slowly, I might really be depressed, it's too closed here, and. I can't feel it, I don't even breathe, I feel like a cold ghost exists in this place, I only know that I still exist in this world, but as for why I live and what I live on, I don't know anything, I hope that Li Xingbai won't hurt my father.

"Seeing that you are so pitiful, I still come to chat with you, including telling you some of your life experience, in fact, I know what you are thinking in your head, so there are some unspeakable things to say to see a psychiatrist, these things should not be thought about in your head, you don't have to think about it or plan, because I know it clearly, if you think I will think of any way to stop you, and you be careful, now it is that Li Xingbai who lives for you there, if you let me know these thoughts, Do you think it's possible for you to wake up? I hope you still live in peace, don't think about anything, especially the kind of things that are not beneficial to me, originally you are what I gave in this life, you have a dream I will not stop you, but you have to put my affairs first. ”

Now I finally understand, in fact, I have thought about it a long time ago, I must know what separation is going on in my head, otherwise he would not be able to show up every time I encounter difficulties or say that I need him, so during this time, I should keep a blank in my mind, so that I can hope to live more of my own body, but when will I be free from this?

"You don't have to think about this time, the more you think about it, the slower you think about it, but he shouldn't care about chatting with you now, he just had a new family, and he has a father who loves him well!"

When you hear this, you feel a little nervous in your heart, I always feel that it is really over, will he really love my father well? I won't believe it, he doesn't know anything, he doesn't know anything about the past, his body used to be the same as I am now, it's not that I don't think I'm asleep today, we didn't think that my soul can still sleep in this place, but what I mean is that suddenly I can't feel anything.

When I can open my eyes, I see that it is already in the bright bedroom, and it is another day that the curtains are not closed and the sun shines in my face, and it just happens that I don't have to go to school these days, if I go to school, I don't know what that Li Xingbai will do for me on Saturday and Sunday, which is also what I am most fortunate about. But when I wake up now, what I'm most worried about is my father, I'm afraid that he will hurt my father, or if there is any gap between him and my father, he will be gone, and I have to face the world, I am the worst person, so I don't want him to make any mistakes when he is in my body and I need to bear it, isn't this a split personality? When I first thought of this, I suddenly remembered what Pineapple said, saying that I should not think about the bad between them in my mind, but think more about their good, so that it will be good for me.

"You must remember this sentence, but I'm very positive, you haven't forgotten, your father has agreed, you go to school hard, when you go to your school, I'll give you another task, originally I planned to let that Li Xin keep living for you, but I'm afraid that he is too compensated, and these things he does in the human world, I'm afraid that he will expose himself, so for the sake of safety, I'm still ready to hand over this task to you to complete, anyway, your body is already pressed in my hands, whether you listen or not is your business, You'll be able to compose it in your own heart, I'll go first, get up quickly! ”

It's the same as being controlled, being controlled by someone controlling my body, how am I going to live, girl, what kind of school is it? Should I learn from my dad that the school will be more stable after I know it, and it won't be law school again, or should I go back to the old school? I'm just saying that it's the school where the next task is, I think it should be the latter, that's the school where the next task is, won't it be another person who becomes a bead, it's really difficult for me to complete this kind of task, and I'm not a god, how can I be like a child? That's all I don't know, and Chunlin said he wanted to give me something, but he never taught me anything, it's really a little difficult to do the task, they won't consider me at all, but it's also in this world, no one will test me, Mom, Mom, when Mom was alive, he never paid attention to these details. His own career is too difficult, and he doesn't know how long it will take.

"Luck, it's time to eat."

It's Dad, I immediately ran down and found that the ants in the living room were also in the living room, and Dad was still smiling and introducing me to Monday, I know that the two of you have been good friends haven't seen each other for a long time, so today I asked us to go to their house, and I took him over to play with you for a day, they have already asked me to finish the exam, and it happens to be summer vacation, or the two of you will play at home for a day, and when Dad comes back in the evening, I will send Lin Maiyi back to you.

After Dad said this, he went to the kitchen, probably to make me breakfast, I didn't even wash up and ran to the departure, I wanted to ask this matter clearly, who proposed that I want to leave, and Dad couldn't just take the initiative to take Lin Daiyu after I came back, she knew that Lin Daiyu and Dad were partners with my mother before, how could she hit the muzzle of the gun at the door? It can't be that Li Xingbai again, right? He knew I couldn't open my mouth, so he did me a favor, but now it's a disservice to me.

"What's the matter, dear, do you have any orders for breakfast? If you want to eat, tell your father, I'm going to buy it now, if I'm not hungry, let's go play with your Lin Maiyi brother first, my words are here to eat milk and eggs first. ”

"Why did Dad take Lin Wanyi over today? I didn't have a good relationship with him when I used to go to school, he seemed to like a girl in our class, so the relationship between the two of us was vivid, I don't know what to say, today suddenly the two of us in our house are quite embarrassed, I know you will say that the two of us are young and don't care about that, but he is older. ”