30, The Story of Reluctant (12)

After completing the task for Wang Wenli's customers, and refusing Wang Wenli's family's enthusiastic retention, I hurriedly went downstairs, took a car, and went straight to the hotel.

received a call from Dong Chunjiao in the car.

Dong Chunjiao said in a depressed voice, "Teacher Jiang, I'm going to the hotel soon, what do you say I said after I met her?" ”

A cheerful and lively girl, facing her long-lost mother, didn't know what to say, what a sad thing, I said calmly, "Chunjiao, Teacher Zhang and I have already talked to your mother in the morning, you both just sit together for a meal, make the atmosphere a little better, your mother has nothing, she just wants to see you, Teacher Zhang and I will accompany you to eat with her, you must not have any worries, didn't we already talk about it yesterday?" The two of you met peacefully, broke up peacefully, she has promised to go back to the United States tomorrow, everything will wait for you to finish the college entrance examination, but I want to emphasize that you must not be temperamental at today's meal, you must eat happily, eat happily, and then your mother and daughter will be together this afternoon, send away your mother, and you and your father can live a peaceful life in the future, you can prepare for the college entrance examination wholeheartedly, get a good score in the college entrance examination, and let your father rest assured, Aren't these all planned yesterday? It doesn't matter what you say together, the important thing is that your mother and daughter have a reunion, fulfill one of her wishes, and return you a peace, how good it is. ”

Dong Chunjiao said a little awkwardly, "Teacher Jiang, I'm still a little awkward when I see her." ”

I enlightened Dong Chunjiao and said, "Teacher Zhang is already waiting for you at the door of the hotel, after the two of you meet, she will accompany you to meet your mother, if you don't want to speak, let Teacher Zhang speak, but what your mother wants to say to you, you also have to respond positively, Jiaojiao, you are now a big girl, no matter what, she is your mother, she gave you life, she brought you into this world, and she also gave birth to you after ten months of pregnancy, once she gave birth, as your mother, She has such a concern, don't care about her the grievances of the previous generation, our generation will happily face the reality, you can't let the bad things continue to you, otherwise your father will be uneasy. ”

Dong Chunjiao was still a little shy and said, "Suddenly she flew over from the other side of the world, and suddenly a mother fell from the sky, I really didn't have any mental preparation, but what you and Teacher Zhang told me, I have already remembered it in my heart, for my father's sake and my own college entrance examination, calm this matter down as soon as possible, and let our lives be normal." Teacher Jiang, don't worry, I will make her satisfied, hang up the phone, see you later. ”

Dong Chunjiao's last calm words made my heart relax, this sensible girl finally passed in face, this is the biggest progress, I can put down more than ten years of hatred, and sit at a table with my mother to eat a meal, as an adolescent girl, with the anxiety of the college entrance examination, burdened with the grudge of my parents for nearly 20 years, it is very rare to be able to face the past so calmly.

If I were Dong Chunjiao, I wouldn't have such a strong heart as this girl, and under this kind of intense stimulation, I still still take care of the overall situation, not only taking care of this mother who has never met, but also reassuring my father who has been with me for 20 years, how much courage and courage it takes.

A girl who is about to take the college entrance examination, a senior high school student who is about to graduate from high school, in the face of sudden changes, can still rationally listen to the advice of others, in order for her father to live a peaceful life, in order to repay her father for so many years of nurturing grace, compromise, without knowing any inside information, can also come to comfort this mother who once abandoned her, how much wisdom does it take?

I began to admire Dong Chunjiao from the bottom of my heart, this girl who is still in adolescence, all kinds of pressure are concentrated on him alone, he gave up the rebellion of adolescence, made a huge spiritual sacrifice, subverted his moral bottom line, and treated the mother who hated him since he was a child as a relative, this is not something that an ordinary person can do, with such a big mind and mind, what else in the world can not let him tolerate? Dong Chunjiao, who has lacked maternal love since she was a child, grew up in a single-parent family and experienced a broken emotional world, and now she can generously stand beside the mother who has hated her since she was a child, and comfort this mother with the image of his good girl. This family affection, a respect, and this heavy pressure, if you change it, others will already be pressed down, but Dong Chunjiao can face the difficulties, and after all the emotions are vented, she can think calmly, listen to the advice of others, and at least reconcile with her mother on the surface.

It is said that the children of the poor are in charge of the family early, and the children in single-parent families, whether they have no father's love or no mother's love, their emotional life is incomplete, they have a different temperament from others in their hearts, and they also have the courage that ordinary people do not have, facing the tribulations of life, emotional setbacks, and the blows of relatives, they are still so strong, so tenacious, so persevering, and all people are the same to learn, to live, to enjoy life. Dong Chunjiao, who has experienced emotional hardships since childhood, still retains a sense of reason in the face of a complex and chaotic emotional world, and still puts his father's feelings in the first place, if I live in a happy family, I can choose my birth, if I can choose my own living environment, will he still be Dong Chunjiao?

The snow outside the window is still sparsely falling, the crystal snowflakes are flying in the sky, the peculiar octagonal shape is flashing with light, floating in the air in a dashing manner, falling to the ground, accumulating into a thick layer of tulle, covering this disturbing world, all kinds of shapes and colors of the ground objects, today all have become white colors, the world is unified, the beauty is clothed with white veil, the dirt is also dressed up as beautiful, the green life is covered in the cold world, into a magical vitality, Make that cold object so mysterious.

This is a spirit given to the earth by God, this is a magician sent by God to the earth, and it only takes one night to unify the world into white, if it is not the power of God, how can anyone have such great magic? If God has so much power, why should human tragedies occur? Why do you want to let the strong Dong Chunjiao face the cruel reality? Why would a weak woman be so strong in the face of scientific exploration, and abandon all her happiness, including family, husband and daughter, who gave him this strength? If God has such power, why not turn things around? Let Fang Lingzi also know what principles are, what is the greatest love, and what is the embrace of the motherland, so that his lost heart can return to the warmth of the family to enjoy the great changes of the motherland and the beautiful tomorrow of our new era.

All the imagination ended in the sound of the car's brakes, I settled the bill for the driver, got out of the car, and went directly to the restaurant to find Dong Chunjiao.

When I entered the private room of the restaurant, Zhang Lili had already accompanied the mother and daughter to eat, and when they saw me coming in, Fang Lingzi stood up from her seat, pulled me to sit down on the seat next to her, and asked with concern, "Teacher Jiang, look at it, it's really hard for you to run around in such a cold and snowy place." Hurry up and sit down and have a bite to eat, you've been busy for a long time, you must be hungry, right? You can eat whatever you like, and if it's not enough, why don't you order two more dishes? ”

I hurriedly said to Fang Lingzi, "Auntie, don't be busy anymore, let's make it down and eat." ”

Dong Chunjiao, who was sitting opposite, saw me come in, his eyes were full of eagerness, I knew that he was in an embarrassing stage now, he didn't know anything about his mother, and he didn't know what to say, as a daughter, it was really embarrassing, I smiled at her and said, "Jiaojiao, you should love Aunt Fang, your mother and daughter haven't seen each other for so long, you should have a good chat, don't always look down and eat." ”

In order to avoid her daughter's embarrassment, Fang Lingzi hurriedly grabbed the conversation and said, "This is good, we haven't seen each other for more than ten years, and I already feel very happy when we sit together for dinner." ”

As Fang Lingzi spoke, tears involuntarily flowed out of the corners of her eyes, in order not to let her daughter see her feelings revealed, she quickly turned around and wiped her tears with a napkin. Faced with this heartbroken mother and our daughter, who knew nothing, Zhang Lili and I didn't know what words to choose to break this situation.

Zhang Lili said to Dong Chunjiao, "Dong Chunjiao, don't you have anything to say to your mother?" ”

Dong Chunjiao had no choice but to stand up from the chair, holding the cup of drink in her hand, holding it up and saying, "Mom, I'm sorry!" I shouldn't have talked to you like that day, after all, you are the mother who gave birth to me and gave me life, I apologize to you, mother is sorry for you. ”

Dong Chunjiao's two words of sorry, and a mother, made Fang Lingzi unable to suppress it anymore, looking at the daughter standing opposite holding a cup, all the sadness, all the sadness, suddenly came to her heart, Fang Lingzi, who has always been gentle and elegant, suddenly let out a sad sound, grabbed Dong Chunjiao's hand with one hand, covered her cheek with the other, and cried loudly.

Zhang Lili and I know why Fang Lingzi is so painful, this is not a momentary sadness, but a lifetime of missing, I didn't expect my daughter to make a 180-degree turn today, not only said sorry to herself twice, but also called herself a mother with a jerky voice, this is a title that has been dreamed of for many years, for this mother, his hard days abroad, it is really endless, today I finally heard this sacred title from my daughter's mouth, how can I not make Fang Lingzi excited?

Mom, what a sacred word, as a woman, who doesn't want to be a good mother? But looking back on the course of more than ten years, Fang Lingzi was asking herself, am I worthy of this title? Although her daughter made this cry, it is also the voice that she has been looking forward to for many years, but as she abandoned her daughter since she was a child, she has not met for 18 years, from a three-month-old baby to a slim girl standing in front of her, has she ever had any memories of her own life in her daughter? Which meal was cooked for him, and which piece of clothing was given to him to wear? Have you ever seen the responsibilities of a mother? This cry means intense reflection, this cry means 18 years of grievances, this pain is the guilt of the sacred word mother, and this pain is the regret of life.

The sound of crying also infected Dong Chunjiao, Dong Chunjiao gently put down the cup, walked to her mother's side, and cried and hugged Fang Lingzi without hesitation, and the relationship between the mother and daughter finally broke out at this moment.

Dong Chunjiao hugged her mother tightly, this is what she has been looking forward to for many years, the warm embrace she wants to throw in, the pain of not having a mother since she was a child has always tormented her.

From babbling to just sensible, other people's mothers are hugging their children kindly so that she is not envious, the mother looks at her child's kind smile, so that she is jealous, never experience the mother's warm embrace, never see the mother's kind smile, and never enjoy the mother's caressing, the mother is a sacred figure for her, is a haunting dream, today is really facing the mother, facing the mother who has been sad and is about to collapse, All hated a full moon, all grievances were put aside, the nature of mother and daughter connected made Dong Chunjiao open her arms and hugged her mother tightly, and both mother and daughter cried bitterly.

Zhang Lili and I were neither persuaded nor comforted by the side, but looked at the scene of the mother-daughter hugging, silently crying, although this is an expression of family affection, this is an exciting scene of a mother and daughter who have been separated for many years, but I remembered that Fang Lingzi is seriously ill, and the future may not be the result, thinking that Dong Chunjiao knows nothing about her mother's physical condition, in such an exciting reunion scene, there are still so many uncertain factors, and so many secrets have not been revealed, Let this passion form an obstacle in my heart and Zhang Lili's hearts, I can't get excited, I can't be moved, and I can't be sad, because we don't know what kind of expression Dong Chunjiao will be when she faces the truth after the college entrance examination is over? When I think of the kind of scene in the future, I can't think about it, what kind of heartbreak, what kind of pain, what kind of remorse it will be?

The mother and daughter hugged for a while, and the crying gradually became smaller, I hurriedly stepped forward to persuade the two, I pulled Fang Lingzi, Zhang Lili pulled Dong Chunjiao, I said to Fang Lingzi, "Auntie, now Chunjiao has called your mother, didn't we say okay?" I control my emotions today, I haven't seen each other for more than ten years, and this relationship can't be made up for in a day, so bear with it first, wouldn't it be better to have a good chat with your daughter for a while? ”

We all returned to their seats again, I arranged Fang Lingzi and Dong Chunjiao in adjacent seats, and re-done, Fang Lingzi returned to her polite state, "I'm sorry everyone, I'm so excited today." ”

After Fang Lingzi finished speaking, she wiped it with a tissue, dried her tears, and then pulled Dong Chunjiao and said, "Jiaojiao, my mother is most sorry for you, my mother has not been able to be by your side for so many years, but you have grown into a slim girl, life without a mother must be very bitter, mother is really sorry for you, you can forgive your mother, your heart is too kind, I can't forgive myself, thank you, my daughter." ”

Dong Chunjiao also controlled her emotions, although she did not forgive her mother who she hadn't seen for more than ten years in her heart, but her mother's excitement, mother's sadness, and her mother's sincere apology had touched her heart, "Mom, please don't say such things again, it's all the things I didn't say that I was ignorant that day, and I said to you that shouldn't be said, as your daughter, I shouldn't blame you, can you forgive me?" ”

Dong Chunjiao's words that were both sensible and self-reproachful made Fang Linzi excited again, he held Dong Chunjiao's hand tightly, and said word by word, "Baby, my daughter, all this is the bitter fruit of my mother, how can I blame you?" For so many years, Mom has not been able to be by your side, since you left you when you were three months old, and has not been in contact with you for 18 years, all of this is caused by Mom herself, causing harm to you and your dad, causing this irreparable damage to our family, all the blame is Mom's, how can I blame you? You can accept that my mother can call me Mom, it is already a gift from God, it is already your deepest love for me, I am only grateful in my heart, grateful to your father for teaching you so well, I can only pray in my heart to pray that your life is better, mention that you will be on the road of life in the future, don't learn from your mother's bad example, pray that you will get good results in the college entrance examination in a few months, and be happy on your life road. ”

Dong Chunjiao didn't worry too much, heard her mother's prayers and wishes, and said sincerely, "Mom, I must listen to you, be a good person, do a good job, and make my future life full of happiness, you can rest assured, I also hope you are happy, I hope you are well." ”

Although Dong Chunjiao's words are very simple, they are full of love for her mother and blessings for her mother.

This scene lasted for about two hours, and Zhang Lili and I accompanied Dong Chunjiao to end the meeting in the excitement of torment and pain.